shortly after Z started working here, her father died unexpectedly. at the christmas party when we were getting all hosed up, i told her my story and said anytime she needed to talk i'd be there for her. she has never forgotten that. i think i've already mentioned this a zillion times.

i texted her on sunday to let her know i was thinking about her. today, she comes by my office to thank me in person.

that made me feel good today.

no ride today. i will be at lincoln park pub after work. it is either this or shooting myself in the face, which could be damaging to my psyche, and quite possibly my face. i could use some company to distract me from shooting myself in the face. if you are up for it, that is where i will be.

it is taco tuesday. i got that goin for me.

thank you to wraptboy, sushispook, and goth_poser_guy [and partially stormcore]for taking me seriously. despite my pics this evening i am very not much doing well. so, thank you. your friendship is appreciated.

edit: "appreciated" sounds so fucking sterile. y'all blew me over with your kindness tonight, without you guys i would be dead right now. no, really, thank you.