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05:27pm 12/09/2006
  Joy of joys, Kristen is no longer talking to me, and I'm not entirely sure why. Perhaps someone else can gleen some more information from these two conversations? All I know is I don't like it...

DarknessesDragon (5:36:22 PM): Heya
K is away at 5:39:11 PM.
K returned at 5:44:52 PM.
K (5:45:03 PM): since when did you say heya?
DarknessesDragon (5:45:21 PM): Umm... since whenever I felt like it?
DarknessesDragon (5:45:40 PM): Since when did it take you 10 minutes to respond to "hi"?
K (5:45:49 PM): since my mother was in the room
DarknessesDragon (5:49:08 PM): Soooo, how are you?
K (5:50:10 PM): fine
DarknessesDragon (5:50:50 PM): Happy? Sad?
DarknessesDragon (5:50:57 PM): Apethetic?
K (5:51:07 PM): you know ive been thinking about something
DarknessesDragon (5:51:44 PM): Oh? Do you wish to share?
K (5:54:24 PM): this... well.. this.
K (5:54:27 PM): its not healthy
K (5:54:28 PM): for either of us
DarknessesDragon (5:54:49 PM): Umm... come again?
K (5:55:07 PM): you know what i mean i think
DarknessesDragon (5:56:31 PM): I know you're talking about this "online only relationship", but that's it. I know neither why you're convinced it's "unhealthy" nor what you're getting at, however.
K (5:57:02 PM): think about it
K (5:57:07 PM): i don't need to explain my self
DarknessesDragon (5:59:21 PM): Well, I can guess at your proposed solution, and would have to say that would hurt be far more detrimental than any of this "unhealthy online talk"...
K (5:59:59 PM): ok fine well then im being selfish, its unhealthy for me
K (6:00:34 PM): its adding to my stress level in ways i will never be able to explain to you
DarknessesDragon (6:01:08 PM): You want to see me, and it somehow is a better solution to cut off all connections, instead? O_o
K (6:01:17 PM): no
K (6:01:57 PM): listen, chances are you will never see me again unless we by chance run into each other in some unexpected place
K (6:02:12 PM): one reason why this is not healthy
DarknessesDragon (6:09:09 PM): Fine. I'll stop talking to you.
K (6:09:37 PM): don't take it offensively
K (6:09:48 PM): i just honestly think it would be better for both of us if this didnt continue
K (6:09:52 PM): i should have stopped it sooner



Preluded by a couple days by:
DarknessesDragon (6:30:51 PM): What do you to entertain thyself?
K is away at 6:30:54 PM.
K (6:31:07 PM): you mean now/?
DarknessesDragon (6:31:13 PM): Sure.
Auto response from K (6:31:13 PM): *crash*

K (6:31:38 PM): im not exactly in the kidn of mood to be entertained right now
DarknessesDragon (6:32:21 PM): Ah. I see. I shall leave you in peace or misery, then.
K (6:32:38 PM): w/e
K (6:35:24 PM): why do you still talk to me
DarknessesDragon (6:36:34 PM): Because you're my friend and I love you? O_o
Auto response from K (6:36:34 PM): *crash*

K (6:37:02 PM): love?
DarknessesDragon (6:38:07 PM): Yeah. You can be a pain some times, (no offense, right?) but on the whole you're pretty awesome.
K (6:38:30 PM): i think you use the word lightly.
DarknessesDragon (6:40:12 PM): If that's what you think. I shouldn't have to justify myself.
K (6:40:33 PM): how well do you think you know me?
DarknessesDragon (6:42:38 PM): Only as well as you let me, but enough to know that I like you and that I wouldn't mind knowing more.
K (6:43:31 PM): you do realize that online relationsihps accomplish nothing?
DarknessesDragon (6:44:03 PM): I wouldn't say that. Not at all.
DarknessesDragon (6:48:54 PM): Online has more depth. There is none of that "filler". You're not friends "just because you do the same thing." We've talked, you and I, about more topics than anyone else I can think of. Our relationship is based purely around a compatibility between our personalities.
K (6:50:25 PM): what if somone told you that there was no way you could possibly ever meet me agian in person
K (6:50:34 PM): would that change anything?
DarknessesDragon (6:50:57 PM): I'd be sad, yes, but I'd still talk to you.
K (6:51:04 PM): why?
DarknessesDragon (6:51:48 PM): Because I like you, I care about you, and I enjoy our time spent talking.
K (6:53:36 PM): ok but.. why...
K (6:53:43 PM): ... nevermind
K (6:53:47 PM): im done
DarknessesDragon (6:54:07 PM): Why do I feel that way... hmm.
Auto response from K (6:54:08 PM): *crash*

DarknessesDragon (6:57:17 PM): I guess because I find within you a connection I cannot make with many people. And it is not a connection I take lightly, to be thrown away. What this connection is... who can say? I could spout nonsense about "resonance of souls," or "fate" or "telepathic needles sewing us together", but that wouldn't really mean anything.
K (6:58:51 PM): .. ok thats all i wanted to know
DarknessesDragon (7:00:18 PM): I hope this doesn't mean you are considering truncating our relationship.
Auto response from K (7:00:18 PM): can you teach me to believe in something?

DarknessesDragon (10:46:43 PM): Hello.
Auto response from K (10:46:44 PM): can you teach me to believe in something?

K returned at 11:11:48 PM.
DarknessesDragon (11:22:07 PM): Hello.
DarknessesDragon (11:36:37 PM): Hello?
DarknessesDragon (11:54:39 PM): ...		  
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10:45pm 06/09/2006
  Swell. Just fucking swell. Kristen no longer wishes to speak to me, for "any kind of relationship conducted purely via the web is unhealthy." Right. So, that year of conversing almost every single day meant nothing. Happy days, and why do I bother?  
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12:21am 27/08/2006
  This is awesomely amusing, though I screwed up quite a bit. I blame my mouse, it keeps getting stuck when I try to move to the right. =(

  
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Still breathing, still kicking...   
02:03am 11/08/2006
  Argh. People piss me off. Or maybe I just piss myself off...

Anyway, I have a story. A story about a dream I had.


