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March 26th, 2012
08:58 am - Little Thinks in the Early Morning
Sometimes I wonder why God put me in such a position. It's so challenging to have this feeling everyday and to have to suppress it all the time; bound by so many restrictions.
But then again, there has to be a reason. Nothing happens by accident. Maybe it's so that I can learn the ultimate value of patience. Maybe it's so that I can learn to be independent first, and to deal with my emotions maturely instead of constantly having to lean on someone for support. Verily, Allah knows best. This life is temporary anyway, all that matters is that we can help each other to pave the way to Jannah InsyaAllah.
Btw, whoever you are, if you're reading this, please spare a thought and an Al-Fatihah for a dear relative who passed away this morning. Inalillah, how fragile this life is.
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March 22nd, 2012
04:07 pm - Disappointment
I understand why S told me that she wanted to plan the whole event on your own. People just make things messy, and when there are emotions involved.. Ugh. I honestly don't even know why I'm so frustrated. I guess I just expected much more from you. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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March 21st, 2012
06:31 pm - Serendipity
Sometimes the things that you chance upon are the things that completely change your perspective. I came across a friend's page, not expecting anything. Then that one post hit me like a sharp blow. In those few words, you taught me that truly, this life is only temporary, and that the ones who are the most sincere are the ones who have felt the most pain.
And I needed that reminder.
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March 18th, 2012
11:22 pm - For Allah
I need to rid of all these manifestations of irritation, bitterness and hatefulness in my heart. I will be kind to others, no matter whether they are deserving or not.
We start today, Bismillah.
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February 22nd, 2012
05:46 pm - Honestly,
I think that drop-outs must be smarter than I am. They actually bothered to ask "Why the hell am I doing this?" and got out of the system, when I just suffered in silence.. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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February 4th, 2012
11:58 pm - If, in Year 2,
You still think you're in the wrong University course, transfer out.
If you don't have the balls to, then please, by all means, shut up about it.
The world would be a much better place without unnecessary noise.
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January 21st, 2012
08:02 pm
PMS + flu + anxiety + annoyance + school work + IAW work + irritating people + irresponsible people + lack of rest + ATM machine failing on me (after sucking in a considerable amount of money, no less).. Allah please guide me. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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January 20th, 2012
10:04 pm - think-thank-thunk
As we grow older, we define ideals, world views, what we perceive to be right and wrong. We create them and deem them as our own Value system, and we believe that those rules are the ones that we stick to and live by. But humans are inherently flawed; how can we even think that what we believe is that much closer to the truth than the next person's?
When people argue about Right and Wrong, what are they really arguing for? Logic? Reason? Belief? Somehow everything overlaps; we learn in class that your belief system is the basis of your line of reasoning and vice versa. So which comes first, the chicken or the egg?
My classes this Semester are just super duper mind boggling. I find it hard to pull Religion out of the equation, because honestly that is the basis (and the answer) to Everything.
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November 19th, 2011
10:00 pm - Gotta get this out of my system
Everyday now I'm just battling a war between my heart and my mind, till I'm not sure what I want anymore. I just wanna start over, do everything right. Is that even possible, though? Is it possible to wipe your past completely clean and reinvent yourself?
Every time the new school term starts I find myself so immensely preoccupied in my work that I hardly have time for much else. Is that the way its supposed to be?
I don't know. All these questions, and no answers.
On a separate note, I keep finding beautiful writing online, and in my mind their writers are just as beautiful. I actually contacted one of them today, and I think that she's closer to me than I thought possible. I might've actually seen her, walked past her, not knowing that it was her..
Haha. We'll see how this goes. Back to my essay.
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November 6th, 2011
12:29 am - It's that time of the semester again
I'm busy, but things are going well Alhamdulillah.
p.s. I'm thinking of you
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