oh i journal. i comment sporadically, and journal entries are sometimes regular and sometimes not i go through phases. though it's all friends locked now, just cause i started feeling weird that i had no control over who reads it, so if you're not logged in you won't be able to read them.
so as a response to your last entry... don't worry about crying with friends, that's what we're here for. and don't worry about it taking you a while to get over his loss, that's only natural. just keep breathing, keep busy, and take it one day at a time. and don't ever be afraid to call or IM if you need someone to talk to. *hugs*