so far, so good

Aug. 2nd, 2014 | 04:28 pm

I'm back home (most of me, anyway).

Fuck cancer.

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(just in case)

Jul. 20th, 2014 | 05:41 pm

Thank you, fandom and all you people participating in it, because my life has been a lot more fun with you in it.

I'm going away for awhile. I'll (probably) be back.

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May. 17th, 2014 | 10:37 pm

I often mark interesting posts I see in my RSS reader so I can come back to them later (I read through my rss feeds while commuting). And then I usually forget to get back to them until some months later, when I dig through all the saved posts.

Here are some interesting ones:

There exists a historical romance novel where a tattoodd dick is a major plot point!
A revenge-tattood dick! With the heroine tattooing the _wrong_ dick!

How History Can Be Used in Fiction: The Borgias vs. Borgia: Faith and Fear
I haven't seen either TV series, but this is a fascinating article, especially re. what is shocking to modern-day viewers vs. what was actually shocking historically.

Farscape Told Science Fiction’s Greatest Love Story
damn, I need to re-watch Farscape...

Spock riding a unicorn
... do I need to even add anything? :)

Assassin’s Creed: Liberation review
Damn, I didn't need another game I want to play, but the female protagonist does look awesome

9 reasons The Secret World is the industry's best storyteller
's true, TSW has the best storytelling of any MMO I've played (ESO might come close). I just wish the combat was not so boring so I could convince more people to give it a try.

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Goodreads stats

May. 13th, 2014 | 10:34 am

No, I'm not done yet (I still have to finish going through all amazon purchases, 1998 - 2003, plus an unknown amount of books I have in various electronic formats). But, I have tagged all 2600 books I have entered so far:

all (2653)
read ‎(920)
to-read ‎(1729)

I probably have a bunch more read - there were books I was pretty sure I had read, but couldn't remember enough to be able to give them a rating, so I left them as to-read.

1couldnt-finish ‎(42)
1didnt-keep ‎(487)
1want-to-buy ‎(283)

want-to-buy needs to be cleaned out, many are out-dated. didnt-keep is going to increase when I re-sort my books once the bookshelves in the bedroom are back.

anthology ‎(70)
childrens ‎(7)
comic ‎(32)
crime ‎(229)
fantasy ‎(1159)
historical ‎(328)
non-fiction ‎(216)
romance ‎(275)
sf ‎(526)

Each category on it's own doesn't look that daunting (except maybe fantasy, and that I was using to also include urban fantasy, paranormal, etc. Steampunk mostly went into sf, tho). If I could settle on just one or two categories, my TBR pile would be so much more managable.

crime-mystery-suspense - which also includes a handful of horror - I didn't feel important enough to seperate. For me, most of these will not be rereads/keepers, anyway. I _like_ reading them, but only once. I have a pretty good memory for the plot, so they just aren't that interesting the 2nd time around.

With fantasy and historical, I went with historical even if it had some fantasy bits if it was mostly about the time/setting.

ff ‎(27)
mf ‎(325)
mm ‎(290)

Tagging for mm and ff vs. mf is inconsistent: I tagged everything I knew that has mm or ff, so books like the Nightrunner series are included. I used mf only for romances, and for books that are science fiction romance or fantasy romance, ie, have an emphasis on the romance bit. All romance novels are only romance, not historical, even tho most of them are historical ones, to seperate them from non-romance books set in the past. Hardly any mm got tagged as romance - only those that didn't fit into fantasy, sf, historical or crime-etc.

...

I like stats.

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May. 12th, 2014 | 06:38 am

I have a problem a library.

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um.

May. 11th, 2014 | 04:54 pm

So, I'm working to update my GoodReads list of books, because I do actually need a list of all books I own and have owned.

(I have 2 weeks off work, so apart from getting new floors/walls/furniture in 2 rooms, I am also planning on actually categorizing the GoodReads books - if you actually want to browse my hoard, wait 2 weeks if you're just interested in the mm fantasy or whatever. The only thing I've consistently done is mark the non-fiction).

Right now, since all my books are squished into my livingroom, due to my bedroom being empty except for the all new green color on the wall, I'm browsing through the "refine your recommendations" list of amazon.com and amazon.de, because that lists all books that I bought.

I am up to 1.000, and thought I'd check. So, turns out, since 1997, I bought 3.099 books (and other items, but I guess that's ~ 100).

EEP.

I really should stop buying books.

At least the ebooks do not create an additional space problem...

(I mean, I theoretically read enough, and fast enough, that I could have read all of them in that time. 's just... there is also fanfiction and gaming. I swear, I need 3 lives. Or enough money not to need a job).

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Seduction of the Desert Prince

May. 4th, 2014 | 03:05 am

OMG! I just saw that Seduction of the Desert Prince is actually *finished*.

Published: 1998-07-09 Completed: 2014-03-09 - not quite 16 years.

I guess I know what I'm rereading soon-ish.


(update on self: I'm happily reading Thor/Loki, Loki/Tony, Tony/Steve and Steve/Bucky - thank you Cap2 for making me like Steve a lot! - and playing ESO. And totally remodelling 2 rooms in my flat down to ripping out carpet and painting walls).

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well, that was a graphic demonstration today...

Apr. 29th, 2014 | 08:48 pm

so, like, if a train is pulling into a station, and you try to quickly run across the tracks right before the train, and you don't make it... that's at least 3 train cars that are going to roll over you before it stops. And then you are squishy bits beneath the train.

