My So called life

wow its been a long time

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 23:02:42 GMT

Well, I haven't written in here in forever. I actually forgot I had a journal. I don't know where I left off so I will just start wherever. I had an awesome time in Florida. It was lots of fun. I didn't want to leave at all. Soccer has started up and it's pretty cool to get back into the swing of things. Steve was allowed to sleep over last Friday night. Nothing happened, we're not that stupid. That was lots of fun tho! Steph came over the next day. Her, Nicole, and I hung out for a few hours and went for chinese. Steph and I spent the night playing Mario and then had a talk for 2 hours. She had to leave early in the morning. My dad and I went out to practice goalieing for a while that day. I got so tired. Today Steve came over and Nicole, him, and I hung out and went for chinese. That was lots of fun. I'm going over Nicole's in a little bit for fun. I love her to death. Well, I'm gonna go now.. later gator.

florida soon

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 03:08:51 GMT

Well, this week was very eventful. Tuesday I had my last basketball game for the summer league. We didn't do that bad against absegami and all those giants. Afterwards, I headed down the shore with Petrosh and Kath. Good times. We went on many rides and I kept falling on the boardwalk. We met this nice kid Steve who lived in PA. He was mostly talking to Linds. We all went home before the "crazies" as Mrs. Petrosh put it, came out. That night I stayed up and talked to Kath til 2 am. In the morning, we ate the most awesome fried donuts. We went to the beach for the day and met up with some play people. Caitie also came down with her mom and chilled with me for a while. Later on, we went back and got ready for the evening. We stayed on the boardwalk all night and I almost got sick on the "octopus". That guy who runs the ride had the weirdest voice. I went home at about 10:30 and talked on the phone for a while.
The next day, I woke up at I forget the time. I think that I pretty much stayed at home all day. I read some of my summer reading for a little while. That night, I went over to Steve's house. Friday I woke up later than the day previous. I read some more of my summer reading and just layed around the house again. I added some new stuff to my room. I think it looks pretty good. Steve came over for a while after he had football. Nicole came over for a little bit too. Fun times. I was going to go to Nicole's house that evening, but I got wrapped up in other things. :( .
Today I woke up at about 11:2o. It was 5 months for Steve and I. That is crazy ( in a good way ) I went with my dad to shop for some new goalie equipment. Score. When I got home, I watched some tv with my momma. I decided to get a shower at around 4:30. At about 6, I went out to dinner with Steve at the Palace Diner. It was really good, even though most of the people were "osamas". Then, we went back to his house and played Madden. I learned how to catch the ball. I am so proud of myself. Now, here I am typing to people online. How fun. I feel bad that I never got down to Nicole's house. I will try and get there sometime tomorrow. I leave for Florida on Monday. I'm really excited and hope that I have an awesome time with my grandparents and my uncle. I should. Okay, well I'm sick of typing so I'm going to go. Later.

ahh

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 03:50:38 GMT

Wow. So I haven't written in here for like ever. I went up to Roebling/Florence like last week. That was soo much fun. I almost killed myself on the bikes riding across town! The car like blew its horn at me as loud as possible! Melissa and Jackie laughed at me so hard. I also went to the movies while I was there with Jackie, Stuart, Jess, and Joe. That was fun. The next day Jackie and I went back on our bikes to Melissa's house so that we could swim. They kept hiding my shoe! I was getting so mad lol! Good times in my old town. I love them dearly. Pictures on the camera phone lol!
I went up to basketball camp last weekend. That was so much packing. I get there and I am so hyper. Basketball was fun and not too, too hard except for the fact that we didn't stretch and I pulled every single muscle in my leg. :( We played drug dealer in my room. Awesome game. Natalie was such a druggie lol. The next day I woke up pretty sore. I wasn't feeling that bad though. Basketball was fun. Man o Man.. that girl was beastly in the game. The Spanish girls were very good and crazy. I love your toes. Haha. I ate the chinese food for dinner. Big mistake. It made me feel as if I was about to throw up. I started to get cramps too. Not fun. Finally, my throat really hurt and I felt like I had a fever. I went to bed early. We did have pizza though and something like Lindsey Petrosh kidnapped a cat?!? I woke up the next morning and decided I had to go home since I couldn't move and I was so sick. I felt bad leaving. :( My dad came up and got me and I came home. I went to the doctor's that night and sure enough, I had strep throat.
The next few days I pretty much slept. On Friday I was feeling much, much better. I went to the carnival with Steve. That was alot of fun. I didn't want to see the small lady though. I'd have nightmares. I had Bianca over on Saturday. We went to go get some chinese food and then came home and I played Mario. I finally beat it! It took me a few hours. Today I woke up and went to basketball. That was long but it was kind of fun. Tomorrow I'm going over Steve's at like 7:30 in the morning. I need a ride from his mom to soccer since I have no other way of getting there. After, I hope to go and chill with Nicole. I love her dearly. Well, I think I added enough of my life for now, Peace.

