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[Mar. 16th, 2005|07:28 pm] |
To those I have removed... I added you on my new LJ.
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| Good mornings |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|06:48 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | Listening to |
| | Nescafe song - Bamboo | ] |
I can't believe how easily I get irritated nowadays. The stress of school/playfest is really getting to me. The finals are coming up soon and the playfest is, too. We have a TDR (technical dress rehearsal) later at Dizon. I hope everything goes well. As for the finals... I hope that I get to study real hard for everything. I need to get good grades.
It's a good thing I'm having fun or I would've lost my mind.
So... I just want to say that today is going to be a good - no, great day. It's going to be a great day! I won't let anything spoil my great day.
Keep smiling!
More updates later when I get home, if I can still manage to use the internet. Coz I'll be home late and I'll bet I'll be really tired.
Good morning everyone! |
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| All I Ask of You |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|03:31 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | Listening to |
| | Think of me - The Phantom of the Opera | ] |
I've finally watched The Phantom of the Opera.
I was watching it late last night but I felt so sleepy that I wasn't able to appreciate it. So I watched it again today. I love it! Everything was beautiful! It was all so magical. The phantom scared me a lot. I thought he was creepy. Talk about stalker. Lol.
That aside, I think I'm being too absent-minded. I keep forgetting a lot of things, the result of thinking about too many things at once. I hate it. I'm scared with my grades. I'm scared that we might not pull off the play on time. I scared of failing in my duties. I'm scared that I'm not putting enough effort on my studies. I hate the fact that I think I'm going to fail.
Argh.
I'm feeling irritated with myself.
I've also been extra moody lately. I'm losing my cheerfulness, which is the only thing that I'm clinging to to keep me sane, to keep me from losing my mind with all the things I'm doing. I need to loosen up. I need to stop being irritable. I need to stop taking it out on people.
Grar.
*deep breath*
I need to keep my priorities straight (goodness, how many times have I mentioned that these past few days?). Lord, please help me. |
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| huwag kang matakot |
[Mar. 12th, 2005|12:35 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | Listening to |
| | huwag kang matakot - eraserheads | ] |
today was alright.
i understood the calculus lesson (antiderivatives), which i'm very thankful for. i really need to do better in calc. i think i failed the last exam. good thing that i passed the first one. at least i know that i can still pull my grade up. polgov was fine. kept on nodding my head off. i was soooo sleepy! sir tillah surely saw me, but i couldn't help myself. i was just super sleepy. gak. filipino was alright. we just continued discussing about may katwiran ang katwiran, and my report didn't push through. had lunch with carmel, kaye and pao at the caf. i miss them! i see them naman but i still miss them all the time. aww... hahaha! during civ, we watched witness to hope, the story of pope john paul II, in the library. it was interesting, but i almost fell asleep again. i couldn't keep my eyes open and i was almost falling off my seat. lol. spanish was fun. i'm really glad i'm starting to make up for that class. i mean, i really have to and it's a good thing that everything seems to be going well.
had practice for the playfest after all my classes. we practiced the dance. hahaha! everytime we practice the dance, i can't help but laugh. it's super hilarious! everyone couldn't stop laughing. but i'm really enjoying myself even though the dance is kinda embarassing. i love being in a play!
after practice, we were off to the dizon auditorium to watch clytemnestra, a play staged by kultura. to those who don't know, clytemnestra is agamemnon's wife. :D anyway, the play was amazing! the actors were really good and i loved the props, the lights, the set... yay! plus, one of my orgmates, alessa, was there. she was cassandra, agamemnon's mistress. she was really good! hay... i love watching plays!
after that i felt really tired. so i just waited for miro to be done with his practice for playfest and then we comuted home together. it was fun! i've never really comuted with a friend before. but i felt so sleepy and tired. thanks again, miro!
hay hay hay...
i'm using my sun number again. so sorry for the hassle. anyway, if you want to know my number just ask me. :D
i can't stop thinking about it. obvious ako. wah! |
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| Err |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  hehehe | ] |
| [ | Listening to |
| | Hey Julie - Fountains of Wayne | ] |
I'm currently writing (cramming!) my Lit paper. Hay...
Was in school the whole day. I'm feeling stressed. With all the schoolwork that I have to do plus the playfest. I feel like I'm going to go crazy. I have a report on Filipino on Friday! A report that I haven't started! Waaah!!!
I'm sort of upset with myself. I completely went off on some friends today. They were doing the usual teasing that they usually do when we're together. They'd tease me, joke around, tease me... and usually it's okay. I'd laugh and they'd laugh. But today it rubbed me the wrong way. I got really irritated and just went off at them. I wouldn't mind them when they would tease me and just snub them. Grrrr. Now, I'm irritated with myself.
Anyway, I already apologized and they said it's alright.
*sigh* I should really start controlling my temper more. Or rather, I should de-stress myself so I wouldn't go off at people. I should learn to keep my priorities in order so that I wouldn't cram. Aah! That's really one thing I should stop doing. I should stop cramming! It's bad! It's horrible and worse, it makes me feel horrible about myself.
Ah, the stresses of college life.
Just a couple more weeks to go... |
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| Things that made me smile/happy today |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|10:54 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Listening to |
| | Ang pag-ibig kong ito - Moonstar88 | ] |
Ivan and I listened to the songs in his phone. BoyzIImen songs. *sigh*
Angel was so pretty today. Yay!
I got to hang out with Boogie today. We went to JCN together and bought food and talked about different things. Yay! I always enjoy talking to her. She's one of the best people to talk to! :D
Got to talk to Rachelle for a while in the washroom after the Civ test. Haha!