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personal fannish history

Mar. 29th, 2014 | 07:55 pm

So, this morning I was lying in bed, reading a Loki/Thor mpreg story on my reader, and was thinking... if someone had told me 20 years ago that I'd happily be reading incest mpreg with a side of dom/sub, I'd - well, found it unlikely. Or something. :)

I've been mentally browsing fannish history, and for some things I like, I know exactly what fandom are to blame. So I made a list, and then I had to sit down and investigate just when I got into which fandoms, because, well, it's been nearly 20 years (I went into my fanfic folders and went with the date I started saving fanfiction, which means it's probably about right).

I've dabbled in a lot more fandoms, but these are the main ones (or small ones that left an impact):

Star Trek (1995)
The fandom that was the reason I got online, just so I could find fanfiction. I'd learned about the _existance_ of fandom and fanfic and slash fanfic from a book that I probably read between 1991 and 1993 (a German book on Star Trek fandom published by Heyne).
I found fandom online using a different book (yes! a _BOOK_) about SciFi and TV series on the internet. Yes, really, a book that listed where you could find newsgroups/URLs/etc. I mean, I'm generally happy that I was outside of my teenage years when I found fandom, but sometimes, I really _envy_ fannish youth of today...
The first place I found Trek fanfic was alt.fetish.startrek (later alt.startrek.creative.erotica) plus the FTP archive at Trekiverse (yes, still exists).

Forever Knight (1996)
I saw one episode of this on German TV after midnight one night. I never saw it again, but I was interested enough that I used the book mentioned above to find out more about this series on the internet, and then read fanfiction about a show that I mainly knew about via online summaries and some pictures (downloading images in 1996? took minutes for just one image...)
It was a forgettable fandom that I spent maybe a month or two in, but it started a trend, because it wasn't until 2003 or so that internet speeds were decent enough that I could download episodes of a show within a few days of them airing.
Also, the fandom that introduced me to maining lists (FKFIC-L).

Vampire Chronicles (1996)
OMG I interacted with fandom!
alt.books.anne-rice was where I first sent out feedback to some spec writers (*waves at flambeau and versailles_rose*)
Also it introduced me to the wonderful phenomenon of "book? what book? no, never heard of Memnoch the Devil, lalala" denial and AU fic.
And theoretically depending on your view point on vampires, it taught me about double necrophilia.

X-Files (1996)
The first fandom I was pimped into (well, the Mulder/Krycek part).
The fandom that tought me about enemy slash.
Also the fandom where I read a story that made me *get* BDSM (I'd tried reading stories that featured it before in Trek fandom, but it was all meh).

Highlander (1996/1997)
The fandom where that made me visit conventions (Connexions 1998 and that HL con in London were wonderful).
The fandom where I discovered I loved pairings where one of them is old (hello, Methos/Joe).
Also the fandom where I discovered I found messed up relationships kinda interesting (hello, Methos/Kronos).

Due South (1997)
I only spent 2-3 month in this fandom, and I read Fraser/RayV. Then I fell out of it, but I had friends that stayed in it, so I learned all about the Ray Wars, and that really taught me about fannish hate over shipping.

Eroica (1997-ish. maybe)
Dating this one is difficult, because I was introduced to it via some wonderful person snail-mailing me a huge package full of printouts of the manga with English edited over the original Japanese text. Plus, of course, a huge stack of printed out fanfiction (the procedure was to make copies of everything and then send the package on, which I did, I think to Australia, even). But I have no idea _when_ exactly this was...
Still, this was my introduction to manga fandom (even if Eroica was very weird case of being an old western slash fandom that had nearly nothing in common with a usual yaoi fandom at the time)
I eventually found the mailing list, and in 1999, I met liriel there. OMG my first fannish friend in my city!

Fandom as Meta (1999-ish?)
I'm really not sure on the correct date for this one, and it's not a fandom, per se, but around this time I think was when I joined lists that talked about fandom in general, and/or slash in general.

Buffy/Angel (1999)
I am pretty sure I started reading some fic before I fully fell into the fandom, but the earliest saved stories are from 1999. I do know I really fell into it once LiveJournal really started going, because this is the fandom where I got into fandom-specific fannish meta. That would have been... 2002/2003-ish?
Also, I guess this makes it the fandom that made me join LJ.

Star Wars Ep 1 (1999)
The fandom that made slash visible (I remember there were articles written in mainstream newspapers about fandom and slash!)
The fandom that introduced me to the teacher/student thing.
Also the fandom that introduced me to the underage thing, and the reactions slash fandom had to it (because by the time that happened, I was also reading yaoi fanfic about characters that were canonically 15).

Fushigi Yuugi (1999/2000)
The show that introduced me to anime, and the fact that anime fandom is really not a happy safe place (Ep 33/34! NOOOOO!)

Gundam Wing (1999/2000)
The show that introduced me to just how seriously some people took the seme vs. uke thing (hello, 3x4 vs. 4x3. Thankfully you were not my pairing...)

X/1999 (2001)
I think I knew about the fandom and the approximate plot before 2001 (I know I saw images even earlier). Anyway, this fandom really reinforced that yes, I can fall for an exceptionally messed up relationship (hello, Seishirou/Subaru).

Harry Potter (2001/2002)
The fandom grew huge, and I think it's the first place I remember where they had fanfiction lists not just for pairings but also just for kinks. I mean, I remember a kink-specific mailing list back from OneList days, but that was an "all kinks all fandoms het and slash" list, but with HP, the more the fandom aged, the more I started to feel that people were just pushing the boundries of MORE KINK!
Also, the fandom where you really could find _every_ pairing (hello, Hogwarts Castle/Giant Squid).

Lord of the Rings (2002)
The fandom where I realized I loved small hairy guys.
The fandom where I first found Boromir/Faramir and went "hmmm..." in a slightly interested way
Also of course the fandom where the RPS became really visible, and ok, RPS made me run away screaming, but I will never not laugh at the whole "sending secret gay messages through their clothing" thing...

