the things i don't say tend to mean more than what i do. this reminds me of hell yeah and also of you. i don't tell you things because i'm afraid it will mean less.

stoic or smiley? stoic or smiley? sometimes i wish you could read me. sometimes i wish i could read me.

i swear to god the sky is lying. we're inbetween full moons but everything is a million times more crazier than it has been in my entire life combined right now.

and the one time i expected the straw to break this camel's back he told me that even though i wouldn't physically be there he still knew i loved him. and then this blows me away because we were talking and the last thing i expected out of his mouth was that he'd pray for me- but that's what he said. and i just melted.