Crack Kills

crackwh0re__ @ 2008-04-05T15:27:00

2008-04-05T19:30:07Z

being with Vic is probably the best decision I have ever made. I love my baby=]

crackwh0re__ @ 2008-03-15T14:34:00

2008-03-15T18:35:15Z

mmmmmboyfriend

viiiiictorrrr<33

crackwh0re__ @ 2008-01-20T02:21:00

2008-01-20T07:22:38Z

why does everything have to pile up and happen at once
i hate drama
lesbians are more drama than normal girls!
i wish i knew what love was so i knew whatthis shit im going though is
and i miss him and i feel like i need him, GOD DAMN YOU ...fuckk.

crackwh0re__ @ 2008-01-16T13:25:00

2008-01-16T18:26:05Z

I wish I had some that would always be there for me, I'm tired of being alone or being with ugly kids, I need someone that will hold me everynight while icry myself to sleep. I need someone I can cll baby and look and and have my mouth melt. I cant believe my life right now I hate it its all going downhill. plese someone talk to me =[

crackwh0re__ @ 2008-01-16T00:35:00

2008-01-16T05:36:27Z

hysterically crying and throwing up...not good signs
i fucking hate being confused and the thing is
the only one is you.

crackwh0re__ @ 2008-01-09T18:39:00

2008-01-09T23:39:42Z

i dont fight i dont argue i just hit that bitch with a bottle.

crackwh0re__ @ 2008-01-02T14:53:00

2008-01-02T22:54:00Z

I don't care what anybody says. he is the love of my fucking life.

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-12-14T21:32:00

2007-12-15T05:33:01Z

i bought the sidekick lx and its my new bestfriend

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-12-13T15:58:00

2007-12-13T16:00:39Z

Soo. I have really high blood pressure and a rapid pulse.. I'm on sleep meds and blood pressure meds to help with my anxiety problems.. But its not helping my anxiety just making me sleep and making my chest not constantly hurt

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-11-24T22:07:00

2007-11-25T06:30:08Z

uggh I've been so miserable lately and angry and getting stressed easily. audubon sucks. I've been thinking alot lately about life and death and how I Miss people that have came and passed. I haven't hung out with Nora and Paige and all them lately. I miss the nora maybe I'll call her tomorrow night. and I miss Eamon, we use to be so close and now I don't even talk to him. I fucking hate death it ruins lives. Theres a guy. who likes me hes cool. My mom wants to put me on paxil but that shit makes you kill yourself and I really don't feel like dying just yet.
they tore down all the trees by my house FUCK AUDUBON DUDE fuck it. ate girls that think they're "the hottest things since ho came to hott town" when in reality they look like something that came out of a morbidly obese guy thats been chafing asshole.

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-10-20T07:53:00

2007-10-20T14:53:08Z

girls still startin shit whatever. does it bother you that I don't say anything back?

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-10-19T12:01:00

2007-10-19T19:01:51Z

I hate having to clean out my real friends from fake friends and friends that are really your enimies that will fuck with your head and try to be your "friend" but then back stab you at any givin chance.
fuck friends.

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-10-12T20:45:00

2007-10-13T03:46:36Z

All my little plans and schemes,
Lost like some forgotten dreams.
Seems that all I really was doing
Was waiting for you.

Just like little girls and boys
Playing with their little toys,
Seems like all they really were doing
Was waiting for love.

Don't need to be alone.
No need to be alone.

It's real love.
It's real.
Yes, it's real love.
It's real.

From this moment on I know
Exactly where my life will go.
Seems that all I really was doing
Was waiting for love.

Don't need to be afraid.
No need to be afraid.

It's real love.
It's real.
Yes, it's real love.
It's real.

Thought I'd been in love before,
But in my heart I wanted more.
Seems like all I really was doing
Was waiting for you.

Don't need to be alone.
Don't need to be alone.

It's real love.
It's real.
It's real love.
It's real.
Yes, it's real love.
It's real.
It's real love.
It's real.