I tried to think if I learned anything via Star Gate Atlantis (2005) or Merlin (2009), but I already knew I like intelligent assholes, and for Merlin, I'm drawing a total blank. Then again, from 2006 onwards, I spent more and more time with gaming, so fandom took a backseat. Until...

Marvel Cinematic Universe Avengers Thor ... ok, fuck it, _Loki_ fandom (2013)
The fandom that made me use tumblr.
The fandom that made me fall for brother incest with mpreg.
And pretty much every other kink ever, because Loki.
And totally has not made me read real people fic because I totally do not ship Loki with everyone including Tom Hiddlestone. ARGH!

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And then there were none.

Mar. 5th, 2014 | 08:04 pm

Izzy's been sick since last October - shortly after Asche died, she went deaf, and started losing wheight (during November, I wasn't sure she'd be around for Christmas). That time, she came back - she was old and creaky and horribly thin, but around and interested and eating.

She stopped eating Saturday. She still hung on, interested and active (for some values of active: she'd been 18 and was down to barely 2 kg) and still drinking and snuggly at night, until sometime during this morning, when she became lethargic and uninterested.

The vet came by half an hour ago. The worst time was the waiting between making the appointment 5 hours ago and now.





The first pic is from Monday, the 2nd from yesterday - I've been working from home this week so I'd be around, and both days she spent most time sleeping next to me on my laptop backpack.

I've not been home alone for 18 years. It sucks.

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ESO Beta key, anyone?

Feb. 28th, 2014 | 12:34 pm

I kinda meant to post about Elder Scrolls Online, now that the NDA for the Beta Test has been lifted.

It's an MMO version of Skyrim - we can all debate how good a Skyrim-ish game it is and how good an MMO-ish game it is, but personally, I enjoyed what I've seen of it quite a lot.

And I got a friend key to give away for this weekend, is there anyone who'd like to give the game a try for this weekend? Drop me a reply if you're interested (have a 2nd key that I've offered to someone specific but have not heard back yet - if they decline, I will give that out here, too).

http://tamrielfoundry.com/ has a good overview of the game (classes, races).

Generally, I love the character generator (it lets me make flatchested women! beer-bellied men!), and I really like how flexible classes are (want to tank as a mage? Put on plate armor, take a sword and shield, and go), and it's very pretty.

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make love to your gaming device

Feb. 7th, 2014 | 09:08 am

I just adore that I live in a world where this game exists...

"Luxuria Superbia is a joyous game. It’s about gently moving through tunnels, touching budding flowers and bringing them to glorious life. Stroking carefully with your fingertips. A blatant allegory for the giving of pleasure, but never overtly dirty."

"This means learning exactly what each level, well, likes. What will push it to the edge too quickly, and how best to draw it back. It means trailing carefully with a fingertip just so. Or perhaps it means stroking with two fingers, three fingers or more as color pulses under them. It’s hard not to draw parallels as a player or even as an outside observer."

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Li is a harsh mistress

Feb. 1st, 2014 | 10:58 pm

whipping me into tagging my posts properly.
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marvel: several gen, 1 Thorki, 1 Frostiron

Feb. 1st, 2014 | 10:12 pm

mainly gen, plus 1 thorki, 1 frostironCollapse )

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Marvel recs - Intro

Feb. 1st, 2014 | 08:48 pm

ok, so, I'm still mainlining Loki-centric fanfic like there's no tomorrow, and I need to get better organized.

So I'll go by the assumption of "if I felt like re-reading a story, it's good enough to make sure I can find it again", and post a rec link to it. I'll try to add comments, too, but won't promise anything.

I read mainly Thor/Loki and Loki/Tony. Basically, I like Loki and Thor and Tony, and want to read about them and sometimes will read one of them with someone else if it's well-written. Sometimes I read gen. I read incest and mpreg and alternatively-gendered Loki and fucked-up Loki and fucked-up Tony (and why is there not more fucked up-Thor? or more pregnant Thor? *pout*). Nearly everything I read has a happy end (for various definitions of happy end, also not necessarily HEA, HFN works).

In case it's of interest to anyone else here's how I organize fanfic currentlyCollapse )

This fandom also made me embrace tumblr for more than just finding sims downloads and oogling porn: I'm arireadsstuff. I don't post much (about a reblog every 1-2 days? I think?), because I mainly just save the stuff I like, but if you want to follow, feel free.

(This fandom also made me read rps, but in my defense, the story had sexting in iambic pentameter, and that apparently trumps most of my squicks...)

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Bearded men wearing lipstick

Jan. 10th, 2014 | 09:59 pm

I am somewhat disturbed by how hot I find this.
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het men kissing

Dec. 30th, 2013 | 03:09 pm

I'd missed this until now, but GQ Germany made a statement in reply to Russia's anti-gay stance - they filmed well-known heterosexual stars kissing each other.

(you can turn on English subtitles)

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Merry Whatever.

Dec. 24th, 2013 | 07:35 am

I just woke up and it's Christmas (which is celebrated on the 24th here, although in the evening), and I had a dream just before waking up and it's essentially like chapter one of a yaoi manga or an m/m novel - I got a full opening scene with characters and characterization and background info and *worldbuilding* and even *visuals* - I don't usually dream in images much, if at all.

And I'm completely WTF because it's like *boom* "here, have a setting and the start of a story".

... those were very nice visuals, of some very very nice bodies.

And I think I'm a bit miffed because fuck, I want to know how the story continues!

But still. That is just ... wow.

Merry something to me, I guess. :)

...

while I'm at it, happy whatevers to y'all, too. May you all have dreams as nice as mine was.

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12 Days of Twin Peaks Christmas

Dec. 23rd, 2013 | 05:55 pm


Note: if you don't know Twin Peaks, but may want to eventually watch it, this has a significat spoiler

I had no idea this existed!

