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dont fear what they'll say because they'll say anything to make you fear
mini update:
working on a personal site - kinda procrastinating
been working on a lot of art
job searching - need a job asap
so excited for halloween , too many things to do (nutty klub, scream , etc)
excited for andy warhol exhibit on nov.2nd
now what i need is simple - a job and a boy
i can wait for the boy, but i need the job asap
i want to take a photography class as well
and also, i need to decide what i want to take at red river , graphic design or photography
hard hard decision!!
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I NEED SOMEONE TO HOST MY WEBSITE BUT SHIT I DON'T HAVE ANY ~INTERNET~ CONNECTIONS ANYMORE! :( THIS SUCKS.
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| druken art. |
[010607 - 1234AM] |
Something I've been working on. Picture I took of Carly and Christina when we got juiced as fuck on Wednesday lol. I just don't know what to add or where I'm going with it but right now I think it looks pretty decent. I'm thinking i'll use it for the cover of my online mag when it goes up.
( DRUNKEN ART!!!!! )
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[121906 - 1240AM] |
so many sheltered people surround me and at the same time ,
I might be a little envious because we probably view the world in a completely different light,
them in a positive yet confusing one and me in a generally negative vision
at the same time however sympathy for them falls upon me because one can't live sheltered
the experiences they miss, or shall i say the feeling of never quite knowing if they've missed anything at all.
a mystery will remain as they indulge in a little reflection time and time again
an inability to place emotions to experiences
a generally close minded view on how things really work
i'm glad I haven't lived completely sheltered and for this reason alone I have nothing to complain about
because I know at least through the experiences i've had i've grown into the person I'm semi content with right now
when someone lives sheltered it will eventually build up and evolve into a constant awareness of missing out
and allow them to justify their potential poor decisions
with the excuse that they haven't lived at all
and when one hasn't lived at all .. an eagerness to make up for the lack of feeling they've never felt will fall upon them
and when one tries to make up for the experiences they've missed, they tend to lead to excess
and that only leads to a road that everyone has been down before
a road that is seldom taken on purpose, but often taken by curiosity.
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| New work |
[102406 - 1011PM] |
I finally got my creative juice flowing and made this today in a half an hour or so. I like it. Comments?
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[102306 - 1043PM] |
Today was a good day because I got my scream ticket and most of my costume .. I got the fake eyelashes, the black top hat, a cane, and these pimped out white suspenders that dana bought me from le chateau for $6.99 lol! the deal is though that she's keeping them after but its obviously only fair. (btw I'm being alex from a clockwork orange, what's with NOBODY seeing that movie?)
Janelle and I drove around downtown for a bit, went to starbucks lol , my first time having their coffeee .. fuck buddy like I bought a large and I was off the wall and way too energetic for my own good.. for once in my life I felt energy in my body lmao .. I'm such a burn out.
Speaking of being a burn out I'm laying off the weed for sure .. like I dont smoke that much anymore but I like having a clear mind because when I'm not high I'm so much more outgoing and I'm not shy .. I have a better understanding of things and I'm more confident .. basically I'm not a dumbass lol..
School's going good I have an 89% in graphics and I dont know about my other classes but I'm doing good in everything except fucking math .. I hate math it's really confusing to me, I'm more of an english kinda guy.
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[102106 - 317PM] |
'the fuck .... lol i'm so bored and burnt out .. yesterday tina shaughnessy carly and i smoked like half an ounce and wake and baked ... blah. I have to set up my room and shit actually I have a lot of shit I need to do
I need my ticket for scream .. 23 bucks, rofl after starving myself by not eating lunch at school because I had to save my money up ( hahaha grade 9 memories fack) it best be worth it oh but it will
and i have pics to post but i'm lazy .
hmmmmm what should I do today ..
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