Sometimes I wonder sometimes I really wonder.

I've been working non stop which is good.
I had a whole wheat bagel w/cream cheese
2 bananas
chocolate milk
coffee

I eat way too much.

I'm moving at the end of the month-out west with some friends
Hopefully I'll be able to shake at least 40 pounds out there
Hopefully I won't have money to spend on food
Hopefully I'll shake off at least 15 before I leave

I haven't been on a scale in awhile
everyone keeps bothering me about what I eat
or lack there of
I hate that people get so involved with food
every social event I dread that moment where food is brought in to it
and I must try to act normal
I don't even want to eat, I end up feeling gross

I liked my reflection the other day
now im not so sure