|
|
Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009
|
|
|
|
things arent looking to good for me now, money has been real hard to come by lately. im glad all my friends are real patient with all the things that are going on. im not sure what to do, hopefully ill figure something out by the end of this week. they cut my hours nastly style at work, so im hoping ill get some more towards the end. eh, dont feel like talking about the rest of things
|
|
Sunday, October 25th, 2009
|
|
|
|
so far my vacation is pretty good, i was able to pack everything and we got there on time. the only thing i forgot to pack was my toothpaste wich im just gonna use moogs. With drove up with nice sog ans emmy, and we picked up some nice publix subs at the nicest place to shop, publix =p. we checked in our hotel and got rooms right next to each other. We got to hhn real early and did all the houses and then shannon and sobweiser got in at around 9. We only did a few more houses, mostly the main ones like saw wich where ok. The day after we hit up my favorite wing place wild buffalo wings. I had the mango habanero sauce wing and also the triple bipass burger lol. Wich is a burger that sits underneath a pulled pork sandwich smotherd in bbq sauce mmmmm. then off to the dump of america, tampa lol. I couldnt believe it. We followed harm to busch gardens and she actually got lost lol. Thank god for my gps wich got us there. We went some wierd way and saw how shitty tampa is. Especially leroy street. But once we got there it was cool and windy, very nice. We took a trolly from the parking lot to the park wich i remember taking when i was 11 and my aunt took me =D. I was real excited, busch gardens is hands down my favorite amusement park. I couldnt believe they kept all the rides open i was so excited. They played party music in the background and everything. The houses where 100* better then hhn. The shittiest house there was better then the best house in hhn. And they kept all the roller coasters open! i love roller coasters. later in the night though everybody wanted to go on a roller coaster except for sabina. So she was gonna wait an hour and a half for us. I wanted to ride it so bad but harm kept complaining... And complaining.... So before i said anything and got mad i asked her to text sob so i can be with her. She started asking me why ans a million questions... Finally i snapped and yelled JUST TEXT HER! JESUS! and now i feel bad for yelling at her... But i met up with sob and it was prolly the best hour and a half of the night. we got to talk and had a good time, i didnt have my wallet on me so we just walked around and got lost lol. manly because i kept making us walk in circles. i really wanted sob to drive home with us and eat at nice perkins but she got captured back with the harm crew and they wouldnt let her go. so me and moog drove to perkins, orderd our food, ate, paid our bill and left.... and they all where still in the drive in lol. harmoni wanted taco bell so they got that first, then waited forever for some mcdonalds, all they ahd to do was dine in at perkins. halloween horror night i got a real suprise, bonini text me because she was bored and we had a nice conversation, she wants me really badly to be with sandy and she wants me around. shes amazing, i wish nothing but the best for this girl. i want her to be happy so much. today we just went to the great florida mall, ate lunch, and then visited a halloween costume store. nobody bought anything but i picked out the best costumes for everybody but they didtn want to hear it =P. emily-cleopatra, shannon-little miss muffet, and sabweiser a hot rehab nurse. it all worked out well. but they didnt decide and the place was closing so we left. the halloween store was a closed down circuit city. thats what i wanna be for halloween, a circuit city employee. anyway, tonight im not sure whats going on. but we will see, im not looking forward to tuesday.
