Current mood:

cold

Life isn't all hee hee haa haa
I don't think I have to explain how horrible my weekend has been , but yes, it is. I HATE weekends where there's no sight of the Sweetheart. With the exams looming, I wonder, how many more weekends can I handle like this before I break down and crumble.

While at Sembawang beach with the family on Sunday, my mother commented that I'm much better behaved now then I was when I was 18. This made me laugh, really. Because I really thought that I'm at the peak of my delinquence. But, she begs to differ - saying that I've mellowed and have become more reasonable. I don't think I do it on purpose, but rather,it's more like circumstances that have allowed me to mellow down. 

Indeed, 18 was a year of freedom and fun. I broke every rule I could possibly break and for all you readers who have no idea what I'm talking about, chances are you never will. =p I'm sorry , but I'm just private that way. If you know what I'm talking about,then you know that I trust you enough to confide in you. But yes, 18 was amazing. There's nothing I regret about being 18, doing all the crazy silly things that I've done, all the trouble I've gotten into with the Parentship - it was all worth it. Every single thing. I suppose , it all revolves around breaking out of my once considered sheltered lifestyle, trying new things, eating new food, going new places. It's made me grown up, opened my eyes to a whole different world out there, and at the same time, helped me treasure and cherish certain things about myself like my childlike innocence when it comes to certain issues. I may have grown up in more ways than one, but I remain, still, a little girl at heart.

I still like my Barbie dolls, my purple walls and pink sheets, my cat pencil box, and being giggly with all my friends.

My mother was right when she said I've mellowed down, but not for the reasons she things I have. ha ha.

Too much info, too little privacy in the cyberworld. Till then!