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such a pretty face but she's not regretful.
am i beautiful, am i useable?
Created on 2002-01-17 23:07:26 (#442256), last updated 2008-02-10
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Basic Info| Name: | distance |
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| Birthdate: | 07-26 |
| Location: | Canterbury, United Kingdom |
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how sad, so this is what your life has been reduced to a single room apartment containing no more than a matress how sad when the strings have been removed from the blinds & all the outlets have been painted over &the television is streaked with blood & smeared from your knuckles as if you were trying to punch it out & you underestimated its strength or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough startled by a knock at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer but you can only greet the visitor with one short statement: "hello my first name is distance, & i really don't care if i never wake up again" hello my name is distance & i really don't care if i never wake up again & i really don't care if i never wake up again & i really don't care if i never wake up again. {"every breath i exhale is a sigh every breath i exhale, is a sigh of exhaustion"} |
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fall out boy - pretty in punk. walking off that stage tonight i know what you're thinking she {"he"} stands alone because she's {"he's"} high on herself {"himself"} but if you only knew i was terrified & would you mind if i sat next to you & watched you smile so many kids but i only see you & i don't think you notice me well, i've seen your girlfriend {"boyfriend"} & i don't think she {"he"} treats you right but that's none of my business is it? i'm not the way you think i am the only boy {"girl"} who ever gave me the time was the one who only wanted five minutes of mine knocking boots in the back, how degrading is that i decline i'm still terrified & would you mind if i sat next to you & watched you smile so many kids but i only see you & i don't think you notice me i'm not the way you think i am. | the ataris - between you & me. won't you come over you know that you want to how does it feel to know i still want you why do we always seem to want what we can't have lessons learned but then i listen to my heart & it says still run back for more i'm happy for you i'm sure that she {"he"} really loves you but it breaks my heart to know i can't hold you it's just hard to think i'll never get the chance to say you're mine but everytime you hear this song you'll know you made a mark on my heart & my mind. blindfolded - saves the day. now i've made the decision to walk behind you in the dark, for the rest of my life & i'll never show my face again cos it's too scarred and bloody to be enough & i don't have the right stuff all i have are empty boxes to carry away your heart & i think that tonight i will sneak into your house & i'll sing songs & wake you up & i'll take you blindfolded, dancing onto bridges & you'll say you don't want to be with me no one ever does no one ever thinks of me that way but i will even drive you home if you never let me forget about you & if you promise me that i'm good enough for someone cos i've got to be good enough for you someday soon i'll get it right then you'll see just how good i can be so don't ask me about forever because right now i'm feeling lost but there's got to be some place for me because if there isn't, where will i go?i will there be some place for me & will you be there waiting too will you be there waiting for me when we get there, please catch me before i crawl all the way home but i won't stop until you do break myself - something corporate i'm on fire & the day is feeling hopeless you'd see me burning but the burning's turning smokeless soon I won't feel at all it's electric, the neon hurt inside your phone call the letter's sadness & the madness it revolves bringing down the walls where you found love i'm willing to break myself to shake this hell from everything i touch i'm willing to bleed for days my reds & grays so you don't hurt so much & now I'm static as your sky is turning purple & gray i'm learning that the further that i crawl the farther that i fall, is that ok & you're in pieces as your world becomes a rainstorm you've got no shelter i'm a thousand miles away you'll survive the day you say your leaving you say your leaving never again will we fire this gun never again your the only one no never again but you're already gone. i'm willing to break myself i'm not afraid. |
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you have to be prepared for the possibility that god does not like you.
a condom is the glass slipper for our generation. you slip one on when you meet a stranger. you dance all night, and then you throw it away. the condom, i mean, not the stranger.
marla's philosophy of life is that she might die at any moment. the tragedy, she said, was that she didn't.
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i have learned to smoke because i need something to hold on to.
i dare not be with out a cigarette in my hand. if i should be looking the other way when
the hour of doom is struck, how shall i avoid being turned into stone unless i can
remember something to do which will lead me back to the simplicity and saftey of daily
living?
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so what was all that about enlarged holes and tight cracks?
rebecca: oh, face it, you just hate every single guy on the face of the earth.
enid: that's not true. i just hate all these extroverted, obnoxious, pseudo-bohemian losers.
enid: i think only stupid people have good relationships.
seymour: that's the spirit.
rebecca: So, what do you do if you're a satanist?
enid: sacrifice virgins and stuff.
rebecca: i guess that lets us off the hook.
sidewinder boss: fuck you.
doug: you wish. you gotta buy me dinner first.
enid: it's not like i'm some modern punk, dickhead. it's obviously a 1977 original punk rock look. i guess jonny fuckface over there's too stupid to realize it.
rebecca: i didn't really get it either.
enid: everyone's too stupid.
seymour: Well, I have to admit that things are really starting to look up for me since my life turned to shit.
dear josh,
we came by to fuck you but you were not home, therefore, you are gay.
signed,
tiffany & amber.
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