i don't know what amuses me more here: that a michael myers wants to be my friend, or the fact that he used debbie rochon as a reference.

you know what's awesome about losing a shit ton of weight?

nobody pays attention to your brain anymore.

last thing i need to hear right now is any condescending bullshit, k? k.

i have not been particularly attractive my entire life. because of this, i developed an over the top personality. that's what you do. you need to compensate.

which is why ive been rather popular over the years.

what is [not very] awesome now is that *nobody* pays attention to that personality. all they care about is the crap from the neck down and that i am more than likely this empty package that they can mack on and probably not bother to get to know.

sadly, this isn't the case, as i am still an incredibly cerebral being, and despite my new shell, i require mental stimulation. that personality is still there, and maybe if they saw past my supposed hot ass, they might catch on to something that is completely fucking wonderful.

sadly, nobody does.

this is a lot of "boo hoo me" but its been weighing a lot on my mind.

i dont want to lose what i have personality wise, and i wont, because that's *always* been me. but what's been entirely pissing me off is people treating me in a certain way because i am a different shape now.

not cool, peeps. not cool.