im tired

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 15:04:01 GMT

Friday was a cool day. I don't know what I did in the early morning, but I remember going to Nicole's house for a while. We watched movies on her TV and ate in her room. That was fun. Later in the afternoon, I went home and got a shower. I then proceeded to get ready. At about 7:45, I left and picked up Steve and we went over to Ricky's house for a book burning thing. That was so much fun.
Saturday was very cool. I forget again what time I woke up. I basically sat around all day until about 3:00. I got a shower and got ready for Caitie's house. I left and got there at like 5:30. It was me, Caitie, Kath, Ronnie, Laura, Jenna, and Ashley. We all went to the fireworks in Mays Landing. It was so crowded there. I even saw my old teacher from Eisenhower, Mr. G. Weird. Anyway, we walked to Kath's house after because I, as well as others, had to pee. Then, we all walked to Caitie's house and swam for a while. It was cold at first, but then warmed up. Only Ashley and I spent the night because other people had plans and such. We talked online for a while and then hit the sack. PimpDaddiPain! LMAO. Ya'll comin to nawlins? Good times.
I woke up at like 7, only 5 hours of sleep, but they didn't wake up until 11. I had pancakes for breakfast. We hung around for a little while and then my mom came at like, 2? I came home and hung around the house. I got a shower at like 5 and got ready for church. Afterwards, I went over to Steve's for a few hours. I came home and got online. I then went up to my room and fell asleep at 1ish. Okay well nothing else in my life now so later.

awesome day!

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 16:49:50 GMT

Yesterday was such a fuckin cool day! Even though I got burnt and now have a swollen ankle, it was so great. I woke up at about 6:45 and was sooo tired. I didn't get much sleep. I started to get ready for the beach, aka. putting on my bathing suit, packing up the car, etc. After that is all done, my mom and I drive away. We pick up Steve at his house at about 8. Then, we all proceed to head down to Ocean City. We arrive at like 9:30 and drag all of our shit to the beach. I think my mom got us there too early because the lifeguards weren't there yet. Steve and I tried to throw a frisbee, but I'm not too good at that. Then, we tried to play this paddle ball thing, but apparently I also suck at that. Oh well, it's just not my thing. After a while, we go and take a walk along the beach. My feet were killing me, but it was well worth it. On the walk back, I saw this little kid playing with a sling-shot sort of thing, and I asked to borrow it. When I went to go catch the ball, Steve stole it. I called him a whore in front of a little kid. Oh well, he'll hear it soon anyway. We saw dolphins in the water! That is really cool. Steve had to pee so he walked up to the bathroom things and avoided the badge people. After a while of laying around and eating lunch, we took a walk on the boardwalk and looked around. We decided to eat again because we could. The rest of the day on the beach included laying around on the blanket and trying to tan. The water was too cold for Steve, but we did both manage to pee in the ocean. We used the bath houses place to get cleaned up. I felt so much better and less skanky after that. My mom treated us all to dinner and it was really good. The lemonade was very tasty. Steve and I then walked the boardwalk and tried to find somethin to do. We ended up playing games in the arcade. He wanted to buy my mom something so we stopped and got some fudge and got me poprocks! I love those things. Then, it was time to go home so we did. I fell asleep in the car and ate my candy. It was funny cause we were looking at pictures and then our song came on. Coincidence? I think not. It was the perfect ending to the perfect day.
Later on that night I went over to Nicole's house and swam for a while. It was a little chilly. We played some Driver 2. Nicole and I begged her sister to take us to get Cheese-its. We played some more Driver 2 and I fell asleep. I couldn't help it, I was pooped. This morning, Nicole finally beat that level she was really hard. I'm proud. Now, I think that I am going to go and tan with her outside. I'll write later ( aka a week or so )

