Beauty_within

Fri, 28 May 2010 22:50:21 GMT

Had a lovely day with Hannah today, went to see sex and the city 2, was really good but it was freezing in the cinema!!!
Then this evening we went to Strada for dinner, followed by colours to play pool won 2-1 = ]

Had a good text with Chris this evening. Have now got myself in a tizwaz because he is going on a stag do tomorrow. Atleast if we were together I'd know he wouldn't be doing anything, but seeing as he is single he has the right to do whatever he wants. IT SUCKS. Do I ask him? Would that sound clingy and obsessive?

To make it even better I have to go to work tomorrow!!! Atleast if i was at home I could occupy myself with a dvd or something, instead im going to be stuck at that awful place.

xx

Thu, 27 May 2010 21:47:51 GMT

hello

Went to town with Hannah today, just pottered about, went in topshop a million times to try and spend my voucher! No suck luck.

went to the hornbrook with Chris, was nice. Enjoyed it very much! Going to see sex and the city with Hannah tomorrow, going to be lovely girly day!!!

xxx

Wed, 26 May 2010 22:42:32 GMT

Well. Today was fun... = [

Cleaned my car.
Got a new phone (its lovely)
Saw Chris.

I missing him a lot this evening. I wish there was some way I could have him here. I can't wait for the day (if it ever comes) when i can have him back in my bed, to cuddle and hold all night. Im never going to let him go. I hope so much that this happens. The thought of never having him here again hurts so much, crying again now.

I wish there was away to fix this now, I know its going to take a while and I hate it.

Tue, 25 May 2010 15:19:35 GMT

Just chilling out, watching outnumbered (again!!!)

Texted Chris earlier about meeting up tonight and going to brighton. He hasn't texted back yet! Hopefully I will get to see him but im not counting on it = [

xxx

Mon, 24 May 2010 22:06:06 GMT

I miss chris, a lot.

Had a lovely day together on sunday. I hate not having him here to cuddle, talk to, kiss etc. Not seeing him every day is really weird, him having other plans, things he doesn't need to tell me. I still find myself texting him telling him what im up to! (Like he cares!) Mum and dad are going away soon, maybe I can convince him to come around and spend some time with me, hopefully!

Went to bluewater today with rich, funfun. Got lost on the way. Think this is why im missing Chris, we used to go to bluewater and get lost! hopefully ill get to see him tomorrow.

Miss you muchly baby <3

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Sun, 23 May 2010 19:47:00 GMT

Had a wonderful day = ]

Picnic at Jack and Jill, drove across devil's dyke, then dinner at the plough

Hopefully on the right track now.

<3

Fri, 21 May 2010 21:31:34 GMT

Haven't been on here in ages!!!!

I was a bit crazy back then!!! I now eat what ever the hell i like = ]

Mad times atm so going to vent on here as much as possible, hopefully i won't forget my password again.

xxx

Weekend

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 23:48:44 GMT

I haven't updated in ages.

Life has been good. Eating is awful though. I'm doing so shit. Probs up to bout 800cals a day now = [ rubbish compared to the 200 i was doing easily.

euch.

college is going well although im worrying about my uni applications.

xxx

week

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 00:01:58 GMT

haven't updated in a week sorry!!

It has been ok.

College is better. Life is just generally ok.

Me and siobhan are having some pretty fun times again. Which is nice.

Not eating is going so well. But i haven't put on weight so i spose it isn't too bad.

I am going to Iceland again next year = ] which i am very excited about.

Love to all

xxx

mels party

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 18:49:16 GMT

Haven't updated in a while. Sorry.

This weekend has been cool.

Mels party. funfunfun

Got me Sconi back <3

haven't eaten too much but have drunk quite a bit..ooops.

Got some "drive alive" thing at college 2moz. GREAT.

lovexx

Nomore college...

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 15:46:07 GMT

... Until monday afternoon = ]

YAY

Shopping 2moro. Getting Messy tonight. woo.

Working with the new people tonight, kinda scari.

Britt better come over tonight.

Loving today and Last night. I love it when im happy.

And mel. Loving her too.

xxx

tuesday...

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 22:11:21 GMT

had a driving mock test today. AWFUL. i was so distracted. lol. 7 majors. YES

Only got two lessons or something 2moz. Brilliant. It might be one actually.

Today wasnt too bad though. Last shift with my currents boss. quite sad. Quite scared about working with new people.

Had carrots and grapes at lunch. Pretty good. need to do some exercise though.

xx

FATFATFAT

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 22:58:37 GMT

euch. need to exercise. im just so tired.

Gonna do some conditioning in a bit.

Today was ok. Just avoiding most people. Again.

