TRAGIC WITH A CAPITAL T.

destruction___ @ 2008-01-15T17:30:00

2008-01-15T22:30:10Z

SCARY KIDS SCARING KIDS.

NEW

2007-11-01T23:06:37Z

MONTH.

SPAM ME.

destruction___ @ 2007-10-02T18:42:00

2007-10-02T22:44:48Z

The change of weather? Yeah... It's lovely.

Not dial-up friendly.

2007-07-16T19:50:56Z

I got a good amount of pictures of each band, I think I got the most of The Academy Is... though. o_0 I didn't mean to, honest! I... er... I just got kind of a good view of 'em... yeah. -_- Even if they're bad quality...It's been a month already, wow... oh, and some of them look the same because well, I think they might be o_o or I just don't know any other angle to use sometimes. So ignore that. Throw away cameras.... not so bad.

Cobra Starship: You can't see shite, but I'm dealin'. It was pretty much dead! during ~c-o-b-r-a.

(That be Billybeckz during Snakes On A Plane)

(Billybeckz is there again)

(Hah, it looks like William is kissing VickyT.)

(This was during, er, Ballad, methinks. Gabe & VickyT dancinnnnn)

("Your finger was in the way!" "No it wasn't!" ... It was. D:)

(hai chick whos in every single cobra picture of mine.)

(The one picture I want of Ryland people get in the way... >_>)

No Paul Wall since I really wanted to meet Cobra.

The Academy Is:

(STUPID FINGER YOU FAIL.)

(Yay bluriness.)

(The one picture that Chris let me keep just HAD to come out dark. ;_; You can kind of see William, Sisky and Mike. HAI CHRIS' SHIRT. BURN THE MERCH.)

+44: From the three songs I caught:

Fall Out Boy:

(I told you Pete Wentz was the devil.)

(YAY! Sisky came out to play during Saturday, the last song, where everyone went fucking crazy and it looked like a stampe.)

this was written by voldemort obv.

2007-07-12T02:53:36Z

fellow purebloods and filthy mudbloods and muggles in between,

you should all go see me *coughsemicough* star in,
Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix.
watch me and my fellow death eaters kill, torture and see alot of other "evil" things happen.

if you shall think of watching it and shall fail to,
you'll get the meer baby, "crucio!"

if you don't think about nor do you watch it,
you'll suffer greatly.
like harry's parents.
you wouldn't want that, do you?

yours cruely,
voldie.

xxx

ps. i do mean that last bit.

I KNOW IM ALWAYS LATE.

2007-06-16T04:55:14Z

I'm so sorry for a short, sucky review.
I'll edit more and more.

Honda Civic Tour: 15/6

SOOOOO. It was nothing short of amazing. You should except me to say that.

Pre-show: I waited and waited for Elisabeth for hours and hours. Then she finally came around 5, her cousin decided to go just because she wanted us to go. Aw, sweet. We definately weren't singing to Fergie and Akon on our way there, what are you talking about?