woohoo

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 02:26:37 GMT

This week has been really good so far. Monday I went over Steve's house and we played Madden. Then, we went swimming in his pool for a while. It was then time for him to take me home so he could go to football. I forget what I did that evening. Yesterday, I pretty much sat at home. I had a game that night. We did pretty well, or at least I thought so. It was very hot in the Mainland gym. I was sweating like a prostitute in church. After my game, I came home and Nicole and I decided to go swimming. That was awesome, even though the water was freezing. We ate meatballs in her basement and sat on the computer for a while. We painted our nails and talked for a while in her room. I did really weird colors just because I can. I had the weirdest dream that night, and woke up when Nicole had to leave. She went to the beach with Alexa, my rosebud. I miss her :( I came home and talked to Steve on the phone until about 3 15. I took a shower and sat around my house for a while. After dinner, I got ready for basketball pracitce. I picked Brenna up and then went. Here is the highlight of my week. When I get to practice, there is a new addition to our team. Her name is, dun dun dun, GRETCHEN! I was so stunned to finally meet another one of me my age lol. It was great. She is really nice and will be in my grade. I was getting so confused because I'm used to being the only one responding to that name. Oh well, I'll adjust. I came home and now here I am, online. Tomorrow I am going to work with my mom. I'm getting paid! Holla! That kicks ass. I won't be so poor anymore. Tomorrow I have another game. Guess what tomrrow is? 4 Months! woohoo. I'm so happy. Best 1/3 year of my life. I love you Steve. I think report cards are also supposed to come tomorrow. Eh, I really don't care about that. Ok, well I'm out. Write later. Peace

soo tired

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 19:38:52 GMT

Wow. I can barely walk. Basketball all weekend has killed me. It hurts to move any part of my body whatsoever. Yeah. I haven't done much all weekend besides that. I went to the movies last nite with Steve. Ricky and Greg were also there. Before that, I was at my great-aunt's picnic thing. My mom royally pissed me off but I forgave her I think. Today is Father's Day. To all you babies daddies out there, have a good one. I really don't have much to say. So I think I'm gonna go now and sleep or something to that effect.

good times

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 13:44:19 GMT

Yesterday was a fun day. I woke up at Nicole's house at about 9, but she wouldn't wake up. I went home and got on the computer. Steve asked if I wanted to go to the mall with him and I did. I had to hop in the shower and find something to wear real quick. The mall was a lot of fun! I got home at around 1 30 ish I guess. Then, I went down to Nicole's. We tried to tan a little bit later, but it wasn't sunny out. Then, I came home and started to get ready for the carnival. I took my time because we couldn't leave until Steve got done practice. Nicole was playing driver in her room. :) haha. I love that game. I was online trying to get Kath and Caitie to stop fighting, not that they are fighting, but they aren't like friends. I don't know if I had any success, but hey I can try. Steve got to my house at around 8, and Nicole wasn't ready. She finally came down and we drove there. It was pouring rain and lightning out. Plus, some people were looking at me very funny, so we all went home. We went back to Nicole's house because it is much cooler than mine, and got online to see where the people we were supposed to meet were. I guess they stayed at the carnival? I dunno. Steve was having a good time looking at all of Nicole's parents' alcoholic stuff. Then, Nicole and Steve played Madden 2004 and I watched because I'm not good at video games. At around 11, my mom drove Steve home. I came home and went to bed a little bit later. I was tired. I woke up today at like 9:30, and here I am. Arivederci.

fun weekend ( for me )

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 15:07:28 GMT

Well, since school has been out for a while, I've really been enjoying those nice, long hours of sleep. Friday morning, I got up early tho. I went to work with my mom at her school. I got to play gym class with all of the kids. That was fun. Then, I got to follow a PT around for a while. I learned some things and that was cool. I really think that's the career I want. I came home and took a nap. Then, Nicole came over and wanted me to go to extreme with her, so I did. Stupid us bring our purses. We had to hide them behind the arcade thing. So it was Nicole, Sam, Cilla, some other pvi girls, and I at the place. Not bad. I even saw ppl from St. Joe's there. Yeah, well it has been proven once again that I cannot dance. No matter how hard I try, it's impossible. I played around in the foam thing, but I went under and it burned my eyes :(. My mom picked Nicole and I up at 10:30 and we went to Wendy's. I got home and took a warm shower because I was covered in soap. The next day I woke up at 6:45 to talk to Steve before he went to football. I then went back to sleep for a few hours. I was watching tv, and the power went out! Damn electricity. So I got a shower, but forgot that the hair dryer wouldn't work. Rats. Then, I ate some lunch and got ready to go over to Steve's household. My mom made me take blueberry muffins?! Yeah, I don't like blueberries. Anyway, we dipped our feet in his pool for a while. I wish I had a pool. Then, we watched Soul Plane on dvd for a while and Ricky and Mis showed up. Steve and I then played some Crash before it was time for dinner. Very good food. After dinner, we played Crash some more, and then I tried some clams! I did like them. Then we chilled for a while more and it was time for me to go home. I had a great day! I went to bed like right away. I got up this morning at like 9 and watched tv. Now, here I am on the computer. Jackie told me about what happened and I feel so bad for her and Stu and his family and that man. That's horrible. :(. I'll keep him in my prayers. Well, I'm gonna go now. Adios.

