IN A TIME OF UNIVERSAL DECEIT, TELLING THE TRUTH IS A REVOLUTIONARY ACT.

This is my life, I'm living it so fuck what you heard

2008-08-06T18:45:34Z

You'd say I'm putting you on
But it's no joke, it's doing me harm
You know I can't sleep, I can't stop my brain
You know it's _____months, I'm going insane
You know I'd give you everything I've got
for a little peace of mind

caleigh_ @ 2008-08-06T12:22:00

2008-08-06T16:23:26Z

for the past 3 months i have waited for that phone call...

i try to figure out what i doubt and keep on guessing

2008-07-29T20:44:53Z

is it crazy that you haven't even noticed yet????
is your life better?

caleigh_ @ 2008-07-27T13:47:00

2008-07-27T17:56:33Z

my sweet nature:
always wanting to include and mix my groups of friends.
you: avoid asking me to go out with ur friends.

caleigh_ @ 2008-07-26T17:31:00

2008-07-26T21:40:09Z

i try to give you special attention. and its like you dont care. what is the point of me trying?
whats with the 'tude?

caleigh_ @ 2008-07-14T15:39:00

2008-07-14T19:46:53Z

i point the gun too much youre fucking such an easy target

its thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when youre away when i am missing you to death.

2008-07-14T04:55:42Z

this origami dream is beautiful. pull the tail watch the wings flap.

2008-07-13T16:45:09Z

shut up are you really coming home in a couple of days??? a couple being 2???
seriously?!?!?!

travel like sound across the fate ladder

2008-07-08T19:19:00Z

when will you stop making your life more about the past than the future?

caleigh_ @ 2008-07-03T10:15:00

2008-07-03T14:22:22Z

i have not slept in 3 days
everything is sooooo surreal

caleigh_ @ 2008-06-29T16:13:00

2008-06-29T20:21:36Z

please please please hold on until i get back.
i do not want that phone call.

21 tomorrow. not much to say

caleigh_ @ 2008-06-25T11:58:00

2008-06-25T16:05:00Z

compare me compare me compare me.

caleigh_ @ 2008-06-20T23:00:00

2008-06-21T03:06:35Z

its like everything is confirming i made the wrong decision.

caleigh_ @ 2008-06-20T21:24:00

2008-06-21T01:31:06Z

waste

caleigh_ @ 2008-06-18T01:16:00

2008-06-18T05:25:11Z

im seriously going to throw up.
i am so fucking sad. and i dont have any other fucking option but to do this to myself.

caleigh_ @ 2008-06-13T09:52:00

2008-06-13T13:58:17Z

trippy trippy trippy... i have a lot of questions over here.

caleigh_ @ 2008-05-15T14:45:00

2008-05-15T18:49:57Z

social services better let him come home...

copycatcoypcatcopycatcopycatcopycatcopycatcopycat

2008-05-08T15:21:10Z

enough said right???

caleigh_ @ 2008-04-17T15:16:00

2008-04-17T19:15:10Z

and everyone elses lives continue on.......except mine. WHY

caleigh_ @ 2008-03-24T10:02:00

2008-03-24T14:06:18Z

he says he doesn't think he will last the summer.....
i want to doubt him but he knows his body the best...but he is also sometimes a little pesimisstic...
i dont want this to happen yet. please.
i have nothing more to say.

caleigh_ @ 2008-02-19T12:50:00

2008-02-19T17:55:55Z

you think one in 100 people in canada is weird.
try 50.

one day at a time.

2007-11-02T15:26:11Z

all i am asking for is a miracle
okay?
and maybe to put an end to all this ignorance.

caleigh_ @ 2007-06-21T12:48:00

2007-06-21T16:55:37Z

this life is just

when you change with every new day, still im gonna miss you.

2007-05-10T17:16:04Z

there can be no happiness if the things we believe in are different then the things we do

caleigh_ @ 2007-02-13T20:59:00

2007-02-14T02:08:56Z

so i am officially jinxed. starting yesterday.
let me tell you the most embarassing thing that happened to me. i haven't been this embarassed in a long time.
its a ridiculous story.
okay AFTER i study/ i will elaborate. publicly for once too.