Life.

bandaids__ @ 2008-09-01T23:42:00

2008-09-02T03:45:40Z

"This sucks, and you don't deserve it."

Sometimes there is no better explanation than that simple statement.

bandaids__ @ 2008-02-21T23:27:00

2008-02-22T04:30:31Z

bandaids__ @ 2008-01-27T21:23:00

2008-01-28T02:26:18Z

How many times have I said something along the lines of, "I'm not like that."

or, "I'm not THAT girl!"

I guess I have to stop lying to myself before I can change what I'm doing.

bandaids__ @ 2008-01-07T02:25:00

2008-01-07T07:25:34Z

You know, Chinese restaurants should be open twenty-four hours. I find myself sitting up late at night, every night, craving it; at all the wrong times.

bandaids__ @ 2007-11-13T23:58:00

2007-11-14T05:10:27Z

It's never going to get better.

bandaids__ @ 2007-11-12T18:02:00

2007-11-12T23:03:04Z

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

bandaids__ @ 2007-11-12T14:22:00

2007-11-12T19:22:51Z

I don't want to be a teacher.

Don't judge me, hahah.

2007-10-15T20:49:12Z

Twenty albums that made the biggest influence in my life.

Warped Tour 2002 Compilation.

...And Out Come the Wolves by Rancid.

Tell All Your Friends by Taking Back Sunday.

Full Collapse by Thursday.

Too Bad You're Beautiful by From Autumn to Ashes.

Dream to Make Believe by Armor for Sleep.

For All of This by The Early November.

Say it Like You Mean it by The Starting Line.

Sunsets & Car Crashes by The Spill Canvas.

Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has a Bodycount by From First to Last.

Hellogoodbye EP.

Fevers & Mirrors by Bright Eyes.

Beneath Medicine Tree by Copeland.

Give Up by The Postal Service.

Sleepwalker by JamisonParker.

Everything Goes Numb by Streetlight Manifesto.

The Papercut Chronicles by Gym Class Heroes.

Interventions & Lullabies by The Format.

Harmonium by Vanessa Carlton.

bandaids__ @ 2007-10-10T23:54:00

2007-10-11T03:56:12Z

Why the fuck am I like this.

Never-mind.

Don't answer that.

how does it feel?

2007-09-11T02:59:16Z

bandaids__ @ 2007-08-25T19:47:00

2007-08-25T23:48:15Z

memories are pain that lost their meaning over time.

bandaids__ @ 2007-07-14T00:10:00

2007-07-14T04:44:57Z

look, i'm still basking in disgust & self pity...
can we rebuild my life tomorrow?

bandaids__ @ 2007-07-10T20:46:00

2007-07-11T00:51:21Z

life changes too quickly & i thought i could take it all in & appreciate it, but the truth is that i'm too dizzy from all the spinning to even realize where i am.

bandaids__ @ 2007-07-07T02:11:00

2007-07-07T06:21:33Z

i
should
mean
more.

bandaids__ @ 2007-07-03T20:02:00

2007-07-04T00:03:21Z

comment annonymously.
be as nice or as mean as you'd like to be.

when did your heart go missing?

2007-06-27T03:48:28Z

bandaids__ @ 2007-06-14T23:35:00

2007-06-15T03:38:13Z

"Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos."

summer is here.
looking forward to more hellos.

bandaids__ @ 2007-03-13T23:16:00

2007-03-14T03:46:12Z

Are we like those bored couples
you feel sorry for in restaurants?
Are we the dining dead?

FRIENDS ONLY.

2006-08-05T03:58:17Z

You don't need to comment if you're already on my friends list.

And also, I did a friends cut, which I don't think I've ever really done before, but whatever. I just want it to be known that I didn't do it to be immature or to start more drama than there has been-- I did it because I no longer trust whoever I deleted with reading my entries.