   I was playing Super Smash Brothers Melee with "Mai". Now, most of you likely won't know of "Mai", however it is sufficient to know that she was a friend with whom I had not talked in a long while. Well, we were playing Melee, and she was Pikachu, and I was Luigi (Why, I cannot fathom.) Match after match, she was beating me. Frustrated, I looked over at her and noticed something... peculiar.
   She was not wearing any clothes. Of course, I was much abashed. I did not say anything, however, for fear of upsetting her, though whether to violence or embarrassment, I know not. The way she was sitting was such that I could not see anything, anyway, as long as she remained in that position. She moved, of course, to which I responded by turning a furious scarlet. She did not notice I noticed, and, still blushing, I decided it would be in my best interest to forget it and resume play.
   At this point, I would like to clarify our positions relative to one another: She was sitting on the far right of the couch, and I on the far left. This may be of importance, I do not know, for some of the details regarding the dream remain fuzzy.
   A short while later, still losing, I stretched, as I often do. My hand brushed against her leg. She turns and looks at me, an icy, challenging stare. I blush once more, and cower, exclaiming, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. It was an accident, I swear. Don't kill me..." This satisfies her and she gives me a wane little smile. We resume play once more.
   As yet another aside, I would like to note that it would be impossible for me to touch someone at the opposite end of the couch in such a way. Whether this indicates she moved, I moved, or is merely dream physics, I am unsure.
   Yet later still, I find her almost immediately adjacent to me. Still with out clothes, still opening the proverbial can of "whoop ass" upon me in SSBM. It is too much for me to handle, and as such, I give into my desires. I shift in closer, so that we are in physical contact with one another. When this does not elicit a negative reaction from her, I lean to my right and lay my head on her should. She gives a small smile. I smile and relax, content.
   An indeterminate amount of time after the above event, both "Mai" and I were in the same position: her sitting to my right, in the nude, with me resting my head upon her shoulder. This time, though, I do believe that I, too, was without clothes. The location was different, however.  No longer indoors, we are surrounded by green, and sitting beneath a tree, on a swing, over looking a party.


And that, my friends, is when I woke up.		  
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08:07pm 07/05/2006
  K (7:29:58 PM): then again at the moment
K (7:30:09 PM): i only have one relationship that works
K (7:30:12 PM): heh.
DarknessesDragon (7:30:21 PM): ?
DarknessesDragon (7:30:53 PM): That would be Matt?
K (7:31:03 PM): mhm
DarknessesDragon (7:31:28 PM): Hrrm.. Color me confused, but...
DarknessesDragon (7:31:51 PM): What do you define as a relationship? I'm guessing you mean your parents are mad. Are your friends, too?
K (7:32:48 PM): i have major issues with my parents and a twisted mess of conflict among my friends going on at the same time
K (7:33:02 PM): they're linked in bizarre ways


Hm, maybe I'm reading too far into this, but still... Another bit:


DarknessesDragon (7:55:15 PM): I could tutor you if you'd like?
K (7:56:35 PM): dad originally thought he'd take on the whole tutoring thing himself but now w/ his parents being in this huge predicament he's stressed out and i'm afraid to ask him
K (7:56:52 PM): mom keeps telling me to ask my teacher but he hates me and he confuses himself and cant teach... which is why i'm failing
K (7:57:07 PM): then she says to ask a friend... but i can only imagine where that would go


