Mates

well. it was my birthday this monday, and i thought id get myself a gift that i've been waiting for for the past 2 years... i went down the street n got some inkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. if you like greek mythology, i think youll like it. if you like boobs, i think you'll love it....
 

Well I finally started my Bettie Page leg sleeve. One piece down... many to go.

"i'm not going down on my knees begging you to adore me.you see its misery.When i misunderstood...how important it is for me.nobody knows me as well as you do.you know how hard it is for me to SHAKE THE DISEASE.it takes hold of my tongue in situations like this..

understand me....understand me.....understand me...."

these past couple of days its been like highschool again and shit,just like drinking all day,and then the next day same shit.i really REAAAALLY  should let my body catch up with my mind and shit,..cuz i havent had like a full or good meal in a good while.Really all i find myself eating drinking is carrot juice,or plain carrots.VERO IS HUNGOVER....AGAIN,NINJA!!dang,must stooop.

on some sad note,adrian the assistant manager at work is in the hospital because the gate to the close the parking lot fell on her....so i'm kinda sad.i'm trying to find out as much as i can...

My name's Jasmine, I'm 18 years old and currently living in the UK.

I have lots of different interests including; reading (esp classics), Jane Austen, Ian McEwan, films, theatre, satirical humour, tea, radiohead, James McAvoy...Well the rest of them are on my profile.

It's hard to describe the full depth of my personality really. Basically I'm passionate about everything I do and believe, I have quite a dry sense of humour and find some of the strangest things amusing. I mediate betweet two different lifestyles. One day I could be at a club sipping cosmopolitans and throwing some drunken shapes; and the next I could be watching shakespeare at the local theatre.

I think that's enough self indulgence for now. I'd like to meet somebody with similar interests as myself, so we can have a good old banter about interesting stuff.

If I have not bored you to tears, don't hesitate in friending me :)

Peace x

Atlantans are awesome! *beams* this makes me so freaking happy!
the one that started it all always makes me cry with joy

Oh God/dess, I just watched the original again and I have tears pouring down my cheeks. It represents the whole human journey to me -- seeing someone reach out with this beautiful gift and everyone passes it up! until finally someone takes a chance and the world turns to color, and it builds and builds and more join in! Joy! Joy! JOY! until the authorities come in and say "this is crossing boundaries, no no" but instead of responding in anger they respond in LOVE *cries eyes out* and reach out and help those who are afraid of boundary-crossing (represented by the police, who are simply acting out society's laws). Really, could there be anything more beautiful?

I'm feeling energy quiver in my toes. I'm feeling it race through me. I feel spirals and tendrils of it slipping out my hair, curling around my ears, buzzing around my eyes and pouring out of my fingertips. I want to speak, and when I do, there will be magic. Blue magic, which swirls and stirs in the air. I'm feeling energy, magic, myself-ness curling, shivering, quivering, being in the air, in myself, I am electric.

Where does this electricity come from? I am a horse person. Oh so much. Let me tell you, my friends, I went to this equine (horse) workshop which was absolutely right for me. Totally right and natural for me.

Why was it so right? Because the second, or nearly thereafter, that I stepped out the porch door to go have experience #1, being with the horses (no touching or talking), I felt an IMMEDIATE psychic/telepathic link with one Arabian, Justice. OMG, you guys, I heard ze ask me, "Don't you want to come closer?" I wasn't shaken by this, but rather was like, "oh wow!" And as I drew closer, a few steps at a time (holy shit guys, a horse is talking to me, and I'm hearing it crystal clear like it's the most natural thing in the world and I've been able to do it all my life and just now "realized" it), I began to be hit by giggles. Pure, pure joy just running, racing, turning cartwheels within me.

It was AMAZING, holy fuck, seriously. I've never experienced such utter, pure joy MINDFULLY, as in all in my head but definitely in my body and racing everywhere else (there was no other person in my head, just this connection), with a four legged being. Well, I have with a cat before, actually, but not this words-connection. I think it had to be words to get my attention or something like that, but after that, words weren't needed. It was all this telepathic joy-bond.

So anyway, after that happened, we had this body scan meditation where I felt, "well I certainly don't need this so I'll do my own thing." I was tempted to move away from the group, but something kept me there, a herd mentality or something like that, and I began writing stuff, really important stuff that made total sense to me and filled me with a sense of empowerment. I was silent, no disturbing the other humming beings.

Then, OMGOMGOMGOMG the SECOND exercise was called "give and take" where you get to choose the horse (though in I think all three cases (two other participants, other than me) the horse chose us) and you're in the paddock with them and you walk until they give notice, and eventually they come to you or not. And coming to you is a powerful experience, like giving them the full reins in the relationship, acknowledging the authentic self that is a free spirit, deserving of all the room and space it needs.

Not coming can be just as powerful, as one participant found out - ze found out, after talking with the group leaders in some degree of frustration, that the horse was suffering a respiratory illness and so wasn't feeling well. I know I wouldn't reach out to someone, if I were ill, but might wait for them to, or not, if I didn't feel like I wanted contact - and so ze went back to the horse and began to pet it, which was a huge release for me energetically and emotionally since I'd been watching this interaction and did in fact know what this horse wanted.

