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[27 Feb 2009|03:15am]  all the shit that's posted in here doesn't even matter. why is it people share the most inconsequential parts of their lives with each other. the only one who knows me doesn't need to read my livejournal entries to know how i feel. you know everything. i feel it all and trying to be numb just doesn't work. post comment

[26 Dec 2008|11:24pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | seu jorge ] ( iRead; books of 2008! ) post comment

[19 Dec 2006|02:36am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | snails- the format (which is a wonderful song, go listen) ] i was just thinking how weak it is that every time i make a change, i have to delete the past, when so much of me is comprised of who i was. that i delete things i've written or said or created because it's no longer who i am or what i believe in; it was me and that makes me me now. i always erased what i could because i wanted to forget and then i kick myself eventually because i am such a nostalgic person. there is a line within mysteries of pittsburgh that i can't quite recall that is something about how you're nostalgic about things that are dead. the memories are dead. i don't even know what i'm saying anymore. i don't regret any decisions and never have but i am aware of mistakes i've made and i just think it's stupid that i've ever tried to cover them up. [edit]that sounded bitter or something like it and it really wasn't. so good night and good luck and happy christmas by john lennon is my favorite christmas song and hooray for no more school and friends being home![/edit] 5 comments|post comment

[01 Jun 2006|04:22am] [ music | if you want to sing out- cat stevens ] 01. NAME: jessika 02. AGE: twenty 03. LOCATION: long island 04. HOBBIES & INTERESTS: acting, reading, exploring, music, colors, vegetarianism, "going green", tattoos, love 05. IN TEN WORDS OR LESS, HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF: curiouser and curiouser. 06. FAVORITE MUSIC: andrew bird, the beatles, tom waits, animal collective, jon brion, regina spektor, cat stevens, there's really too many to list. 07. COPY&PASTE THE FIRST SENTENCE FROM THE LATEST ENTRY IN YOUR LJ (censor whatever you feel is needed): every few years, our taste buds change. 08. LOOKING FOR JOURNALS THAT ARE: interactive & true. 09. POST A PHOTO OF YOURSELF:      10. POST FIVE PICTURES YOU WANT TO SHOW & TELL (YOURS OR SOMEONE ELSE'S): my favorite movie, one of my favorite behind the scene shots from it, and my boyfriend and i are dressing up like this for halloween '08             this is a print by my favorite artist kurt halsey. check him out.      autumn on the only block i've ever lived on.      i can't believe they're discontinuing polaroid film.      we are only revolutions of ruin.     post comment

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