Things have been going unexpectingly good!
Even though there has been those days where I just wanted to freak out, I did, and then relaxed hahaha
I love my friends and I'm so glad that I'm spending all my time wiff em!
I've definitely realized a whole lot in these past months.
Being independent and single is the greatest feeling ever!
Life is getting better day after day.
College soon, which means, new beginnings!
Ahhhhhhhh :]

You don't need to remind me how happy I am without you.
Thanks though.

Oh man, I love drunk dials!

me & paola had the PERFECT end to summmmer!!
schoooool monday
im so happppppppppppy wifff lifeee!

i've really just been so happy lately that i havent really thought of anything dealing with kyle.
out of sight out of mind, until school starts i guess.
but i know i'll be fine.

hangingout with people i dont normally hangout is so intemidating
i'll be the first to admit that im super shy around people i dont hang around often. i end up not talking & basically feeling like a part of the wall behind me.
i miss my friendship with you.
i just feel like you dont even wanna hangout anymore, and for some reason i dont even understand.
we talked about everything & we always got along.
whatever people drift & were one of them.
SIIIICK.

ugh im just so frustrated rightnow!

i find it extremely hilarious that for a couple of months you can be so engulfed in either a friendship or a relationship & maybe four months from then you barley talk to that person. there are things that remind you of that person that you would be like "oh they do this" or "they have that" and then four months from that you see the same things & think that to yourself but it doesnt have much effect on you.
its so weird to think that people grow apart & grow away from each other. they live their lives without you in it, and things go okay for both of them.
its all a part of growing up.
when i was little i would always tell my mom "i wonder what's gonna be happening in my life in highschool"
i would think it would be forever from then, but it came soo fast.
when people would tell me that you grow up to fast, i never believed them. now i belive them.
highschool goes by faster then you think & responsibilites that you never even thought about come so quickly into your life.
i have to apply for colleges soon & get my life together.
a few years ago all i cared about was when was i gonna kiss my boyfriend lol

im going to be okay and move on from this.
i can talk about him & not feel sad.
i've distracted myself from him so much that it doesnt even bother me anymore.
im taking my time to get over him and move on.
im so proud of myself.

things are loooking WAY up & im so thankful for my friends
:]

i never noticed how engulfed i was in this relationship.
i always thought that it would be perfect, because we got along so great and we always had fun together.
i should've kept my guard up, and i should've thought more clear.

i just have this feeling that you now have this cocky attitude after we "did it" & now you gotta show it off to other girls.
it makes me feel used, and just shitty.

its hard for me to believe that you really "loved" me like you said you did.
it bothers me that you would tell me you loved me more, or that you are so happy, OR that you see us being together for a while.
this came out of nowhere, or i guess i just made you realize that you were falling for her, or that you liked you.
i know, i know, you tell me thousand times that it wasnt for her, but after what you told me about last time, its hard to believe.

i understand to some extent, but i guess its just the fact that im getting this end of the breakup.
its going to be hard to get over you, but im gonna.
im gonna become more independent and just become happy with myself.
thanks for being in my life, thanks for the advice, thanks for the long days we spent together, and thanks for everything really.

time to move on.

he is everything that i've ever wanted.



im so lucky ♥

THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING SO GOOOD !!!!!
& i couldnt be any happier :]

i think guy bestfriends are special,
i just wish mine didnt live 26521650 miles away :[[[
i miss him soo much !!!!!!!!!!

WEEKEND PLANS :
friday - puffys
saturday - ????
sunday - the dotson brothers

tomorrow is three months,
& were breaking up,
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

SUPER SECRET SLEEPOVER COMIN UP !!!!!
;]
LOL PAOLA.

This couldn't be more sudden then a car crash.
Everyone loved you, and you were so nice,
& we all know your looking down on us.
Rest In Peace Jodi DeSena

Good/Bad weekend.

things have been going semi good, semi bad.
me & dizzy are getting everyone together & were all talking.
our entire group is falling apart, & were going to fix it.

me & puffy are beyond perfect,
and im so glad i found someone that understands me & someone that i could just sit around with & watch tv, AND HAVE THE TIME OF MY LIFE!

CORAL SPRINGS TODAY!
& my new obsession : bloonies !

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i would just like to be his friend without being judged or told that im doing the wrong thing.
that's all i want.

he makes me so happy,
im glad he knows how to treat someone the way their supposed to be treated.

this weekend was sooooo gooooood !!
i love my friends,
& i love my paolaa !

im starting to get really comfortable around him,
& im starting to tell him things, personal things.
he understands, & he's nice about it.
i lovee it!

Cancer:

A disharmonious aspect between the sun and the moon could cause some minor tensions between friendships and romance, especially if you’re currently attached. Single Cancerians are likely to be feeling the need to please everyone, but need to think about fulfilling their own needs.


i dont think nothing could ever be this true.

sometimes.

i love my husband.
♥

11 months.
♥