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I'm still all mopey and shit. All I keep telling myself is that this is the worst part and after that, it's all down hill from there. Just gotta get thru this. Baunee is coming over later and I was invited to some other parties this weekend. I want Jorge. lol. Wanting to fuck my supervisor is bad huh?? lol. At times I feel like the same ol' me and I joke and I flirt but it's just that its hard to escape reality and until I'm ok, I know I can't really be myself all the time. Imma keep it short this time. point is, i hate this part of my life, i dont care how much stronger im gonna be after it.