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yo yo yo hoe [08 Sep 2008|03:11pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

dejalauren   dejalauren dejalauren 

out with the old
in with the new
i'll add you.

lets love

eat a bag of dicks you cock smoker [07 Sep 2008|12:19am]
[ mood | cheerful ]



"Children say that people are hung sometimes for speaking the truth "
-Joan Of Arc


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clever kitten [24 Aug 2008|10:11pm]
a clever poem i wrote about no one in particular and everyone in particular.

Sit tight watch the cars go by
every single one holds a story better then ours
i wish things werent hard
just wish they'd fall in place
i pick up the things from the floor
and a quick glimpse of your face
has me begging for more
All the nice memories we have
keep on comin back
the one night we got so drunk
i took your shirt
and i threw up chunks
waking up to your smile
making you drive for miles
just to pick me up
they all float around me
never letting me be free
i think the best thing to do
is not burden you
ill dust myself off the best i can
without your giant hands
i'll be able to stand
i'd be rich
if the bank would cash in all your tricks
i'd have lots of money
the way i jumped to conclusions was sorta funny
now i feel like a fool
confessing it all to you
.
lets love

[14 Aug 2008|09:10pm]
ever want to fake your own death?
that way people will cry a little
get over it
and you can come back as someone completly different.
change thins up a bit
sometimes i do things that are so stupid.
i just want to beat my head into a wall and crack my skull open
to find the answers
why
why
why
do i do this to myself?
I BOTTLE EVERYTHING UP
i'm such a horriable person sometimes
i hate the way you stare at me
you try to be sly about it i know because thats how you are.
you'd fuckin drive cross country if i asked you too.
and thats what scares me. so much
you'd do anything for me.
thats weird.
i keep tellin u to fuck hot girls. why waste your time on me
but your still here.
if i needed an arm to survive you'd cut yours off for mine
why
why
why
why
why
why
why
why do u love me?

[13 Aug 2008|12:17am]
Ryan Buell is my friend on myspace!!!!!!!!!
jealous?
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August 10 [10 Aug 2008|11:14pm]
18 things to be grateful for:
1. family
2.friends
3.love
4. music
5.my job
6.clothes
7.laughter
8.singing
9.having support
10.my bed
11.my home
12.honesty
13.when people call me trollops and it makes me laugh forever
14. that i can laugh at myself
15. that people can laugh at me
16. that all my friends understand me
17.life
18. another year.


my birthday was off the chain.
jk.
i don't know who uses that expression anymore..but it's funny and you guys should use it.
pineapple express was everything i expected and more.
my gifts were special! my sister got me a ticket to the cat power concert in October in Austin.
YUM.
anyone watching the Olympics?
isn't it amazing.
i hate hearing gossip about people i use to be friends with.
because it reminds me why i'm not friends with them anymore.
and it annoys me.
because i wish they weren't like that so we could be friends.
but then i don't wish that at all.
i don't know why i put up a big front.
i don't know why i try to act like i'm untouchable
or i'm tough
because i'm not
and i think
people can see right through
me like glass
glass
glass.
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[08 Aug 2008|11:02am]
ATTENTION:
i'm starting a band.
instruments needed.
musicians needed.
i'm not kidding anymore.
FREAKIN JERKS.
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[05 Aug 2008|12:11am]
i think i'm going to marry all of my friends.
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[03 Aug 2008|01:49pm]
I'll be finding confetti in my hair for weeks.
 last night was purdy amazing.
dancing with the kid from Peachcake
playing duck duck goose with Peachcake
throwin confetti around with my BFF's
i really hope they come back.
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oh [29 Jul 2008|04:43pm]
let us ponder this.


mmmmmm
lets love

[10 Jul 2008|12:58am]
i think i told you guyssies before but i have another lj
with my poems and writtings and words from my head
that i thought i'd share with you guys
maybe.
idk.
well i just want feed back
here it is
dejavuuvajed
lets love