Also, I now kinda want to rewatch Twin Peaks. But I don't think I want to watch this on my own because fuck douglas firs at night and owls are fucking creepy...

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Dec. 21st, 2013 | 11:54 pm

Q: How many male SFF writers does it take to change a lightbulb?
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In case you're wondering

Dec. 16th, 2013 | 06:07 pm

what a 27 year old Foreign Minister (who's still a student) looks like...

http://9gag.com/gag/a75oOmz

(Man gebe mir den Übelkübel, sonst wird mir ohne Kübel übel...)

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I love falling into a new fandom

Nov. 29th, 2013 | 02:13 pm

I mean, it would have been much much better if I had timed it for 3 weeks later, so it would have hit me for the winter holidays, and not now, right when work is in the middle of end of year planning and next year budget planning and hey, let's reorganize everything in between.

Anyway.

*happy squee of shiny new fandom love*

In totally not surprising news, I am Loki-centric.

I've been reading my way through the Loki/Thor and Loki/Tony stories and just being all wheee! and gleee! and squeee! and all those feely feels of happiness.

liriel_ keeps telling me how horribly cute I am.

I am aware there are other characters and other pairings, and maybe in time I will get around to them, but... not for awhile yet.

I am horribly torn between gobbling up new stories or already rereading some of the ones I loved.

This is also the first time I'm into a new fandom and there is a vast amount of it on tumblr... I'm oldfashioned, I still mourn mailing lists, but it's interesting (and I have been using tumblr for quite some time because lots of Sims2/3 content creators moved there).

BTW, thank you everyone who gave me input on how to best get into the fandom. I'm very grateful. :) If anyone wants to point me to "do not miss this" Loki-recs, I'll take them happily (so far, I've sorted the Thor/Loki and Loki/Tony tags at AO3 by number of kudos and started to work my way through fanfic that way. It's been... pretty satisfying. *g*)

In closing, *squee*.

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help me into a fandom?

Nov. 21st, 2013 | 04:46 pm

Ok, so, I've seen enough about that new Thor movie (and Loki) that yes, I think that could be a fandom for me.

However, I'm clueless about comic/superheroes/whatever-is-the-mantle-for-all-of-this-anyway fandom (previous level of knowledge... let's just say that I had to check Wiki to see if this was Marvel or DC, ok?)

What do I need to watch/find a summary for before the new Thor movie?

I know I need the first Thor movie and the Avengers, but should I go further back and watch the Iron Mans, Incredible Hulk and Captain America, too?

Do I need anything else? I have *no* idea about Marvel comics at all...

(the goal is to be able to read the fanfic, and I suspect the Loki bits of fandom will be most shiny)

Help?

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have something non-WTF-y

Nov. 8th, 2013 | 10:55 am

I've been meaning to post this for ages: Nichelle Nichols on filming the first interracial kiss on TV:



(conclusion: Shatner is awesome)

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The internet is for...

Nov. 2nd, 2013 | 10:41 pm

We all know the internet is for porn.

And outside of porn, it's all cats.

And tumblr is for pics.

Thus, no one should be surprised by this tumblr.

The .gif that really made me *snort* was this one.

(do I have to mention that this is nsfw?)


(me, finding WTF links so y'all don't have to do it yourself)
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It's a race for "weirdest erotica ever" on amazon...

Oct. 18th, 2013 | 04:43 pm

From the person who brought you Fucked by the Lake Monster, there is now Reamed by Ratatoskr.

Because who wouldn't want to read about sex with a horned squirrel, right?

btw, prize for "most adorable tentacle sex monster cover" goes to Galileo's Alien Gangbang.

(found via WTFBadRomanceCover tumblr)

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Game Rec

Oct. 18th, 2013 | 03:59 pm

Here's a game recommendation:

To The Moon

It's currently (this weekend) on sale at gog.com for $3.99 - it's a single-player exploration game:

Dr. Eva Rosalene and Dr. Neil Watts have rather odd jobs: they give dying people another chance to live. Literally. Using a technology that allows artificial memories to be implanted, the doctors can weave and transform the mind of a patient to help them live the life they wanted to live...

To The Moon follows Dr. Rosalene and Dr. Watts' attempt to fulfill the wishes of a dying elderly man, Johnny. In their attempt to do so, they travel deep through the man's memories, unfolding his curious life story before their eyes. With each step back in time, a new fragment of Johnny's past is revealed. As the two doctors piece together the fragmented events that spanned a lifetime, they seek to find out just why the frail old man chose his dying wish.

Johnny's last wish is, of course, to go to the moon.


It also has a gorgeous soundtrack, and it's not too long (4-5 hours), and it's ... well, great.


(if you don't know gog.com - formerly Good Old Games - they're a site that sells DRM-free legal copies of old games that are no longer available from the original publishers, providing everything you need - ie, the install file installs everything it needs to run, even if it's an old DOS-based game. They also have many indie games, have good prices, and I highly recommend browsing if you feel like indulging in nostalgia. If you do decide to buy, consider adding Planescape: Torment, which is just awesome and aged very well)

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Asche

Sep. 11th, 2013 | 07:51 pm

Today l came home from work and found Asche dead.

(took her body to the vet to dispose of - vet is right across the street, and she looked at the body and said that she probably went peacefully - she was lying on the floor in the position she normally lay in, on her side stretched out)

...

It was not so unexpected, she had been getting pretty weak and the last few days didn't even manage to jump on a chair. Mostly, she lay on a chair or a pillow and napped - but she still came to cuddle.

When the vet diagnosed that she was sick, she gave her maybe some months. That was 2,5 years ago, so I'm lucky she stayed around (and active and well) this long, and I'm glad she had a last summer in the sun. She always liked the summer better.

