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[Apr. 2nd, 2008|04:01 pm] |
just a slight glimmer of hope would be nice...
lots going on today. don't want to particularly deal with it all, but that's life.
i'll be okay. |
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[Apr. 1st, 2008|10:52 pm] |
okay i am going to gripe . writing is the best release for me, and right now i am feeling very emotional.
okay so these girls in the past, they get to have him. he loves her, he holds her hand, he takes her on dates. usually they end up being crazy girls |
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[Apr. 1st, 2008|05:39 pm] |
FRUSTRATED..
YEP, THATS HOW TO PUT IT. |
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[Mar. 31st, 2008|10:39 am] |
| [ | music |
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today is a beautiful day. the wind has kept away my blues. honestly, thats what it feels like. any other time in my past i would have found something to mope around about, but i really feel like i am changing. it has taken time but i am realizing my worth and that i do not need anything or anyone to make me feel complete. it is all up to me . my upcoming trip is going to be such a great jump start, and then i really do think i am going to move back home. all of my experiences here lately have been wonderful && i feel like it is just right. |
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[Mar. 25th, 2008|10:18 am] |
you know what, i just want to be happy for more than just a few fleeting moments.
i feel silly for letting this affect me again. i feel like a fool.
this is not a good look for me, but apparently i wear it well.\
i hate not knowing how i am going to deal...like i am once again stuck in this horrible spot.
is it so bad to want to see you once when i am down? WHY can't i? am i intimidating? am i pushy? needy?
i just want someone to want me regardless of timing, distance, past relationships, ANYTHING.
just me for me. i dont want to pretend to be anything.. |
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