exams

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 23:58:51 GMT

Today was the first day of finals. Pretty easy I must say. After we were done, at 10:30, I went out to 711 with Kath. I ate like a pig but I really don't care anymore. Oh well. If I get fat, I get fat. Then, I went into the gym and sat for a while. I talked with Gunner and then Steve came to pick me up. He got to drive me home and that was mad cool. Fun. I then studied for a while. After a while, I got real bored so I took a long nap. I woke up 3 hours later as my mom came in. Pretty soon it was dinner time. Now, here I am talkin online to some people. Quite interesting. Okay well I'm out for now. Peace homes.

tired

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 19:58:15 GMT

Friday was rather uneventful, except that it was the last day of regular school. That's always a plus. I came home and sat around the house for a while. I was going to go to the movies with Nicole, but I realized that I only had one dollar. Yeah, I know I'm broke. Saturday I didn't do much during the day. I ran to Nicole's for a while and watched Shrek for the first time ever. I have to say it wasn't that bad for a kid's movie. She got her mom to get me mcdonald's. Score. Then, I came home and my family was here playing cards. At about 6:50, I went to watch the horse race thing. Sure enough, the Philly curse struck again. Smarty lost. Oh well, it's just a horse race. I then went over to Steve's house. His family is all so nice. He had CRASH BANDICOT for his playstation. That has to be one of the best games ever! I love it. I came home and went to bed. Today, I woke up and went to church. When I got home, I got online and Steve didn't have work. I read Ragu's profile to discover some interesting news. I ran to Nicole's to tell her and she told me a few good stories. Good times. I always knew he'd come crawling back. Sike. You know what I meant Nicole. Anyway, I get home and get back online. Steve calls me and we talk on the phone for a couple of hours. I then decided to make some food because I was hungry. I cooked! Woohoo. Now, here I am on the computer because I am bored, but it is starting to hurt my eyes already. I will probably get off soon. Exams tomorrow. Fun, NOT. At least they are pretty easy. Well, Arivederci.

school's almost done

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 20:29:51 GMT

I have about 4 days left of school. I cannot wait for summer vacation. School is so gay with all the petty shit. Anyway, yeah the awards thing was last nite. It was so freakin long. I wanted to stab myself with the fork. I did have fun with all the people at my table, Mallory, Natalie, Laura, Gianna, her sister, Jess, and Kathleen Kirk. Good times. Today was pretty boring. I'm so sick of reviewing and all that. I don't really have anything else to say so im out. Maybe I'll write tomorrow.

funn times

Sun, 30 May 2004 19:29:12 GMT

I kind of forgot I had a journal. Oh well. So this weekened has been fun so far. Friday I went to the movies. Figures that berlin ppl had to be there. Bleh. But I didn't have to deal with them. Saturday I had to clean all morning. I was so tired. Then my family came over for a picnic thing. It was fun. Steve came over and I mostly hung out with him the whole time. I beat my cousin in basketball 6-1. I was proud. Then, Nicole came over and she, Steve, and I hung out in my room. Nicole ended up sleeping over?!? Strange but very good. Today, I woke up and went to basketball. I was tired, but there was only 5 ppl there so they didn't make us run alot. I did pretty well, or at least I think. I then came home and shot around for about 45 minutes. I was so tired so I went up to my room and layed down for a few hours. Now, here I am and I have nothing to do. Later on I'm going to church then over to Steve's household. Tomorrow, I'm supposed to go to the mall with Nicole and him. Should be fun. Ok well im out like a fat kid in dodgeball. Peace

woah

Thu, 27 May 2004 01:24:57 GMT

So today, school was pretty normal. I was tired as usual. I come home and Nicole and I go get chinese food because we're cool like that. It made us sick though. Then, we got home and decided to go to that dead-a-thon thing because we didn't have any plans. Nicole took forever to get ready, because she's jsut like that. We finally get all done, and then my mom drives us. It was funny because I was so hyper on the car ride to school. We almost go in the wrong door and that would have been a sight. Nicole and I sat through the competition, I didn't know that everyone could lift that much. Crazy. And then my dad messes up and my mom is really late. She gets pissed at me and it's so not my fault. I hate my house. While waiting for my mom, Nicole chills with Griffin, what fun. NOT. Yeah, good times :/ Now, I just got home and I'm ready to go find some food and talk to people. I guess I'll write later if I feel the urge. Peace

