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(2 No your nots | Im gona kill miss america)

[27 Jan 2004|04:24pm]
i have a new lj .. forgot to say


Still goin to write a bit in this one tho ....

(Im gona kill miss america)

** hmmm ** [15 Jan 2004|09:03pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Well helooo there ....



how meny different ways can u say hey ...


(7 No your nots | Im gona kill miss america)

** bored ** [12 Jan 2004|06:56pm]
[ mood | sick ]


10 things i wanna do in this year...

1* Pull a guy with a Mohican .. (beth nos)
2* Be more happyer
3* See blink 182
4* Meet Travis Barker
5* Leave school
6* See more of my mates
7* Go out more
8* Get the guy i love
9* Get a drum kit
10* Play the gitar better then i can now

HeHe Beth nos bout the Mohican guy :P

byebye xxXxx

(Im gona kill miss america)

** D.R.E.A.M = DRUGS RULE EVERYTHING AROUND ME .** [12 Jan 2004|11:09am]
[ mood | crazy ]


Iv been in my french exam it was sooo funny me and neill worte one word... so i think between us we managed to write a sentece that doesnt make anysence hehe o well i dont really care.. i feel soo ill ... but i think i need summit to eat... poo you .. Sowe its my new sayin .. talkin to Adam online not Adam Adam but Adam Cliff.... hehe =D....

Drugs rule everything around me,
get the powder,
drink another beer ya'll

I keep it underground, like showbiz and a.g
like Neckro, cut you like Kid Capri
they call me Diablo let the gun smoke
like Rakim say, kid I ain't no joke
I think when I'm not city scapin this
If it's a law kid, we be breakin' it
2001 we makin hits
so one for the treble
two for the bass
three for the nights that puts a lump in your face
the streets might said I could never do
catchin motherfucking bullets for the crew
I ride for my niggas
die for my niggas
Catch, abide, and get high on my niggas
the bitch back breaker rappin decapitant
diablo, eagles, MC, eliminate
what up playa? MC, Slayer
kill you in your dreams, muffle your screams
put you in the earth, make you shake like a fiend
reppin three letter which are D.M.S
spit fire and burn the hairs off your chest

It's Mr. hard to get along with
you wanna write a song with
any given time you can catch me with a bomb bitch
think you catch me slippin?
I think you better stop bitch
I'll slip like Sugar Shane and leave your motherfuckin wig split
step back before you get smacked, no runnin' from it
you too, I'll take you to school, you ain't above it
I stay raw, hardcore, have you screamin "no more"?
bust you in the face, point and laugh while your blood pours

Mr. Bigshot, latino Gambino, rest in peace to my brother King Gino
you can catch me on the West Coast, with a fly-ass stripper tied to my bed-post
lookin' like Alicia Keys on her knees, lickin' the bag, just for a freeze
ya know it's me baby caught you scrapping like it's nessesar
Drinking, grab the coke, at the end of the bar
we thug-killers, Ice Grill-as, who already out like a pack of gorillas
you and your man get the fam, must be jokin'
must be the dust you be smokin'
Call you straight up Cho Cha I gon ta heavy metal smoke-ya
stomp your ass like a roach-a
playing like ya moms, hit ya with the chancleta, Repa!
Leading your man down to the coffin
trapped in a dazzel like Christopher Walken
now look who's talkin', set me off
They're dumb like a fuck with a cool-aid smile danny diablo 'k, the devil's child

LA (rockin')
The Queens (keep rockin')
Transplants (rockin')
Diablo (keep rockin')

Drugs rule everything around me,
get the powder,
drink another beer ya'll

(Im gona kill miss america)

** im OK ** [11 Jan 2004|03:36pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Was on the fone to david last night for 2 hours i was playin my guitar .. =D it was fun ... b-b-b-but he put me on speker fone .. i dont like that .. cry cry ..
Went to my nans today hmm wasnt that fun .. everytime i go shes like

