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( Tell Me You Love Me )
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[20 Aug 2008|11:20pm] |
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love exists in loving him so much i'll let him go, even though it kills me.
love exists in knowing if the circumstances were a little different, we'd be together.
love exists in me and you, even if we're thousands of miles apart.
though very visible and hard to rationalize... love exists.
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[21 Aug 2008|01:14pm] |
love exists;
in three-hour conversations into the wee hours of the morning.
in the shy smiles exchanged without reason or rhyme.
in food cooked specially for you when you don't have the time to do it yourself.
in hugs when you feel like you're falling apart.
in your heart, where you know no one can take it away.
:) love exists.
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[20 Aug 2008|10:04pm] |
OK, I would really like to be able to deal with my anxiety/n* attacks better. Most of the time I can distract myself by reading or watching my favorite comedy, however it gets to the point where I'm dry r*ing and can't move for feeling so awful. In these stuations I reach for the vodka or the valium and I finally feel better, my anxiety just dissipates.
I know about rebound anxiety etc but don't really suffer in that way.
Sometimes I don't need a crutch and can cope when I get n*.
Even when I had a s*v* two years ago I drank fizzy lager to help...crazy as that sounds, but any additional anxious n* borne of the fact I was ill was calmed by the alcohol. All the other 12 people in my building v* with the same s*v* but I didn't, partially because my g*g reflex was strong but also because I managed to calm myself with a fizzy alcoholic drink.
It started at a wedding when I was 13, I'd always sword I'd never drink alcohol lest it should make me s* but even at that tender age I had a lot of n* through anxiety, as a bridemaid I was very nervous and quite n*. When the champagne toast came I had a tiny sip and thought that it didn't seem so bad so I finished that glass. I noticed that the more sips I had the less anxious I became.
I never get drunk, God forbid, but the only thing that helps me live my normal life, leave the house sometimes even is a smidge of alcohol or maybe a valium.
I don't want to be dependent on drugs or alcohol but I've had so many different kinds on ineffective talking therapies, more drug combinations than I can remember. Adding to my vices is not going to help in the long-term but what else can I do apart from be confined to my house.
Anyone else ever had this experience.
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[20 Aug 2008|03:17am] |
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[19 Aug 2008|10:06pm] |
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Gosh,
It's not even fall and I am dreading the upcoming winter season.
My anxiety has been a bit worse lately and it's really triggered my emetophobia.
So I thought I would make a list of my artillery against stomach ailments of all kinds to share with you all
~Soap and hot water!
~hand sanitizer
~probiotics
~digestive enzymes
~ginger (fresh for tea)
~mint
~rooibis tea
~wellness tablets ( a combination of immune stimulating herbs in a pill)
~dramamine
~compazine
~promethezine
~chai tea ( did you know that black pepper kernels and cinnamon both have anti emet properties!)
~iced water
~rubbing alcohol ( something about the smell helps kill nausea for me
~arsenicum album the homeopathic remedy
When I feel s* and nervous I try a combo of these things and do the following to distract myself
~clean my house! nothing helps like moving around and focusing elsewhere
~crossword puzzles
~a drive (I've gone out driving as late as 4:00 am and watched the sun come up
~pac man
~ a good book
~knitting
~ a movie
Usually I move from thing to thing- as soon as a wave hits I get up and do something else. I probably seem like a crazy person but it helps to keep moving and doing something. This icon perfectly describes how I feel inside when I am n*
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[18 Aug 2008|08:46am] |
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Would anyone be interested in textures, bases, fonts, or other related things? Let me know.
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[18 Aug 2008|02:06pm] |
Guess what happened to me yesterday? MM-HMMM.
I hadn't v* in 13 years. but yesterday without much warning it happened.
I was so happy afterwards.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not v* again but with whats wrong with me.
I'm sure it's because I've not been eating much at all over the past weeks and was dehydrated, but I'm a little scared I'm anemic or something because i feel shaky and weak and have a bad headache.
I'm at my boyfriends while he's at work, I'm a little scared to drive home because I live a long way and feel not well.