Show: When I got there, it looked like no one was there because the amount of cars but when we got inside the door, whoa... so many people. I saw a couple of kids from school and do they look different... Also, I saw Kristen whom I met at My Chem and met Frankie with. :) When we got in there, in the actual venue, Cobra Starship was already playing. They played from what I remember (not in order): Church Of Hot Addiction, Send My Love (Gabe went on talking about how Paul Wall came up to them, saying he liked their song or something like that. The best was, "hey Mr. DJ, I wanna put it in beyonce." LMAO.), Ballad, Warmer In The Basement, Bring It (William from TAI came out and Paul Wall did the Rap), Amateur Night and I think that was it because I think I missed a song since I got there a song in... Not sure. They were AWESOME. Oh man. People... Go see Cobra! NOW! They had alot of energy. Gabe was just being his sexy-self, obv, shaking his ass. I loved when he said, "He's only had one pair of pants in his life and now he has two guitars. For free." Before that, he went on about how they became Cobra Starship and whatnot. I sure got mah fangz up. They announced a signing and autographing thing during the last song, saying, "Come by and say hi - we'll show you some of our dance moves." So, I didn't stay for Paul Wall at all... I just ran as fast as I could without tripping since there was a couple of big holes in the sidewalk. The line was HUGE omfg. So I got a TAI bag which I love <3 Elisabeth and I cut some people and dude, they cut before us so we didn't get to meet them. I decide to just stand by the barricade and talk to them. Ryland's so adorable, I swear. Don't mean to fangirl... but with his hair and glasses, he looked cute. He kept on talking about the weather and I just told him, "I hope you don't faint." He smiled at me... askdjslkjds... "I won't faint, I promise." Aw. You just had to see him. I talked to Gabe a bit, not a whole lot; he gave me a hug. I told him I probably won't get to meet him again because it's so hard nowadays. He said, "Aw don't say that. You'll get to meet us again. Promise." They're so nice. VickyT was no where to be found, I wanted to say hi to her because she's english too yknow, and wanted to make conversation.

The Academy Is...: They were pretty ace. I freaked out when I saw them put the TAI... (Santi era) banner up and when Butcher came out shirtless, showing off those tats. Roar. ;D From what I remember, they played: The Phrase That Pays, Black Mamba, Neighbours, Big Mess, Lax To O'Hare (Which they began with Chop Chop but didn't do, just the drumming and clapping), Slow Down, and Checkmarks. Before checkmarks, William announced they'll have a signing to and we should stop by to say hi. As much as I LOVE checkmarks, I ran. Ran so fast. The line was HUGE AGAIN. Oh man... But I got to meet them! :D :D :D 3/5s of them, but that's something. The guy cut a couple of behind us, I thought I nearly pissed myself. While waiting, I saw Sisky look over and I yelled out, "Sisky!" he blew a kiss at me and waved. OH MAN. AJKSDKSHDLS. He blew a kiss at me, whatever, I'm going to fangirl about it. We couldn't take pictures with them, which sucked. I took a picture of William signing a girl's shirt and got told by Jack (TAI Camera guy who's a total sweety btw) Jack (And Chris too) told me that I had an awesome bag and don't take anymore because I don't want you getting in trouble. When I was at the table, I felt my nerves just burst... William has the cutest smile. :) He saw my arm; it said "Mike (squared); The Butcher = FTW <3; Billybeckz; Sisky Biz", telling me that he loved my arm... Guh, I melted inside when he smiled at that. "It's coool. And it's really nice to meet you, Mercedes." He signed my tote bag and I went over to Sisky. I asked Sisky where was The Butcher, he said he was just chillling around somewhere. Signed and I went over to Mike C and asked him about the other Mike... Said he was chillin' with Butcher somewhere. I just replied, "They're probably getting drunk for the next TAI tv." I hope I get dropped in their new TAI tv, lolz. I told them that I loved their set, thanks and that I missed Sisky's hair... he aw'd. I forgot that +44 was on so I only got to see three songs.

+44: Even though I missed most of their set, they were fuckin' sweet. I miss Blink, but +44 is just great. When I got back, they were playing, "The Rock Show" and another Blink song that I know but I can't remember since I'm still in shock mode :| They closed with When Your Heart Stops Beating; I adore that song. <3 It was good seeing Mark and Travis again.

