So, I'm back from Chicago and Worldcon! Well, I've been back since Monday night, but I didn't get home until late, around 9 PM (and I hadn't eaten in like 10 hours due to various factors so I pretty much just came home, ate dinner, and crashed), and then yesterday was work, and I felt fine in the morning, but by the afternoon I had a horrible sore throat and was sneezing and sniffling, and it's only gotten worse, so forgive me if this post isn't terribly coherent.
But anyways, Worldcon was super great!!!! I sadly did not have internet access except on my phone, and I also didn't end up having a huge amount of free time, so I was unable to keep up with my flist. Some of the highlights (before I go into more detail) included getting books signed by 2 of my favorite authors of all time, Seanan McGuire and Connie Willis, attending an interview with George R. R. Martin and then a reading (sadly not of a chapter from Winds of Winter, but some really interesting backstory stuff that's going into some sort of… tie-in background compilation book thing (I am not describing this well)), the Hugo Awards, and… idk, there was just lots of awesome stuff. And I managed to avoid Doctor Who panels of any sort (well, there was only 1 this year compared to the 4 last year, but still), which was good considering all the horrible awful opinions at the ones I went to last year.
( WorldconCollapse )So yeah, overall, super fun, and I'm really sad it's already over. I need it to be next summer already (and I need to be able to go next summer! I guess that's the most important thing). I didn't have time to do any sightseeing in Chicago, but we were right downtown in a really nice area, and we had an amazing view down the river, so that was nice at least.
Anyways, as I mentioned in my WorldCon report,
Ashes of Honor, the 6th book in the Toby Daye series by Seanan McGuire, was released on 9/4, but I managed to get a copy at WorldCon and rush through it all on 8/31, and even though no one has read this series and won't understand what I'm talking about, I need to flail for a little.
Ashes of Honor by Seanan McGuire
I don't even know what to say about this book!!!!!! This isn't meant to be a review of any kind because really I just need a place to flail about Toby/Tybalt, because seriously, THIS BOOK IS EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED AND MORE FOR TOBY/TYBALT!!!!!!!! I mean, I knew they would get together someday and was mostly just enjoying the ride and their slow development, but oh god I was not prepared for how perfect they would be in this book!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T EVEN HANDLE IT. I HAVE READ THIS BOOK TWICE SINCE I BOUGHT IT AND IT'S ONLY BEEN LIKE 4 DAYS. AND ALL I WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW IS READ IT AGAIN. I JUST WANT TO SOAK IN THEIR PERFECTION UNTIL THE END OF TIME.
I mean, god, I was thrilled with the kiss in Late Eclipses and the one in One Salt Sea even though one was definitely just a ruse (well ok Tybalt definitely was into her by that point, but it was more clearly just a ruse to Toby and everyone) and the other was also pretty much a trick to get Toby into the Shadow Roads. BUT THEN THIS BOOK. ALL 5 KISSES!!!!! THE FIRST KISS INITIATED BY TOBY!!!!!!!!!!! (AND HE'S DAZED BY HER KISSING HIM UGHHH I LOVE IT SO MUCH. I mean he's the King of Cats, but it's like in One Salt Sea when Raj is teaching him to make coffee and he's nervous about Toby liking it and she has to reassure him it's good even though it's terrible and he looks relieved!!!! IT'S JUST ADORABLE WHEN THE KING OF CATS IS LIKE AN AWKWARD TEENAGER.) AND THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT HANDLE ALL OF THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But it wasn't just the physical progression!!! I loved that Tybalt had been giving her space to grieve Connor, but he (and not just him, but also May and Quentin and everyone) was concerned that she wasn't taking care of herself, but like… at the same time, I didn't feel like he was ever taking away her agency? He let her know he thought she was risking her life unnecessarily and should be asking for help and got frustrated, but he never like… tried to force her to stop??? He respects her and her choices. And she does come to realize she needs to be more careful and she has just been reckless and moves on from Connor. AND THEN KISSING!!!!!!! But also major Tybalt backstory!!!!!!!!! Which makes SO many things make sense and wasn't quite what I was predicting, but also wasn't shocking? Although on my reread, I did notice a line that Toby was the first from the Divided Courts to come to the real Court of Cats, the only other non-Cait Sidhe was a mortal woman, and it's just a throwaway line almost, but he also mentions that he's the only one who could bring someone else in, anyone else it would be treason, so of course it would've had to be him who brought in the mortal woman, but it never connected, and now that line just seems like glaring, of COURSE he fell in love with a mortal woman and then she died. But Seanan McGuire is so excellent at that, leaving a throwaway line that you don't fully understand until books later, and then it just seems so glaringly obvious. AND THEN TYBALT'S CONFESSION THAT WHAT MADE HIM STOP HATING HER AND ALL CHANGELINGS WAS THAT HE FELL IN LOVE. AND THAT SHE GAVE HIM A HOPE CHEST AND TOOK HIS HEART AS COLLATERAL!!!!!!!!!!!!! DEAD.
