fffffffffff

i told a lie. & it is not white.

sarah kicked ass at her play. lucy lustre!

smoking makes you feel full, hmm..

and so, i start another journal. i never seem to keep up with them. but again, i never seem to keep up with anything. meeting the girls in about 3 hours. am not exactly a fan of church plays but nevertheless, i'll be there to lend my support to sarahluf. dell & i have planned pussys zouk outing next wed. mambo mambo! hopefully there will be no goddamn moshpit-like crowd at phuture again.

today's off-day. & im loving it. i've got lousy knees that are currently hurting like a bitch from that everyday-8-hour of standing. plus all that grinding we had on that thumping podium at dxo two days ago, it's really no wonder they're hurting so much. humbugggs.

i really really need to cut down on my cals. i don't seem to be able to feel my hipbones anymore, this, which xinghui denotes as the most disgusting thing that can ever happen to a girl. god, please forbid. maybe i shld start on my food journal again, hmpf.

alright hollywood squares is playing on tv now, i should go catch.
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