EFF OHH BEE: They just closed the show so well. I almost fell when I got up because I was so excited. From what I remember, they played: Thriller, Thnks Fr Th Mmrs; Scene, Tell That Mick, Golden, Hum Hallelujah, Take Over, I'm Like A Lawyer, Our Lawyers, Grand Theft Autumn, Saturday (at the end), Gin Joints, Dance, Dance, Sugar, I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy (Which a member from +44 came out to help with the screaming part with Pete), 16 candles; they did covers too! PANIC!'s I Write Sins, Michael Jackson's Beat It (DUDE. Classic.), Akon's Don't Matter (rofl it was good tho!), and Timbaland's One and Only. During One and Only, Elisabeth and I were the only ones in our section who actually knew the song. People were just like, "WTF That's not a FOB song." Andy has WONDERFUL drumming skills. They had this backdrop that showed things during songs. Like during Carpal, they played the Happy Trees video which was fuckin' ace. During This Aint A Scene, during the last bit, they had Andy, Joe, Patrick and Pete dressed up as chroir people, singing the song LOLZ. Gabe from Cobra came out during Grand Theft and I think Saturday, too. Speaking of Saturday, SISKY FROM TAI SKDJSKLJDS came out to play bass as Pete jumped into the crowd as always. One of the best parts was when they were performing Dance, Dance right after One and Only and Andy was in the middle of the stage; just him and Patrick. Joe and Pete came up to OUR SECTION FIVE FUCKING FEET AWAY to play on the little stage. People ran from lawn all the way there, it was kind of hard to see but it was great. Joe smiled at me, awwww. He doesn't look that bad in person with a beard. I might change my mind about the shaveage ;D Pete talked alot, about parents, about worrying about war and not Paris Hilton, loads of stuff. They had fire, confetti, videos, it was just all perfect. A perfect ending. Speaking of ending, Saturday was the last song that they played. Sisky came out and so did Gabe from what I could see. Pete told everyone to move up... Whoa, the house went MAD. everyone was jumping over bars and stuff. I found a row of seats in Section Two that had a part that I could fit through... I was pretty damn close, I'll say. I called J a couple of times and left her song messages and I called her during Saturday. I hope she's not mad for me fangirling/yelling in her ears :( Hahah.

I'll edit more and more to this because I always remember things weeks later. Pictures and stuff will hopefully be up in a while. Sorry for such a sucky review :( I fail, tbh. I'll add more I promise, pictures of autographs and everything.

xoxo!

MUSE & MY CHEM PICS [CRAPPY QUALITY. FTL.]

2007-04-27T02:47:29Z

So here are some of the pics. Ahahha. I'm so short and these pics are horrible.
If you want the originals, ask or whatever. I zoomed in on a couple so thats why they look all askjdskjdskl.
Mike and I had an argument about who'll take pics next time they're in town. He won. :(
But thats for the better! Bwahahaha.

ANYWAY.
PICS!!!

Gerard. *short* :(

Looking at me again. I felt sooo bad. Only a couple of people jumped around and shite; apparently I was the loudest rofl.

Gerard. I think this was at the beginning at The End. Methinks, anyway.

Chris. *Blurry* :(

Frank. Pit started again, you can barely see him.

Gee again. During MAMA. WITH THE BOA. But the fuckin Pit started again, look at the girl. Lolz. Damn, I wanted a boa pic. D:

Chrissss

Lolz so many of Muse.

THIS WAS WHEN DOM WAS LOOKING AT ME. HE SMILED FOR THIS PIC BUT YOU CAN BARELY SEE IT. *fangirls* CAPLOCKS!!!

Yeahhh.
I still have more.
Adays is scanning them in for me.
I guess they're better than nothing, right?
Ahaha since they were taking cameras and stuff.
GOD. It's been a WEEK. ALREADY.

More updates and edits laterrrrr :)
With more pics.

destruction___ @ 2007-04-20T17:31:00

2007-04-20T21:49:32Z

REVIEW, LONG ASS HELL. ILY IF YOU FINISHED IT ALL. ITS JUST ME BEING A FANGIRL.

SO.... Review. Everyone wanted one, here you go!!!

19/4 = AMAZING.