|
|
Saturday, September 5th, 2009
|
|
|
|
well, im at the mechanics getting my car repaired. Its bad that i have come to these situations to update my lj. i just got a memory of when adriana used to call me when she was at the mechanics or in similar situations, makes me smile for some reason. Anyway alot has been going on so i guess ill lay it out in chronological order. First off sob came down and i was real excited. But everytime i got the oppertunity to see her she didnt seem so happy to see me and usually distanced herself from me. A few months later i rememberd telling sandy how we should hang out and i finally grew the pair to arrange things lol. So i call her up and she wants to hang out with her friend and some other guy and wants me to come. So we went to the grove and ate at montys. Oh, bonnie doesnt drink so she drove btw. I had a decent burger and a few brews. Then we went to fat tuesdays and i had a banana slushie, sandy had the mudslide. Then we went to some restaurant thing and shared some huge drink. they dropped me off home and loved where i lived. the next week i call up sandy to hang out and she says yes **woot** we go to the cheesecake factory then saw district 9, movie was awsome btw. During the movie i held sandy close and my heart beated 100mph lol. I hope she didnt feel that... we where going to hng out again but my cell phone was having problems so nothing hapend. I plan on taking her to the planetarium for like a day date. On a side note it just started raining again. Wish i had my camera... Anyway sandys just so sweet and so nice and just so cute, i would love her as my gf. But i can only hope things go well. Just recently izzys second birthday party just passed. I was the third kid in my family so i never really dealt with kids. Unfortunatley i just kept thinking how my dad passed away just a few months after i turned 2. and how i dont remember a thing. Anyway hopefully i can take sandy out this week. I got a new phone so i wont miss any moe calls or texts.
|
|
Saturday, August 8th, 2009
|
|
|
|
This thursday night was alot of fun, i usually dont have fun at oth anymore, i stand there with my beer, drink... id rather be sitting down and comfertable. everybody dances but i usually dont. usually i dont have a partner to do it with, either not enough to go around or nobody wants to dance with me, so i just stand there. its nice to be with friends. so i go :). however last time i went we ran into pats x girlfriend, and she brought her friend iris with her. shes a cute small girl, but i wouldnt want to be with her. however i loved talking to her friend iris, who i discoverd is from venezuala and grew up in canada, she seemed really nice, real pretty. i danced with her for a few seconds and it was crazy, i never had a girl grind on me so hard =P, then as i talked to her more i found out shes only 16! i couldnt dance with her anymore after that... i did dance a little bith with christine, it was alot of fun. i mean, how can you not feel good after that, dancing with a girl... her putting your hand on your thigh, its great :). after that isaac went to go walk christine and iris to there car and wanted me to come. so i went and we walked and had fun :) halfway to there car isaac picked up christine and was carrying her, so i picked up iris and we both walked towards there car carrying these girls. i loved how everybody looked at us :) i felt great. i felt.. real confident. i didnt mess around with her though.. i mean, she did not look.. and definatly did not dance like she was 16 but when i graduated highschool she was in elementary lol. i woke up the next morning with an overwhelming sence of happiness, good self esteem, havnt felt like that in a while. mike cleaned up the kitchen, i cleaned up the living room, i just cleaned off the tables and sweeped the floors, monday im cleaning my room and my bathroom, and ill mop the floor entirely and clean it better. after that i took a nap and woke up to mike asking me to go out to eat, but he left already, but luckily they had to wait for an hour so i was able to shower and head over there before they sat down, mike told me it was gonna be min and harm and emily, but when i got there sabina shannon min and tina where also there. i really wanna get to know tina, i think shes really cute, very pretty chinese girl. i sat next to sabina and in front of me sat tina and min. it was loud so i didnt get to talk to sabina as much as i wanted, i couldnt help myself, i had to crack some asian jokes =P. min asked me what i was going to eat and i told her that all of a sudden im starting to crave an oriental salad, sabina laughed but luckily min nor tina heard me so i got away with it =P. i got really excited with the idea that everybody was gonna come over and hang out :). especially sabina, i really wanted her to come in and see my beautiful place with my guitars and hopefully see another side of me. i dunno what it is but theres soemthing about here that i just fine so attractive, shes so pretty and so.. mysteriouse. i would love to just hang out with her all day but i doubt thats gonna happen anytime soon. but one person said they where tired and then the avalanche followed with everybody else saying it so it didnt happen :(. after that i met up tony at the ale house for a brew wich he paid for and talked for a little bit with jon david. overall its been a nice couple of days.
|
|
|
|
i cant get this one customer out of my head... you know when you watch those comercials about kids without food and they try to make you feel bad, thats how she made me feel, but seven fold. i was helping out a customer who was with a girl, probably his daughter about my age, but she looked mentally handicapped and was balding, and she had a busted open lip and black eye like if she was abused, and she had this... overwhelming look of sadness in her eyes and she wouldnt let go of her dad and kept latching on to him. i couldnt stop glancing at her. i felt so bad... i was hoping the guy i was helping out would explain what was going on with her... but nothing. for some reason i cant get her out of my head, i felt so bad... i wish i had a better vocabulary to explain how bad i felt, anyway... been on my mind forever.
