Title: Five More Minutes (plus)
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru
Rating: Hard R/NC – 17
Genre: PWP
Disclaimer: Die, Kaoru, and live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear*
Summary: A lot can happen with an extra five move minutes (plus).
Note[s]: w00t!w00t! I'm back. xD ! Here is a little PWP to celebrate my return and be nice; it is the first sex scene I’ve written in like, a year. O-o



( Five More Minutes (plus) )

Title: When You Say You Love Me
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru
Rating: PG – 13 {mentions of sex; swearing}
Genre: ANGST {and I mean it}
Disclaimer: I do not own, nor do am I affiliated with any member of Dir en grey and no money is being made off of this fic. I also do not own the title of this story. It is taken off of Clay Aiken's 2003 album Measure of a Man
Summary: 'I want to laugh. I should've known.'
Note[s]: Okay. This fic is going to be just one of twelve fics that I will be creating from all of the twelve songs sung and preformed by Clay Aiken on his 2003 debut CD, Measure of a Man. Don't expect them to be in order from one to twelve, they won't. I was going to try that, but I realized that doing it out of order would be fine since all the fics WILL NOT be connected to each other. Anyway, enough of my ranting! Go on and read! Comments = ♥ ! ^^



( When You Say You Love Me )

Title: Afternoon Break
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru
Rating: PG [mentions of sex]
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear*
Summary: This was their break, the third break of the day that came at a time a half-an-hour before the traffic rush in the city started and an hour and a half before they ended their work for the day. This, for them, was just a ritual.
Note[s]: Small one-shot that I thought up during another lecture. Not sure if it is that great or not. -_____-;; But, I figured I’d post it and see what you guys think. So, R&R please? ^^


( Afternoon Break )

Title: Okay
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru; KaoruxToshiya [hinted]
Rating: G [zomg, this can’t be happening!? xD]
Genre: Romance/Angst
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear*
Summary: And, he smiles. His cherry lips, which are slightly dry from the cold autumn weather, curve into that ever-knowing smile he has. It is the one where his teeth peek just ever so slightly between his lips and his beautiful chocolate eyes shine brightly with hope and truth. It is that smile and when Kaoru sees it and hears those words, he knows.
Note[s]: Other small drabble I thought of while I was suppose to be listening to my Politics lecture. xD Thanks to all of you who commented on my last two fics! Comments are loved. Enjoy! ^^



( Okay )


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Title: Expectations
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru
Rating: R
Genre: Drabble/Oneshot
Disclaimer: Die, Kaoru, and live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear*
Summary: Kaoru could remember he had come outside for a smoke and could remember that Die joined him. He could remember that their conversion had consisted of a few of the fans they had encountered here in Milwaukee and about the crowds’ reaction. They even talked about how well their performance had gone, but he couldn’t remember for the life of him how he arrived against this brick wall.
Note[s]: WOHA. TWO FICS IN ONE DAY. xD ! Okay, well, I don't really know if this is a drabble or not, but whatever it is, it just came to my head and I don’t know why, it just did. So, I wrote it. xD


( Expectations )

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Title: Behind Closed Doors
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru
Rating: G [OMG. . .o_0]
Genre: Drabble
Disclaimer: Die, Kaoru, and live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear*
Summary: Interviews. He hated them.
Note[s]: w00t!w00t! I'm back. xD ! Anyway, here is just a small little drabble in which the idea sparked from this interview with Die and Kaoru in Poland.


( Behind Closed Doors )


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Title: Repetition
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru
Rating: PG – 13 [for theme and content]
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: Dir en grey lives in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish.
Summary: They had only started the tour a little less than a month ago – it was the night of June twenty-eighth – and this had already occurred numerous times, but the dates were still fresh in Kaoru’s mind.
Note[s]: This fic was an idea I had been toying with for a month of so now, but I never could get it started off right, but now, I finally did. So, here it is. ^^


( Repetition )


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Title: Where You Belong: Chapter I
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: ShinyaxToshiya, DiexShinya [one-sided], DiexKaoru
Rating: PG – 13 [for swearing. o.0]
Genre: Angst/Romance
Disclaimer: Dir en grey lives in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish.
Summary: To every one person, there is another person who completes them. Two bodies; one whole. Not everybody finds their other half on their first try, but they do find them. Sometimes, just takes a little more time. . .
Note[s]: Well, I really don’t have anything to say about this fic. It just kind of, came to me one day and I figured I’d write it. So, here is the start of it. Hope you guys enjoy it. ^^


( Where You Belong: Chapter I )