MEOWTASTIC [09 Jul 2008|11:15am]
I'm feeling Meowtastic
i wanted to put that on myspace...under your Mood but they don't have it.
why?
today i feel meowtastic.
ayways
i have a funny story
my mom bought me underwear
on the front theirs a butterfly and on the back
DUN DUN DUN
it reads
"KEEP IT GREEN"
hahahahahahahahahahahahaahahhaahhaha
i laughed really hard
but i took them anyways
because their underwear and no one's going to see them(HAHAHAHAHAHA)
and of course she didn't know how much i hate that..but i thought it was just ironic
because i just finished tellin ppl how much i hate that.
but i  can aalways going in with sharpie and write "KEEP IT REAL"
haha idk. i don't really care.
i'm sick.
but i still feel Meowtastic
yesterday i had a lot of fun painting rooms at a nursing home with 360 + Caleb and Andrew and Ricky
it was fun/funmny/eyeopening
i'm leaving tomorrow for 2wks
it makes me sad
because i don't really want to go to Disney without my girls
it's really really not going to be the same
i mean i LOVE my family
but idk.
it just won't be the same....
:(
but when i get back we are going to rent a condo(m) at the beach
and  be dumb
and swim with the sharks
and for my birthday we are going to go see pineapple express
and for sarah birthday we are going to throw her a suprise party
HAHA jk
but that would be funny
i don't want sarah to go back to school
and i don't want tay and B. to go back to school.
i just wish it was summer everyday
i'm glad my partner in crime isn't leaving
because i would be a mess without her.
CARI
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dum [01 Jul 2008|03:40pm]
i forgot how much i hated the mall.
i forgot how much i hated people
 i went in for one thing and had to be dragged around looking for some other stuff while reading shirts
that say 'GO GREEN"
"GREEN IS THE NEW BLACK"
"PEACE AND LOVVE"
and i thought
"are they mocking me?"
those shirts are probably not even made out of organic material and our probably made in a sweat shop in china where little kids
are getting their fingers cut open and payed 5 cents a day to make them. i don't get it. and i guess i never will
i'm sorry i don't wear my thoughts on my shirts. because if i did. they would probably all read
"fuck off"
or
" I love my Beagle"
or
" I wonder if i turned my televison off"
or
" how much money do i have in my pocket right now"
Okay maybe not.
but idk.
i just don't get it.
and maybe i won't ever get it.
pop culture
it's amazing
i'm so glad it rained here!
we needed it.
i don't get it when people say they can never have best friends.
maybe because they are too selfish to listen.
i we don't have drama
we don't fuck each others boyfriends
or when something bothers us we don't mop around
we straight up tell each other to their faces
or when someone's in a bad mood
we try and cheer them up
by makin lame jokes or making funny faces
or when a boy breaks one of our hearts
we come up with a plan to toilet paper his house or run him over
or threaten to kick his ass.....we fight? yea we fight....but we get over it.
and i just never will know how people can do it...without best girlfriends...

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[27 Jun 2008|02:44pm]
so i was thinking.
it would be easier if 360 had rings like Earth Wind and Fire do
that way when ever we need one another or we want to chill all we would have to do
is push a magic button on our magic ring and it would send out a signal to all 360 girls and we
would drop what we were doin and unite.
but thats just me.
thinking

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[19 Jun 2008|09:27pm]
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my longing to see my girls has been filled..the whole 360 was reunited it feels like we had been separated by oceans and mountains and valleys
but in reality we were seperated by busy scheduals and work and lame things like that.
BUT i need to get my 360 fix every week so no excuses. no excuses no excuses no excuses
so tuesday girls?

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[17 Jun 2008|12:26am]
 
summer is here
green grass everywhere
i miss my girls
and i guess when i say girls i mean Romeo too just don't tell him that or he'll get pissed
since school let out ive been pretty busy. even if it's just me at my house
i keep myself busy
don't wanna be bored.
My piano lessons are going good Josh is nice and he puts up with my ADD and rambling about hamsters
keeping myself busy pleases me..because that means i'm not sitting around on my ass waiting for A haunting to come on the discovery channel (at one o clock)
cheers
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[09 Jun 2008|10:49pm]
i'm really tired of all your lip
The same old things, oh it's gibberish
You are so passive, you're hiding
You are just standing on the edge

You look at me with your glazed eyes
Your plastic ideals are your demise
You are just hurting yourself
His heart beats for you
And you need to run

Pretender

Everything is normal, everything is fine
I don't mean to hurt you, but I think you are lying
Everything is normal, everything is fine
I don't mean to hurt you, but I think you are lying

I'm really tired of all your lip
The same old things, oh it's gibberish
You are so passive, you're hiding
You are just standing on the edge

Pretender

Everything is normal, everything is fine
I don't mean to hurt you, but I think you are lying
Everything is normal, everything is fine
I don't mean to hurt you, but I think you are lying

I wish that they could see you
I want the world to meet you
I wish that they could see you
I want the world to meet you
I wish that they could see you
I want the world to meet you

lets love

[23 May 2008|06:17pm]

when things turn sour like milk left out in the sun
you try and bring it back
even though its already dead
slowly ill let my love for you fall from my grasp
slowly drift through my hands
and onto the floor
it's just another chapter in my book
just another closed door.
nothing less
nothing more
when your bags a packed
and you walk off
ill always remember the first day we had a nice talk
i felt ashamed yesterday so i left work after you took off.
nice seeing you around. and seeing you smile like that.
i know you'll have fun when you leave.
meet some cool people with different views with  different kind of shoes
eating some vegan food
i hope you vaule our friendship.
one that was never as established as i wish it was.
i was too worried about how i looked and you were too worried about your hair.
coolest guy i've ever met. id have to say.
haha i say lots of thing.
till this day.
you always keep a smile on my disgusting face.
so long.
good riddance.
see you tomorrow or the next day
probably never  after
don't pretend like you'll miss me
cause you won't......................................

we will lie under different stars [12 May 2008|09:28pm]
6th street (i lost another one)
My head is never clear when your around
i haven't had this feeling in a long long time
when i talk my face starts to shake and i wonder if my guts ill throw up all over the place
i thought i was content and cozy
but then you came along and i realized all that was just bologna
but it doesn't matter now
i know you won't call and ill be forgotten come next fall
i'll be forgotten
ill be forgotten
and when you move just remember when you tape up the box with my heart
please label it fragile
pieces of me are all over that place
pieces of me are given out for free on the fucking streets
austin you have my heart
 and all the people i pictured myself with.
austin you stole my heart
everyone i loved love lost are in austin
i know you won't call
and when you sit in your shiny seat
with your shiny books come next fall you won't even remember i had a name at all.
lets love

so [29 Apr 2008|09:40pm]
whyyy am i such a hater!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1


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