|
|
Thursday, July 16th, 2009
|
|
Thursday, June 11th, 2009
|
|
|
|
well, woke up early today because i kept having nightmares. i hate dreaming about work, its terrible. i wake up constantly and it just wont get out of my head. i woke up at 7 am then again at 8 then again at 9 and i stayed laying in bed till 10. i really wanted some cafe con leche so i made myself some morning. started to read twilight and so far up im up to page 50. everybody says how good the book is and emily had it so currently im borrowing it from her, i love reading used books :) always happy to read a book somebody else has enjoyed. i never saw the movie since i never read the book, 10 times out of 10 the book is better because you get to create your own story, get to see how you want to see it without having the directors views blocking it like in a movie, because your only seeing it through the directors eyes and not your own. anyway so far its good, its bringing back alot of old memorys. she mentions how cold and wet snow is and how its not like it is in movies. exact ways i describe snow lol i h8 it. ill never live anywhere that snows. also they talk alot about biology class. i remember in the beggining of the year in biology i sat in the very back, and then a few weeks later we got assigned seats and i got moved all the way up to the front next to this... i guess "nerdy" girl.. more like unconventional. she cared alot about her grades and nothing about her looks. however she was actually very pretty. i cant remember her name! dam it lol. i had the class with this 1 other kid and he works at fridays so many ill ask him next time im there. i remember how she used to get so mad that she studied all day and only got b's on her tests, and id get all A's and never studied lol. she wore the same oversized jean jacket. one day towards the end of the year she told me that for the first time some guy asked her out and she didnt know why, and that unfortuantely she wasnt interested in him, and how she cant believe anybody would. i told her how pretty she was and she was so shocked to hear me say that. i was like "ya, your very pretty, anybody would be happy to be with you." she couldnt believe it. it was true though, she was. only a few times she came to class with her hair down instead of in a pony tail and it look great. if i had to guess what she was id say she looked somewhat indian but prolly mixed with american. dam i wish i rememberd her name i would so search for her, i sat next to her for a whole year and i cant remember. i mean it was 6 years ago. anyway, i would write more but i gotta get ready for work. i hope its not as bad as it was last night with all the dam argentinians clawing at me. ugh, i h8 that. oh, i went to blast on my shecter hellraiser earlier today to drown out the dam construction upstairs. and my fucking battery was dead cause i lef the dam cable plugged into it lol, i gotta remember to buy some 9 volt batterys at work before i get home.. and order that slr for that guy.. fuck alot to remember lol
|
|
|
|
Jesus, went to the gym today and im starting to feel the paralyzing effects of it tonight. i talked to mo about selling me and and asked her how she could make it up to me, so we made plans for wensday night. so where going to asakis for dinner. i work wensday night but luckily mike got jeremy to cover my shift. today i pretty much just hung out with tony, orderd some asian. i also went shopping and i finally have food! woo! lol. anyway, tahts all for tonight, godonight
|
|
|
|
well got sold out today my monique... i really didnt expect that to happen, she pulled an adriana on me =P. "ya sure we we'll hang out :)" then nothing happens... i was soooo disapointed, i rushed out of work and called her as soon as i could, no answer. then i sent her a text and no reply. so i stayed in the hub at work for about 45 minutes seeing if i would get a reply but no, so i just went home hungry, didnt feel like stopping to eat anywhere. lets see anything else i wanted to write down... well i will hopefully start school in the fall, cant wait :) i also called up my mutual fund guy and found out that i still have 3k dollers in that account, and that its just waiting for me to transfer it to my own name. i might go to steves pizza tonight but not 100% sure, anyway, see you guys around. wtf am i talking about nobody goes on lj anymore lol i just write these things for myself :) maby ill look back at it one day =D
|
|
Wednesday, May 27th, 2009
|
|
|
|
