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[28 Nov 2006 | 11:13pm] |
Isn't it ridiculously sad to realise that I haven't been talking to anyone else except for Aunty Helen, my piano teacher, my family and the neighbour that recovered from eczema for the past 20 days?
On a brighter note, my arms are recovering! I hope. But it's sure showing signs of recovering. And thank god it is getting better, as I had to drink a bowl of chinese medicinal soup everyday with 3 different soups rotating. But the cordyceps one is nice. Not the other two though. And the cetaphil lotion which smells suspiciously like concentrated aloe vera [which does not smell nice] which I'm slapping onto myself everyday apparently works too. And last but not least, playing AuditionSEA! =) I don't even have time to take my hand away from the computer to scratch.
Hello ZEE! If you're reading this, then you must have noticed that I've posted twice today =)
This post is incredibly, let's see, out of point.
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[28 Nov 2006 | 4:08pm] |
Woohoo. The last time I posted is about 3 months ago. THREE MONTHS. If I were to be locked away from my computer that long 2 years back Ill probaly die. But not now I guess. To my own horror, web-design isn't as important to me as it used to be. But but but, I THINK I'll be returning to web-design, or rather just keeping a site, this holiday. [Oh NO. That's what I said in Mar'05 Jun'05 Dec'05 Mar'06 Jun'06, didn't I?] But seeing as how I maintain my LJ, the site idea wont be going well isn't it?
Why do I sound like I'm actually conversing with someone?
This is so weird.
I've been showering twice per day this past two days. And I take one hour each time. Ah, such a waste of time, but I've got nothing to do anyway.
I've been playing AuditionSEA!!!! =) And now I'm Level 11. Doesn't sound much, but taking into account that the highest level in AuditionSEA is Level 33 [I think], level 11 isn't that bad at all.
I'm watching Happy Feet on Friday at GV Vivo City. GV Vivo City is ridiculously huge. I've been there once to watch Flushed Away, wasn't that nice of a movie, but well, that's not the main point.
I want to have another ear piercing! But then, I know it's impossible, as I need to pierce at B Dazzle to avoid infection which cost about $40 bucks for the earrings. Therefore, I shall satisfy myself with buying new earrings! The ring ones, as in the the stud ones but the small circle/hoop ones =))
A Maths is ridiculously horrendous. I hope I can cope with it next year, along with Biology and Physics and Chemistry and Lang Arts and Humanities.
I hope I don't die of homework next year.
And I also hope I finish getting ready a site by school reopen.
Byebye =))
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[20 Aug 2006 | 9:26pm] |
Hello hello! I think I'm going mad, my mom thinks I'm going insane. Probaly because I end up laughing all the time. While eating, reading, in the bathroom. For no reason at all. I was laughing like crazy while hugging a bunch a books.
But all this laughter, even I, don't know if its real or not. I can't even differ my fake laugh from my real laugher. I feel like laughing all the time now, but I'm suspicious that it might be a mask.
I'm going mad aren't I?
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[29 Jul 2006 | 11:24pm] |
I've just finished watching Aisha 17. Its so so so so so so so so so good. I'm really really really impressed by the plot of the whole series and how Angela Zhang can potray 3 different characters and their personalities very distinctively. Even though I know very clearly that all these 3 people are actually one person, I cant help but feel the need to differentiate the three of them clearly. It's a genre that taiwanese idol drama have rarely touched on. And this one is really really good.
And and and theres this guy in the show and I really really liked this character very much. All the qualities of a typical good guy, and all those funny things. And then he turned out to be the biggest bad guy in the whole show. I was so sad okay! It was so saddening when I saw the murderous glare in his eyes during one scene. I was so so so so sad. I was actually thinking 'OMG THIS GUY IS SO etc.etc.etc.' AND THEN he had to be like that. SO SAD SO SAD SO SAD.
SIGH.
I AM SUCH A SUCKER FOR DRAMA SERIES.
I'm in the midst of two shows! Tokyo Juliet and Love Contract. Meisiew recommended tokyo juliet. And its really really nice. Especially all those fashion designs in the show. And all the other small things in the show. Really really nice! As Ariel's role in the show was acadamically capable and has tons of potential in her major, which was fashion design. And she's not the typical blur, dumb, act cute character in other shows. For example in 'E zuo ju zhi wen' I was 10 minutes into the show and stopped watching as it was so dumb. I hated Ariel's character so so much. As it was the 'A not very smart girl crushes on the top student and most popular guy in school' kinda show.