Hmm, same thing again. What the hell am I? I certainly don't recall any problems in our current relationship... unless she was referring to the future, where there sure as hell is a problem, what with me apparently not even worthy of being called a friend. It does do a lovely job at confirming the suspicion I had regarding how people thought of me. *sigh*		  
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Atlanta, Part 1.   
10:28pm 01/05/2006
  DarknessesDragon (9:37:18 PM): Well, I still had to go to first period Wednesday, which sucked. We started watching the movie I'm supposed to write a report on then..
DarknessesDragon (9:38:20 PM): After that, I went to the computer lab, and we waited for at least thirty minutes for the busses to come.
DarknessesDragon (9:39:02 PM): Finally they did come, and I was left alone in the front of the bus. The ride was uneventful, as far as I'm concerned.
DarknessesDragon (9:39:30 PM): We got to the airport, and once there, I started my four day love-affair with icecream.
DarknessesDragon (9:40:19 PM): Waited for an hour or so, didn't really talk too much, just enough to annoy some people. ^^;
DarknessesDragon (9:41:07 PM): Plane finally arrives, and I board. It turns out I'm sitting next to my good friend Cameron. He wants me to switch seats with Aroon.
DarknessesDragon (9:41:46 PM): Oh, and Dan was sitting behind us, and he told us about the "dirty mag" Jaine bought for him.
K (9:42:13 PM): greatt
DarknessesDragon (9:42:37 PM): Though, to be honest, all they actually did was read the articles. O_o
K (9:42:52 PM): what.. articles... lmao
DarknessesDragon (9:42:54 PM): I think it was the "novelty" of it...
DarknessesDragon (9:43:11 PM): Yes, they bought a porn mag for the articles. XD
K (9:43:47 PM): what the hell kinda articles are in a
K (9:43:48 PM): ya know
K (9:43:48 PM): nvm
K (9:43:50 PM): go on
DarknessesDragon (9:44:26 PM): I dunno. They said something about the top ten party schools, and there was also something about video games, I think.
DarknessesDragon (9:45:33 PM): Anyway... I fell asleep on the plane. Waking up was freaky, because I was sitting right next to the wing, and I look out, and all of a sudden the wing disappears. XD
K (9:45:49 PM): haha, nice
DarknessesDragon (9:46:16 PM): Another thing. You won't believe how many baseball diamonds are on the east coast.
DarknessesDragon (9:46:41 PM): There were at least 50. I lost count. I saw a whopping two in Georgia.
K (9:46:56 PM): haha, wow
DarknessesDragon (9:47:51 PM): So, we get to the airport, ride the Marta ( I get to listen to jokes about what a great ride Marta is... =/ )
DarknessesDragon (9:48:17 PM): and then arrive at the CNN omni hotel.
DarknessesDragon (9:49:02 PM): It was... big. XD
DarknessesDragon (9:49:38 PM): We go up to the lobby, wait a while, then finally get our room keys.
DarknessesDragon (9:50:10 PM): I'm not rooming with Cameron and Conor like I wanted to, though.
DarknessesDragon (9:51:26 PM): Well, my key gets swiped shortly after by Greg, so he can stay with Dan, and he gives me Abhi's. After failing to convince one of the two freshmen to trade with me, I got to "my" room.
DarknessesDragon (9:51:41 PM): They tell me to get out, it's seniors only. They then lock the door.
DarknessesDragon (9:52:29 PM): So, everyone else is busy unpacking and getting settled in, while I'm stuck standing in the hallway, roomless.
K (9:52:46 PM):
DarknessesDragon (9:53:48 PM): Eventually I at least get a key, though I'm not too keen on rooming with Greg and Dan.
DarknessesDragon (9:54:36 PM): I still try to get my room switched, but the two freshmen refuse, and the chaperones won't let me sleep on their floor (Cameron's and Conors, that is.)
DarknessesDragon (9:56:24 PM): Prior to that, Dan had made the statement, "Okay, here's the deal. You can have your own bed, and Greg and I will share the other, on these conditions. You can't mind if we steal stuff (they didn't, though), you can't mind if we have girls in the room (again, they didn't), and you can't mind if you see a little penis."
K (9:56:59 PM): ... ookay..
DarknessesDragon (9:57:23 PM): The more observant might notice I didn't add anything after the last one... >.<
K (9:57:33 PM): yeah i did catch on to that
K (9:57:39 PM): and decided not to ask
DarknessesDragon (9:59:00 PM): (From this point on, events will likely not be as accurate.)
DarknessesDragon (9:59:11 PM): (or detailed.)
DarknessesDragon (10:00:16 PM): I think I spent most of the time till nine in C and C's room playing text-twist.
DarknessesDragon (10:02:44 PM): After that was the Team meeting. After that, Aroon and Mr. Ryan talk to Cameron and I about strategy. I believe it was this point were Cameron told me he wasn't going to cooperate. Hardly a good sign when the one person you actually expected to do anything tells you he's not going to cooperate. I believe it was also this time (or it may have been the next day...) I came up with my obnoxious little rant thing about how I'm really just a peon who gets no recognition, but is expected to do captain duties anyway.
DarknessesDragon (10:04:23 PM): "Cerfew" rolls around, and the chaperones tell me I have to sleep in my assigned room. Go in there, and Greg puts on "Pete and Pete" for Dan and I while he goes to take a shower.
DarknessesDragon (10:04:46 PM): After he gets out of the shower, we stayed up till about one watching "Fight Club".
DarknessesDragon (10:05:05 PM): And I spelt curfew wrong... >.<
DarknessesDragon (10:07:00 PM): Next day, we go to the Georgia Dome and watch the practice matches. It's really boring, and a waste of time, and everyone else wanders off. I have ice cream, of course. ^^
K (10:07:14 PM):
DarknessesDragon (10:08:17 PM): I think it was pretty uneventful, other than everyone whining when we have to stay there another hour to watch our robot not even show up...
DarknessesDragon (10:09:58 PM): We go back to the hotel, and everyone was supposed to go out to some Shogun-esque restraunt, but almost no-one wants to go, so they take only the few who actually do want to go.
DarknessesDragon (10:10:58 PM): I'm not sure what I did for the rest of the night. I think I spent it lying on a large mass of pillows sprawled out on the floor. It was comfy. ^^
K (10:11:14 PM): hey, i've done that
K (10:11:48 PM): btw, you tell stories well
DarknessesDragon (10:12:03 PM): Uh... thanks? O_o
K (10:12:16 PM): that is a serious compliment
K (10:12:25 PM): i dont feel like explaining
K (10:12:27 PM): just take it
K (10:12:27 PM): haha
DarknessesDragon (10:12:31 PM): Okay.
DarknessesDragon (10:13:45 PM): Oh, right. After the team meeting, where I actually got mentioned, ("blah blah blah, strategy, blah blah, Brian's drawing up a schedule..." "What?!")
DarknessesDragon (10:14:30 PM): I went and got dinner. It was about 9:30 at this point, so I figured, "Eh, what the hell, Wendy's will do."
DarknessesDragon (10:15:27 PM): Get there, wait in a line for a while, finally get to place my order, and the exchange went something like this:
DarknessesDragon (10:22:03 PM): "Hello. I'd like a mix frosty with butterfingers, a cheeseburger...(Annoyed): "What kind of cheeseburger?"
"Er... A classic single"
"Do you want the sandwich?"
"Uh... yes."
"That's it?"
"No, I also want a small fries."
"Okay, so you want a mixed frosty, a classic single combo, and a root beer?" (still annoyed)
"Huh? What? I didn't ask for a combo, and I definetly didn't ask for a root beer..."
"Yes you did."
"No, I asked for a classic single cheeseburger and small fries."
"No, you definitely asked for a combo. Ugh, customers."
At this point, she called over the manager to change the order, and I turned around to see if I was going crazy. No one met my eyes, though they later told me not to worry about it, I wasn't crazy and she needed to stop taking drugs. XD

DarknessesDragon (10:22:51 PM): (She was audibly annoyed, not me.)
K (10:23:22 PM): hahah, yea fast food employees are frustrating like that
DarknessesDragon (10:25:08 PM): So, I pay, and sit there for a really long time, waiting for my food. 20 minutes, probably. They finally finish cooking things, and then they ask me some completely random thing. I forget what it was, but it definitely wasn't my order. So I told them what I got, and they just gave it to me. I then took my food back to my room. It was 10:05. Fast food... heh.
K (10:25:35 PM): wow
DarknessesDragon (10:26:42 PM): I swear, shit like this always happens to me. =/
K (10:27:02 PM): oh come on everyone has their share of bad days
DarknessesDragon (10:27:35 PM): I have to go. I'll finish the story... tomorrow. =P		  
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06:56pm 17/04/2006
  Some good news: I promise I won't whine any more, outside of this journal. I suppose that means you can start actually listening to me now? *cough*
Now if you ask me how I'm doing, I'll make up something wonderful sounding but wholly false, such as, "Great, my girlfriend just proposed," or, "Amazing, I just won the noble prize."

I got two (well, three) more They Might Be Giants CDs this Sunday; Dial-A-Song, and Venue Songs. I also got a spiffy new T-Shirt that I'm going to wear to school tomorrow, even though it's too big on me, looks silly, and people will either laugh at me or give me weird looks (not that that is anything new.)


Okay, that's all the "good news." Now for my vacation recap. It should be fairly short, as I didn't do much.

