I swaer I should have gotten a journal sooner. It's as if I started this thing so I would have something to do when I was sitting at home and I couldnt think of words for a new song. Now it has taken over my soul, when I come home I MUST write in it. Not only that.. but for some strange reaosn I have much MORE of a life then I did before I had one. I mean nothing special happened before I started this thing and now, everyday, Somehting new happens. It's like once I started it the journal itself knew I had no life so it thought it would make it more interesting so that I had something to talk about everyday.
Today I was home for the most part, and online. I talked to Craig, Jimmy, and even a little to Paige. A few thing's made me upset today. 1. Spinner IMed Craig and had a few words to say to him about what he had in his AIM prfile. First off, it's HIS proilfe... which yes, means he can put ANYTHING he wants in there. Also, It's none os Spinner's buisness how Craig feels about me or anyone for that matter. It simply said "I'm Ash's Geek <3". It didn't say something like "Im Craig Manning, I love Ashley Kerwin and I am going to get her to cheat on Jimmy Brooks so that it will make Spinner Mason mad". I mean come on now, I had "Craig is my muffin man" in MY AIM profile.. yet he didnt feel the need to say a thing to me. Jimmy, himself confronted me about mine and Craig's relationship. yes, Craig told me the other day he still loved me and yes, I came out and said to Jimmy that I also still had feeling's for Craig. If I wanted to go back to Craig.. I clearly could but have I? No, which kinda shows that I WANT to be with Jimmy. People need not to jump to conclutions so fast.
2. There was yet another fight that involved Jimmy, Spinner, and Rick. I dont know how it was all started or why nore do I care.. it shouldn't have gotten to the point where there was a fight. It's weird because I know Jimmy and he's not one to stoop that low. The only time he ever fight's is when he's with Spinner, and normally he's fighting on Spin's behalf. If Spinner is a big enough man to start the drama on his own he should be a big enough mad to finish it. Jimmy shouldn't have to be his care giver constently.Maybe he does it cuz he just Knows that Jimmy will be there to back him up. Im not blaming this all on Spinner either... It's just as much Jimmy's fault. I mean why does he feel the need to be fight for him EVERYTIME. sticking up for someone you care about is good and im all for it.. but ALL the time? I mean it's like Spinner Knows that if he messes up Jimmy will be there for him and Jimmy knows that Spinner is GOING to mess up so he feels as if he has to be ready for it. It shouldn't have to be that way. Two peas in a pod I tell ya.
on a good note, I found a new kind of survey type thing. Do this or die a horrible death. You name three people. I have to pick one to push off a cliff, one to marry, and one to have sex with. You have to copy and paste this into your journal's after I remind you, THIS IS JUST A GAME Dont take answers to the heart. If it's a hard choice I will still have to pick one for each but that doesnt mean I like or care for you any less.
Ok, yes, that was my day.. hope you all liked it as much as I did. *rolls eyes* Now go pick your three people and let's play.
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