[EDIT] I started watching =) Its such a comedy. Started watching because I finished watching Love Contract. And the newer episodes of Tokyo Juliet aren't out yet. So yeah. It's quite okay. Laughed alot, alot alot alot. Its a good show to watch when feeling down. Which I dont particularly feel, but anyway.
All the characters there are so well, ironic. Not them, but how I feel about them. I can like then AND dislike them at the same time. Like how I like AND dislike Ariel Lin's character. Like how I like AND dislike Joe Cheng's character. Like how I like AND dislike the mother in the show. And so on and so forth.
After I finish watching this, I'm going to watch The Palace =))) After the tests. Which dont bother me one bit. Which I am sure I am going to fail. SIGH.
I feel so lucky to be born in Singapore. Where I can be so very fluent in English and Chinese. I surfed around youtube and a digital art community and realise there are so mant people out there who only have a first language, their native language. At youtube, many people watching those chinese videos are non-chinese speakers and can only rely on the subtitles that the 'uploader' of the video may or may not provide. At the art community, most of the people there have english as their second language. And some of them do not even understand english at all and have to go through the online translater to understand the going ons. So therefore I am really really glad to be so fluent in two languages. Which might contradict my descision to drop Japanese as a third language. I cant handle the syllabus anymore. Too much to go through, and I cant even learn the new vocabulary, verbs and grammer like that. I had to do last minute revisions to get through with the tests. SIGH.
I talk and type too freaking much don't I?
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And I like Love Contract in that the relationships in the show develops really really slowly, and very realistic. Its already 2/3 of the show and nothing much happened. But the potrayal of the characters are very real. Not very extravagant but very close to the heart.
Im such a critic.
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[18 Jul 2006 | 10:24pm] |
I felt like typing something.
After such a long freaking time.
Sometimes I feel like such a girly girl, as I've told a few people already, whenever I watch an idol drama, or just something, I'll just 'fa hua chi' for a while.
But its just a phase I guess, like I could remember I was so crazy over SOMETHING during the start of the year, but now I don't even know who it was.
Idol/Korean drama has invaded 205. Everyone's trying to borrow 'e mo zai shen bian' or Devil Beside You from those who have it. And and and I'm no exception. After watching the whole series on youtube, I STILL wanted to watch =)) And I was always gushing to myself how Mike He [Ah Mong, HAHA, it looks so weird] or Zeng Shao Zong [Ah Rang][Meisiew!] is so nice to look at. But I disliked the male lead's character during episode one. I hated his face then. And I cant believe that guy's name is called Figaro Zeng. Bleargh.
And to conclude a whole bunch of rubbish.
I'm saving up to buy drama series =)
And and and another thing to talk about.
About the trends in Nanyang, from my own observations that is.
There was this time where there were tons of converse drum bags. Everywhere I went I could at least see one.
Then, it became what, some other type of bags. Can't remember the sequence, but these are a few types.
Yellow bags! I know I have one, but the type I'm talking about is the one where its checkered and have a big 'Yellow' plastered onto the bag cover.
OP/BIllabong/Roxy/etc. [All those surf brands?] sling bag/crumpler or whatever. They're still here now. EVERYWHERE. I can't cope without a proper schoolbag for books.
Zinc bags! The newest bag trend I've seen. It happened almost immediately after I discovered the Zinc shop at Westmall. I can't believe I saw it only half a year after I moved to Bukit Batok. I've only seen one Zinc school bag, which is Liqin's! But then all the other ones are sling bags. I personally dislike the plastic material of their sling bags. I like cloth ones better.
And and and shoulder bags or whatever you call it. How can! Stuff everything inside and not even look big at all. ?!?!
I can't think of anymore trends at the moment. So now its just bag trends.
[Oh yeah, there's this time where there were super big pencil cases]
Oh well.
And one thing. I've always though Mike He was very very very nice to look at. Although I rarely and seldom make remarks like this.
I've decided to watch the Love Magician show thingy on youtube next. Hehheh.
I'm such a sucker for TV and books.
I read too much. Junning thinks I'm crazy.
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[09 Jun 2006 | 3:05pm] |
Because I feel so bored now.
1. I hated my trip to Thailand. Because I was sick and it just wasn't fun.
2. I am trying my best to finish my freaking JAP COMPO of my trip to Thailand before 11.59PM
I have finished my compo! 406 words not counting punctuation which we usually do. =))) And the word limit was 400 according to the mark on the paper which is off by 100 words. I FEEL ACCOMPLISHED!
4. I feel so screwed up.
5. I've been talking to myself, more than usual.
6. I want to watch X men.
7. I should really call the dentist for an appointment right now.
8. I should probaly be practising my piano now.
9. ANTM is fun to watch on youtube.
10. Feeling sad just isn't my thing.
11. I always thought Inuyasha was a girl's name before watching the movie.
I LOVE THE LIBRARY!
