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just had to [04 Mar 2005|04:19pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

no longer can anyone anonymously comment in here.
i've also banned a few from commenting.
sorry tired of the spam.

love
b

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love/hate [03 Mar 2005|10:14pm]
[ mood | waiting ]

i am in love with ashley nicole weaver
i am in love with amanda leigh smith
i am in love with matthew steven williams
i am in love with being confident enough to post half naked pictures
i am in love with being eighteen
i am in love with the thought of graduation
i am in love with the word adore
i am in love with danielle boucher
i am in love with the person my sister is growing up to be
i am in love with your kisses
i am in love with being in such a deep love
i am in love with elizabeth my lovely art teacher
i am in love with spastic penny bannon
i am in love with my senior project and beth myers' enthusiasm
i am in love with my brother philip who is funny as hell
i am in love with honda elements
i am in love with redoing my room
i am in love with ashley's secret plan
i am totally in love with my insanely wonderful amazing perfect unfucked life
...
i hate highschool drama
i hate being eighteen
i hate running out of gas
i hate not getting to see you
i hate waking up late
i hate stupid girls...all girls
i hate putting things off
i hate missing out on ceramics and photo 2
i hate being harrassed
i hate my pos car
i hate boys who hurt renate
i hate that you think you can get to me by talking to her
i hate bad breakups
i hate worrying
i hate having to remember
i hate lost friendships
i hate that you are so selfish
i hate being scared
i hate wasting precious time
i hate the word cunt
i hate having to constantly deal with you issues and i cant wait until you grow up

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i did it, guilty as charged. [03 Mar 2005|03:02pm]
[ mood | blunt ]

ATTENTION!!

I would just like everyone to know that I, Brandi McCullum and my counterpart, Emelia Franklin were the ones who printed out the comment made by Kristen Steinhilber about keying Amanda McKinley's car. The reasoning behind this was that I am very good friends with Amanda and I, myself would not like to have hundreds of dollars worth of damage done to my car. That is really childish and I did what i thought any other friend would have done.

Sincerley,

Brandi McCullum

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what up now bitches?! [28 Feb 2005|02:57pm]
[ mood | laughing a ton ]

Gangsta Bitch!
You're Gangsta Bitch Barbie. You're tough and you
like it rough, and of course you like to pop a
cap in any wiggers ass.


If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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waking up alive [23 Feb 2005|12:37pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

right about now. a time when you start thinking about what its like to be alive. you start remembering you can breathe and function in amazing ways. right about now im waking up in third period wondering where the hell i am. right about now im wondering why the hell i want to cry, but i do because its all just really scary. nothing has happened. im not hurt. im just really overwhelmed and im not sure why im here.

later tonight ill make a meaningful update...i hope.

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life expects more of us [22 Feb 2005|09:53pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

your kiss. thats what has been on my mind. how gentle it is and how much feeling you can pack into such a miniscule amount of time. its so crazy to me. how can i fall so fast into your arms and you can catch me as if it were nothing. how fast i can fall into a bad mood and how fast you can make the world outside go away. i love all of this and now i know i am truly where i belong. now lets recount, it only took me four years to get here. i suppose we all learn some things the hard way.

right this moment i am getting a little down because i was reading about times when i wasnt there. thinking back i always thought id be there. i always wanted to be there. im reading thoughts you had when i was nowhere. i was lost somewhere in your head and its sad to know i did it all for me.

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keeping faith [19 Feb 2005|03:29pm]
[ mood | ready ]

humming to yourself only goes so far, you know? i dont know i wish i knew who you were. youve changed so much. hello are you even alive in there. oh well i hope it works out for the best. i hope you finally get that break you deserved. second chances are for victims and i am not abused. hey jacob, i didnt forget what you said. i got the point of the hour long conversation. hey jacob, when you wake the fuck up im sure ill be around. give me a call why dont you and maybe this will all work out. maybe this time youll remember and mean eveything you said.

got my valentines from ash today. great awesome huuuuuge ass sunglasses. amazingly funny. happy valentines ashley i couldnt ask for better.

staed at adams. jacob, ashley, miles, buddy, adam, and me. it was okay. then we all woke up at eight thirty. basketball practice tends to ruin your afternoon.

work now. atleast i have matthew all night tonight.

so much for an explanation for that boys actions. oh well.

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here you are [15 Apr 2004|09:37pm]
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want.

Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

make it something good or awful or terribly personal.

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tainted [09 Mar 2004|12:51pm]
wont you wake me?

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forever favorites [09 Oct 2003|02:09pm]
im making a mix called "forever favorites". ive realized that my friends are growing up and were all changing. it reminded me of how the "scene" has changed and is still changing. alright ill quit babbling and get down to the point. what was your favorite song way back in the day when you were first listening to emo/punk. lets make it fun and happy. not too depressing. this is an easy one. have fun with it.

xxsincerly

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friends only [30 Jun 2003|12:04pm]
[ mood | headachish ]

this journal is friends only...for the simple reason that i dont want everyone to know my business. add away and maybe youll get added back...but theres a few things you might wanna know first.

+if you dont post very often dont add me
+if you post nothing meaningful...dont add me
+i hate people who TyPe LiKe ThIs
+this is gonna get poetic so if thats not your thing dont add.
+you gotta comment
+i hate close minded people

thats about it...add me and ill check you out!

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