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Title: Lose Yourself
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru
Rating: PG [mild swearing]
Genre: Angst/Romance
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear*
Summary: “Then why can’t you say it?” he repeated once more. “Why can’t you hold my hand in public, or walk close to me, or embrace me or let me embrace you? Why can’t you let our friends, let me, know you love me?”
Note[s]: I’ve been meaning to write a fic idea like this for a while now, I’ve just been so busy these passed few weeks that I haven’t had the time, but now, I found the time to write it, which, is really odd, seeing that I’m finishing up my last year of high school this week. O.o Anyway, I just wanted to make a small note about posts. Because of the whole lj dramaz, I had locked all my NC – 17 and R rating posted just incase, but since the dramaz seems to be over, I intend to go back and unlock them all. They should be unlocked by Sunday. Anyway, on with the fic! ^^


( Lose Yourself )

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Title: I Write Sins, Not Tragedies [Chapter 13; FINAL CHAPTER]
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru; KaoruxOFC; DiexKyo
Rating: R/NC – 17 [Overall]
Genre: Angst/Romance
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear* I also don’t own the title of this story. Obviously, the title comes from a popular song, recorded and performed by the band Panic! At The Disco.
Summary: Fuck Friends [fuhk frends]:
n. - friends who get together and occasionally fuck.
1: Die and Kaoru; two guitarists of the band Dir en grey.
That’s all they were and that’s all they thought they would ever be. . .
Note[s]: The last and final chapter. I hope that you guys enjoyed this story as much as I enjoyed writing it. :)


( Final Goodbyes >> New Beginnings )


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Title: I Write Sins, Not Tragedies [Chapter 12]
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru; KaoruxOFC; DiexKyo
Rating: R/NC – 17 [Overall]
Genre: Angst/Romance
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear* I also don’t own the title of this story. Obviously, the title comes from a popular song, recorded and performed by the band Panic! At The Disco.
Summary: Fuck Friends [fuhk frends]:
n. - friends who get together and occasionally fuck.
1: Die and Kaoru; two guitarists of the band Dir en grey.
That’s all they were and that’s all they thought they would ever be. . .
Note[s]: I guess I got this chapter up faster than I thought. XD! I figured by Friday, but since I'm home all day, I figured I'd get it done and up for you guys. So, here it is! Enjoy! ^^


( 12: Destroyed Plans )


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Title: I Write Sins, Not Tragedies [Chapter 11]
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru; KaoruxOFC; DiexKyo
Rating: R/NC – 17 [Overall]
Genre: Angst/Romance
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear* I also don’t own the title of this story. Obviously, the title comes from a popular song, recorded and performed by the band Panic! At The Disco.
Summary: Fuck Friends [fuhk frends]:
n. - friends who get together and occasionally fuck.
1: Die and Kaoru; two guitarists of the band Dir en grey.
That’s all they were and that’s all they thought they would ever be. . .
Note[s]: FINALLY, a new chapter. My greatest apologize for not getting this out sooner. Training for my new job, school and writer's block are only a few of the things that have gotten in my way of writing this chapter. >________> Anyway, on with the chapter! ^^


THIS CHAPTER IS RATED NC-17 FOR SEXUAL CONTENT.



( 11: Late Night Confessions )


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Title: Interruption
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru
Rating: G
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear*
Summary: ‘Intimate contact is not allowed.’
Note[s]: A small little drabble in which the idea came while watching the extra’s on my BLITZ5DAY DVD. *nods* ^^


( Interruption )


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Title: I Write Sins, Not Tragedies [Chapter 1o]
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru; KaoruxOFC; DiexKyo
Rating: R/NC – 17 [Overall]
Genre: Angst/Romance
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear* I also don’t own the title of this story. Obviously, the title comes from a popular song, recorded and performed by the band Panic! At The Disco.
Summary: Fuck Friends [fuhk frends]:
n. - friends who get together and occasionally fuck.
1: Die and Kaoru; two guitarists of the band Dir en grey.
That’s all they were and that’s all they thought they would ever be. . .
Note[s]: I'm so sorry for not getting this chapter up sooner. I'm telling you, writer's block and school do not mix. So, please accept my apologizes for not getting this chapter up sooner. Alright, on to the fic!