Also, one of my favorite things for no apparent reason it like… charting exactly where feelings develop and change and progress, so everytime I reread this series, I try to pinpoint exactly how and when both Toby and Tybalt's feelings change towards another, and I love that I was pretty much validated in my thoughts on that in this book? I mean, I did think he didn't fully hate her as much as it appeared at the beginning of Rosemary and Rue, and I guess he was supposed to still be antagonistic to her then, but I did see the Hope Chest thing as opening Tybalt's eyes to her being different and him kind of… seeing her in a different light. And I still love that line in that book that's about Julie and her boyfriend that the Cait Sidhe don't usually fall in love frequently, but when they do, it's hard and for life, and that makes everything with Tybalt/Anne make so much sense for how he'd treat Toby, but also that once he realizes he's fallen for her (I'm guessing around An Artificial Night is when he comes to terms with that), he's just gone all the way, and that that point he's just waiting for her to realize he's waiting for her (DIED SO HARD AT THAT LINE I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU).
And there were a couple other super-validating lines as well. The first was when Tybalt mentioned waiting for Toby to realize that Connor had fallen in love with the girl she was rather than the woman she is, and OMG YES THANK YOU. I was afraid that the books were actually trying to say Connor was perfect for Toby and they would've been perfect and happy forever if he hadn't died, and like, ok, it's Tybalt, he is a bit biased when it comes to Toby, but still, I felt like that was a validation of what I had felt, that they were clinging on to these past feelings and romance but weren't really right for each other now, and if he hadn't died, they would've realized that and broken up. And I do think that would've happened, and there are some things in One Salt Sea that kind of point to that, with Toby not being 100% happy about Connor choosing her over his family or whatever and remembering the kiss with Tybalt again and stuff. And then the other awesome validating line was at the very end, when Toby was saying she had told herself he wasn't an option so she'd just chalk the stuff he did up to him being a cat or owing her, and I was like "OMG YES YOU ADMITTED IT!!!!!" because I would totally roll my eyes at Toby when she would be surprised at Tybalt hating basically anyone who was ever remotely awful to her and then she'd be like "Well, he's a cat, who knows what cat's think?" and I would just be like "COULD YOU BE ANY FURTHER IN DENIAL." But I was right!!!!!
ugh I can't even with this book, it was just the perfect resolution to all this build-up that had been happening for ages and there was so much time spent on them and the main plot was good as well (I liked that it was one where things just kept escalating in terms of the stakes rather than lots of twists and turns. It was a bit different from previous books in that way) and I just need the next book here already, and I'm super sad that I have to wait a full year for the next one. I NEED TO SEE HOW TOBY AND TYBALT NAVIGATE BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP!!!!! Although part of me is a little nervous that I won't like them quite as much once they're actually together??? I don't think I've ever been as crazy obsessed/invested in a couple after they've gotten together than in their build-up, so it's pretty much a guarantee I will squee over them less in the next book, but I'm hoping maybe this will be the first time I feel the same towards them after they get together? We'll see. Having to wait an entire YEAR for the next book will probably help in that, I guess. But still, ugh, I just love them and this series so much and I already want to read Ashes of Honor for a 3rd time which is ridiculous and I won't because I don't want to read it so much that the squee wears off, but I also am having trouble trying to start anything else because I just want to read more about Toby and Tybalt. It's a dilemma.
Basically, ALL OF YOU NEED TO READ THE TOBY DAYE SERIES. ONE OF THE GREATEST OTPS EVER CAN BE FOUND IN THIS SERIES. Seriously, if I were to make a list of my top 10 OTPs in any medium of all time, THIS OTP WOULD MAKE THIS LIST. I should mention that I read through the series twice last year, reread the entire series again right before the Olympics, and then reread the series just this past weekend in any bit of free time I could find after reading
Ashes of Honor because I just wanted to read through all their development again EVEN THOUGH I JUST DID IT A MONTH AGO. You can read my feelings about the series when I first read the first 4 books
here. Read the books and then come flail with me please!!!!!!!!!
Anyways, I am definitely more in a book-reading mood than anything else at the moment (the reasons for which should be pretty apparent), but I did watch the pilots of The New Normal, The Mindy Project, and Ben and Kate, and I have super brief thoughts:
( The New NormalCollapse )( The Mindy ProjectCollapse )( Ben and KateCollapse )I still have the pilot of Go On to watch, and I think the pilot of Elementary must be up somewhere too, right? I've seen gifsets and reactions to it, so I'll definitely be watching that soon if I can figure out where it is. And I think there's at least 1 or 2 other pilots that have been put up that I need to check out. I'll probably post about my tentative fall TV schedule in my next post, but this one is already way too long. Oh, and I haven't watched Breaking Bad or Doctor Who yet due to being in Chicago, so I'm doing my best to avoid spoilers until I can get caught up, which probably won't be until this weekend.
Anyways, hope everyone's had a nice week! I won't be able to catch up with everything from when I went to Chicago, so let me know if there's anything I missed! I'm going to try to start being a lot more active around here, so we'll see how that goes!