right now im at taco bell placing an order, work was pretty stressfull since we didnt have alot of people working. Closed with monique. I think shes really cute but she used to date another employee and i really dont want any bby drama in the store. She never saw me nice and cleaned shaven so i did it just for her. When somebody asked me why i did it i just gave them a bullshit responce. Anyway i doubt she thinks im cute. Im going to post more stuff after our nice day date tommorow
|
|
Wednesday, April 8th, 2009
|
|
|
|
Yesterday was pretty fucking awsome. I woke up and went strait to the gym and had a great workout with my last dose of gackic.. man that stuff works great. After that i did my laundry and called my cousin up on the phone to do some lunch, she picked me up and we went to miyakos mmmm i love sushi!!!! my cousins the best. She wants to go out thrsday and im so down. She wants to find me a girl so bad but all her friends arent the best people in the world lol. After lunch i really wanted to pond some younglings at miami prime. Me and sog where going to meet them there. However when we got there everybody already orderd and didnt even wait for us even though we where only 5 minutes away. I just felt really unwanted and i finally got to order my food once everybodu got theres, so after that me and sog went out for a few brews at the ale house. It was ok, downed some kikkians and a fee blue moogs. Anyway thats all for now. Theres other shit thats on my mind but il talk about it later
|
|
Tuesday, March 31st, 2009
|
|
|
well, i finally did it, i finally started uploading pictures and getting into facebook, i hated it at first cause i found it hard to use but i finally got the hang of it. today i found a quiz to name 5 top favorite beers... its so hard to choose lol. i love beer, all kinds all types. it really depends what kind of mood im in to determine what beer i want... but i guess the best way i can name is is if im at a bar with any type of beer..what would i order right now..
top goog beers
1. Newcastle brown ale- favorite beer of all time, sweet nutty flavor, smells great.. goes down smooth.
2. killians irish red- great irish flavor.. not 100 percent sure why i like it so much but its great
3. miller lite- good old american beer, light, crisp, full of beer flavor light beer, great overall
4. guiness draft-goes down sooo smooth, suprising light. sweet taste. amazing brew
5. tucher- unfilterd german beer. very fruity taste, very sweet. good for special occasions.
6. coors lite- diffrent tasting lite beer, you can really taste the water from the rocky mountains
7. younglings- tastes fucking awsome
8. blue moon- simmilar to tucher, except more of an orange flavor.
9. dos XX- the ONLY mexican beer i like. its like a wetback miller lite
there other brews that i like, but not really more then the other...
10. stella artoise- pale ale with nice little bite to it.
there are other beers i like as well.. but none really more then the other
bass
red stripe
schmidwicks irish ale
harp
heiniken
molsen
the list goes on and on, there are actually very few beers i dont like, a few of them would be
carona- tastes skunky like ifs been sitting in teh sun all day, and you shouldnt need anything to make the beer tastes better
stingray- local caymen island beer... tastes like i vommited in my mouth..swollowed it.. then vomited again.
|
|
|
|
God dam it, i hate closing by myself. Merton was stuck in the impound lot trying to get his car out. So i had to close by myself. it wasnt so bad, i had mashalla there till 8 30 . Howevere mostly everything was done. if i didnt do it it would just have fallen on me tommorow since i have to close yet again. So now im at taco bell gettin my nu se on. Oh ya and at work i helped this gorgeouse girl. I couldnt even talk lol. C you later
|
|
Tuesday, March 10th, 2009
|
|
|
|
in here on 167th street taco bell about to order my meal, im freaking starving lol. Today was ok, i got by like usual, i even helped aisha with a microwave... I guess that needs explIning, the other day i was trying to get some ipod docks out of appliances. I got them down fine but while i was putting back the big joe i accidently hit a 5k doller fridge and broke the door of it off... It wasnt entirely my fault mi had a rock band playing and since it was loud i couldnt tell customers to get out of the way, so i tried to move around them and hit the fridge. i wouldnt have gotten in trouble but aishia made a big deal about it and i got written up.