I hate it when people that I'm friends with hangout with people that I use to be friends with and know how much of a horrible person they are. especially when the person is just using my friend because they feed off of drama and get off of the fact that other girls react and get pissed off when they start shit. I am so angry right now and I don't know why I get myself this angry, maybe to rand and rave on and on about something to make life less boring than it is. omg I'm in a complaining mood today but it makes sense. I kind of cant wait until my friends gets hurt or back stabbed by those conniving little cunts. woo venting venting.
my new phone its awesome I'm happy with it, I need a new computer and 150 dollars to buy my car. plus like 300 more to get it insured registered and tags.

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-10-08T20:03:00

2007-10-09T03:03:43Z

my cat cleo died=[=[=[

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-10-02T19:21:00

2007-10-02T23:22:32Z

for once in my life
I feel sexy.
and pretty.
I don't know why,
for I'm still

SINGLE

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-09-27T16:22:00

2007-09-27T20:23:21Z

I hate girls, and I hate "friends" who are really your enemies.. thanks for being "always there for me" but when I need to talk to you all you say is yeah or that sucks. fuck it I hate girls, I wanna knock em all out.

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-09-07T03:57:00

2007-09-07T10:57:51Z

new hair=amazing
go on myspace to check it out

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-08-23T09:07:00

2007-08-23T16:10:43Z

new tatto!!!=] it = looooooove

[IMG]http://i8.photobucket.com/albums/a45/iits_party_time/tattoooo.jpg[/IMG]
on my right side, its hot. 1 more appt!!

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-08-20T12:09:00

2007-08-20T19:09:39Z

tattoo wens! =[ my whole ribcage! I'm scared!!!

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-08-07T23:45:00

2007-08-08T06:45:44Z

I looove being fucked up
too bad I havent been yet today
well whatever goodnight bros

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-08-07T00:10:00

2007-08-07T07:13:23Z

so yahh sunday night me brian and luis went to the shore (tinas) in wildwood
drank, perked, smoked=].crashed in my van around 8am woke up at like 12 went to tinas got dressed for beach, went to the beach at like 2 some kids were filming me and luis mind you luis was dressed in drag so they were like hows ur summer goin and luis was like gayy. ha funny I got a bit of color on the beach sooo many jelly fish, brian was scared of them. Luis was scared of the water and was acting like a little baby then we just really chilled at tinas for the rest of the night and left around 1230 and I just got home. Luis and Brian put me in a good mood hahaha.. I loves thems. goodnight broskys.

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-08-04T19:39:00

2007-08-05T02:43:42Z

Things I need for my van since my parents are giving it to me

http://cgi.ebay.com/ebaymotors/THIS-IS-ONE-POWERFUL-PIONEER-HEAD-UNIT_W0QQcmdZViewItemQQcategoryZ38646QQihZ008QQitemZ180144207847QQrdZ1QQsspagenameZWDVW

head unit

I need a Running board for the right side since its falling off

I need a new tv or the one we have fixed since is broken
a small DVD player that will fit inside the van.
I need a stereo system so my music can be bumpin
I also need the front realigned
Water pump checked out (since the water pump goes alot)
I will eventually like it painted a deep green.

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-08-02T23:36:00

2007-08-03T06:40:46Z

Val needs a man.
one thats going to
stick around...that would be nice...

a cute one. preferably one that likes the same sort of stuff I do. and also has most of the same perspectives but also be able to disagree with some topics. Val likes to have meaningful conversations and/or debates or discussions. Val needs someone that will be able to hold a 2 hr conversation about why the world is the way it is, or where we go when we die, what happens to us? Smoking really brings the artistic/open minded side of me out. and I kind if like it. now I just need to search for someone that will have conversations with me and not think I'm "stupid" or just too completely fucked up to function. I hate people that when they're high all they do is shit there and laugh at when you are trying to have a conversation about something really interesting because I really love getting into conversations. okay well
new pictures are up on myspace
care to look? go ahead
getting my tattoo in 19 days!

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-07-31T13:54:00

2007-07-31T20:55:18Z

soo I got my wisdom teeth out
my face is swollen
the perks are making me puke!

crackwh0re__ @ 2007-07-23T21:55:00

2007-07-24T04:56:03Z

life choices suck
I wish I was always happy
but I'm not
oh well
not everyones lives are perfect.

pms sucks