So a bit panicy not sure if i should go see a doctor or not or if i should just rest up here for a couple of days..
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[17 Aug 2008|11:24am] |
please tell me all of your fav online stores to shop at, I am dying for a new style very similar to MKA and ashlee simpson I am good at knowing what the fashions are but finding them is a whole entire different story and right now online is the only way to shop please everyone help me out I need it, oh and I have been searching stores and online for months for those cute ankle boots the fold over but I need them to be flats is there any hope for that?
I woulod greatly appraciate anyhelp
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[17 Aug 2008|11:24am] |
Does anyone know what kind of sunglasses these are and where i can get them?
I'm really desperate!
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| you know love exists |
[17 Aug 2008|11:39am] |
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You know love exists when...
- You find out that your friends are constantly behind your back, encouraging you.
- You find out that your friends secretly want the best of you and help you all the way.
- People shout "Come on, you can do it!" when you're trying to pass your 2.4km run.
- Your friends willingly want to run/jog with you during 2.4km runs and morning jogs.
- No one donates to you when you walk around with your friends during Flag Day, they offer to help you get donations.
Love exists in those tiny things your friends do for you (:
My first post since reading this community's posts twice, and joining it few minutes ago
I'm from Singapore, hello everyone! :D
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[16 Aug 2008|05:08pm] |
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Just an idea but is it possible to get a tag for wisdom teeth, that way the information and reassurance for people about to have surgery can access it straight away. Rather than having to post again and wait for replies :)
Thank you!!
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[14 Aug 2008|10:14am] |
well, I just got put on some anti-depressants :c I didn't really want to..but the doctor thinks it's best. It's to help me deal with anxiety, and also reduce obsessive compulsive behaviors. Weeelll I took my first half a pill last night..so far I've found trouble sleeping but that just might be me worrying
ANYWHOOOO my question is..anyone who's taken anti-depressants...did you get n* from them? The second the doctor mentioned the possibility I froze up..so I was just wondering :<
thanks in advance!
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I got the results back from my lab (I truly expected a whole lot of stuff to be wrong with me so I'm surprised there isn't. :o) and was told that I was slightly anemic. I can't take pills so I'm going to get me some liquid form of it. Alas, I have heard what iron pills/stuff can upset the stomach and of course I'm iffy about taking them. Does anyone here have any advice or has anyone had to take a supplement? What was your experience?
Thanks in advance. :)
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[13 Aug 2008|02:10am] |
UPDATED! ALL SORTS OF THINGS, HELP ME CLEAR OUT! ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) feverlights
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[12 Aug 2008|02:03pm] |
A lot of the time (probably 70%), after I eat breakfast, I feel really nauseous. I don't think I eat anything that would cause this. I either have oatmeal or a bagel and a cup of tea.
Today I have to go into my new job to fill out paperwork and I haven't even showered or gotten dressed. I've just been sweating and freaking out that I am getting sick. I finally took an Ativan (I'm perscribed 1mg as needed), but it isn't helping. I still feel really groggy, sick and sweaty. I don't have a fever. I have to leave in less than an hour and I'm just generally freaking out. I don't want to call in sick before my first official day, but I don't know how I am going to make it out there.
I need some words of encouragement.
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[10 Aug 2008|12:28am] |
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Hey everyone!♥♥ Tsuki again~
Well, my point is, how do you guys react when people on TV or movies v* or get s*? Do you shudder? Do you completely stop watching what you're watching? Do you close your eyes for a minute or so, or do you turn off the TV? Do you go outside the cinema, or go watch another channel on TV to completely forget about what had happened? Tell me!
Today, also, there was this Real Life show in MTV (There are some real good Real Lives... sometimes.), and there was this one chapter of a food eating competition. My sister wanted to keep watching it, but I told her to switch channels. I knew they would evidently get s*. Oh, the horror of being an emet~
And even when people get s* on cartoons, how do you react? I react the same way I usually do! I start sweating, my heart rate goes at insanely high levels, and I get really scared and go hide somewhere while the scene's happening, if I can't do anything about it.
Tell, tell! ♥ Let's share opinions!
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