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05:40 pm
[Link] | today made me realise how much i miss being in singapore. i hate how i can't be there for my friends when they need me the most. how i cant be the one they call when they need somebody. skype is awesome, but skype doesnt cut it. the hugging bears are way cute, but that's just not the same as a real hug.
teleporting would be so useful right now.
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11:03 pm
[Link] | i got the bestest surprise today. got a box from japan with some goodies i expected and the best gift i've ever received so far. absolutely love it. thank you :)
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11:04 pm
[Link] | damn. this isn't good, i hate this. hate the fact that we have trouble saying some things. hate how you're so far away and how things are only going to get more difficult with the time difference and all. may can't come soon enough
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10:51 am
[Link] | it's been a long time since i've posted something here. and right now, i'm just so bored i'm gonna write a little.
currently in bali, for the ladies indonesian open. 2nd pro event of my life, looking forward to starting out tomorrow. first flight off the 10th tee, feeling pretty good about things. a few bumps (quite literally) along the way, but nothing major to worry about. quite like the golf course, very pretty and challenging. very very easy to get distracted by the view especially on the holes that run by the sea. and that was totally evident yesterday during the practice round. jiali wasn't so distracted, but jean and i were just in awe. white sand, blue sea, blue sky, really really pretty.
it's pretty amazing how easy it is to talk to some people after everything that has happened. doesn't matter if it's been years since we last met, much less spent time together. but i'm really glad that we've reconnected. it's not often that happens. it's very nice, spending time, talking and chilling. and the random moments when both of us say something really really geeky. kinda feel bad for jiali since a fair amount of our random geeky moments end up in us laughing at her in some way. it's really good to know i'm not the only slightly crazy person here, although i still am the only one with sheldon moments.
this is the side of my life that i really enjoy, i get to travel the world and see beautiful places. i meet so many different people and some of them turn out to be really good friends. talking to ahloi just now, i do realise that i am different. i never was meant to stay in singapore. according to her "sg is not really your hood" and i do believe she is right. as much as i love being home and having everybody around, there's always something lacking. i do miss home and so many people back there, but at the same time there are so many people that aren't home that i miss and are still very dear to me.
i'm still learning this trade, still learning how to appreciate how lucky i am and have been. once i do, everything will fall in and this will all work out perfect. i do have faith in that, and i will have faith in my ability. thank you you all for having faith in me and supporting me.
thank you nic for always being there, for your awesome hugs, and for being my biggest fan.love you to bits
and now i'm off to the medical centre to get my cuts looked at and re-dressed again. bugger
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05:13 pm
[Link] | surprised how much we bonded over one week, really nice to know you trust me enough to tell me stuff. i'm so lucky to have you all in my life, to have you as a friend and somebody to look up to, somebody to ask for advice. i miss you guys and i can't put into words how much i look forward to seeing you all again and spending more time together. i'm sure there is much for me to learn
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10:49 pm
[Link] | guess today wasnt so bad after all. had a really good talk outside, things really are different this time around.
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01:08 pm
[Link] | it is better to lose your ego to the one you love than to lose the one you love because of your ego.
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11:12 pm
[Link] | another valentines has passed. nothing exciting happened, apart from me carrying a baby for the first time in my life. pretty cool, i wouldnt mind doing it again. but only kate, just my fav baby. and its so awesome she remembers me. kinda cant wait for her to grow up!!
managed to get through the day without being too emo. there were just moments when my thoughts wandered and led to you. nothing too exciting or depressing. but i know things are different now, our paths have split and mine has found another that has led to somebody else. and while i miss the old, i cant wait to see where this new one will lead me.
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06:57 pm
[Link] | its good to be back home. watched jennifers body on the flight back. crappy movie, but megan fox is hot. her thumbs still look like toes to me and its super duper obvious but damn shes hot. really should stop thinking about it. shit
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02:12 am
[Link] | send someone to love me. i need to rest in arms, keep me safe from harm in the pouring rain
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