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[21 Jul 2005|09:50pm]
OKAY SO I GOT A NEW JOURNAL SO ADD ME PLZ!! COMMENT TO BE ADDED AND STUFF OR JUST ADD ME, WHATEVER I DON'T CARE. JUST DO IT.
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[14 Jul 2005|12:09pm]
OMFG POINTLESS SHITT! (that i stole from mel)Collapse )
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[12 Jul 2005|05:58pm]
Wellll, Jenny got back on Sunday, so I was super happy of course. Ian also came back, so I was happy about that too! I met up with the Jenster yesterday and her, Richard, Nick, Steve and other people I don't know very well and I all went to wonderland. We ended up getting there at like 7. That was really fucked...and then the whole commotion started between Jenny's and my parents. We both ended up getting yelled at, buuuut, I am happy to report that everything turned out okay. Except that I am no longer allowed to go to wonderland late. I'm probably going on Friday as well. And I should be seeing Charlie and the Chocolate Factory really really soon in the future. I can't wait to see it. That movie looks so trippy.
Anyway, since ALL of my shoes hurt except my big black ones and my converse, I had to buy yet another pair. I love them so much!
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Look! They love you too!

Okay, I'm scared. I am REALLY becoming a total Myspace addict. That shit's so lame, why do I love it so much??

Today, I decided to be cool...so I did this:Collapse )

but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two...
i rode alone
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[08 Jul 2005|08:11pm]
So Wednesday was my bithday!!
I got woken up at 8 by a phone call from my grandparents telling me all wonderful things they wish for me. I got a baby iPod from my parents. He's blue! Or turquoise, whatever. I think I may name him Captain Jack Sparrow. Or just Jack. Nothing is for sure yet. But I have time. He's still so young.

Anyway, on Wednesday I hung out with Oksana and Jordan during the day and then me and Oksiepoo went to Mary's party. Gosh, it was so great seeing everyone again. I had a good time. I haven't been out like that in a very long time and I finally got to drink. And for once it was the perfect amount so I didn't puke.
I met some very nice people. Mary's boyfriend is the shit! Yes dear, I approve!
I finally saw Cody! It's been a damn while. Then I talked to some guy named Sean and I learned that his hair used to be long. Sweet. Overall, it was a very nice night.

Okay, I don't know what to do with my hair.

My options:

a) keep growing the bottom out and trim the top and my bangs again (keep the color and let the roots grow out even more because it's not THAT visible)

b) keep growing the bottom out and trim the top and my bangs again (dye it all black)

c) keep growing the bottom out and trim the top and my bangs again (re-dye same color)

d) get a totally different hair cut (let the color grow out)

e) get a totally different hair cut (dye it all black)

f)get a totally different hair cut (re-dye the same color)

HELP?!

Oh shit. I think, somehow, I became re-addicted to Myspace.

Anyway........

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I look so pissed off. I love it!

five decades his lifetime, and his life's work is just fading scratches in stone.
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[03 Jul 2005|03:26pm]
okay so the last few days were kind of eventful i guess. spent thursday and friday with the jenster since she left for cuba last night. and she is terribly missed. i watched requiem for a dream for the second time. and didnt cry this time. jenny spent the night and we had sOoOoOo much fun. well actually we kind of fell asleep before we got to sneak out of the house. shit. whatever.

friday came wonderland. we fucking froze. and why is the wendy's beside it such a....gangster hangout?

yesteday i was at buffalo and saw my hairdresser! that was weeeeird. and she's pregnant and not working anymore. shit shit shit shit. she was fucking amazing. so we just walked around a mall. nothing special. and today i was brutally dragged to go get cherries with my parents. argh.

quiz stolen from maryCollapse )

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sup?!
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"At ten o'clock the old, long out-of-print science fiction writer announced it was his bedtime. There was one last thing he wanted to say to us, to his family. Like a magician seeking a volunteer from the audience, he asked someone to stand beside him and do what he said. I held up my hand. "Me, please, me," i said.

The crowd fell quiet as i took my place to his right.

"The universe has expanded so enormously," he said, "with the exception of the minor glitch it put us through, that light is no longer fast enough to make any trips worth taking in even the most unreasonable lengths of time. Once the fastest thing possible, they say, light now belongs in the graveyard of history like the Pony Express.

"I now ask this human being brave enough to stand next to me to pick two twinkling points of obsolete light in the sky above us. It doesnt matter what they are, except that they must twinkle. If they dont twinkle they are either planets or satellites. Tonight we are not interested in planets or satellites."

