Backtracking

Ben got some chickens today so he can have organic eggs.

He let me name them, so I called them after items on the KFC menu, so now we have Twister and Zinger. I'll post pics soon.

Well we went on Friday anyway, just to check out what was on and I was already in cyber gear, and it turned out to be a Rolling Stones tribute band night and I turned around and heard a group of girls muttering that I was fat and disgusying, so I asked them what their problem was and they were like 'do your parents know you go out dressed like that? I can't even look at you, it's sickening.' so what with recently losing my dad and being that badly insulted - I ran out in tears.

Then I went to a kebab shop in Wellingborough and some drunk 40-something woman sat next to me and starts going 'oooh like you need to eat a kebab - you're fat enough already, I'd have stopped eating months ago if I was your weight.' and carried on in a similar way for about 10 minutes then some guy jumped in and said 'excuse me, but I happen to think she's gorgeous' and some other random bloke jumped in and goes 'well i think she's an ugly, fat heffer...'
So I ran out crying yet again.

This is what I was wearing. Surely I didn't deserve such harsh words, but tell me honestly, am I too fat for cybergear?
( Fat Pics )

Is there a limit to how many pics you can upload or can i give someone free access to my journal and let them add two entries with loads of pics. I've done most of the programming and i can send you that too, but it just needs something to stop it throwing up errors and i can't for the life of me remember what it is.

FAO zollipops

Hey - sign up to ebay then let me know your username so I can sign u up to my newsletter so you can see when i get new tongue bars and stuff in. cuz I've got LOADS of stuff on offer now, and I bet some of your friends would love it too.

I'm just buying in new shipments of curved barbells, coloured titanium bars and hoops, tongue studs, UV/rave earrings and tongue studs. It's like camden market but on my shop! lol. I'll send newsletters showing new products, and if you want to impress Steve at all, I'm also starting selling sexy undies!! ;)

Btw, had to post on here cuz your work email address isn't working for me again. Send an email to me off it so I can just hit reply on it in the future!

Oh and this isn't just limited to zollipops, anyone with any piercings who wants to buy cheap jewellery on ebay for them, just ask me for the address to go to. :)

I haven't updated in ages.
It's my nan's birthday. Wow, this means all the badly irritatinf members of my family will flood my house, moan that I have too many piercings or I've gained weight and generally pick apart every part of me/my life.

I got the bottom of my belly button pierced, and my Christina redone and my tragus. So I bloody well hurt all over, and the Christina's embedding itself in my skin again, the belly button one seems to be going infected and I finally got my tragus one changed to a BCR so it stopped embedding itself in my ear. Go me.

I have flu, so I feel like shit.

I had a panic attack yesterday cuz my liver sorta area started hurting and Richard made it worse by making a big fuss and making out like the pain was serious, despite me shouting 'shut up, I'm having a panic attack, no, no, no, shut up, shut up, you're making it worse, why won't you shut up? PLEASE just shut up, god, please just stop it, no, no, no, stop, please stop, just stop, shut up...' etc.
What a dick.

I have to start my new job next Monday and my car's still mangled. Joy.

I'm writing Christmas Cards!

If you want one off me (doesn't matter where in the world you're from) email me on iwantmymtv@hotmail.com (put the subject line as :Xmas Card Address) and I'll send you a card, only catch is... I'll send you my address back and I expect one in return and I want to see how many cards from my LJ friends around the world i can get!

Well I was involved in a bad car crash on Friday.
Not my fault but my insurance are saying it is, to get out of paying me anything.

So I have to pay recovery costs and whatnot at £208, cuz I so have that now First Point sacked me just before Christmas with the excuse that Phoenix forgot to fill in one form on my reference.

Oh whatever.

So anyway, Friday: i was trying to get out of going to hospital but they wouldnt let me. (I'd planned with Dave to go out every day for that entire week and Friday was the CyberKitten XTREME XMAS EXTRAVAGANZA) But no, i was strapped to a backboard by my ankoles, knees, thighs, then my arms by my sides, my shoulders, then i had a this plastic neck collar on and a big foam head brace wth my chin and forehead strapped to the board too.