Saturday: Spent the day in the car, driving to North Carolina so my parents could look at real-estate there. I decided I'd rather spend the time "baby sitting" my cousins - cousin's children, to be honest - though. I played Sword of Mana in the car.
Sunday: Went to my cousin's house at ten. Spent the rest of the day there, petting the kitty (<3) and playing with the older two (5th and 3rd grade,) though I gave two of the younger ones piggy back rides around their house (there are five kids in total: 4 adopted.) At eight they went to bed, and Allison, Lisa and I played Boggle. I won by a decent amount, of course. I decide I might as well sleep there, though my sister was being annoying, and slept on the couch.
Monday: My sister went to school with Allison, and I staid home and played Baldur's Gate with my cousin-in-law. Then the kids came home from school, and I went outside and played basketball with them. At around six, the "adults" all went out to dinner, and my sister and I got to watch over the five kids. All hell broke loose... except not really. They were relatively well behaved, though the three girls started poking me at dinner. =( Afterward they seemed kind of rowdy, as though they wanted to rough-house, so I suggested we play a board game or something. After the two eldest finally agreed on something, we played Boggle. Obviously it wasn't too fair, but it was their suggestion. I beat my sister by 1 point, though she didn't wish to acknowledge it. The kids learned some new words, the most useless of which was probably "Rhea", an ostrich like bird in South America, I believe. It was my word, of course. Then they went to bed at eight and I played video games until the adults got back, at which point we returned to the hotel.
Tuesday: Spent the day in the car, again. Played Sword of Mana some more.
Wednesday: I asked my mother if I could get a game and we went to EB games and bought Kingdom Hearts II. Yes, the game with disney characters. I played that most of the day, and worked on homework a bit as well.
Thursday through Sunday: Played Kingdom Hearts Two half the time, and studied physics, did homework, and took a practice AP Calc test the other half.

Overall, it wasn't horrible, but it certainly wasn't particularly exciting.



TANGENT (and whinyness) AHEAD:

I realized something, though: I think I'm happier when I'm cut off from people. If I don't have AIM, and no one knows my number, the fact that not too many people talk to me (Kristen's the only one who talked to me on a regular basis, and Harini was semi-regular) isn't nearly as depressing.

I suppose it's kind of sad that my only place of solace has become the imaginary world encompassed by my TV and video games. Kingdom Hearts II was kind of depressing, though, what with the heavy emphasis on love and couples...

I don't have anyone to go to the TMBG concert with, either. I've asked a bunch of people, but they're all going to Prom. I'm not going to that, either, there'd be nothing for me to do.

Not even sleep is a place for me to retreat to. The "real world" has invaded it, and it seems as though anything that doesn't go wrong in my waking hours does within the realm of my head.

It kind of makes me wish I could shed this life like an old skin and start a new one, one were I'm more popular than skin cancer (people willing subject themselves to that; that is not the case with me.)

Another realization I have come to is that the world does revolve around me: I sit and watch everything pass me by, not a part of it. (I Suppose one could make an argument that I'm actually on another plane of existence, merely spectating, but come on...)

Over all, I'm just sick and tired of being "The Other Guy", "The One Without a Partner", "The Leftover", "The Last Choice." I wish I could say I was exaggerating, but this is true at least 90% of the time.



Sometimes there are lyrics that seem amusingly accurate in regards to your life:
I wanna be a much better person
Instead I worsen with every day
But there's a drug whose name I'm not sure of
Which I need more of to feel okay
-Renew My Subscription, by TMBG		  
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07:17pm 04/04/2006
  Hey, life doesn't suck. I've only had a thoroughly shitty year. I've only lost my DS (forever), my computer (probably forever), my sanity, my sanctuary, my parents respect, my hopes and dreams, and a bunch of other things. Woo. Go me. Let's see if I can lose a limb next!  
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10:32pm 01/04/2006
  I feel sick. Well, lost, really. Like I have no clue what I want to do with my life in the immediate or distant future.

At first I wanted to go to MIT because, hey, it's a good school, ego++, etc. Then I wanted to got there because Kim applied there. Then I wanted to go to Cal Tech because that's were Kim's going. Now I have no clue what I want any more.

I'm not even sure why I like Kim so much. It's not like we have too much in common, (though I'm willing to change that,) I just... do. There's something about her. Something amazing. I can't explain it, though, as I'm not even sure myself. Perhaps I'm just crazy (love is chemically similar to madness, anyway...)

Speaking of crazy, the biggest ass harassed me yesterday. I don't even know him, and he was spouting off crap without any basis. Kim says he's "harmless", but I'm going to have to go with Kristen on this one: any guy who acts like such when given "anonymity" is certainly not harmless. Perhaps I shall (back)post the conversation later for everyone's amusement.

I saw Kristen during the SATs (for the first time since, what was it, October?) today. That was nice, though she didn't seem nearly as excited as I felt. Blah.

My parents are going to be disappointed with my performance on the SATs: there's no way I duplicated my performance of a 790 Math and 800 Reading on the practice one they made me take. =(

When talking to Kim the other day about calculus (that was painfully embarrassing), I plucked up the courage to invite her here May 12th to either accompany me to the They Might Be Giants concert or Prom. Sadly, she is unable to make it, leaving me with no-one to go to either with. My first option is also my last. How sad is that? She also expressed that she wasn't interested in a relationship with me. No surprises there, I suppose.

The other day she briefly mentioned her friend who has a girlfriend who lives in the UK. I think that's just incredible. Long distance relationships are pretty marvelous in general. A relationship that survives based upon how strongly the two feel for one another, coupled with their ability to withstand the distance without loosing touch. Ideally, that would be something any relationship could withstand, but unfortunately we don't live in an ideal world.


I could just prattle on in my infinite tangent, as I have much to say about nothing in particular, but it is getting late and I am getting tired. Good night.		  
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03:16pm 31/03/2006
  Yeah, enjoy. The name isn't hidden because I really don't care what happens. =)