I got at the venue around... 3:30ish? Idk, I got there a couple of hours before the doors opened. I went by myself and I was kind of scared, dont know why but yeah. When I first got there, some RMY chick was offering me a pop tart. LMAO. I was like, uh sure. I went to go see when the doors were going to open so I can be the first to line up. Then I met these amazing kids, Michael and Jess. They were the ones who snuck me into floor. When I came back from seeing what time they were going to open the doors, some kids took my spot. I asked if I could sit there and we just talked for a while, dude. I LOVE YOU GUYS. Seriously. I've only known you for a day, but you snuck me in and you guys were so awesome and nice to me. <333 I bought some merch! Woo! Merch. I got... The parade hoodie, the MCR sticker/button and a Muse wristband.

Muse Wristband, obv.

The hoodie. With a RJA sticker that some chick gave me in the pit.

Fuck, Muse was ... great!!! Seriously. It was their first time in Tampa and I nearly pissed my pants. No joke. Matt was wow, mind blowing. He played backwards and everything. Dom was banging those drums like nothin', y0. Chris... WHOA. Chris was dude, HOT. Srly, hahah sorry, but he was ahhh amazing to look at for a while. That hair of his. I was only one that was really into Muse, they're still kind of little here... DOM HAD CONTACT WITH ME ALL NIGHT. So did Chris and Matt. Dom even smiled for a picture that I was taking of him playing during Take A Bow. They were so... guhh. It sucked that they only played 8 songs. :( I was hoping for at least... 10? Now next time they come (if they ever do), I'm going!!! And they better play more, hahaha.

They played:

Take A Bow
Hysteria (I Want It Now)
Supermassive Black Hole
Knights Of Cydonia
Time Is Running Out
Starlight
Map Of The Problematique
Stockholm Syndrom

Not in any order except maybe... the first few songs? I went crazy! I mean, c'mon dude, it was Muse's first time in Tampa. MUSE. Ahhh. I got alot of pictures of them, more than My chem :( Ahahah. But it was worth it! And Chris' supermassive black holes during the song was... hot. <333

Mike's and Jess' friend caught the Muse setlist!!! And he was right next to me, I was like, "I want it!" He was all like, "You have to flash me for it." "But I don't have any b00bz!" Kidding around, but I wanted it. :( Then I asked a girl I'd trade my stickers//buttons for it, but she was like no, only if you catch Bob's drumstick. DOM GAVE ME A HUG!!! He told me thanks for supporting them and singing as loud as he could. He appreciated it and wanted to see me more. *flails*

THEN MY CHEM!!!!!1

They were fucking great, honestly. I'm not saying that because theyre my favourite band, but they really got the place jumping since no one did nothing for Muse. I remember when there was space between Muse, now it was like, you couldn't breathe. I fell a couple of times and I hit the ground, it was totes worth it, though.

They played:

All of the black parade,

but Blood.
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
Cemetry Drive
Give 'Em Hell, Kid
Prison

