We're already halfway through, so near yet so far... Freedom has never smelt so sweet. Thank God for His graciousness.
Speaking of halfway, I doubt it's ever possible with you.
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I must become, a lion hearted girl ♥
ready for a fight
12 November 2009 @ 09:59 pm
We're already halfway through, so near yet so far... Freedom has never smelt so sweet. Thank God for His graciousness.
Speaking of halfway, I doubt it's ever possible with you.
25 October 2009 @ 05:36 pm
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As surely as the sun will rise
You'll come to us
As certain as the dawn appears
I know I can do this, through You, for You.
skip As surely as the sun will rise
You'll come to us
As certain as the dawn appears
I know I can do this, through You, for You.
24 October 2009 @ 11:05 pm
Amidst the mounts and mounts of essays, fullscap paper and notes, my only source of destress and entertainment are Vampires. It doesn't help that Hollywood portrays them fanged fair hotties of the Undead to be so yummilicious! Just take a look at this:
Damon Salvatore played by Ian Somerhalder, Vampire Diaries
IRRESISTABLE *drools*
This SO trumps Edward Cullen. Boo you Edward suckers! Ha ha ha!
Damon Salvatore played by Ian Somerhalder, Vampire Diaries
IRRESISTABLE *drools*
This SO trumps Edward Cullen. Boo you Edward suckers! Ha ha ha!
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12 October 2009 @ 08:41 pm
- I burnt my finger while using the oven today
- Acted like I didn't (burn it) because my dad was in the kitchen and I was afraid he'd nag
- I have no burn cream/lotion to apply
- It hurt like crap, still hurts like crap despite the mini accident happening 3h ago
And no, I'm not doing so good. Not at all. Not that it matters, since when has it ever?
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blah11 October 2009 @ 02:13 pm
When everyone else fails, there's always family who never do.
PS: That includes Ian and Adele too, who aren't in this picture.
I'M S I H T D T B I M Y A A I S L Y, I J C F O W I W A D W D Y D W M. Y S B O W M A, B I K I D A N B O W Y. A F Y, I A S O T D Y B A Y I T W P L T M D S J L M A.
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grateful06 October 2009 @ 08:15 pm
In the face of adversity, anyone who chooses to throw in the towel inevitably loses. There's no point fighting at the frontline for so long, only to crash at the very end. I honestly think I've been patient enough to have roughed it out for so long, given you more than enough time to make the necessary amendments, and yet at the end of the day I'm always the one to blame. Fuck this, really. I don't doubt the fact that you've tried but I think you know you're not up for this at all.
Also, I don't know if they even give a shit anymore, but I really do miss the people I hung out with alot last year. We have our differences and fair share of misunderstandings but as much as I've tried, one can't keep banging on the door when it's already glued shut. I don't know if it's intentional but the ignorance and indifference that you throw at us really makes me feel like you all don't give a shit about trying to even maintain friendly relations at all. Truthfully speaking, I miss the lot of you so damn much and even if you don't care anymore, I know I tried. Because even though you knew something was wrong a few months ago, it was so insignificant to the point that you chose to do nothing about it. But what's the use of saying all this anyway, when we've all grown so comfortable to this arrangement that we walk past one another like we never knew the other in the first place.
Fuck life. Though it's made up of ups and downs, the downs really drag you down so hard sometimes (especially at times like these) that you'll drown way before you even meet the surface eventually.
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frustrated04 October 2009 @ 10:36 pm
Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted - One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?
You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo
Who knew white man rap could be so inspiring. I need my As.
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determined02 October 2009 @ 11:50 pm
I am utterly ashamed of myself.
This has got me HOOKED!!!
But as you all know, too much of a good thing destroys you too... Besides, I've already caught up to the latest episode (numero cinco; 5) in one day >< Very unhealthy, I know, but hey everybody needs a breather! Also, though I've been eating like a cow, Mom says I've lost a teeny bit of weight so I guess stress levels > amount of food I've been bingeing on.
Okay I shall read the Economics in Public Policies: The Singapore Story to sleep as a pathetic way to redeem myself from a very unproductive Friday (minus Tuition).
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30 September 2009 @ 08:59 pm
"I wish I could change some of the things about how I've acted in the last couple of months. I guess I'm just disappointed in myself. You know, I told Lucas that if he loved his fiance then I would learn to be okay with that, because I wanted him to be happy. But really I just wanted us to be happy, like me and him, oh and then when he didn't marry her, I felt terrible for her, and for him, you know, his heart is breaking right now. And I come in here, and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be. And so I wish for patience and grace and strength to just let him be happy. And mostly I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part, letting go, you know? That's the part of grace that really sucks."
-Peyton Sawyer
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29 September 2009 @ 10:37 pm
I don't know what to do anymore. Everything I do hurts someone, implicates another. I don't know what's right, I don't know how to fix things. I am completely lost. I can't even find the right words to say.
I feel nothing and yet, so broken.
I feel nothing and yet, so broken.