Mac Likes Music (10:06:00 PM): HEY MAN HANDS OFF
DarknessesDragon (10:06:04 PM): ?
Mac Likes Music (10:06:13 PM): the short girl!
DarknessesDragon (10:06:28 PM): Who?
Mac Likes Music (10:06:31 PM): kim
DarknessesDragon (10:07:40 PM): Dude, what?
Mac Likes Music (10:07:54 PM): dude no.
Mac Likes Music (10:07:59 PM): You asked her to your prom
Mac Likes Music (10:08:01 PM): hands off dude
DarknessesDragon (10:08:06 PM): Uh, no.
Mac Likes Music (10:08:13 PM): uh yea
DarknessesDragon (10:08:57 PM): Who the hell do you think you are?
Mac Likes Music (10:09:02 PM): Kim's friend
DarknessesDragon (10:09:16 PM): Wow. That's good for you. As it happens, so am I.
Mac Likes Music (10:09:19 PM): Who the hell do you think you are?
DarknessesDragon (10:09:36 PM): Someone who's know Kim a lot longer than you have.
Mac Likes Music (10:09:42 PM): thats nice
Mac Likes Music (10:09:47 PM): I probably know her better
DarknessesDragon (10:09:58 PM): That's just swell, but I don't particullarly care.
Mac Likes Music (10:10:10 PM): then I don't care that you've known her longer
DarknessesDragon (10:10:27 PM): Mm, but as it happens, I'm not the one who has a problem.
Mac Likes Music (10:10:38 PM): actually, you sort of do
Mac Likes Music (10:10:40 PM): but we won't get into that
DarknessesDragon (10:10:44 PM): Oh, I do?
Mac Likes Music (10:10:48 PM): indeed
DarknessesDragon (10:10:53 PM): What, pray tell?
Mac Likes Music (10:11:01 PM): tell me something
Mac Likes Music (10:11:05 PM): how long have you known kim?
DarknessesDragon (10:11:12 PM): 5th grade.
Mac Likes Music (10:11:17 PM): how long have you had a crush on her
DarknessesDragon (10:11:21 PM): 5th grade.
Mac Likes Music (10:11:28 PM): what grade are you in now?
DarknessesDragon (10:11:41 PM): 11th.
Mac Likes Music (10:11:45 PM): when did she move away?
DarknessesDragon (10:12:01 PM): 7th.
Mac Likes Music (10:12:08 PM): does that sound a little obsessive to you?
Mac Likes Music (10:12:19 PM): just throwing ideas out there
DarknessesDragon (10:12:47 PM): Hey, we're friends. What does it matter?
Mac Likes Music (10:13:16 PM): still 6 yearrs
Mac Likes Music (10:13:27 PM): most marriages in this country aren't that long
Mac Likes Music (10:13:30 PM): much less a crush
DarknessesDragon (10:13:45 PM): Woo, at least I don't go around antagonizing people I don't know.
Mac Likes Music (10:13:55 PM): oh but thats the fun part of life
DarknessesDragon (10:14:18 PM): Right, and Kim would be so proud of you?
Mac Likes Music (10:14:21 PM): its probably better than pining after someone for 6 years
Mac Likes Music (10:14:34 PM): actually, yea she finds it funny
Mac Likes Music (10:14:47 PM): oh and pining is another word for longing
DarknessesDragon (10:15:04 PM): Oh, wow, thanks for the lesson. I never would have guessed.
Mac Likes Music (10:15:29 PM): just making sure, your intellect shiningly obvious
DarknessesDragon (10:15:40 PM): Oh, wow, does that make you feel big?
Mac Likes Music (10:16:21 PM): not really
Mac Likes Music (10:16:27 PM): since you're sort of a small person to break down
Mac Likes Music (10:16:34 PM): because I know I'm bothering you
Mac Likes Music (10:16:40 PM): but anything you say doesn't get to me
DarknessesDragon (10:16:50 PM): If by bothering you mean I think you're a douche bag, sure.
Mac Likes Music (10:16:57 PM): yea right exactly
Mac Likes Music (10:17:02 PM): I obviously don't care what you think
Mac Likes Music (10:17:08 PM): and most people probably don't
Mac Likes Music (10:17:15 PM): but thats another story for another time
DarknessesDragon (10:17:29 PM): That's good for you.
Mac Likes Music (10:17:35 PM): indeed it is
Mac Likes Music (10:18:18 PM): out of curiousity, you wouldn't be into kidnapping women and starving them in a pit in your basement to kill and wear their skins right?
Mac Likes Music (10:18:31 PM): because if kim is going to hang out iwth you, you better not be crazy
DarknessesDragon (10:18:42 PM): You're the one calling me crazy? XD
Mac Likes Music (10:18:48 PM): who said I wasn't?
Mac Likes Music (10:18:59 PM): Everyones crazy, you just seem more destructive about it
DarknessesDragon (10:19:14 PM): And how the hell would you know? O_o
Mac Likes Music (10:19:17 PM): and don't play at being asian
Mac Likes Music (10:19:20 PM): seriously
Mac Likes Music (10:19:22 PM): drop the smileys
Mac Likes Music (10:19:34 PM): what are you? 10?
DarknessesDragon (10:19:36 PM): Sure, as soon as you start using punctuation.
Mac Likes Music (10:19:55 PM): see, the only punctuation I'm missing is periods
Mac Likes Music (10:20:06 PM): and you can pretty much see where the punctuation belongs
Mac Likes Music (10:20:17 PM): but anyway, back to your problems
Mac Likes Music (10:20:31 PM): My diagnosis is rather mean, so I'll withhold judgement
Mac Likes Music (10:20:34 PM): and leave that to god
Mac Likes Music (10:20:46 PM): but I'll tell you now, its scathing and would destroy your soul
DarknessesDragon (10:23:51 PM): Too bad I'm an atheist.
Mac Likes Music (10:24:12 PM): too bad atheism when your a kid is pretty much just a rebellion against your parents to not go to church
DarknessesDragon (10:24:28 PM): Oh, so now you're knocking Kim?
Mac Likes Music (10:24:53 PM): actually I'm banging kim
Mac Likes Music (10:24:56 PM): but thats another story
Mac Likes Music (10:26:10 PM): but no, in general, most kids aren't atheists. They're just too lazy to find their beliefs and take the easy way out
Mac Likes Music (10:26:22 PM): most people subscribe to agnosticism when you really grill them about it
DarknessesDragon (10:26:39 PM): That's true.
Mac Likes Music (10:26:45 PM): indeed
Mac Likes Music (10:27:04 PM): And I'm doubting your capacity to make the distinction
DarknessesDragon (10:27:49 PM): I'm wondering, what basis do you have for doubting my intellectual capacity?
Mac Likes Music (10:28:05 PM): the fact you still have hopes for a girl that hasn't said yes in 6 years
Mac Likes Music signed off at 10:30:13 PM.
Mac Likes Music signed on at 10:30:28 PM.
Mac Likes Music (10:34:35 PM): got no response eh?
DarknessesDragon (10:34:42 PM): Oh, just shut up. You're not worth my time.
Mac Likes Music (10:34:54 PM): mhm and theres the dismissal
Mac Likes Music (10:35:02 PM): This has been an interesting conversation
Mac Likes Music (10:35:14 PM): It'll help loads when I apply for a school for psych
Mac Likes Music (10:35:16 PM): thanks
DarknessesDragon (10:35:29 PM): No problem.
Mac Likes Music (10:35:41 PM): I mean, you don't meet a basket case obsessive every day
Mac Likes Music (10:35:48 PM): escpecially one that plays at the intellectual
Mac Likes Music (10:37:48 PM): although a face to face meeting would provide a better diagnosis
Mac Likes Music (10:37:54 PM): so next time you're in boston, look me up
DarknessesDragon (10:38:35 PM): Yeah, sure. Then we can really talk trash.
Mac Likes Music (10:38:47 PM): yea
Mac Likes Music (10:38:56 PM): pickin on nerds is always good for a laugh or two
DarknessesDragon (10:39:10 PM): Oh? I'm flattered.
Mac Likes Music (10:39:42 PM): should be
Mac Likes Music (10:39:49 PM): you're not a furry are you?
DarknessesDragon (10:40:08 PM): Nope, not rock bottom yet.
Mac Likes Music (10:40:18 PM): alright good
Mac Likes Music (10:40:28 PM): I hold you in the same amount of esteem as a slug then
DarknessesDragon (10:40:43 PM): Don't worry, the feeling's mutual.
Mac Likes Music (10:40:46 PM): invertebre
Mac Likes Music (10:40:47 PM): not bad
Mac Likes Music (10:40:51 PM): see theres a difference here
Mac Likes Music (10:40:56 PM): You know absolutely nothing about me
Mac Likes Music (10:41:14 PM): although, I can give a pretty good psych workup about yourself
Mac Likes Music (10:41:31 PM): so you really have nothing to talk trash about except "ZOMGS YOURE STUPIDER THAN MEEE"
DarknessesDragon (10:42:32 PM): Eh, I don't really care how intellegent someone is.
Mac Likes Music (10:42:49 PM): you better hope kim doesn't
Mac Likes Music (10:43:00 PM): because you two would be an awkward matchup
Mac Likes Music (10:44:51 PM): you really set yourself up every time
Mac Likes Music (10:47:15 PM): come on, say it
Mac Likes Music (10:47:17 PM): I dare you
Mac Likes Music (10:47:22 PM): take a stab at me
Mac Likes Music (10:47:24 PM): you know you want to
DarknessesDragon (10:47:43 PM): Eh, not really. I don't take joy in insulting others.
Mac Likes Music (10:47:52 PM): oh are you kidding?
Mac Likes Music (10:48:01 PM): You would have punched me in the face if this was in person by now
Mac Likes Music (10:48:04 PM): that or cried
Mac Likes Music (10:49:29 PM): since you wouldn't land a hit on me
DarknessesDragon (10:50:17 PM): Well, it's kind of hard to land a hit if you don't throw the punch in the first place
Mac Likes Music (10:50:36 PM): Only a person who can't fight is a pacifist
Mac Likes Music (10:51:18 PM): *Cheer up emo kid*
Mac Likes Music (10:51:24 PM): there'll be other girls
Mac Likes Music (10:51:29 PM): and other assholes
Mac Likes Music signed off at 10:57:10 PM.		  
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08:28pm 26/03/2006
  Well, I'm back from Boston. A reflection of the trip. (I blame the poor writing on... someone else. >.>)