( 1o: Letting Go )


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Title: All That Matters
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru
Rating: G [ZOMG. . .*gasp*]
Genre: Romance/Fluff
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear*
Summary: “It is exactly,” Die paused and looked toward the digital clock that was in front of the bus, “12:01 on February 17, which means that it is officially your birthday.” He turned and looked back toward Kaoru, a small smile on his lips. “So, happy birthday.”
Note[s]: This is ficcy that I whipped up on behalf of Kaoru’s birthday. I know this is a little late, but better late than never, right? :) So, even though I had a crazy party celebrated his birthday, I might as well just say it again [even though it is now late]: Happy Belated Birthday Kaoru. Now, on to the fic! ^^


( All That Matters )

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Title: Pleasurable Sin
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru
Rating: NC – 17
Genre: PWP
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear* I also don’t own the title of this story.
Summary: Dreams are dreams, but nothing more. . .
Note[s]: This is a side story to I Write Sins, Not Tragedies [found in my archive], which you might have to read first to follow this. I don’t know. Anyway, seeing that mo_chan_tf asked if I could show one of Kaoru’s ‘erotic dream’ that involved Die. Since I felt the need to write some man p0rn, I wrote it. So, here you are! ^^! Enjoy. Written for 4seasons_rabu [I.23 :: Illusion]
WARNING[S]: MalexMale sex and masturbation. Please, if you don't like this, don't read it. Thank you.


( Pleasurable Sin )

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Title: I Write Sins, Not Tragedies [Chapter 9]
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru; KaoruxOFC; DiexKyo
Rating: R/NC – 17 [Overall]
Genre: Angst/Romance
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear* I also don’t own the title of this story. Obviously, the title comes from a popular song, recorded and performed by the band Panic! At The Disco.
Summary: Fuck Friends [fuhk frends]:
n. - friends who get together and occasionally fuck.
1: Die and Kaoru; two guitarists of the band Dir en grey.
That’s all they were and that’s all they thought they would ever be. . .
Note[s]: Okay, this chapter is another POV chapter, but it isn't just one POV, it is both Die and Kaoru's POV about what happened the last chapter and stuff like that. I think that this chapter might give a little more insight into Kaoru's feelings. Hopefully, you guys feel that way as well and enjoy the chapter. ^^


( o9: We've Still Got a Chance )

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Title: I Write Sins, Not Tragedies [Chapter 8]
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru; KaoruxOFC; DiexKyo
Rating: R/NC – 17 [Overall]
Genre: Angst/Romance
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear* I also don’t own the title of this story. Obviously, the title comes from a popular song, recorded and performed by the band Panic! At The Disco.
Summary: Fuck Friends [fuhk frends]:
n. - friends who get together and occasionally fuck.
1: Die and Kaoru; two guitarists of the band Dir en grey.
That’s all they were and that’s all they thought they would ever be. . .
Note[s]: Chapter 7 was not the end! Nor is this chapter! XD! This story has a few more chapters to go, so don't worry! It hasn't ended yet. *nods* Alright, it is about five thirty in the morning here, so please forgive me for any spelling errors or grammar ones. I'm kind of sleepy. >___< Anyway, enjoy the next part! ^^


( o8: Still There )


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Title: I Write Sins, Not Tragedies [Chapter 7]
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru; KaoruxOFC; DiexKyo
Rating: R/NC – 17 [Overall]
Genre: Angst/Romance
Disclaimer: Die and Kaoru live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear* I also don’t own the title of this story. Obviously, the title comes from a popular song, recorded and performed by the band Panic! At The Disco.
Summary: Fuck Friends [fuhk frends]:
n. - friends who get together and occasionally fuck.
1: Die and Kaoru; two guitarists of the band Dir en grey.
That’s all they were and that’s all they thought they would ever be. . .
Note[s]: Finally, my writer's block has stopped and I was able to finish this chapter up. For some reason, I just couldn't seem to get it to turn out alright, but I think I finally got it. ^^ So, please enjoy. :)



( o7: Seeking the Truth )


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Title: Crying For His Angels
Author: ganesaxd_dr___
Band[s]: Dir en grey
Pairing[s]: DiexKaoru
Rating: PG – 13 [for theme]
Genre: Deathfic
Disclaimer: Die, Kaoru, and live in my closet...I pwnz them. They do everything I tell them to. *laugh* Yeah...right! I don't own...I just wish. I sadly don't own any other member of Dir en grey either. *tear*
Summary: ‘He knew when he had become older that what his mother had told him was maybe an old wives tale, but for some reason, it didn’t stop him from believing that the rain was really tears for an angel.’
Note[s]: This is a story that I wrote to take a break from my ongoing fic, I Write Sins, Not Tragedies. It came to my mind and within a half-an-hour, I had written it. Hopefully, you guys will enjoy it and if you wish to check out any other my other fics, you can check them out at my archive. Written for 4seasons_rabu [I.11 :: Windowsill].
WARNINGS: Please, before you click the link to this story, you are aware that this is a DEATHFIC. If you don’t like this kind of thing, please don’t read it. You have been warned.



( Crying For His Angels )

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