boo [17 Dec 2005|02:14pm] my baby i love him so thats whats new, along with my two jobs, the bagel place and the skatepark. other than that just chillinnn. <3 4 #| comment.

[16 Oct 2005|11:09am] whoever had the fucking nerve to key my car is fucking dead, im fucking sick of this shit. im not fucking joking either, when i find out who it is youre gonna wish you never lived i dont give a fuck who you are. 4 #| comment.

do thisss. again. i want to see you have the same answers as like a year ago. [29 Sep 2005|09:47pm] ( just wondering.. ) 3 #| comment.

[21 Aug 2005|06:24pm] fucking shoot her. please 3 #| comment.

[30 Jun 2005|12:45am] today was awesome i found the changer to my tv ps. my phone is flooded so dont think im ignoring your calls its just broken if u call it leave a meassage and ill call u back thanks 3 #| comment.

[24 Jun 2005|02:10am] Post anything that you want, but make sure you post it anonymously. A story A secret A confession A fear A love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post more than once, if you like/want to. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realise read your LJ) have to say. 10 #| comment.

[16 Jun 2005|11:33pm] show me your results this things funny click here 2 #| comment.

[14 Jun 2005|12:45am] hes so sexy 8 #| comment.

yes, i did it again [27 Mar 2005|07:52pm] [ music | afroman ] If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, please post a memory of me. It can be anything you want; it can be good or bad, just as long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you. 33 #| comment.

skateboarding [24 Mar 2005|03:15pm] "its like forgetting to breathe, forgetting to pop" oh joy 6 #| comment.

[16 Mar 2005|06:14pm] Sitting in an English garden waiting for the Sun. If the Sun don't come you get a tan From standing in the English rain comment.

[24 Oct 2004|11:16pm] this is just my opinion but I think if you don't make assumptions and find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want and communicate with people as clearly asy ou can to avoid misuderstands and sadness you can completely transform your life., i know its late, I know youre weary I know your plans dont include me still here we are, both of us lonely we've got tonight, who needs tomorrow lets make it last, lets find a way turn out the light, come take my hand now we've got tonight, why dont you stay 4 #| comment.

[19 Oct 2004|08:35pm] Be Impeccable With Your Word Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean, avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about other people. Use the power of your word int he direction of truth and love. and Dont take anything personally Nothing others do is because of you, what people say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you wont be the victim of needless suffering. ( they're sharing a drink they call loneliness but it's better than drinkin' alone ) 6 #| comment.

[12 Oct 2004|10:35pm] there he is 9 #| comment.

yee [11 Oct 2004|09:52pm] [ music | billy joel ] Did anyone read the entry about dreaming? If not you should go back and read it, it's pretty cool "As children, we didn't have the opportunity to choose our beliefs, but we agreed with the information that was passed to us from the dream of the planet via other humans. The only way to store information is by agreement. The outside dream may hook our attention, but if we don't agree, we don't store that information. As soon as we agree, we believe it, and this is called faith. To have faith is to believe unconditionally." -DMR Today I got to see Sofia and hang out with her and Chuck, we had a good time, Boating class was tonight but we got to leave early because there aren't enough people to have classes, so if anyone wants to come with me this Thursday to that class then please do, you can get your boater's license at the end of the course which is tighttt. IM me if you wanna go and I'll give you more information p.s. check out my new layout its awesome haha 1 #| comment.

[07 Oct 2004|02:52pm] "Que lejos estoy del cielo donde he nacido. Immensa nostalgia invade mi pensamiente. Ahora que estoy tan solo y triste cual hoja al viento, quisiera llorar, quisiera reir de sentimiento." dont think that way Dreaming to a warrior is more than a dream, it's reality. Once you are a warrior you can control your dreams, like what happens in them, where you go, what you do, wahtever. Try to look at your hands in your dream, and once you can do that try to look at something else in your dream, like a building or something, that is controlling your dream "Every time you look at anything in your dreams it changes shape, the trick in learning to set up dreaming is obviously not just to look at things but to sustain the sight of them. dreaming is real when one has succeeded in bringing everything into focus. Then there is no difference between what you do when you sleep and what you do when you are not sleeping." 2 #| comment.

[05 Oct 2004|09:36pm] I've been reading through friends journals of friends that I have and my goodness, BE HAPPY, geeez. Every single persons journal I read is "i fucking hate him!" "i hope he dies!" "godd i hate my lifee". SHUT UP. Think of your death now, it is at arm's length. it may tap you any moment, so really you have no time for thoughts or crappy moods. none of us have time for that. Read it and understand it. Lose your self importance. Drop your personal history. most of all, be happy. You dont know when youre going to die, no one can promise that you will live another minute, who wants to die in a bad mood? Be happy, die that way Maybe this doesnt make sense to any of you but try to understand it, dont just skip over this entry because you think its too long to read, its well worth it, every single one of these entries are well worth reading compared to all these other kids bullshit. All they talk about is what happened today at school or how they want to kill themselves, it's lame 12 #| comment.

Being inaccessible. [05 Oct 2004|03:49pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Bad Company ] "To be inaccessible means that you touch the world around you sparingly. You don't eat five quail; you eat one. You don't damage the plants just to make a barbecue pit. You don't expose yourself to the power of the wind unless it is mandatory. You don't use and squeeze people until they have shriveled to nothing, especially the people you love." I have never used anyone. But he said that I had, "To be unavailable means that you deliberately avoid exhausting yourself and others. It means that you are not hungry and desperate, like the poor bastard that feels he will never eat again and devours all the food he can, all five quail!" "A hunter knows he will lure game into his traps over and over again; so he doesn't worry. To worry is to become accessible, unwittingly accessible. And once you worry you cling to anything out of desperation; and once you cling you are bound to get exhausted or to exhaust whoever or whatever you are clinging to." I told him that in order to function I had to be within reach of everyone that had something to do with me. "I've told you already that to be inaccessible does not mean to hide or to be secretive. It doesn't mean that you cannot deal with people either. A hunter uses his world sparingly and with tenderness, regardless of whether the world might be things, or plants, or animals, or people, or power. A hunter deals intimately with his world and yet he is inaccessible to that same world." I told him that's a contradiction, he cannot be inaccessible if he is there in his world, hour after hour, day after day. "You did not understand, he is inaccessible because he's not squeezing his world out of shape. He taps it lightly, stays for as long as he needs to, and then swiftly moves away leaving hardly a mark." If you want to understand more you need to be inaccessible. That means don't live by a certain routine, day after day, or the hunter will figure you out and shoot you down. 1 #| comment.

probably the only post youll get like this [16 Sep 2004|02:29pm] [ music | lynyrd skynyrd-mad hatter ] Today I left school at 8:30 and came home and passed out til like 1. It seems like no one went to school today, which is tight, more people to talk to. Hmmmmm, I got my swim suit yesterday. I'm going to start going to the beach after school I think, I need a tan hahah, I'm so freakin' white. I need some clothes. Tomorrow I have to get the cancer taken out of my arm, I'm scareddd, I hope it doesn't hurt too bad. And hopefully I'll get out of school the rest of the day because of it, haha. I'm going to go swimming. Should have told you by now, but I can't find the words, oh no If I could show you somehow, but I don't have the nerve, oh yeah 13 #| comment.

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