Now imagine how chlostorophobic that is.. then imagine it for four hours!

Fantastic, I've got severe whiplash

I'm off to Budapest in 7 hours. I'll actually be on the plane, scred stiff cuz I hate flying!

Then it's my birthday, the day I get back - Tuesday the 7th, and I'm still trying to see how many people I can get to send me cards! Any takers, come on.
If you're in the Uk, it's cheap to post a card!

It's my birthday on the 7th. All those who know me really well, I expect cards off! :oP

Send me a message if you genuinely want my address to post me one!

I'm off to Budapest for my birthday though. Yay, go me! :o)



Oh, and rate me on here: http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=A8OQGUE&key=DSD
It's just a bit of a laugh I'm having with my mates over who's 'hotter'.
Lol.

No updates for ages, because have been too hectic with work and college and whatnot.

However, I made Richard get his nipple pierced today. And I have photos! Hehe.

( NWS - AND DON'T LOOK IF YOU'RE SQUEAMISH! )

Well today I woke up feeling like shite.
Went to work, felt worse.

Then the board of managers turned up, at which point my body decided it'd be the most comical time to make me throw up.
Lol.
Pretty funny really.

But got sent home sick and I just want to sleep but I can't. :(

Loving having my new car.

Done 160 miles in the weekend - god only knows how!
I just remember driving places. lol.

Went to town with Dave on Saturday. Was boring. Dave's changed so he's not as much fun at all anymore. He did buy me a pair of boots though.

Sunday was alright. I decided to set up a bowlng trip which failed miserably cuz no-one spoke to each other, aside Richard speaking to Andy and Steph about war and weapons and crap which is like THE most boring topic EVER and his most talked about topic EVER. IT's sad and it's boring. Give it up already.

Drove home in a strop. Then Richard went and stole flowers out my neighbours' gardens to say sorry for ignoring me but I don't really care anymore.

He's messed up SO many times with me.

Crappy, crappy, crappy day.

The coke machine ate £1.60 of my money and gave me no coke.
The company about my car rang and said they couldn't do finance cuz I'd had an employment gap between this job and my last so they needed to get a payslip off my mom.

I tried ringing mom - no answer.
Tried emailing - no answer
Tried texting - no answer

So I called her company, they said she didn't work there, so I insisted she did and got them to give me the payroll number.

Rang payroll - they denied her existance too then stated that they COULD fax the payslip but they 'didn't really have time'

Then Richard's car broke down on my way back to work from lunch - so I had to ring work to say that I'd be late.

So we jump-started his car, then it broke down a mile later ON a roundabout. RAC were called and I stood in the pouring rain waiting for Richard's mom to come pick me up and take me to work.

So I missed lunch so I was starving.

Got to work, more calling of mom with no avail.

Then I got told off for sending too many outside emails and making calls even though I'd explained the situation.

Had to work late because I had to wait til Rich could get his mom's jeep to come pick me up.

Got home, blazing row with mom cuz I didn't ask her hw her day was but I was stressed and so on and so forth.


Vrappy, crappy, crappy day.

I’m very, VERY annoyed. The doctors won’t give me my painkillers even though I’m literally doubled up in pain with stomach cramps and PMT, all because when I went into hospital, my mom went through my room, found any medication I had (inc sore throat sweets and contraceptive pills) threw them away and reported to the doctor that I’d been ‘living off them all’. Now one of the things in there was a box of painkillers – so now they think I’m addicted to them. But if I was, would I a) not have had any left in my room, b) gotten over it since I haven’t taken any since I left hospital and c) shown withdrawal symptoms when I had to stop taking them?
Sooo grrrrrr…

I just feel it’s pretty damn unethical of a doctor to leave a patient in a lot of pain, despite explaining the mix-up with my mom, suggesting they lowered the dose/gave me less in a go/monitored my prescriptions – after I’ve tried paracetamol, ibuprofen, double strength ibuprofen, heat packs, hot water bottles, gentle exercise, hard exercise, back rubs, massages, baths, mefanamic acid etc.