Now back to my compo.
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[28 May 2006 | 1:27pm] |
Restless III The Book of Days was awesome awesome awesome! It felt so close to my heart, as it was also choreographed and thought out my Mr Raj. It reminds me so so so much A Hat Full of Stars. Everything about Restless felt so familiar.
I got blown away by the ACJC dancers. How much passion they show when they dance, how into their character when they dance. And I thought the couple routine for all the dances were superb, how they just emote, and you can feel the love all around.
The theatre was the one I went for one of my chinese dance SYF in primary school. I could remember EVERYTHING about the theatre. Also how small it was. It was around half the size of our auditorium? But I was quite happy that we got to sit near the front. And Ann and I spotted a pair of twins among the ACJC dancers. I had always thought they were the same person until the finale/encore came up and they wore different coloured headbands.
Thank you and Seasons of Love were a few of my favourites. And there's one dance which was especially 'swing-y' dance which I forgotten the name.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
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[21 May 2006 | 1:25pm] |
I now then understand how the cliche "Your fate is in your hands." is so freaking true.
It's either you do it, and know the results, or you don't do it, and regret it for your whole life.
Ironic how I contradict my words and just don't dare to do it.
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[20 May 2006 | 9:59pm] |
OH FREAKING GOD I FEEL LIKE CRYING BECAUSE OF MY COWARDICE.
I have no idea what to do now. I was browsing through the portable hard drive just now, and I decided to look around 'My received files' Then I saw my chat conversations with her.
FREAKING alot of memories came rushing to my head. And I decided to google her email and landed upon her deviantart.
All sorts of emotions came rushing through my head. I felt happy, scared, estatic. I felt so hyper as I finally found a friend of mind whom I can act however I want without any restrictions. And then I felt scared. I don't have the courage to find back this friend. I can't bring myself to.
Many reasons. I got to know her in a different name, in an environment I can't say I like very much. And how the hell am I suppose to approach her!
Browsing through her gallery, I've got to say I'm so impressed. She still has that same old humourous and loving self, just that her photography and concepts improved ten or twenty fold. I DONT DARE! I feel so much like crying now.
Actually I cried a little for many times today because of this. I think I'll just send her a message thing tomorrow? Just to try my luck. I wouldn't want to leave things at it is now and feel all regretful and terrible.
I wonder if she remembers me though. I doubt anyone would know who I'm talking about. All I can say that I remember all those people who made me what I am today. Mostly my internet friends. Some of them even from 3 or 4 years ago.
And CANDICE! She replied my email which I sent out to her gmail during february! Out of coincidence! And now that I've replied back, I'm waiting for a reply. I can't believe I can actually 'find back' 2 of my lost online friends in a week.
IFEELSOFREAKINGCOWARDICE. IDONTDARETO. IMSOFREAKINGSCARED. OHGOD. IFEELLIKECRYINGAGAIN.
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[14 May 2006 | 9:32pm] |
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Blame guen lah! I got caught by the so called 'fangirlism' bug.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't even believe myself. EVERYTIME I see the High School Musical trailer on Disney Channel I'll go OMG OMG OMG OMG I WANT TO WATCH!!!!! It's freaking freaking at 25th June and I can't freaking freaking wait! And then my brother suggested I go and buy the dvd. EEYER.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
From the trailers and the few music videos played on Disney Channel, I must really say I love the singing so far. <3333 Do you think I should go on a countdown??
On another note. I watched Poseidon today =)))))) At 11.30AM in the morning. IT'S SO FREAKING NICE. I love Emmy Rossum. I was so so so scared during the movie. I kept trying to cover my eyes with my jacket. You realise the important and how far people would go to keep their lifes. GO GO GO AND WATCH!!!!!
Bought a new bag today. The Yellow brand bag. So nice can! After discount its about $32. I wanted to buy this 3 way bag which can be a shoulder bag, haversack and sling bag. Which is so so so so so so nice. But it costs about $50 before discount. NEVERMIND! I fell in love with that shop already. ANDANDAND Zinc has like TONNES of bags. =))))))) I am in shopping heaven =)))))) Therefore, I shall save $50 to buy a shoulder bag!
Funny incident. Outside Zinc, I saw this Zinc bag on display which was the one Ishi from Soul from the Superband thing wore during one of the episodes. And then there were this two girls eyeing that bag like anything. Wanted to laugh out at them. =O So funny!
But sadly, from tomorrow onwards, my bag, ring file and wallet would not be in a nicely coordinated purple.
Shall type until here byebye.
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