...

I'm not sure if it's quite sunk in yet.



(anyone thinking of linking rainbow bridge: I'll ram my fist up your ass if you do)


Here's a semi-decent pic I managed to take: this was how she used to cuddle up when I was on the computer (and yes, she'd suck her tail, she never got over that until the end - there was a bit of fur on her tail still smooched together from sucking when I found the body).

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Loveletter to TSW

Sep. 10th, 2013 | 05:01 pm

I’ve been meaning to write about The Secret World (TSW) for some time. I think of all the MMOs, it’s my favorite. It is, however, also one I can play only in small doses.

I *love* the world-building, the setting, the lore, the characters. TSW is a world where all myths, legends, conspiracies… are true.

I also love that TSW assumes that you are intelligent, and does not hold your hand. You have to figure stuff out – or browse for it (you can access a web-browser from within the game with a keybind – there are quest were you are _expected_ to google for information). Some things are difficult – once you get into the later areas, you’ll eventually meet mobs that will require that you change your build (= your combat abilities) on the fly. There are solo dungeons you have to go into that are difficult – if you have played MMOs before, they are like one person raids. No one explains how crafting works – either read up on it or find out via experimentation.

But that also means that TSW is not an easy, casual game. While I can log in and out wherever I am in the world, quests take time (and you can only have a very limited amount at the same time – you can have the main quest that guides you from start to finish, one main quest, one dungeon quest, and 3 sidequests), you often have to run all over the map (and some maps are difficult to navigate).

Combat can be very repetitive (the idea is that some abilities build up a resource, some use up all resource you have, and some are specials that are on cooldowns, so it’s usually 5x builder, then finisher, and sometimes you throw in a special, rinse and repeat forever). And if you don’t know what you are doing, you can end up with an ineffective build that makes questing even harder, and if you do, you can only fix it by waiting until you have earned more points that you can put into other abilities, you can never change the points you have already spent.

And while I love the world, it’s not very beautiful. If you’re used to cartoon-y WoW or bright and shiny GW2/Rift/TERA, then oh boy, TSW is different. The world is like ours, and parts of it are ugly. Some of the monsters are REALLY ugly (no, I never wanted to know what locusts look like in detail if they’re twice as big as a human. But now I do. Same for a number of other icky things). Sometimes you spend a lot of time in a zone that is all fog. And a few quests even take place in utter darkness.

And, well, the character models really don’t live up to what’s the standard in a game nowadays.

But really, none of that matters, because damn, I love the world and the lore and the characters.

Here are the the promo vids: one is the trailer from when preorders began, the other is the launch trailer. The first one introduces the world, while the 2nd is purely game footage set to music, and it does a very good job of giving you an idea of what the mood of the game is like.





I know this is not everyone’s thing, but it’s F2P nowadays, and if you think it looks interesting, give it a try.

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Gone Home

Aug. 16th, 2013 | 12:55 am

Gone Home just came out toda... er, yesterday, and I just finished playing it.

I really really really enjoyed it - and I'll just link to this review of the game, which gives you a very good summary.

(works on pc, mac and linux, and you can play it on Steam, too, if you like Steam)

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Magicka, or, the Art of Blowing Up Everything

Aug. 5th, 2013 | 09:13 am

One thing I kinda wish for is to have 3 other people for regular meetups to play Magicka - check the trailer, it's only a minute:



Because, see, you cast spells using 8 elements, and these spells influence each other and the environment (ie, if you're on fire, cast water on yourself - but *don't* immediately cast lightning before you dry off, or *boom*). If you are running around in a group, you have to be aware what everyone is doing, because if you blast a fireball at the 4 enemies and one ally in front of you, *all* of them get hit. But you do get to combine your spells!

So, really, Magicka is about figuring out how to blow up the enemies but not blowing up yourself or your friends. This is harder than it sounds, but also a lot more fun than it sounds (because blowing up friends is insanely fun... *g*)

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Skyrim mods

Jul. 10th, 2013 | 11:55 pm


(you may want to not watch this at work...)

Clearly, I fail at finding the good mods - I had no idea this was possible.

(I love how some of the NPCs are learning in and watching with interest...)

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WANT WANT WANT

Jun. 22nd, 2013 | 10:22 am

I just found out that this game will soon exist, and I'm all

WANT. NOW.

(I was tempted to put this in 72pt. font with a blink tag around it...)

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@Aph

Jun. 5th, 2013 | 07:22 pm

I see your Bunny Shifter and raise you a Penguin Shifter.

(although I don't think the penguin novel has mpreg, so maybe you win anyway...)

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like great adventure games?

Jun. 4th, 2013 | 06:16 pm

Right now (for 2 more days), The Humble Bundle people have a weekly sale for Telltale Game's adventure games. Best of all, if you pay more than average for 7 games, you also get The Walking Dead as an extra.

Right now, average is $4.33.

I only started playing The Walking Dead, and I'd been resisting for a long time, because, I don't do horror or zombies. But... *damn*, this really is a game that is all about the choices you make. Very few very easy puzzles, aside from that it's an interactive story that you influence. And your choices do matter - people react to you depending on what you said, what you did, etc. Heck, you even have timers on the choices, and not acting is also a choice...

Here's a great review, go read that.

(if you buy via this bundle, you can only play TWD on Steam. If you're opposed to that - or too late to buy the bundle - you can grab the game on the Telltale Games site. They've also done Sam 'n Max and both a remastered version of the old Monkey Island, and new versions of it. Games work on multiple systems: PC, iPad, Playstation, Xbox, even Mac. Besides TWD, the Monkey Island, Sam&Max and Puzzle Agent are games I've tried and can recommend. I also own Back to the Future, but I've not played it yet).

