just because you say you don't, doesn't mean it's true.

i have a hard time with defining necessary problems and those we create on our own. my troubles lie in coping with your mess, and maybe a bit of my own. i can't optimism my way out of this one, not after having felt the midnight insanity return. i feel like being okay about this is just another way of hiding, and i'm not sure i'm ready to be found (so why do i leave clues?)... i want someone to tell me i'm being dramatic and that everyone goes through this, i want to know i'm being stupid and petty and these aren't necessary problems. i'm not sure whether they are or not but either way i'm a fool. why do i care? oh right, because i'm inconvenienced and selfish.

i feel like i'm pushing people aside right now, and i don't mean to. i really don't. i'm sorry for not investing in the middle of all this- show me how.

answer me this:
does thinking insane thoughts make you insane, or does the lable demand an action?

someone's looking for an apartment. the PRP and j-town locations are starting to bug me.