I need some free time this week to go cycling. Gonna go out for 3 hours friday. 1110 calories. Excellent.

.xx

Fattt

Sun, 04 Nov 2007 22:01:53 GMT

I have eaten so much today. Seriously i haven't eaten this much in weeks. And i feel awful.

Been watching mainstage sunday. Oh how i love it.

Today i have felt really weird. You know when you just take things people say to heart, or over evaluate things?

I know by the end of this week i am gonna feel really alone and antisocial coz im working monday-saturday and i have college too so won't see anyone. Fun.

Really wanna go shopping in london on thursday, or to london dungeons, but i can't decide what id rather do. I am in desperate need of a new wardrobe...

hmm. ill make him decided.

Im so sick of fireworks. They are giving me a headache.

Hopefully me and him will be going to germany for a long weekend of shopping. yay.
love it.

2moz i must do some exercise and not eat.

xx

Shit

Sat, 03 Nov 2007 22:31:21 GMT

I feel like crap.

I can't even be arsed.

I quit life.

Working monday- saturday next week and got college. Will have no social life. not that i have much of one anyway.

I can't actually remember the last time i was properly drunk. I need someone to get me wasted.

Please.

Meant to be going shopping in London 2moz but not sure. Depends what He wants to do.

Need to do something or this would have been another wasted weekend.

I want to be invisible.

I want cuddles. Come here please = ]

Fat.Bored.Miserable. GREAT

x

TGIF

Fri, 02 Nov 2007 21:42:34 GMT

College has been so hard this week. Ok today tho. Got a good mark in Environmental Science. Wo.

Off out in a bit so can't write much.

Lost 4lbs = ]

working all weekend but shopping on sunday. Hopefully i wont look disgusting in everything i try on.

Love.x

Food

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 21:10:01 GMT

I am so annoyed at myself. I have eaten so much today.

Had half a pasta thing at college and had a milky way at home.

Halloween. Why did my mum have to buy sweets?

AGH

Other than that today has been ok. However a certain someone made me feel extremely patronized at lunch and i know hanneh agrees.

Can't be arsed with work atm. The new people are faffing around. my current boss told me i should be able to keep my job but now she ins't so sure. JOKE. Im screwed if i lose my job. Wil be so livid.

I need someone to get me very drunk this weekend please.

xx

stressed

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 22:14:01 GMT

Everything is really stressful at the mo.

College is so hard. Not the actual work but just dealing with applyying to uni and the techers. I want to get into the uni's i have applied to so much and i don't feel like any of my teachers have any faith in me. I just feel like they are underestimating me. Mr Birch does it to everyone though.

Then there is the job. I don't want to work for anyone different. But i spose it will be easier to ask for time off lol. I wont feel so bad.

I'm loving my richard atm. Having some pretty good sleepovers.

Also loving craig and vicky.

Should hopefully be going to London on sunday. Should be fun. Gonna feel so fat tho. I have 4 days to lose a bit of weight.

Anyways thats about it.

xx

Today

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 22:55:40 GMT

It is very cold.

College was shit.

Work was boring.

Richard's was fun.

Thats all.

Tonight.

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 01:48:55 GMT

Was a nightmare.

Met the worst guy ever. He was such a twat. Actually wanted to kill him. He was so rude.

We got pulled over by the police. We hadn't done anything wrong though so was ok.

My mum had a panic attack and came looking for me. Bless her.

Anyway apart from that it was ok. I love rich craig and will. make me giggle.

Hopefully we will be going for a meal 2moz.

I am all confused atm. So attracted to girls. Guys are just doing my head in. They make me fuck up. And im bored of em. Gonna have a bit of girl time. There are no nice bi or gay girls round here tho. HA.

Right I am going to go and change my profile.

love.x

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 02:57:50 GMT

OMG so i haven't been on here in like 3 years.

Think i might start using it again.

I am in a completely different place nowdays. I was so miserable then.

xxxx

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 21:15:10 GMT

www.mtv.com/onair/trl/vote.. can everyone go on this website and vote for always! they deserve to be at number one after all this. xxx

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 17:50:34 GMT

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• You must tell 8 people about this game.
• scott is the one that you love.
• lee is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about mel .
• siana is the one who knows you very well.
• grimmi is your lucky star.
• always is the song that matches with scott.
• stay together for the kids is the song for lee.
• fall to pieces is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and going away to college is the song telling you how you feel about life
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welcome back ppl!!!

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 15:43:30 GMT

rumors are that skye is in hospital having her second child!!!! MARK'S HAVING ANOTHER BABY!!!!!! (aparently)

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 10:52:02 GMT