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published mpreg

May. 26th, 2013 | 05:49 am

Every time I fall across published novels that feature mpreg, I boggle.

It's just one of those things that I really really see as a "fannish thing". I mean, yes, of course there are people who'll like mpreg but who're not into fandom, but still.

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Reading Romance, both m/f and m/m...

May. 25th, 2013 | 10:06 pm

Lately, I've been gaming less and reading more.

However, I don't really have a main fandom right now, and while I keep an eye on old fandoms I like (I *heart* AO3's RSS feeds for new stories per fandom!), I've mainly been focussing on books.

The reason I'd maybe prefer fanfic is that I have a hankering for romance, but romance novels that work for me are ... very few. I like the idea of them, but I also want characters I can like *plus* characters that behave in a 1. historically accurate and 2. sane manner, and you wouldn't believe how hard it is to find that. ... yes, I'm picky about what characters I like. I'm also not very interested in contemporaries, which limits me further.

For awhile now, my go-to place for romance recs has been DearAuthor. I'm subbed to their RSS feed, which also alerts me of any deals for chapter books - I have an amazon wish-list for books that I categorize as "maybe".

I read a really great fantasy romance last week: Assassin's Gambit (link goes to the DA rec). It really hit all the things I want in a romance: these were grown-up people! they talk about their problems! Enemies-to-friends/lovers, one of my favorite kinks!

(incidentially, that book is published by a Penguin imprint, which I suspect is the same one that just bought freece's Captive Prince. I need to keep an eye on what else they publish!)

But het romances aside, I also decided to dive into published m/m romances, and splurged on a whole bunch of novels across several websites (Torquere Books, Less Than Three Press, Samhain Publishing, Dreamspinner... I think another one that I'm blanking on).

M/M romance seems to have a higher chance to hit my buttons than het romance does, or maybe it's just that it seems to be easier to find the books that I know will work for me. If a story can hit my buttons, I can overlook things that I'd otherwise find fault with - I suspect that, like both slash and m/m fanfic are much more likely to hit that "id-fic" button (see Id Vortex, because I'm not sure I can explain that coherently). Both het fanfic and m/f romance *can* hit that, too (as can f/f), but it's very rare - Assassin's Gambit did, for example. One one hand that makes me sad, but on the other, well, I only have so much time to read, anyway.

(I've had to make strict rule not to start a new story on my communte *to* work, because I really don't want to try to do cost controlling when my mind is stuck in erotic m/m fiction!)

I also found a review site that does m/m novels: Reviews by Jessewave. I've browsed through the last few months, and I suspect that I'll be spending a lot more time reading even older reviews - and buying even more books. At least with ebooks I don't have to worry that I'll have to start throwing out dishes to make room for books.

As always, a (semi-accurate, ie, I update it whenever I remember to) list of my books is on GoodReads. I still haven't entered around half the books in my flat, which scares me.

BTW, does anyone know a good site that reviews f/f novels?
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Rift goes F2P

May. 15th, 2013 | 05:44 pm

I was kinda expecting this to happen sometime soon, but it is now: Rift goes F2P on June 12.

Rift is a really nifty MMO that is probably one of the more WoW-like alternatives that I've tried. I've stuck with the game since it came out in 2011, sometimes playing lots, and sometimes not playing for some time.

It's certainly one of the prettiest MMOs, and I really love their class system (you have 4 classes, but each of them has 8 souls that you can mix and match - so for example your Rogue can stealth-n-stab or be a ranged pet class or be a marksman-shooter or buff and heal or tank or do stuff with exploding things. And you can switch between 4 or 5 specs any time you're not in combat).

And the F2P plan looks really good: if you are a free player, you get everything that subscribers have now. If you keep subscribing, you get *additional* stuff (mainly +x% more mount speed, XP, money, etc). The only thing taken away from F2Pers is that you only have 2 character slots instead of 6, and only 3 bagslots instead of 5. Other details about what they will offer for cash are not out yet, but I'm somewhat optimistic.

If that sounds at all appealing, give Rift a try (tell me if you do, I'm currently on the Argent EU server - but you can move server for free every 3 days, so that is flexible).

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trying yet another MMO

May. 10th, 2013 | 11:44 am

In this case, Neverwinter (yes, the AD&D TSR setting - and no, nowhere near as good as Neverwinter Nights was).

I pretty much agree with this overview of the game, but right now, my half-orc guardian fighter is fun!



I also have a dwarf cleric, for playing-together-purposes with liriel_. She's so cute, she's a red-head with a faux-hawk hairstyle!

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Quinto vs. Nimoy

May. 9th, 2013 | 09:21 pm



(yes, yes, it's a car commercial, so what. *hearts old!Spock*)

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*facepalm*

Apr. 28th, 2013 | 06:42 pm



So, I tried the Defiance MMO. And... I like it. I mean, ok, yes, a large amount has to do with the fact that I really like my character.

Thing is: this is a shooter-MMO. I'm 40, and I've never played a shooter before. So... you can imagine how _amazing_ my reflexes are.

But... I'm going very slowly* and I found that if I use sneaking tactics and a heavy dose of "run away very fast" tactics, it's doable. And fun. I just have to take it in very small doses...

But... *facepalm* starting to play a shooter at _my_ age...

(now excuse me, I need to practice sniping mutants)


*) this is partially because while I do have a drivable buggy, I have never played racing games, either, so I can drive fast on a straight line, but if I have to make a turn, I usually end up driving into walls...

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SW-TOR: aber same-sex romance romance in the new expansion

Apr. 20th, 2013 | 06:29 pm

(after 2 weeks of sniffles and hoping I didn't catch whatever my mother and stepfather got that turned into heavy bronchitis, I apparently lost that fight. *blows nose, tries to distract self from feeling miserable*)

Since my last post about TOR, I found that there are a *lot* of people who have been making videos of their gameplay, so basically, if you are interested in TOR at all, you can just watch them instead of playing the game yourself.

