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Oh dear amateur orator
14 February 2009 @ 12:31 am
Lotsa sugar cookies and not thinking - trying - of anything but. Mississippi goddamn.
 
 
moving so: indescribableindescribable
 
 
Oh dear amateur orator
19 October 2008 @ 02:26 am
La Bibliotheque du Film really made me feel better today. I like that.
 
 
Oh dear amateur orator
09 September 2008 @ 03:16 pm
en France.
 
 
to the tune of: Wine, Women & Song - Harvey Danger
 
 
Oh dear amateur orator
17 August 2008 @ 11:19 pm
To shift and to stay there while I am there. Too often thoughts to greener grasses: f. this s. I want to enjoy what I will enjoy in France while I can enjoy it; last time, I was too unhappy. No guarantees, but this time, I want to make my best efforts to be in the moment and not worry about home home home. I am there and I am there. That's all. I'll worry about the U.S. in 2009. I hope.
 
 
Oh dear amateur orator
15 August 2008 @ 04:08 pm
 
Fuckin pours
 
 
 
Oh dear amateur orator
12 August 2008 @ 10:21 pm
FUCK  
Somewhat unrelatedly - and when I mean somewhat, I only mean somewhat:

I'm leaving for D.C. on the 24th; from that point I'll head to France on the 28th. I'm really scared. I was first excited, then indifferent, then scared, then indifferent again - and forgetful - and next came intrigue, more excitement. Now I'm scared of it and lots of things.

There are things in my life I need to clean out and things I'm not ready to, though I am ready and I know it's ready; I just don't want to. Fuck that, I'm not even sure I know what I'm sure of. Ever. That's my problem. Tell me how you really feel! Well, fuck, I couldn't.

Also, I'll be 20 when I'm away; my dad is now working for the Grande Ronde in Oregon, which sounds like some crazy secret society that has people killed on a daily basis, but is really only a confederation of Native American tribes; the new refrigerator is being delivered and installed tomorrow; and FUCK.


Sorry I suck at contacting. I just do. Lots to do with space, I think. And confrontation.

This is the most informative livejournal post I've written in forever. So much for being cryptic huh.
 
 
Oh dear amateur orator
29 July 2008 @ 10:46 pm
 
A question of progress:
 
 
Oh dear amateur orator
19 July 2008 @ 10:39 pm
 
I want a goddamn drink and a cigarette.
 
 
Oh dear amateur orator
19 July 2008 @ 03:27 pm
Whatfuck
 
 
Current Location: 167 union street
moving so: shut yr hole
 
 
Oh dear amateur orator
17 July 2008 @ 12:07 am
 
Eeeek