Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in

blackstar__ @ 2007-01-28T16:03:00

2007-01-28T20:03:47Z

He can be so nice, then so mean... He can care and protect, make you laugh, and at the same time play games with your head… And after he's done with that, he'll tear your heart out, rip it into the smallest fragments known to man and leave it on the floor, while all you can do is stand there, not being able to cry because you're so numb, because you thought that there was something there, when really there was nothing but a wayward boy out to break a poor girls fragile heart, because he didn’t know what he wanted.

blackstar__ @ 2006-12-30T21:13:00

2006-12-31T01:14:53Z

I feel like Meredith off of The Office because i think vodka with anything is now 'too sweeet'.

blackstar__ @ 2006-03-18T02:44:00

2006-03-18T06:44:17Z

Me adn Kyle Innis break bottles.
It's fun, if ya didn't know.
Then we high five.
Then some guy was like, did you break thise bottles behind my car?
I smooth talk, Kyle runs.
It was all good kid.
I am the best ever.

blackstar__ @ 2006-01-11T20:02:00

2006-01-12T00:02:23Z

I have prom on the brain.

So, yeah.

blackstar__ @ 2005-11-13T01:39:00

2005-11-13T05:39:03Z

PS-We're really hot.

blackstar__ @ 2005-05-15T01:14:00

2005-05-15T04:14:49Z

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blackstar__ @ 2005-04-25T22:22:00

2005-04-26T01:22:48Z

OHMYGOD I THINK I MIGHT KILL YOU
WHO DOES THAT?!!?

YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE.

blackstar__ @ 2005-02-25T23:39:00

2005-02-26T03:39:29Z

I'm pretty sure my brother just gave me a beer.
And i accepted.
And now im drinking beer.

blackstar__ @ 2005-02-04T18:37:00

2005-02-05T02:43:13Z

I'm sick.
And I am scheduled to go to Moncton with Michelle for the night.
Boooo.
My marks were okay.
I don't feel like trying to remember the exact marks.
I missed the afternoon today, so I missed my new classes.
I felt like crap.
Still do, I just worked 5-10.
That was horrrible.
I hope shopping with Michelle and Cheryl will cure what ails me.
I want to go to bed, but I have to wait until 12 to take my pills.
Those damn pills better cure me up nice.

I just want to sulk.
And have someone take care of me..
...mmm.

blackstar__ @ 2005-01-31T18:05:00

2005-01-31T22:06:51Z

my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
and they're like, it's better then yours
damn right it's better then yours
i could teach you
but i'd have to charge

That song is a ring on my cell phone.
Bet you are all jealous, suckers.

blackstar__ @ 2005-01-02T08:51:00

2005-01-02T12:55:36Z

Beware there are alot. And my bangs are very odd, so disregard how they look.
And yeah.
Enjoy.

blackstar__ @ 2005-01-01T18:31:00

2005-01-01T22:31:58Z

We rocked the new years baby.

blackstar__ @ 2004-12-29T22:22:00

2004-12-30T02:23:53Z

New info.
Check check check it out.

Edit:
Okay, click the userinfo button to check my info.
Pweese and thanks.

blackstar__ @ 2004-11-12T11:03:00

2004-11-12T15:05:12Z

Hahahahhaha, I just found half a ticket in my bra.
Talk about weird.

blackstar__ @ 2004-10-24T18:00:00

2004-10-26T19:03:55Z

White Ninja is getting funnier by the day.
These are GOLD.

blackstar__ @ 2004-10-24T18:00:00

2004-10-25T19:29:24Z

Bahahahaha.

blackstar__ @ 2004-10-23T15:44:00

2004-10-23T19:04:56Z

I need liquor tonight.
anyone wanna help?

blackstar__ @ 2004-10-15T13:51:00

2004-10-15T16:51:04Z

I am mad.
And ya know why?
Because me and my friends saved some girl off a bench at the dream park.
Took her to the hospital, because apparently she hadn't been responding for an hour and a half.
She had drank a pint in like 6 minutes.
So, after waiting at the hospital for an hour and a half.
she didn't have to get her stomach pumped or anything but her dad came and was upset that his daughter was found on a park bench and her friends were nowhere to be found.
Only some guy who was high and wasn't much help at all.
So, anyway, the girl we helped, and her friends are mad at us.
Mad cause we fucking carried her into our car.
Took her to the hospital, stayed with her.
Called her parents and explained it to her parents.
They are mad because there wasn't actually anything wrong with her.
What the fuck?
So, why bother helping people if they are just going to get mad and say you ruined their lives.
Thats bull fucking shit.
Ungrateful.
Like she could have been in worse condition and what?
what if we fucking left her?
God.

stupid kids don't even realize.
stupid fucks!!

blackstar__ @ 2004-10-04T21:58:00

2004-10-05T00:58:29Z

blackstar__ @ 2004-10-04T16:43:00

2004-10-04T19:43:35Z

I have a dentist appointment tomorrow at 3.
i work at 5
and my mouth will be frozen
BULLSHIT.
and my parents yelled at me when I told them I had to work.
K, it will be cute.

grr.

blackstar__ @ 2004-09-26T00:10:00

2004-09-26T03:10:49Z

oh god help me
i suck so much

blackstar__ @ 2004-09-25T13:37:00

2004-09-25T16:37:23Z

work sucks
i live for tuesdays and saturdays

i edited this liek 5 million times
sigh

blackstar__ @ 2004-09-19T21:57:00

2004-09-20T00:57:24Z

I feel so sick.
Like, horrible.
I think I have the flu.
And it sucks alot.
I feel like I am going to pass out.

Ick.

blackstar__ @ 2004-09-19T14:30:00

2004-09-19T17:30:21Z

My fucking phone died at like 11 or so last night.

And my life story:

I make excuses.

And Mean Girls is out on Tuesday.
I'm very excited.
Doink.

blackstar__ @ 2004-09-18T00:20:00

2004-09-18T03:20:05Z

What the fuck I am going to party tomorrow?
Hit me upbitches.
I dont want to go to nick goeseels.

so, brad call me.
and we'llget loaded.
or something similar. ha

yep
sup homes