My roommates were alright. There were some weird moments, such as the time Matt (Jewish) tried to tell Aaron (Catholic) what Catholics believe. They talked about drugs and sex a lot, too, which annoys me for some reason. Maybe I'm being overly prudent, but still... Well, I better get use to it, regardless. With regret I admit that, in addition to my usual abrasiveness, I was starting to join in on their jokes and cussing, making myself, in my opinion, even worse than I am usually. I dunno, maybe I'm just being a prude again.

The competition itself was... meh. The first thing I found out is that Aroon didn't have the papers I had asked for a couple days prior printed, nor did he have pens. Then, I had to draw up a schedule again after finding out Aroon was taking people off the list I gave him. When we got there, however, most of the remaining people scarpered, and so I was forced to use six of the people who were sitting in the stands at that time. After 10 matches, I gave the clipboards to another six people and started compiling the data from the previous ten matches, only to have the six people I had relieved disappear around match 18. So, I was left with about 7 people, myself included. Gradually, I dismissed them, because it wasn't really fair to them, so only Aaron, Matt, Aparna, Harini, Jeff and myself remained. At this point, I was no longer putting data into the computer, as I figured that could be done later, and was taking notes on the matches too.
Shortly before lunch, Aroon comes up and complains that he doesn't have any data and no one was putting it in the computer. Apparently I sort of started yelling at him, though I didn't mean to, and I told him that I couldn't because I didn't have enough people, they all just left, etc. He just blew me off and told me to start putting the data into the computer. Annoyed, I began doing so, despite the fact that it meant we were no longer collecting data on all of the robots. Lunch hour came and went as I tried feverishly to input all the data in the computer, but I just couldn't make much leeway. At around match 45, the computer ran out of power, much to my chagrin, so I plugged it in to recharge it and went back to taking notes.
After we got back to the hotel, Matt (and Aaron) assured me I did everything I could and it wasn't my fault, and started going on about how little recognition I received within the team. I'll admit, I was quite flattered, but it was, in my opinion, undue praise. I could have done better; it was my own ineptitude which screwed up the strategy part.
The next day, I screwed up something awful. The blank papers we had been using, the clipboards, the notes from yesterday... they got left on the bus. Um... oops? So, I just sat around most of that day.

Cougar Robotics is made up of a bunch of elitists. All of the work is done by only a couple of seniors and juniors, and, while I do think they're nice people in general, they don't let anyone else do anything. When they leave, the robotics team will likely fall apart because they mostly ignore the freshmen and sophomores. I suppose it's kind of ironic that I myself should be complaining about this, being a junior and having worked myself into a position were I tell people what to do, despite having just joined the team this year, but I know I'm not alone. All of my roommates feel the same way, despite one of them being the "captain" of the Strategy team. All of them are unhappy with the leadership. They also all mentioned wanting to quit, though I've been trying to convince them not to: if they do, the team is no better off; if they stay, we can work on getting the freshmen and sophomores (and juniors, for next year) more involved. A small number of people have told me they'll be switching to the strategy team next year, which was surprising, because it's probably the most boring team. But, hopefully, with the help of my friends (how cliche), we'll be able to turn this team around and get rid of the elitist attitude.
This is going to make some people unhappy, but Aroon and Mr. O'Toole need to change or leave. I'm sorry, but people who tell other people to do something they really don't want to do and cut out of it themselves really don't make good leaders. The major snagging point is, whom do we get to replace them? I myself would volunteer to replace Aroon if necessary, but I know I wouldn't have the support, and I doubt I would have the capabilities. Hopefully replacement isn't necessary, anyway, and a good dose of common sense will do the case.

