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and we'll all float on, ok
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[06 Mar 2005|10:13pm] |
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mogwai - stanley kubrick |
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New journal. Add me first, all right?
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[02 Mar 2005|11:11pm] |
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fetish - blue blanket |
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i don't think i can ever fall asleep.
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[24 Feb 2005|08:25pm] |
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sworn |
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jay-z - my 1st song |
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1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123 (if less than that, go to page 23)
3. Find the fifth full sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't search around for the coolest book you can find. Do what's actually nearest to you (We already know you, no use trying to be pretentious)
"They are drinking Victory Punch, compounded of paregoric, Spanish Fly, heavy black rum, Napoleon brandy and canned heat."
Thanks for the reminder—no more fucking around.
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[20 Feb 2005|08:53am] |
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pinback - fortress |
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I've got it; I have the West Nile Virus
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[13 Feb 2005|09:53pm] |
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queens of the stone age - in the fade |
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Where is up now?
I hate Valentine's Day.
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[09 Feb 2005|09:02pm] |
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 remember? |
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the kinison - the farm and the girls |
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Grades, grading, grounded.
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[03 Feb 2005|09:30pm] |
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jimmy stochelo fapy - pepito's swing |
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i wish i could bathe.
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| gimme that z |
[31 Jan 2005|07:38pm] |
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ween - zoloft |
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i wanna go to coachella
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[29 Jan 2005|11:08pm] |
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coming down |
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the outline - shotgun |
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"Dude... this is so intense."
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[28 Jan 2005|01:03pm] |
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awake |
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bright calm blue - share the blame |
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this weekend is going to be fun. except it already IS the weeekend and i AM having fun
and i now have the coolest lighter in the WORLD
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[26 Jan 2005|08:40pm] |
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imogen heap - hide and seek |
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i swear to god, i just had the best idea for an entry.
too bad i forgot what it was the second i clicked "update."
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| yeah, i feel fine |
[25 Jan 2005|07:34pm] |
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modest mouse - 3rd planet |
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i love the feeling when you listen to a song that keeps growing on you, and eventually you just like, fall in love with it and listen to it all the time, every single day. and then you start fading away from it, and eventually stop listening to it. and then, you listen to it a few months later and you're bombarded with all these memories from that song...
my summer was a waste of time.
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[24 Jan 2005|07:53pm] |
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bright eyes - drunk kid catholic |
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i told eric the bio teacher that i started taking concerta, and he was like yeah you know, "there are three things that you shouldn't be doing. alcohol, mar-i-juan-a, and tabacco. mostly the second one, MAR-I-JUAN-A. do you do any of those things?" i replied with a nope (althogh it was hard to keep from giggling, especially since brooke sitting next to me was covering her mouth to keep from laughing), and that was that. RIGHT?
when the period was over i started leaving and he asked me to stay until a bunch of kids left. the second he closed the door he asked me, "you smoke weed, right?"
"... uh, I—... I—"
"YOU SMOKE WEED?"
"i.... have"
"yes, ben. you 'have' and could say you 'have and do' right?"
"... I—"
"well look, concerta chills you, and mariuana also chills you out. and right now you're too chilled."
"yes..."
"and you're going to have to quit one of them. it doesn't matter which one, but you can't do both.
"well, thanks..."
it was kind of surreal. alec thought if i played my cards right i could have blazed with him
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[21 Jan 2005|09:17pm] |
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queens of the stone age - mosquito song |
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Is it just me, or is everyone focusing on the wrong details?
today i felt reaaally sick in jazz band, and then had BAND PRACTICE with eric and mikey. got a terrible migraine annnnd went home and did NOTHING for four hours. and then i jerked off. the end. do this shit too:
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I died from suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
WOULD YOU:
Be my friend?:
Lie to make me feel better?:
Spread rumors about me?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Loan me some cash?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:
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[20 Jan 2005|04:42pm] |
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joanna newsom - peach, plum, pear |
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I don't know.
But I want to get out of this shithole.
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[18 Jan 2005|09:18pm] |
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the jesus and mary chain - just like honey |
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ok so like,
today in pe we played dodgeball, right? right. and maddie came up to me and said,
"ben, will you be my body shield?"
i don't do anything in pe, so i gladly obliged.
we she took my wrist and walked me to the front. and then stood behind me. a few people threw balls in our general direction, but nothing too extreme. and my dodging abilities are just... uncanning. and by that, i mean no one threw anything at us (me) within a three foot radius.
until travis.
now, travis. here's a super nice guy! he lent me his copy of battle royale for a few months even. he's cool. and so he sees me, picks up a ball, and throws. as hard as he can.
straight into my crotch. and i'm talking motherfucking DEAD ON, right at fuckin' bullseye.
so i walked to the bench, and sat down for the rest of period. mostly talking to kingsley and will about those wacky asians! and nosebleeds and whatever else we could think of. eventually the pain subsided.
however, TONIGHT. my dog was in the car. i have no idea why, but he was. and he's a bit plump, you know? so this dog, he JUMPS out of the backseat and into the front, aka WHERE I AM CURRENTLY RESIDING. and by this point, it's too late to get him back into the BACKSEAT, so i let him lay on my lap.
somewhere along the long ride home, however, the car reaches a sudden halt! and the dog, he seems to suddenly become very alert and JUMPS UP, keeping one paw up in the air, as if to symbolize him wanting to change positions.
his paw came tumbling, crash down.
in the same place the ball had hit me earlier today—i screamed, "FUCK!"
this is the worst pain ever
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| 2 things (not gay ok) |
[17 Jan 2005|09:40pm] |
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metallica - master of puppets |
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1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.
3. Then i will tell you my favorite memory with you.
4. Next, I will tell you what you remind me of.
5. Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
this weekend wasn't fun... comment?!
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[16 Jan 2005|08:21pm] |
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| They don't know you like I do |
[15 Jan 2005|08:32pm] |
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 what is the meaning of this |
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the paper chase - where have those hands been |
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You're so naive—but it's okay. We both are.
I DID A QUIZ THOUGH TIGHT TIGHT TIGHT
Basic
Name: ben
Age: 15
Height: 6', i think? yeah, that seems pretty close
Hair color: dark dark brown
Eye color: blue
Love/ Relationship
Do you believe theres a differnce between "love" and "in love"? uh, yeah. of course
Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all? yeah
Are you romantic? what do you think ;)
do u have a crush? if so who? no
Who and when was ur last kiss? uhh... thursday?
Are u in a relationship right now? no
If so with who? don quixote
If not how long have u been single? like two weeks
School Life
What's school do u go to? NEW ROADS (yeah, it's the one with all these mentally challenged kids...)
private? public? private, but i'm changing next year
Favorite subject? lunch! oh, do you see how rebelous i am? cause you know, it's not really a subject...
Favorite teachers? cleveland
Music
Whats ur favorite kinda music? i don't know. it depends what i'm in the mood for... FOR INSTANCE: i'm about to listen to the album leaf. what the fuck is that? like, half-instrumental experimental lo-fi?
Do u play an instrument? bass and guitar and my PENIS OH SHIT I WENT THERE
Favorite concert? cursive
Word Association
Guys or Girls: fucking rohan took my answer. BLUR
sex: weed
drugs: weed
alchoal: weed
pants: myself (naked)
pretty: myself (naked)
ugly: that guy from cradle of filth
sweater: weed
NOW ITS YOUR TURN!!!
Is Ben cool/fun?
Is Ben pretty/handsome?
Is he smart?
Is he nice?
What is your overall position on him?
Would u have sex w/ him?
How much do you love him?
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