Mine though.. I went first, and omg, it was.. wow. I knew that the Arabian who had chosen me would come to me, it was only a matter of time. Ze played around, rolling in the dirt (to which I laughed aloud as it was FUNNY, and I felt the joy of it from zir), eating some grass, trying to engage me. But I wouldn't have any of it.

Instead I simply watched and waited as ze finally came to me, and oh. my. god/dess. it was like shaking hands with myself, with this shining being who had finally decided to just stop playing and be real. Ze was like a puppy in my hands, and we nuzzled and it was just amazing.

I really felt totally at peace there, totally myself, able to move around, and I let the connection play out as long as it would, then left it feeling joyful.

I still hear zir voice in my head, as a guide.

I'm amazed. Absolutely amazed. And yet, it feels right, and totally natural that I would have that sort of connection. Just wow.

*giggles*

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cross posted to my own journal, to isistemple, and spiritsisters

Hello there.. my name's Harriet, I'm 18 and I live in Scotland. I made this journal recently after falling out with my old one (I'd had it for ages.. it was time to move on) and so I'm in desperate need of some new friends.

A bit about me.. I have dreadlocks which I love. My dog is one of the most important things/people in my life, and going to university and leaving her in September will be very, very hard. I love music.. at the moment I listen to a lot of neutral milk hotel, the mars volta, jeff buckley and radiohead. I have a harry potter tattoo!

Oh, and this is what I look like:


(although my arse is normally in my jeans.)

I like to read and comment other journals, and always make an effort to get to know my lj friends. My posts normally contain one or two pictures, because I enjoy taking photographs of my day-to-day activities.

Comment here or on my 'friends only' post if you'd like to become friends. (:

mega love! xxx

Hello there.. my name's Harriet, I'm 18 and I live in Scotland. I made this journal recently after falling out with my old one (I'd had it for ages.. it was time to move on) and so I'm in desperate need of some new friends.

A bit about me.. I have dreadlocks which I love. My dog is one of the most important things/people in my life, and going to university and leaving her in September will be very, very hard. I love music.. at the moment I listen to a lot of neutral milk hotel, the mars volta, jeff buckley and radiohead. I have a harry potter tattoo!

Oh, and this is what I look like:


(although my arse is normally in my jeans.)

I like to read and comment other journals, and always make an effort to get to know my lj friends. My posts normally contain one or two pictures, because I enjoy taking photographs of my day-to-day activities.

Comment here or on my 'friends only' post if you'd like to become friends. (:

mega love! xxx

there's not a lot really for me to say, so i'll start with the usual.

i'm 18, i'm almost done with my A levels, and i'm going onto an art & design course next year.

i enjoy writing, reading, photography (oh yes, one day i'll be a photographer), retro gaming, charity work, reminiscing, conversations that last late into the night and destroying other people's lives- i mean, being a nice little girl. ahem.

i don't enjoy sitting on a bus full of people who kick chairs, smell of sweat and rub up against you whenever the opportunity arises. old people with attitude, chavs with that noise they call music blasting from their phones and most people in general all get my goat. well, metaphorically, because A) if they got my goat, i'd have to hit them hard, and B)... i don't have a goat.

in other news, my music taste is varied, i drink like an irish man, my ratties are adorable, and i'm actually jesus in a frock, minus the beard. that beard wasn't cool, on a scale of 1 - beard.

conclusion? random variables.

The day after Aurilion arrived we drove around a bit, got semi-lost trying to find the recycling place and picked up my lapis lazuli ring from the jewelers (where I was getting it sized). I told zir about its significance and the significance of my other rings (which I have yet to post about ;-p). We were planning on going to laughter yoga but ze felt that would be too much at that moment (it was so intense just being together) so instead we went to dinner at the coffeehouse and then to the park! We saw ducklings! (which I had never seen in real life) I showed zir the twin tree which had comforted me on a day I felt crazy, and ze felt the sweet energy of it. We both gave it kisses ;-) Then we met another tree which was quite amazing and I got zir to pose with it.



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Later that evening we watched Playing By Heart, which was an incredible experience because our hearts were so open to each other and I could feel zir reactions so clearly! Also, ze strongly empathized with so many of the characters (who are all dear to my heart) and I saw them with new eyes. I felt like I was seeing it for the first time, only better. That movie means so much to me. ♥ I LOVE seeing it with people when they see it for the first time.

I realized that most of my porn is all pictures of myself, but then I am the prettiest person I know

I realized today, I have never had a brain freeze... What am I missing?

 Hello, I'm Nicole.  I live in Michigan with my boyfriend Frank( the love of my life), my dog Jessee, two fish (jerkwad and twinky) and the most recent addition, a cat named Noodles.  I'm 21, as it turns out, but honestly, age really doesn't bother me as far as friends go.  My journal is pretty much whatever is on my mind when I'm writing.  I wouldn't call myself spontaneous, but I like having fun as much as the next guy.  Believe it or not, I don't watch much TV, but I listen to boatloads of music.  We're talking Beethoven and Mozart to Greenday.  I don't care for meat, but fruits and Veggies are pretty close to amazing.  Jessee even likes bananas.  Noodles, however, prefers Tuna.  lol, Tuna and noodles.  Well, feel free to add me, and I'd be more than happy to add you back. 

I'm Alex.
I'm fun.
I'm interesting.
I'm a social justice major.
Don't request my friendship if you are boring. Or ignorant.

so i decided to finally join and introduce myself :D

im spencer! and ive got a few modifications :P


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