Got to answer correctly for our graded recitation in Spanish. I felt so nervous because I feel like I don't know anything about Spanish even though I've been taking it up for two semesters now.
He carried me. Bwahahaha!
Had a meeting with Don, Billy and JB about the playfest. Working on the playfest is the best!!! I'm loving every minute of it even though it requires me to give much of my time and effort and credits. Hahaha!
I was approached about being nominated as an officer for the org. Wow! I said yes, of course. :D That would be really cool, being an officer of the org. Yay!
Got to talk with Angel. We went to Zagu, bought a shake and bread sticks. :D Then we talked about different things. I really enjoyed talking to her. I just love hearing people talk about what's been happening to them and sharing things myself.
Also got to hang out a lot with Kajo! She found something out about me. :D Hahahaha! We talked about it and laughed about it. I'm actually chatting with her right now and she just shared a secret! Yihaaa! I just want to say that I'm so glad we're becoming closer friends. I've known her for over a year now and this is the only time I actually got to talk to her, really talk to her, and approach her whenever I'm bothered by something, be as silly as I am when we see each other. It's really cool! I love spending time with her. She's so fun to be with and you can really trust her. I'm super happy we're friends.
Rode home with John and Miro again. They're so fun to be with! I'm always laughing when I'm with them.
I was actually home pretty early today. I was home by 9 PM. I know that's still late, but still. I've been going home 10 - 11 PM already these days.
I finally saw the cover of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. It's green! Weeeeeee!
This day was really good, except that there was this weird guy who kept on texting me. Aside from that, everything was great!
Hope you all had a good day! *hugs* |
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| Windstruck |
[Mar. 6th, 2005|01:24 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | Listening to |
| | Ang pag-ibig kong ito - Moonstar88 | ] |
I just finished watching Windstruck, the prequel of My Sassy Girl. It made me cry so much. The tears just kept on coming and I couldn't stop them.
*sigh* It was a beautiful story.
I'm beginning to love Ang Tundo Man May Langit Din. I finally got the time to continue reading it. Even though it's written in Tagalog, it's easy to understand and it's even comical sometimes. Victor's character is funny. It's like he's serious, but not quite. LOL. He reminds me of one of my guy friends. Right, Boogie? Haha!
I can't believe I still have a whole month of schooling. College life. *sigh* It's a good thing that I actually enjoy school or it would be torture for me. Besides, I'd still be going to school for the summer for advance classes for IMC. Yup. I have decided. I'm going to IMC. :D Yay! I already have a course!
I can't stop sniffing! I'm still hung over Windstruck. Gah.
He's texting me. Gotta go. *grins* |
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| It's raining it's pouring |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|07:46 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  irritated | ] |
| [ | Listening to |
| | Same ground - Kitchie Nadal | ] |
I woke up at 5:30 AM today because I have to be in school by 8. But as I was about to leave the house at about 6:30, I realized that it was raining. There was no way I'm going to commute to school while it's raining kinda hard. Good thing that my dad's going somewhere near my school so I can ride with him. I'll be late for my meeting, though. Only a little late. Teehee.
Anyway, I'm feeling a bit irritated with myself lately. I don't like the fact that I care too much about what he thinks of me. I don't like the fact that I watch myself when I'm around him. I watch what I say. I watch what I do. I'm careful about how I act. I care too much about what I look like, if my hair's a mess, if my clothes are fixed, if I smile enough. I watch his reactions to the things I say and do. I do all these things because I want him to think, at the very least, that I'm okay. That I'm nice and sweet and a happy person or whatever. Grrrrr.
I hate this. No one is supposed to act specially for someone. A person should just always act the way she feels. A person should just always be himself/herself.
*sigh*
I just really like him, that's all. |
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| Sleeps with butterflies |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|12:52 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | Listening to |
| | Sleeps with butterflies - Tori Amos | ] |
Today was really fun. :) A lot of good things happened.
Freecut in Calculus for one. It gave me a chance to rest in prom B. Haha! And I also got to hang out with some friends and just leisurely chat with them. Polgov was fun, too. We learned about Civil Service. I learned that the people working in the government actually get high salaries. ;p I almost fell asleep in Filipino. I'm really sleepy these days. Bad sleeping habits. Haha! Civ was alright. Spanish was fun. :D
Had a meeting for the Organizational Committee of the Playfest and Awards Night. It was okay. I was stressed at that time so I was just quiet most of the time and just kept on taking down notes. I'm glad I'm part of the OrgCom. It makes me feel like I'm actually doing something to make something work. It makes me feel like I'm actually doing something worthwhile.
Boogie and I had a talk. I just love it when we do. We haven't known each other that long and yet it feels like we've known each other for a long time. We've experienced the same things and that's just cool coz it's really great to know that someone understands. I love the fact that we trust each other like we've been friends for a really long time.
Hung out with Nadine, John, Miro and Benson in Mini Stop for a while. We were waiting for John's car. It was relaxing. We were quiet most of the time (most of us had problems) and were left alone to think by ourselves. I don't really know what it was that bothered me today, but the silences at that time helped me to be relaxed and to remind myself that nothing's wrong, that everything will be okay.
Miro shared something with me. I really like it when people share something, experiences, problems, whatever. I love listening to what people have to say.
I have to be in school by 8 tomorrow morning for our Polgov project. We also have rehearsals for Playfest tomorrow at 1 PM. Woohoo! I'll be in school on a Saturday. Wahahahahaha! I love school.
Gotta go. I'm watching Windstruck. I'm thinking if I'll finish it tonight or not. It's already 1 AM and I have to wake up at 5 AM. |
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