i think i need to run away.
just pack up my shit and let them have at it.
there are only a few things that I'm staying here for.
And they know who they are.

okay, so
HAHA nick good had to wear a sweatshirt to cover his neck...i felt bad...i got caught up in the moment?...
so, thermals concert on the 27!! with nick and REID olsen....beautiful...

so yeah,not too sounds teenager, like lame to the eXtreme, but boys are the only thing on my miiiind.
i should be studying
dun dun dun HRABE FINAL dun dun dun

SO...yeah...
people need to start owning up to their mistakes and not go behind my back and act like nothing ever went down.
OWN UP to what you did you bitch.
you know I'm mad at you, yet you think this is just going to blow over? HAH no
you violated our friendship, and sober or not, there is NO excuse for it..
during that event at my house, did one singular thought process cross your mind and think "will molly will be pissed at what I'm doing RIGHT NOW?"???
if not, you have an extreme ego and only think of yourself or you are way addicted to partying and blaming it on the substances in your bloodstream, it' a little word called ADDICTION.
AND its not even the fact that you brought the foreigns over, its the fact that you didn't even ASK.
I tried to fucking cover you from your mom, and what do you do? you smoke me up (think everything is cool b/c you did) and then hook up with Ali. on my bed. without asking. You would've stayed unless I kicked you out...am i right?
I wanted it to be a girls night b/c we all haven't hung out in a LONG time. but then, you stay for 45 minutes, leave, come back, hook up and go to sleep. you barely even talked to us...
And when you went down to my room after you came back...and you told mikaela you felt "like the worst person in the world right now"? THEN you shouldve wathced your fucking step and not crossed the fucking line.
And that apology you gave me right before you left, barely constitutes as one..."I'm sorry I MIGHT have screwed up last night"- oh bitch please, you know you fucked up HARDCORE.
RANT/

i really really need to get out of high school.
maybe i'll go to duluth..or chicago...or milwaukee.
I just need to leave...
I'm afraid my grades won't be anywhere near the standards of the colleges I want to get into to.
Maybe I'll blame my avg. GPA on my dad's addiction and rehabilitation.
There's nothing better than a sob story to get accepted!~
i kid i kid.

I think my goal this year is to write more in here.
and I need to start joining communities that I'm "trolling"...

I've changed my stance on the boy gender..they're fantastic and sweet and adorable.

Am I The Only One Who Looks Forward To The Morning Just for the Sincere Joy Of Getting Dust Of The Crevaces Of Your Eyeballs?

well... I'll report back. When the feeling is right.

but for now, I will leave you with some lyrics.

Picture yourself in a boat on a river,
With tangerine trees and marmalade skies
Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,
A girl with kaleidoscope eyes.
Cellophane flowers of yellow and green,
Towering over your head.
Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes,
And she’s gone.
Lucy in the sky with diamonds.
Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain
Where rocking horse people eat marshmellow pies,
Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers,
That grow so incredibly high.
Newspaper taxis appear on the shore,
Waiting to take you away.
Climb in the back with your head in the clouds,
And you’re gone.
Lucy in the sky with diamonds,
Picture yourself on a train in a station,
With plasticine porters with looking glass ties,
Suddenly someone is there at the turnstyle,
The girl with the kaleidoscope eyes.

My first blog entry, how very exciting!