And *I* can use them find out what options I didn't take lead to, and to link videos and talk about them.

So. After the huge outcry when people found out there were _no_ same-sex romances in TOR at all, Bioware promised that yes, they would add them in a future patch/expansion/whatever. That was over a year ago, and now, with the first expansion (mini-expansion, it's reportedly about 8-9 hrs of gameplay, on one new planet), they have added it.

Reading up on it, I learned that there is one same-sex-romanceable male in the Empire-side story, and one same-sex-romanceable female in the Republic-side story. And that's it.

I'm linking a 20-minute video that contains the cut-scenes that make up the m/m Empire-side romance behind the following cut, and then am going to add my thoughts (while I wait until liriel_ plays far enough that I can actually talk with her about it).

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TOR finished

Apr. 7th, 2013 | 07:37 pm

... ok, *almost* finished.

Star Wars: The Old Republic is about to launch their expansion ("the gay planet", if you followed gaming news *g*), so the last 4 weekends were double-XP weekends, and I took the opportunity to level 5 characters from 30 (end of chapter 1) to 50, or almost 50 (ie, end of chapter 3, and current end of the personal storyline). I've also got the companions at max affection for everyone, and did the romances I wanted to do.

Overall... I'm very happy I got an opportunity to finish the game this quickly - I was really burned out on the repeating content, ie, the quest that are the same for everyone (= the planet quests). With the doubleXP weekends and the XP-boosts that are now available for in-game currency that you either buy with real money or as a subscriber get monthly sums of, I got everyone done.

Well, almost done, I need to finish the last planet with the Bounty Hunter, but as I have to go to work tomorrow morning, I can't stay up until after midnight to get this done, too. But I got a date to finish it up with one of liriel_'s characters next weekend, it's only about an afternoon or so.

I suspect I'll have more posts about TOR in the future, but here's a mainly spoiler-free summary of all 8 classes. Things that influenced my enjoyment were: How's the story? How's the voice-acting for the character (the game is fully voice-acted, so all male/female characters of a class have the same voice)? How are the companions, and the romance? How does the class play? - and yes, how it plays is really the last consideration. The leveling game isn't very hard, so unless someone is planning to play endgame I don't think it's much of a consideration.

(the game has been _all_ about the characters/storytelling for me).

I should note overall that the game really really catches the Star Wars mood - the music is awesome, the planets are pretty, and the animations, especially of the force-user classes, are *awesome* (jedi knight and sith warrior especially, your character jumps and spins and summersaults while slicing and dicing the enemy). If you are a fan, the atmosphere is very good. The cut-scenes and the overall graphicness are kinda clinical - there's no blood except for some people having bruises on their face, and everyone who's wounded usually just stands hunched over holding their liver, and limps along. This is tamer than WoW, in that regard. The cut-scenes themselves are fun, but get kinda tedious since *everything*, even the "please bring me 5 thingies" quests is voice-acted. And there's a certain clinical coldness feeling... I dunno, kinda like Star Trek was also always a very clinical place, whereas the new BSG got grittier? There's not much grit in TOR, I think.

Anyway, I could probably do a post just on the romances, but to sum it up: uuuhhh. Ok, some really worked for me and some didn't but...

short aside: the game has 4 body-types: thin/normal/tall and muscular/pleasantly rounded for women and obese for men. Disregarding flings (ie, chances were you have a fade-to-black scene signifying a one-night stand with someone), all romance partners for females are BT2. For men, they're either BT1 or BT2, with one exception being a BT3. The BT1s often look young, and often *are* young - 2 pinged me as 14/15 and 17/18 respectively.

When I bought the game I hadn't realized that there was no same-gender romance (SGR, 's what they're calling it officially) in the game, meaning you only could romance (usually) one companion of the opposite sex. I think that was a big mistake - they're "fixing" it now with the expansion, but that just means that you have *one" opportunity for a SGR per side on the new planet (a m/m romance if you play Empire, f/f if you play Republic), plus one flirt option. And that's it. I have zero interest in what they're adding - I've leveled my characters for 50 levels and gotten to know the companions that come during your story quests, all of they are either taken or in a situation where there's little to no interest in what they're offering with the expansion.

Anyway, all that blather out of the way, here's my review of the 8 classes...

(actually, one more thing: the 8 classes are called different things depending on whether you're Republic or Empire. You have 4 base classes, each base class splits into 2 different paths at lvl 10. For example: Jedi Knight and Sith Warrior are mirror. At level 10, you can be a Jedi Guardian/Sith Juggernaught or Jedi Sentinel/Sith Marauder. Guardian and Juggernaught are essentially the same, but all abilities have different names and icons, and there are some slight differences re. weapons - a Republic Gunslinger dual-wields 2 blasers, an Imperial Sniper uses a sniper rifle, but it's a cosmetic difference)

Imperial Agent
(played it as female Chiss Operative, which plays either as a dagger-stabby class or as a healer)

Often considered to have the best story. I enjoyed it a lot - an IA works for the empire, inflitrating, seducing or assassinating the enemy as needed. The story is twisty, and it's the only story that has various endings that substantially differ from each other, depending on choices you make relatively early in the gameplay. There were momens while I was leveling where is wasn't sure if there was _anyone_ I could trust. And playing an agent who is pretending to be a double-agent...

The 2nd thing that made me love the IA was that her romance partner was just awesome. I am aware that he is a case of "hate on sight" of some people, but those that enjoy him seem to enjoy him a lot. A male IA can actually choose between 2 romantic partners, one I found totally blah, but the other was at least really interesting in that it's not a typical romance. The other 2 companions were ... fitting, and ok.