I suppose you could say one good thing came of this experience. I realized that, in order to command the respect of people under you, one of the many things you need to do is let them work, but make sure you work as much, if not more, and that they know you're working, otherwise they get disgruntled. I thank Dayna, Aroon, and others for this inadvertent lesson. Now, if only I could earn it to begin with... >.<

Ever meet someone who is just amazing. Someone who is so wholly wonderful, you know that you will never stand a chance? I'll tell you something: At least for me, time does not make it better. I'm probably crazy, but still... I wish...


I could write more on this trip, but I've already written a lot and I want people to read this, not just say: "Oh, that's too much writing." So concludes my reflection and report on Boston.		  
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07:21pm 12/01/2006
  You know what? I give up. I can't win. Any kind of social life is obviously not meant for me.

Each time, I find someone who I can like, each time, I get closer to them. First time, an across the room crush. Second, a person I've talked to on a couple occasions. Third, fourth, fifth... It goes on. I find someone who shares my likes, my taste, my world view. Someone I like to spend time with. All it leads to is pain.

I've had enough. I've bared my soul too many times.

You've seen me at my worst.

If only you could see me at my most beautiful.

I await my judgment.

Judge Me.		  
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05:53pm 10/01/2006
  Yay... Except not really.

-I failed my driver's test. I messed up parallel parking, somehow, despite how well I did it while practicing. And unlike most, I was only given one chance. Jerk. Apparently hitting the curb is worse than hitting a cone...

*sigh*

Could someone just put me out of my misery now?		  
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05:34pm 09/01/2006
  Today is my sister's birthday. That is all.

Yay, more to add to my list.

- Since today is my sister's birthday, she seems to think it gives her the right to be a complete jerk to me. Brat. And she got a $350 bracelet, along with around $100 worth of other presents. When I asked my mom about that, she said, "You're not a girl." What?!
- My ideas in robotics seem to always be brought up by someone else just before I bring them up. Or ignored until someone else brings them up. Bah...		  
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09:13pm 08/01/2006
  2006 sucks. 8 days into the new year, and I'm already miserable. I think I shall start an ongoing listing of all the things that happen...

- I nearly got hit by a truck. (Not my fault. They pulled out in front of me when they had no business doing so.)
- The jerks at the DMV never bothered to mention that I needed to bring my passport or birth certificate with me to get my license, so I drove 30 minutes there (nearly getting hit by a truck), waited a bit, only to have them tell me "Too bad, you have to reschedule it." So then I got to drive 30 minutes homeward, except I had work, so I got to wait there for an additional 20 minutes. How the hell do they think I got my permit, anyway? =/
- My parents are convinced I can't drive.
- I somehow managed to hit the garage...
- My mother has flipped out at me a number of times already.
- I've messed up some quizzes pretty badly.
- ...Other things...

So, yeah, I suspect I'll be adding "I flunked my drivers test due to the guy being a complete jerk." to the list tuesday. Who knows what other misfortune might happen my way as well?		  
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10:52pm 05/01/2006
  Consider me... dead.

I am a rock... I am an Island.		  
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09:10pm 05/01/2006
  I.
Hate.
People.		  
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04:31pm 02/01/2006
  I'm still alive. Sorry to disappoint you.

Christmas was good. Santa was kind. I got an iPod, even though I didn't ask for one, and nine new CDs. Surprisingly, the ones I asked for based upon a single song I really like. Voltaire, Alphaville, and R.E.M. <3 R.E.M.

I got:
Alphaville: Forever Young.
Da Vinci's Notebook: The Life and Times of Mike Fanning
Kansas: Leftoverture.
R.E.M : The best of R.E.M
Simon and Garfunkel: Parsley, Sage, Rosemary and Thyme & Sounds of Silence.
They Might Be Giants: They Got Lost
Voltaire: The Devil's Bris
The Who: Who's Next

Voltaire... is surprising. Some of the lyrics are... interesting (Ex Lover's Lovers?) but the music (Cello, Violin, etc.) is great: Dark and Juicy, as Mr. Thomas once said. And some of the songs are surprisingly sweet.


Anniversary, by Voltaire:

Do I look the same to you? 'Cause I don't feel so.
You know everything must change as time goes by.
Though it feels like yesterday when we first met.
I feel I'm sinking deeper.
Do you look the same to me? Well, I don't think so.
You know everything must change as time goes by.
Like the flowers that dry, locking inside
forever their beauty.
And they said this feeling fades,
it gets stronger everyday.
And they said that beauty fades.
You're more beautiful than ever.
They said we'd drift away,
we're still standing here.
And it feels like everyday is our anniversary.
Well, I stumble through the dark and light a candle
and the path the wax will take, no one can know.
And you said it looked like snow or maybe clouds,
and I think it looks like heaven.
So we make it into a ring and make a mold.
And we melt above the flames the whitest gold.
When hot and cold collide what's left in place
is forever and ever.
And they said our love would fades,
it gets stronger everyday.
And they said that beauty fades.
You're more beautiful than ever.
They said we'd drift away,
we're still standing here.
And it feels like everyday is our anniversary.

Some say things worth having take some time.
As they get older they get better.

And they said our love would fades,
it gets stronger everyday.
And they said that beauty fades.
You're more beautiful than ever.
They said we'd drift away,
we're still standing here.
And it feels like everyday is our anniversary.
And they said our love would fades,
it gets stronger everyday.
And they said that beauty fades.
You're more beautiful than ever.
They said we'd drift away,
well as long as we're together it feels like everyday is our anniversary.		  
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11:17pm 20/11/2005
  A friend wants me to put this up, so...