|
|
Wednesday, February 25th, 2009
|
|
|
|
im at mike the 91 right now. Just waiting for my haircut unfortunately woody isnt here so there like 4 people head of us. Anyway my brother finally got home from p.r yesterday so i got to leave work a little early and head to the ale house. I also got to introduce isaac to killians irish red and its his nre favorite beer =p however the other day i found lanis myspace page. She looks really diffrent from how she looked before. i really wanna see her just to say hi and see if she remembers me, if i ever could describe my perfect girl it would be lani. And back in the day she told me that she thought i was cute, ment alot to me. I still remember the night when my mom told me that denise and lani got into a bad accident. i didnt know what to say or think so i just stayed quiet. Anyway i guess ill update a little later on.
|
|
Friday, February 20th, 2009
|
|
|
|
Had a good time at the hooka bar tonnight. I had about 4 loaded caronasa nd a newcastle to finish the night off. I wasnt going to go out but it was keiths birthday so i went out cause of him. It eas great cause i also got to hang out with a bunch of people that i havnt seen ib a while like cammy and donna, cammys a hot as brazilian chick and donna is ab amazing aian chick. I Dnced and drank alittle bit the highlight of the night was when i accidently kissed donna on the lips =p lol i blamed her for it and she blamed me for it lol, shes so hot. she also said she lovec me, oh ya she was drunk lol might update more later, c ya
|
|
Tuesday, February 3rd, 2009
|
|
|
|
yo da tzco bell! i have to try enchelAta thing at taco bell, its hard to type cause while i was driving i didnrt realize my hand went numb, im freaking cold lol just orderd my food. Work was ok, did my thing and went to taco bell. Just witnessed a cop pull over some guy in a picup, hopefvully he will be with him till i leave cause my car isnt exactly street legal right now lpl the tag light doest work... I got pulled over for it once but i dont have the money right now to fix itz, anuyway iimme get my foos, #6@
|
|
Thursday, January 29th, 2009
|
|
|
|
at work it was only and 1 other person, justice... who im sorry to say isnt the sharpest tool in the shed.. shes 1 beer short of a six pack..well you get the point lol. if you knew her you would know what i mean lol. but sandy came and visited me! shes this adorable little chinese girl. i gave her a huge hug and picked her up, right then like 5 customers asked me for help and i helped them all out with her in my arms lol. it was great seeing her in person since.. well last few times ran into her i was drunk lol. both times at a bar =P. actually i remember the last time we met up... "sandy!!! ::hugs::" "you smell like beer..." lol. i would love to get to know her a little better.. plus she has really hot asian friends!! lol. anyway, that made my day, i love when people visit me at work :) oh ya, and when i held her that entire time my microphone was on the entire time.. and everybody heard everthing i said lol.
|
|
Monday, January 26th, 2009
|
|
|
|
just got my haircut at mike the 91's. Im still here waiting for mike to get done. This time he did an ok job, i mean he did my beard perfect though =). Glad i got to get one so soon cause im planning to meet this girl who works at charlies subs. Her names tanya and she is absolutely gorgous. Hope it goes well. Right now im little hungry, hopefully mike wants to go someplace and i can eat there too. if not im not in the mood to drive anywhere to eat. Maby ill go to eb and see if they have any memory cards for a playstation 1. Im dying to start final fantasy vii again =D if i get one ill play till at least 3 a.m anyway imma head out now. C ya
|
|
Saturday, January 17th, 2009
|
|
|
|
well i just got out of work. I had to close with phillip who isnt the best worker. I did most of the work and let him leave early, anyway the earlier he left the later i could leave and i need the money. Lately i guess i been a bit down. I feel like somethings missing from all that im happy to have. But im going to learn from my past mistakes and move on. I want to call up vanessa and she if she wants to hang out but i havnet talked to her in months and she deleted her myspace. We went on only 1 date and it went ok but i wanna try again. Shes real cute and we have alot in common. Im just afraid that she has a bf now, or worse a controll freak of a bf who makes girls delete there myspace so they cant talk to anybody. I guess if that doesnt work out im not sure what to do,
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
big_g_'s journal
melancholy.
recumbent.
lazy.