I picked two points of light maybe ten feet apart. One was Polaris. I have no idea what the other one was. For all i knew, it was Puke, Trout's star the size of a BB.

"Do they twinkle?" he said.
"Yes they do," i said.
"Promise?" he said.
"Cross my heart," i said.

"Excellent!" he said. "Now then: Whatever heavenly bodies those two glints represent, it is certain that the Universe has become so rarified that for light to go from one to the other would take thousand or millions of years. But i now ask you to look precisely at one, then precisely at the other."

"OK," i said. "I did it."
"It took a second, do you think?" he said.
"No more," i said.

"Even if you had taken an hour," he said, "something would have passed between where those two heavenly bodies used to be, at, conservatively speaking, a million times the speed of light."

"What was it?" i said.

"Your awareness," he said. "That is a new quality in the Universe, which exists only because there are human beings. Physicists must from now on, when pondering the secrets of the cosmos, factor in not only energy and matter and time, but something very new and beautiful, which is human awareness."

Trout paused, ensuring with the ball of his left thumb that his upper dental plate would not slip as he sad his last words to us that enchanted evening.

All was well with his teeth. This was his finale: "I have thought of a better word than awareness," he said. "Let us call it soul."
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[28 Jun 2005|08:18pm]
ok, so i took off everyone on my friends list who:
1. didn't comment
2. i haven't a clue who they are

i left the important people, so if you're still on my list, you're allowed to feel special.

so if i deleted you and you didnt want to be, feel free to comment here and i'll add you right back.

those who were taken off, please remove me from your friends list too. thankssss
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[25 Jun 2005|01:39pm]
SUMMERRRR!!
I FINALLY GOT MY COMPUTER BACK!
this is ficking great. i missed LJ!!
and as it turns out...i don't remember half the people who are on my friends list. so i need to do a
FRIENDS CUT!
I'M SURE HALF OF YOU DON'T REMEMBER ME EITHER, SO...
PLEASE COMMENT HERE IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE CUT!
AND TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT YOU SO I CAN REMEMBER WHERE I MET YOU.

I'M LEAVING THE PEOPLE WHO I ACTUALLY KNOW, SO SOME OF YOU DON'T NEED TO WORRY, I'M SURE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
SO COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT!


i can't believe i survived exams. that was super hard. but i think i did okay. oh and a warning....IF ANYONE IS PLANNING ON TAKING COMPUTER ENGINEERING...DON'T. that class literally ruined my year.

yesterday i finally saw Requiem For A Dream. that was long overdue. that movie is amazing. i was sitting there, watching it alone and crying. i loved it. and Jared Leto is officially the sexiest man alive.

and because i'm such a loser here's some PICTURESCollapse )

i want to bring you all that is in my heart. i want to give you my everything but i’ve failed you so many times. how can i stand here before you when i begin to steal what only belongs to you. i am able to bring you nothing that isn’t already yours. i am so ashamed of what i ever called my own. take what i have, take these broken remains. what can i give you that you don’t already deserve. you laid down your life when i refused to give mine.
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[21 Jun 2005|08:17pm]
one down, three more to go.
and i have been officially declared un-grounded.
there's some news for ya.
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[12 Jun 2005|07:57pm]
i finally saw mary!!! that girl is so hot, it's unbelievable. friday was the first time i had fun in....a while. i laughed so fucking hard i think i made people think i was on something. but i wasn't. i havent done anything in so long and it feels great. and i don't even feel like it.
anyway...

JENNIFER (ANISTON), I AM SOOOOO SORRY....but i saw mr. and mrs. smith! :(:(:(
it was a pretty good movie, i must say, but i'm not lying when i say it made me feel like shit during the "sexy" scenes. that poor woman is crying at home while the two bitches are fucking each other on the set. but yeah, go see it. it's worth it.

i got shoes today. they are very very nice. perhaps i should have gotten the white ones, i dont know. but i settled for the green ones. they're fucking nice as well. i'll take a picture of them soon because they deserve to be shown off. :)

two more random people told me they liked my hair. it makes me not want to re-dye it. maybe i wont for a while. and i'm starting to ramble for the lack of stuff to say.

so...yeah.
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[09 Jun 2005|08:35pm]
i was boredCollapse )

i have no idea how i survived exam time last year and last semester. i honestly feel like i have never been so busy in my entire life which is probably quite an exageration, but whatever.
i haven't been out with people for what feels like months.
and if i fail something, i just may be grounded for the whole summer. great.