HEAVEN HELP US!!!!!!!!
Helena

Gee was so hilarious. Frank was active as hell. RAY WAS KILLING IT. <333. Bobbehkins was the fuckin' shite. Mikey wasn't there :( I loved the whole Hospital bed thing during The End, when the lights went down... everyone was yelling and holding hands. It was the greatest experience I've had in a while. My Chem fans are seriously amazing. *guh* Then dead! came on and I started jumping around and I started a pit without trying to. "Lemme see this pit get bigger! How much bigger can you get it?!"
During I Don't Love You, someone was crowd surfing and the people at barricade were getting kind of hurt and it looked like Gee was gonna stop; I was looking at him the whole time. I actually cried while they played this song. Then came House Of Wolves; the house went INSANE. Shiiiite. I got elbowed in the jaw a couple of times, got a cut on my lip, but whatever. Then Cancer came on, I cried again. Fuck I'm a loser, but that song means alot to me and it's so beautiful. DURING MAMA. OH MAN. It was whoaaa... HILARIOUS. Someone threw a Boa at Gee and of course, he wore it. I got a couple of pictures of Gee in it. "A surprise party!? For me?! You SHOULDN'T have!" It was great. Then Teenagers came on, great song. He told us that kids shouldn't kill kids. Violence isn't the answer. I agree with him a 100%. SLEEP CAME ON AND THEY DID THE TAPE RECORDER THING. <333 It was awesome and Gee did these ghost noises and started to be a ghost and talking like one. It was cool. Disenchanted came on and the acoustic guitar that they were using was beautiful. I'd tap that, hahah. I was crying again and hugging one of the kids I met and it was just an amazing moment. Then Famous Last Words came on and the fire! WOOO!!! FIRE!!! *Pyro* It was hot as fuck. Just askjdskjdksl. They got off and they came back with Revenge. They opened that set with IMO, the crowd went nuts AGAIN. I heard the beginning of CD and freaked. I love that song to bits. Pit got even crazier during GEH, K. Thanks to me. Yeah, way to go M. They did Prison and Gee was all like, "put a little sugah on it." Ohhhh baby. ;) ROFL. Then when that was over, he went on about Nate and that he was with his family. "This song is going to Nate, the whole family. All of them." THEN THEY WENT ONTO HEAVEN HELP US!!!!! A B-SIDE!!!!! OMB IT WAS BETTER THAN DEATH WISH. WELL, NOT REALLY, I FUCKING LOVE DEATH WISH BUT HEAVEN HELP US!!! Mike and I went crazy and sung loud as fuck, and I couldn't stop smiling. At all. Ray smiled at me, and Frank stopped in front of me and gave me a quick smile; going back to jumping around the stage. Gee tugged on his belt alot, touching his crotch, it was great lmao. Once that was done, I continued to freak out. They went onto Helena and Gee made us do the usual, "oh oh oh oh" before the actual songs begins at the beginning. Once again, the pits went CRAZY. It was beautiful though. Seeing them perform that song. I haven't seen them since Oct 2005 and since then, theyve improved soooo much.

AHHH I LOVE THEM.

This is Gee telling us to say Le Black Parade. I didn't take this video, but someone who was also on floor did. It's hilarious. I love how he disses himself.

After the show, I met someone named Kristen who also wanted to meet them and walked all the way to the back of the venue where 7 tour buses were parked. She knew one of the guys who knew My Chem/Muse and said that Gee, Bob, James and everyone else was leaving. Kristen left and I was there with a couple of people (Tabby, Linzy, Nikolia); they were so funny and sweet. After a while, I saw worm! I was like, "Hi worm!" I didn't notice Frank was next to him so I was like, "Hi Frank!" Everyone else was just like, ... *processing* ... OH GOD FRANK! Worm was all like, "Got anything for Frankie to sign?" "Yeah, you guys have anything to sign?" I pulled out my ticket and my flyer that I found before the show and handed it to him. I asked him about Mikey and he smiled then laughed.

"Oh, Mikey just got married in Vegas and he's on his honeymoon."
"Awww, that's so cute."

Tabby then told him it was my birthday so he told me Happy Birthday and gave me a quick hug. <333.
I thanked him for signing my stuff.

This was when I asked him about Mikey

Smiling/Still talking about Mikey with me.

THATS MY FLIER HES SIGNING!!!!!

Frank, obv.

Ahh, he was such a sweetheart. He almost got hit by a car OMBROFL. I was laughing/awwing. Yeah, I'm a loser. Then he went off. :( He told me Happy Birthday again, aw. I stayed for another good 45 minutes, seeing if anyone was gonna come out. The Red bus left with Ray, Bob and everyone else.
Frank left later. Muse must've left early, or they probably came out when I left.

It was an amazing experience.
I'm not good with words/reviews, so yeah sorry if it sucks.
I love this band even more, and Muse too. Fuck.

I almost got Bob's drumstick!!! When he came out to help put his drums away, he wouldn't stop smiling; it was so cute. I was like, "Bob!!! May I have your drumstick? Please? As a birthday present?" He smiled and threw it in my direction, I almost had it, but a kid next to me got it. Watch that kid put it on eBay. Fucker.