Araminta i think you should go back to being blonde its more nice
... i dont think so .. silly woman .. =p .. hehe ..Al was scarin me online cos hes has a new addy and i didnt no who it was and i was like who r u .. and shit like that and he wouldnt tell me but then i used my skillful thinkin and looked at his profile .. hehe =D
anyway better go
byebye xxXxxx

(2 No your nots | Im gona kill miss america)

[10 Jan 2004|11:14pm]
hehe talkin to scott online .. i asked him if i had chagned over the time we werent best mates and he sed ....
iv become more gothic and then i sed i ment personality and he sed this
ur still my little zippy

im still zipppy
byebye xxxXxx

(19 No your nots | Im gona kill miss america)

[10 Jan 2004|09:16pm]
[ mood | curious ]

WOOOW SOMWONE WANTS TO KILL ME but i mean why me outa all the ppl u could kill u had to pick em .. o well
byebye XXXXXXX

(Im gona kill miss america)

**she`ll be right her in my arms so in love ** [10 Jan 2004|07:28pm]
Yer so my day was fun .. NOT
Went into leeds
Saw Sean and James ... hes soooo hot fit hmmm **drools**
Saw Adam ... that was ok i guess.. Wtf do u talk to adam bout cos i like him soo much i dont no wht to talk bout cos i go all quiet... hehe ...
o well

(2 No your nots | Im gona kill miss america)

[09 Jan 2004|06:05pm]
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(1 No your not | Im gona kill miss america)

poooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo [02 Jan 2004|03:09am]
[ mood | crazy ]


haha ............. on the one to david.. talkin to david on msn ...


(Im gona kill miss america)

** for your information ** [01 Jan 2004|06:27pm]
[ mood | tired ]



Went out last night with ppl .. well we went to Ellas house ... it was hmm fun we all got a bit to pissed o well ... it was sooo fun Joss was the worsted awww bless him :P

Some guy thought i was homeless and gave me £10 ... i was soooo happy he sed
I bet your cold bein homless and all .. here have £10 and go buy yourself a nice burger

Hmmm i dont like burgers :P:P .. didnt go to bed till bout 6 .. loz and alex wouldnt shut the fuck up .. :P
o well

Never, saw it coming All of, your backstabbing

(Im gona kill miss america)

** i feel alive ** [30 Dec 2003|06:17pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Didnt do anything today been bored really got a new top its pretty its black but thats normal for me ..
Goin to a party tomoro night at Ellas for new yrs ... me loz and alex and ben r goin =D yey i havent seen ben for ages.... =D
Been talkin to james online for ages **drools** Hes comin to leeds in hmm i think its 9 days or summit like that hes comein with sean =D

A song james wrote and i really like it =D

Another day is more wasted time
Im sitting here watching my life fly by
I hate my life, i dont wanna live like this
I'd rather die than live like this
How can i survive, i think im gonna die
How can i go on. knowing this isnt right
How much more of this world, can i fucking take
How much more of this life, before i fucking.......



(Im gona kill miss america)

** were do u run to so far away ** [29 Dec 2003|08:29pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

im bored
went bowlin today with ppl it was fun i guess ...
Went on thye dance things with kiran fuckin hell hes good at them ...
Went to pizza hut .. blah ..
i feel like shit .. o well

(Im gona kill miss america)

[29 Dec 2003|12:45am]
[ mood | depressed ]

Blood Red Rose

Look at me, see what I've got?
Its a blood red rose for you.
I grew it on my skin one night
In the darkness of my room.

It took no water, nor no seed.
It took no dirt of pot.
I carried it so carefully
And picked the perfect spot.

Then I took my special hoe
And planted it right where
Everyone could watch it grow,
Right in the open air.

Its perfect in its simplicity,
So lovely in the snow.
It bears the burden of my pain,
So everyone will know.

Look at me, my skin is snow,
My wound is long and deep.
It looks just like a blood red rose...
I've planted - now I reap.