funn day

Tue, 25 May 2004 19:49:50 GMT

It was pointed out to me that I "forgot to write in my journal" yesterday. Well, in fact, I was having such a good day not sitting at home, that I didn't have time to write in it. I didn't know that it was a crime to not go online at my own house, but apparently I was wrong. Anyway, yesterday was awesome. It was Steve and Me 's 3 months. Woohoo. School was good except the lunch made me feel really sick. It was sooo f*n hot outside. I had a coke on the bus ride home. (what an awesome 3 month gift) I get home and Nicole and I take a walk to the park. She kept trying to take off her skirt? Yeah, hmm ok. We got online and Nicole was fighting with that little slut girl. Then, it was time for dinner at her house. I got to help out! I felt so special. After dinner, we started getting really giddy. Nicole started making this funny "laugh" . I started dying because i was laughing so hard. I didn't stop for literally 3 minutes. I almost threw up because my stomach was so churned. Finally, I caught my breath. Nicole and I decided we want to go out somewhere soon so I have a goal to work towards with my "dancing thing". Last night was successful. I came home, and my parents yelled at me for not letting them know where I was, as if they didn't know I was at her house. But anyway, I was going to get online, but it was thundering, so I went to my room. I talked to Steve til idk about 10: 35, and hten went to bed. That was an amazing day. Loads of fun. Sorry that I couldn't find the time to write in here yesterday. Jeeze. Okay, peace.

it's hot out

Mon, 24 May 2004 01:22:56 GMT

I get up at about 7 today since my dad always finds the need to make my life a living hell. I lay around until 9 and get dressed for basketball. I realized how out of shape I am, or maybe it was just the heat, or maybe a combination of the two. I felt sick the whole way home. My dad and I go out and practice for me goalieing, but I can't stay that long because I got so dizzy. I came home and ate some lunch and took a long nap. 5:00 comes around and I go online. Then I get ready and go to church. That was hell! (I thought church was supposed to be like the opposite or whatever) I had to walk out, and of course, my dad's late. He goes off on me about how he can't keep driving me there at night because it's using too much gas and the prices. I'm like stfu. I swear to God he tries to make me feel like I'm such a fuckin burden. Like, if he didn't want me, they should have given me up for adoption. Not my fault, I didn't ask to come here. I go take a nap again and I woke up at 9. I get online and here I am.
Tomorrow is 3 months!! = ) I'm really happy. I'm gald that I've been able to spend the best 3 months of my life with him. Right now, I'm gonna run over to Superman's house because 1) I'm hungry and 2) I haven't seen her since friday night. I guess I'll write tomorrow. Peace.

what a day

Sun, 23 May 2004 03:05:30 GMT

Today I woke up at around 10 which is really late for me considereing I get up at 5 every other morning. My mom needed eggs, so I ran to Nicole's to get some. She wasn't awake, but I asked her brother. I didn't talk to her at all today. :( So, I come home and decide I should get a shower. About an hour later, I go downstairs and get online. I talk to some people. and then Steve and I decide that he's gonna come over my house for a change. (2nd day in a row, wow) So he arrives atappox 1. We play some old Nintendo. Those games are true classics! Then, we take a walk to the park so I can visit my beloved tree, Maxwell. He's the coolest tree ever! ;) Steve and I go chillon a bench for a little while and then come home. Time for dinner, oh joy. (yes, that was sarcasm)My parents talked his ears off. I felt so bad. I would have picked up a fork and stabbed myselfmultiple times in the throat, but that's just me. I hogged the Nintendo some more after dinnerand then we went for icecream. Coconut Chocolate Chip waterice?!? Interesting, not my cup of tea,but it isn't that bad. Especially considering that I'm eating it right now because Steve left it here. Then we watched tv, and soon after his dad pulled up. 9 hours went really quickly.
I didn't talk to Nicole today and the Flyers lost! Bummer. I still can't believe I forgotBianca's birthday. I'm horrible. I'll call her soon. My friends at school are fighting again, noneed to mention names. I think it's really petty and gay because there's only like 12 days left.It's really starting to piss me off, because I know I'm going to get stuck in the middle. I hateit. Oh well. I wanna talk online now, so I'm gonna go. Maybe I'll write tomorrow because I'm cool like that.