urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bambisahooker_ Impact the brittle bone Jon 2005-12-13T00:22:14Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bambisahooker_:24413 2005-12-13T00:22:14Z 2005-12-13T00:22:14Z Stolen from Alex Stein:<br /><br />Comment to this post anonymously something you want to say to me right this second but can't, for whatever reason.<br /><br /><br />haha i cant wait to see what mean things people say to me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bambisahooker_:21190 2005-10-20T20:12:06Z 2005-10-20T22:26:27Z sometimes life just really bares down on me.<br /><br />i feel so alone, like nobodys really listening to how i feel. i mean sure i can be really crazy sometimes, but i mean its not like im never sad. i think im sort of like a sad clown.<br /><br />like im always laughing and messing around for everybody, but when the makeup comes off, im just as human as everyone else. i have the same feelings and problems in my life.<br /><br />it can just get to be a bit much. sometimes i wish people didnt know me as crazy loud fun jon hochman, but as sensitive jon hochman, with emotions flowing deep inside me.<br /><br />i feel like i can never really express to anyone how i actually feel. i feel depressed and lonely and things arent always a joke, but im too scared to show the real me. my lightheartedness is just a cover up for how depressed i feel inside.<br /><br />i just hope someday i can be honest with everyone...and myself...<br /><br /><b>EDIT.</b> that was not me. even though it is kinda true. whatever. Basically, id just like to add that barrett lindgren is a huge faggot loser who spends his time either watching gay porn or updating peoples livejournals that they left logged on at his house. <br /><br />barrett lindgren likes men. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bambisahooker_:20732 2005-10-20T02:23:57Z 2005-10-20T02:43:11Z <img src="http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y78/Nyanchan/Picture017.jpg"><br />this is alex powells nephew, dudley. he is dressed as an elf. ISNT HE SO CUTE?! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bambisahooker_:9432 2005-06-23T04:55:53Z 2005-06-23T04:55:53Z i continue to love cock<br /><br />nothing brightens my day more than a ram in the ass urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bambisahooker_:8728 2005-06-22T20:54:51Z 2005-06-22T20:54:51Z i love cock urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bambisahooker_:392 2005-05-02T01:07:06Z 2005-05-02T01:07:06Z i suck dick for coke or heroin, so give me a call. my number is 973-777-8923 if you ever need some dick sucking.