Heres the autographs:

Ticket, hehe. It says 211, but I snuck onto Floor.

Flier. Yeah, I can't understand his autograph either. It's not fake, I'm telling you and I'm going to keep that piece of paper for a while.

*sighs* I can't wait until Projekt Revolution!!!

Pictures and stuff later. I have to get them developed and scan them in!
And more Frank meeting pics, lolz.
I'm also starting to remember more and more. Too many things were happening at once, so yeah. :)

destruction___ @ 2007-03-16T18:39:00

2007-03-16T22:45:29Z

Fuck. Today, I find out I actually failed the first term of Biology instead of passing it. I had a D in there, I got a C on the exam but with me being absent all the time [from being sick]; they take off it off your overall grade. So I'm going to have to take Biology all fucking over again. It's the EASIEST class at the damn school. Everything's so simple and I fuck it up.

Last night was horrible. Couldn't sleep for shite, tossing and turning the whole night. Thanks to my parents. Oh, and thanks to them I won't be seeing Dee. Fuckers. Don't they know I wanted to go soooo badly? Or do they just want to see me miserable as usual? My father sure as hell got a laugh out of me yesterday.

Another thing I find out today, a friend of mines from Middle school last year got ran over.... A victim of a hit & run. How fucking cruel. My friends are just dying one by one. It feels like there's a curse on all of us.... I just hope I don't lose my close friends too soon. Especially those who I adore so much.

On a little happier note, I'm going to be one broke motherfucker next month. Not so good, but it's a try....

The Killers = 35 + Ticketmaster's shitty payment = 40something.
My Chem = 27 + Again, Ticketmaster's shitty payment = $37.13
Fall Out Boy = 35 + Ticketmaster's shitty payment = $48.

And I want to get merch... Like, at the Killers, theyre shite is EXPENSIVE. WTF. 40 dollars for a shirt? No thanks.
I want to get this MCR necklace, hoodie and shirt and I want to get a FOB hoodie.

That's going to be in total, .... at an estimate... almost 200 dollars?
Fuck, I need a job.

destruction___ @ 2007-03-07T19:18:00

2007-03-08T00:18:43Z

Beautiful.

destruction___ @ 2007-02-24T19:46:00

2007-02-25T00:59:38Z

I'm extremely bored so I decided to upload songs.
Change xxs to tts.

destruction___ @ 2007-02-21T20:08:00

2007-02-22T01:09:44Z

two posts in one day ftw.

EEEE

the new chiefs album leaked

:D :D :D

RUBY, RUBY, RUBBBBBYYYY.

destruction___ @ 2007-02-17T18:14:00

2007-02-17T23:18:09Z

Post an anonymous comment with the following:
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. One wish of yours.
7. What you'd do to me if you saw/met me.
8. And a hint to who you are.

And my nameless Panda...

destruction___ @ 2007-01-05T20:13:00

2007-01-06T01:14:18Z

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

destruction___ @ 2006-12-24T12:23:00

2006-12-24T17:24:38Z

(Dont be jealous of my paint job.)
SIT THE FUCK DOWN!!!!!!!!1

Happy Holidays, mah bitches.

destruction___ @ 2006-11-02T21:14:00

2006-11-03T02:14:51Z

say anything you want to me, anything it all. but here's the catch: it has to be anonymous. you can try and make it obvious if you'd like me to guess, but it still has to be anonymous.

:]

destruction___ @ 2006-09-02T19:26:00

2006-09-02T23:26:41Z

This is going public...

IF YOU HAVENT:

LISTEN TO THE NEW MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE SONG
ITS ON THEIR MYSPACE

K?

/plug

destruction___ @ 2006-06-28T10:17:00

2006-06-28T14:21:39Z

FRIENDS ONLY.
[comment to be added]
Eh, I just decided to make this friends only....
And besides, my posts arent that great of a thing.
Just some rambling here and there.
And they're usually totes ~*~randum~*~