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July 5th, 2006 at 11:46pm]
[ mood | slightly loserish ]

Within the past couple of days i've been listening to

on repeat.

My summer has so far been dull and lacking. I'm still waiting to receive my paycheck from my new job as a receptionist. I wanna get on with all my plans for summer vacation, which have so far been delayed by at least a month. It's driving me a little crazy since i need to save up some cash aside as well for this fall, when i go back to school for my last and thankfully, final year.

The last couple of days have been hellish. If it's not the strong bloody cramps, it's the fact that my life has turned mundane and predictable. The days are long and i keep on anticipating a nonexistant adventurous predicament. Go figure. I feel restless. I watch sunsets over coffee and cigarettes. Sometimes i'm accompanied, sometimes it's just me and a William S. Burroughs novel.

& damn, do i ever miss my boyfriend.
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April 20th, 2006 at 6:27pm]
...i wonder if there is such a thing as obsessive procrastination?
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April 17th, 2006 at 11:12pm]
you can run, but you can't hide from yourself.
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April 5th, 2006 at 12:12pm]
i keep asking myself whether or not you're a possitive or a negative influence in my life. is it even worth fighting for?

April 4th, 2006 at 1:33am]
[ mood | procrastinator ]

i can't wait for this month to be over.
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March 8th, 2006 at 1:21pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

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Physical security |||||||||||| 43%
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February 23rd, 2006 at 12:02pm]

found a site for gorgeous 40's-50's style bathing suits at ridiculous prices. i've posted a picture of my favorite. it's selling for $320 US.

yesterday was my birthday. went out and celebrated the night before. i'll post a few pictures soon.
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February 14th, 2006 at 10:35am]
[ mood | drinking coffee ]

i hate valentine's day. i'd rather hibernate.

i got my hair cut barely shoulder-length two weeks ago. don't have any pictures to show it, unfortunately. it's cute, but i want to go shorter. i'm aiming for some sexy chin-length bob, maybe with some small bangs. i'd dye it black, too...even though black has become so trendy these days.

i watched Red Eye last night. seems like i just wasted an hour and a half of my life. thank god i downloaded it, instead of paying $12 to watch it on a big screen.

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i have a thousand things on my mind and no time to think about them [Tuesday
January 17th, 2006 at 1:21am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

wow, horrid day.

in other news, i really wish i had my own camera. not quite for artistic purposes, but rather to take pictures of friends and random moments so that i can have memories of the current times that are passing by way too fast.

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January 9th, 2006 at 9:02pm]
[ mood | im sick again with a bad cough ]

well i'm back...if anybody still remembers me.

i got sick on Christmas Eve with some crazy stomach virus that had me fainting four times and then puking my guts out until bile and blood were the only two substances left. I was bed-ridden and in pain on Christmas Day. for the first time ever, my mother was considering taking me to the emergency room at the hospital. meh.

New Years Eve was spent at three separate locations. This spontaneous bar-hopping idea made a considerable dent in my bank account. Not surprisingly, everyone was drunk. Everyone, that is, except me. I took it easy cause the last thing i wanted was to get overly drunk and have remnants from when i was sick a few days prior. At one point, i ended up at a house party in a downtown apartment where i drank black beer out of a wine glass from a fridge turned bear-keg. Ended up sitting in a room with people playing acoustic guitars and bongos. My friend and i got a sing-a-long going...and i can't remember all the songs we got everyone to sing and play, but i do know that California Dreamin' and Blowing in the Wind were two of them. Got back home at 6:15am. We left "early".
New Year's Day was spent in bed with my boyfriend. I just didn't feel like getting up. Sometimes being lazy and forgetting your responsibilities feels good.

As for New Year's Resolutions, they suck. But i'm gonna try to give them a shot this year. Here's what i've come up with:
- Be punctual as much as i can.
- Attend all my classes this semester.
- Improve my posture (sleeping on a futon a few nights a week plus a shitty shoulder bag are partially to blame for my weakened back).
- Less drinking and smoking on weekends.

Wow, I sound like a tardy irresponsible party girl with bad posture by listing those as resolution. ;P

Anyways, school's started and guess what?! i have a psych quiz tomorrow morning and 3 sociology essays to write for Monday. somebody shoot me.

& lastly, i admit to being a full blown geek. I've discovered and fallen in love with my city's massive public library. 7 floors of geekygoodness. They've got a quite an impressive music and film collection, too.

time to study.

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