::Life::

-3 things you would do if you right now if you knew you'd die tomorrow: Well, there's a reason why I wouldn't do somethings now, so... ;)
-one question you want to answer before you die: Why?
-your goals in life: To be happy as well as make others happy
-your greatest accomplishment: Something in video games, I don't know... Getting all the trophies in Super Smash Brothers Melee? Who knows. But yeah, pathetic...
-your biggest fear: Dying alone
-someone you want to meet: Everyone
-someone who deserves to die: Myself, as who am I to condemn another to death?
-most disgusting thing you've ever seen someone eat: Don't know. Some of the stuff at school looks pretty nasty...
-most disgusting thing you've ever eaten: My sister's cooking last Thanksgiving. >_<
-something you've always wanted to eat but questioned whether or not its actually edible: My mother's cooking. I'd like to eat it, to make her happy, but, well, sometimes it looks very... interesting.
-if you could be anywhere, doing anything, with anyone - right now - it would be: Playing video games, possibly with Kristen
-first thing you'd buy if you won 10 million dollars: A cookie. Seriously. =P
-pick a number: 549845.3264
-what is the meaning of life? To find meaning.

::Music::

-your top 5 bands (Not in any particular order): They Might Be Giants, The Beatles, Flaming Lips, and, um... Flogging Molly and Cake, I guess.
-bottom 5: Blackeyed Peas, Big and Rich (for their unholy rap/country songs... >_<), most anything else my mother listens to.
-most uplifting song in your library: Birdhouse in your Soul. It has a really "up" beat.
-most depressing: All We Have is Now, or Forever Young. Good songs, though.
-funniest: Three Little Words, by Da Vinci's Notebook.
-most disturbing: When You're Evil. =)
-dirtiest: Hm... How about "Why Don't We Do it in the Road?"
-if you were in a band you would call it: Dire Crescendo. Yeah, I'm really original. ;)
-you would play: Cello, yay!
-one song that's made you cry: That country rap song by Big and Rich. Seriously though, Forever Young, and Nightswimming, because of the memories of CTY attached.
-one song that makes you smile: Minimum Wage.
-one song you absolutely hate: In the interest of being different and not repeating myself, Revolution 9
-have you ever made a "musical instrument" out of a pvc pipe or toilet paper roll? Nope
-do you ever play air guitar? Nope
-do you laugh at people who play air guitar? Nope
-insert your favorite song lyrics here: "And his face which was a paperwhite mask of evil sang us this song" Or "Crazy Uncle Mike thought he was a leprechaun/ But in fact he's just a leper, and his arms and legs are gone"

::Morals::

-the glass is: Actually a cheap imitation of real glass.
-what you don't know can't hurt you. agree or disagree?: Disagree
-are you for or against beauty pageants? Eh, they're stupid, but I don't really care.
-dog shows? See above.
-appearance-enhancing surgery? Again, see above, but alter sentence to make sense.
-tv commercials for alcoholic drinks? against
-white lies? I think it largely depends on the situation.
-the death penalty? See above.
-name one thing we could all do without: Rap. =P
-one thing you cant live without: Air. Or video games
-something that would make the world more tolerable: More kindness.

::Honest Answers::

-your happiest moment: Who knows? =/
-most embarrassing moment: ALL THOSE MEMORIES SHALL DIE, DAMMIT. ;)
-number of times you've kissed someone of the opposite sex: Zero!
-number of times you've kissed someone of the same sex: Zero. Definitely Zero.
-number of times you've been drunk: Ha, Zero.
-list everything you've ever smoked: ... Done.
-virginity: Yeah. O_o
-something you regret: Being a shy and being a jerk and not doing my work and...
-a wish: I want wings. Beautiful wings.
-what you dreamed about last night: Well, I think I drank too much water last night, so... >_<
-what you're thinking about right now: How to make the answer to the last question funny without going too far. (I'm failing.)
-one of your dirty little secrets: I'm somewhat homophobic. =/


::One to Ten::

-yourself: 5. Boring. Average.
-the person you stole this quiz from: 10ish. ;)
-george bush: Don't care.
-the last thing you cooked: 0, unless microwaving a hotpocket counts, in which case, 10.
-how tired you are: 10, it's Midnight, for crying out loud...
-your mood: 10. I'm really chipper when I'm tired. =)
-your honesty: 1 (I'm lying about this question. XD)
-the smell of fresh laundry: 9
-thursdays: 1
-this quiz: Umm... 5. ^^;
-your own intelligence: 5 Average. Boring. Etc.
-the weather today: 10, though every day in this house is pretty much a 10... wait, you mean outside? O_o
-your hometown: A number.
-the power of cheese: 5. Only good when with other food.

::Your choice::

-sooner or later: Later.
-cash or charge: Cash.
-soup or salad: Salad.
-sugar or splenda: Sugar.
-organic or genetically modified: Genetically modified.
-meat or vegetables: Meat.
-hot or cold: Cold.
-boxers or briefs: Okay, lots of people may think this is weird for a guy, but briefs.
-teacups or teddy bears: Teacups. The ride is fun, if you can spin the cup fast enough...
-barbie or g.i. joe: Barbie. You can decapitate them.
-burger king or mcdonalds: Burger King
-eat in or take out: take out
-water or wine: Whine... oh, you mean wine? Water, then.
-soda, pop, or cola: All names for a nasty beverage, so who cares?
-break an arm or a leg: A leg, so I can still play my games.
-deaf, blind, or mute: Mute, for the same reason as above.
lays or pringles: Pringles
pen or pencil: Pencil

::Random::

-'sup? The Stock Market.
-are you in? No, fortunately, I'm not in trouble.
-how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? 1, 2, 3... *crunch* Three.
-do you yahoo? No.
-where you at? My desk...
-it's 10 pm. do you know where youre children are? Yeah, they're currently in some void somewhere, busy not existing.
-when was the last time you went cowtipping? Tomorrow.
-who you gonna call? The police, you're starting to creep me out...
-are you afraid of the dark? HAHA... Yeah, look at my handle and you should be able to figure that one out. XD
-do you currently, or have you ever had those little glow in the dark stars on your ceiling? Nope.
-got milk? No, I drank it all. =(
-can you hear me now? No, try walking further away... >_>
-will the rabbit ever get his trix? No. Silly rabbit, trix are for kids who want to eat something that tastes horrible.
-pardon me, do you have any grey poupon? Um... No? Come again?
-when did the war of 1914 take place? 1812
-is the force on your side? Yes. You WILL obey...
-wanta fanta? Um... No.
-whats your favorite lunchmeat? Ham, I suppose.
-tu quierias taco bell? It's pretty good, but only on rare occasions.
-you sayin shes a golddigga? Um... what? O_o
-how much is a free turkey? Not free, according to Shoprite.		  
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09:01pm 13/11/2005
  Looking around me... Depressing.
Reading my old Xanga... Depressing.

I need to keep my eyes closed longer... maybe everything will just go away.		  
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