(Im gona kill miss america)

[28 Dec 2003|07:39pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

hmm i snaped the g-string on my guitasr so david goin to go into a shop and ask for one

David : can i have a g-string min snaped hers and needs a new one

That will beee sooooo funny

(Im gona kill miss america)

** now that i no you i can never turn my back away ** [28 Dec 2003|06:18pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Ok this seems realllly wired but i like P.O.D ... hmm i d/l cos adam told me to and i like it ... **hmmmmm**
Went to my nans today OMG how BORED can you get so i sat there txtin adam and cove and mike ....


Tis is jessies birthday =D
Been listin to pod and murderdolls all day sowe loz DERDOLLS .. hehe
Theres noone online there all havein fun .. hmmm **cry cry** i think im goin bowlin tomoro with ppl from my skool ...
i haveta slept in ages cos i keep havein the same dream .... and it makes me cry
my dream is

Im stud in a room and all my mates r stud there and there all dead and Loz Beth Ben and alex r stud infround of everyone laffin and sayin die min die so i run of round the corner to get away from it all and Jessies stud there with Adam and she shots him in the head and he dies and i strat cryin then jessie kills herself and then i feel like shit and hteres nothing to kill myself with and then i wake up ..

Its sooo fucked up and i dont like it ... **crys more**
better go

(Im gona kill miss america)

** will you ** [28 Dec 2003|12:09am]
[ mood | bored ]

Hey im soo bored so im puttin pics of all my mates ... =D

LOZ ** best mate**

Ben **drools**

James **droools even more**

Beth **best mate**



(Im gona kill miss america)

** so bored copyed from an email =D ** [27 Dec 2003|07:05pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

50 things i like or want to do

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
12. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla!) (or strawberry)
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17 The beach
18. Finding a 20 note in your coat from last winter.
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Friends.
26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
30. Playing with a new puppy.
31. Having someone play with your hair.....................
32. Sweet dreams.
33. Hot chocolate.
34. Road trips with friends.
35. Swinging on swings.
36. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and
drinking your favorite tipple.
37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without
feeling stupid.
38. Going to a really good concert.
39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger
40. Winning a really competitive game.
41. Making chocolate chip cookies.
42. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
43. Spending time with close friends.
44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
45. Holding hands with someone you care about.
46. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change
47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
48. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
49. Watching the sunrise.
50. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day

Hey had a fun day sorta went into town with loz and meet Beth ... bored .. got my blink poster i wanted FINALY ... hehe

(Im gona kill miss america)

[27 Dec 2003|11:58am]
[ mood | dorky ]

Im sooo tied didnt go to bed till hmm bout 4 ... cos i was on the fone to david ....
Goin to Loz soon then goin into leeds .... hmmmm

(Im gona kill miss america)

[26 Dec 2003|07:20pm]
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
Loads i guess

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Did i fuck i cant even rememeber wht it was.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yes my cousen to a lil baby boy

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes .... chris

5. What countries did you visit?
Bulgarea, France.

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
5 June ...

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Makein new mates Loz and Beth

9. What was your biggest failure?
Bein a bitch to my mates

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Well, yeah,

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Hmmmmmmmm i dont no .. i think my blink album

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
hmmm dont no

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Hmm, David i think

14. Where did most of your money go?

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I dont no .. hmmmmmmm

16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
Trapt - Headstrong

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? Hmmm cant rememeber!
iii. richer or poorer? About the same. Skint.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Being nice to my mates and family

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Bein me

20. How will you be spending Christmas?

22. Did you fall in love in 2003?

23. How many one-night stands?

24. What was your favorite TV program?

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

26. What was the best book you read?
Me read HA

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?

28. What did you want and get?
Stuff. Than i lost it

29. What did you want and not get?
Alot of shit and i still want it

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Blah Freddie v jason

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
15 .. stayed in with my mates that im not mates with no more

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Hmm i dont no

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
Hmmm i hate you all

34. What kept you sane?
Mates music Loz ....

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Travis barker

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Erm, WHT

37. Who did you miss?

38. Who was the best new person you met?

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003?
Men r dickheads and cheat.

40. Quote a song or lyric that sums up your year.
"i think bout ur face and i fall into ur eyes"

40. Quote a song or lyric that sums up your rear.

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