I am NOT a happy bunny.

France was wicked - I'll post pictures later, if I haven't previously dropped dead of exhaustion. :P

Anywho, I found out how much it was going to cost to redo the locks on my car, and frankly, screw that.

So I bought this on a lease:



cool, huh?

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST,
I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends!


1.Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:


HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
2. Whats your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if I asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

ALTERNATIVELY, if've you've done the above before, or if you're feeling creative... you could post 18 random or interesting things about yourself, AND 10 misconceptions that you think people have about you.

[meme stolen from ibneko]

Wow, well on Monday, not only did I find out my liver is ok, but I got myself a new job too!
More money than I've ever earnt before with quarterly pay reviews and 25 days paid holiday a year! Ooh and a subsidised canteen! Yay.

Also, I'm starting college again on the 18th (the day I return from France) so I'll be pulling 13 and a half hour working days!

Anyway, Monday night to celebrate my job and my liver being ok, we opened a bottle of red wine and obviously after two months of abstaining from alcohol, 2 glasses got me very merry! Lol.

Yesterday, we travelled to Bacup, my dad's birth town in search of Whimberry pies (unless you're northern British, you probably won't know what I'm on about!) and I got a bit teary eyed as remembering my dad kinda hit a nerve, but it was still fun. I saw where my nan used to live and all the places I used to visit as a child and we finally found the elusive whimberry pies! Lol.
Went back to Richard's, played on guitar for a bit, chatted and then went to see The Sentinel at the cinema which was surprisingly good, if a little slow starting.
Back home, more jamming on guitars, then lay in bed.

Richard said that if I start going out with him, he'll move back south from Preston to be near me and pospone the Army and everything, which I'd like but I don't want him to throw things away for me. I don't want to be so responsible for such a big decision in his life and I don't want to tell him to just for my own personal gain. And Dave would be SO awkward if I told him I was seeing Richard cuz in Dave's mind all of a sudden, Richard is the son of Lucifer and the root of all evil in the world and so on and so forth.
Plus if Richard moves back, he has all the furniture from the house in Preston and is in the perfect position to move into a house in Northampton. Something I've been wanting to do ever since I've moved back from Reading, so we could move in together. IDEAL. But then there's Dave. He'd moan and whine and I know I shouldn't feel so controlled by him but I do and it's horrible.

This evening, I am going to Preston til Thursday, when I return for an interview, then on Friday I am off to Bordeaux, so you may not hear from me for a bit. Will update, post pics and comment when I return. :)

Had a fun weekend. Went to see Nicky on Friday. We went out and got masses of Chinese food from the KamYong. I had ribs in piquant sauce, prawn crackers, crispy seaweed, egg fried rice and spring rolls. mmm.
Then we went out of the town. Went to City Life, Lloyds, Wetherspoons and a few other bars scattered around the city then wound up in Revolution where Nicky got plastered, I danced my arse off and I met the cutest guy ever (looked just like Sezer from Big Brother), but I was too shy to talk to him!
Got home and went to bed - then Nicky in his drunken state kept shouting my name, then every time I'd say 'what?' he'd just fall back asleep. Pretty funny, really.

Then Saturday we woke up early-ish and went shopping. Nicky bought me loads of stuff which was sweet of him then we went back to his and chilled for a bit, then got all dressed up and went out to dinner at Frankie and Benny's. Where I wolfed down a 12oz rump steak with peppercorn sauce and finished with a toffee waffle and ice cream!
Then later we went to his mates' party which sucked cuz everyone had forgotten the date so no-one came, so we headed back into town. more bars and dancing and came home late.
Watched Ricky Gervais: Politics and back to back episodes of The IT crowd. Then Nicky fell asleep and made his usual vile asleep noises (Imagine a baby's gurgle but louder with snoring and CLICKY noises intermingled) which kept me awake! Finally got to sleep and was tormented by nightmares then woke up, boiling hot and had to wait for ages to get a lift home.