oh and....i have to get my wisdom teeth out. that's just perfect isn't it?

i'm going to stangle myself tonight.

and fuck, this disgusting weather is really driving me insane.

and it seems like all i do is complain lately.

yeah, i don't care, fuck off.
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[02 Jun 2005|09:35pm]
okay, honestly, i don't even know what the point of all these pictures i take is. do i have nothing better to do, like really.
nevertheless...Collapse )

my hair grew out so much. haircut on saturday, suuuuhweeeet!
and i need to dye it again.

omg my birthday's in 35 days!!!
i'm actually looking farward to this one. for once.

FUCK FUCK FUCK. MY TEACHER HAS MY CD PLAYER AND WONT GIVE IT BACK. :(:(:(:(:(:(

holy shit, pointless post.
leave me comments. i feel lonely :)
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[31 May 2005|10:39pm]
for some reason wonderland was super amazing on the weekend.
one of the best times ever.
went on the orbiter THREE times.
what a sex ride. SEX RIDE!
i'm afraid to fail all my classes, but it's a possibility.
fuck, i haven't been to a good show in forever.
someone take me!!

lameCollapse )
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[25 May 2005|08:56pm]
so i told my mom i was doing my homework, when in reality...Collapse )
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[23 May 2005|07:49am]
I MISS EVERONE SO MUCH! ONE MORE MONTH AND I'LL BE ABLE TO GET MY COMP BACK! I BET HALF OF YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN WHO THE FUCK I AM BUT THATS OKAY BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU.

just to refresh your memoryCollapse )

why does the world insist on breeding assholes? my theory about every guy being a fucker is quite true...no? if not, i would realllyyy like to be seen proven wrong. and soon.

omfg, i hate sluts so much. especially if they loook like little pigs.

i finally changed my layout. i couldnt stand the other one. ya like? you better.

"What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mututal addiction." -Chuck Palahniuk (Choke)

^^^ and that's exactly how i fucking feel.
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[20 May 2005|08:38am]
one more tear falling down your face doesn't mean that much to the world.
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[08 May 2005|11:15pm]
Out of despair for love that has not

matured Out of despair for death

that has already planned me Out of despair

for sex that weighed us down Out

of despair for man who is only

misery Out of despair for time that

is only dust Out of despair for

art that did not visit Out of des-

pair for the soul that was not

found. Out of despair for the self that

knew only shame. Out of des-

pair for suicide that is only an

alibi Out of despair of the world

an illusion Out of despair where to

bury oneself? In study out of forgetfulness

in debauchery by misfortune but

in the sea to wash

-Jude Stefan
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[23 Apr 2005|06:49pm]
yay 5 mins of comp time!

stupidCollapse )

:(:(:(
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[14 Apr 2005|06:16pm]
HOLY SHIT IS ZEN BLONDE AGAIN???Collapse )


WHY THE FUCK ISNT MY MSN WORKING. ITS PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF. WHAT A PICE OF SHIT I NEED TO TALK TO PEOPLE!

okay, i'm going to go make some cinnamon buns.
PEACE HOMIES!

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[12 Apr 2005|04:48pm]
i'm bored and i don't wanna do my homework. and this layout is pissing me off. i'll make a new one really soon.

jskfhasjfbahCollapse )

bang bang, my baby shot me down
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[09 Apr 2005|11:49pm]
FUCK MY FUCKING PARENTS I'VE NEVER BEEN SO MAD AT THEM IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE.
guess what? i'm NOT half bald as i was HOPING to be because daddy dearest decides that he doesnt want me to get my fucking mohawk. and when does he decide that? that's right, right inside the hair salon. i got so pissed off and didnt know what to do so i just broke down crying and couldnt stop till i got home. i don't think the hairdresser likes me all that much after that. bringing me tissues and all. fuck it was so horrible she was just like....yeahhhhh....
FJSIOFHASGTHATJABTHAWUTGABGJKFMArUWAIUTYW7A867

i still cut my hairCollapse )

oh, but my mom did say i can do whatever the hell i want with it as long as she doesnt see the mohawk.
so i made an appointement on wednesday after school and yes, thats right i WILL do whatever the hell i want with it. yay, i get to dye it FINALLY.

i'm so fucking tired, i had to get up at 7 today for that fucktard appointement.
this weekend is fucking weird.
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