I played her as a healer from start to finish, with a melee dps or tank companion. The great thing about this was that I could stealth around like a rogue, often being able to totally bypass mobs between me and my objective. The IA is also a pretty effective healer, so I could also solo some harder mobs that other classes can't solo.

Overall: I'd play it again, but I don't want to re-do female, and I leveled my Si togehter with liriel_, who played a male IA, so the voice now belongs to that character, and is all wrong if I try to roll one of my own.

Smuggler
(played as male Twi'lek Gunslinger, which is a ranged class, either focussing on blasters or on explosives)

So. Much. Fun. Really. Probably the class that was most entertaining. At the start of the story, some *asshole* steals his ship! HIS! SHIP! So he goes to get it back, and then one thing leads to another... and before you know it, you get dragged into what's going on around you int he galaxy - ie, a new war between the Republic and the Empire. But hey, there's good money to be had. Seriously, if you play a snarky, I-don't-care-for-ideals guy, some of the dialogue is just so much *fun*, and the male voice was very well done. Males also get to flirt with everything that's roughly female and still breathing. I mean, yes, you can also play a nice, fluffy guy who wants to help the Republic because it's the right thing to do, but... where's the fun in that? :)

It was kinda interesting seeing just where my character *did* draw the line with "I don't care (unless you give me lots of money)", and he ended on the darker side of neutral. I also _loved_ one of the 2 romance options men have - and yes, my character did try both! Unfortunately, the same can't be said of the love interest for female smugglers... ok, yes, I know some players like him a lot, but he's a traditional guy who wants to protect the smuggler and gets all jealous etc. And, well... no. One other companions was - well, iconic for a smuggler to have, although I didn't find him very interesting; I very much enjoyed the last character that joins, however - he was a hoot (and *finally*, a healer!).

It really sucked to level until lvl 37 or so until I got a healer - I'm not a fan of ranged combat. But, of the various ranged combats I tried, this (and the Jedi Consular) where the ones I liked best, so, there's that.

Overall: can be amazingly entertaining, if you give in to your inner sleazy male with no fixed moral compass.

Sith Warrior
(played as a male Pureblood Sith Marauder, which means melee dps with 2 light-sabers, wheee!)

The general story is not overly surprising or _that_ great (although playing a light-sided SW is much more fun than the "omg I'm a mad psychopath" dark-side version), but I was really taken with the companions. Because, frankly, I sometimes thought I was in a slash fanfiction! So! many! vibes! :) Really, I dare any slash fan to play a male SW and not have the slashy possibilities jump out at you! It helps that he really sounds good - great voice-acting. That goes for the female, too, btw.

The male SW has 2 romance options, I went with the first which involves a thin Twi'lek you originally get as a slave (I know a lot of players liked to keep her as a slave and slap her around. Bleh.). I wasn't that sure about it, but by the time I got to the end, I'm now very sure that - without my character noticing - she is now wearing the trousers in that relationship. The love interest for the female SW is ... quite interesting, or, I should say, the dynamic between the two is interesting. There is no doubt that the f!SW is the dominant partner in that relationship. One other character was interesting, as there are 2 "versions", depending on how you recruit the companion.

I enjoy playing melee characters in video-games, and SW worked well, especially from around lvl 20 onwards, when you get your healer.

Overall: highly highly entertaining if you bring your slash goggles and play a male. And, the love interest for the female SW is interesting enough that I rolled a new female character - it's the only class I have halfway serious thoughts about replaying.

Jedi Knight
(played as female BT3 Zabrak Guardian, which means tank or melee with one lightsaber)

The story is written to make you feel rather epic, but it took me a long time to get fully engaged - I couldn't quite get a handle on my character, partially because I imagined her tall and strong, but the female voice sounds ... well, like someone who's small and light, which didn't gel. I remained rather unimpressed for quite some time, although there are big things happening around the JK. And then I hit lvl 40 and the plot did a "and now we will do *huge thing*" turn, and I went OMG WTF?? WHAT? I MEAN WHAT???? And _that_ plus the fallout provided some really awesome character development, and I was in love with the story from then on.

I was also madly in love with the companion you get during that OMG WTF thing, and totally wanted to romance him - alas, he is not romanceable. The romance option for a female JK is... kind of a "womanizer who falls in love" story, which, eh. For the male JK, it's your young padawan. Eh. That said, she was less horrible than I suspected her to be, and I kinda liked her at the end. And the first companion you get, that's a R2-D2-equivalent, and he's actually quite cute.

I took some time to get warm with the playstyle - in other MMOs, leveling as a tank is quite efficient, but alas, not in TOR. I finally got the hang of doing decent melee dps around lvl 40 as well, which means that I remember the class as being quite fun and awesome, since the last 10 levels really were great, but, well, there's 40 levels to get there, which is quite long.

Overall: er, what I just wrote. I ended up being very glad I finished it (and I don't know if I would have without the double-XP weekends), but the way until I thought it was awesome... was hard. Then again, the playerbase at large seemed to enjoy the early levels much more than I did, so I could just be me.

Sith Inquisitor
(played as a male Twi'lek Assassin, which is the tank or melee dps tree with a double-bladed lightsaber. Also leveled exclusively together with liriel_'s male IA)

I had a totally different SI planned, but then I was joking around, rolling a pink male twi'lek, and joking that hey, I could be "Darth Peachblossom, ex-sex-slave who is pissed that he is being forced to become a Sith Lord". And ... boom, he insisted that yes, this was the SI I was going to play. Granted, he got a better name. ... a bit better (he's Darth Hyacinthe. ... hey, it *is* better than Peachblossom).

But, the SI does canonically start as a slave, and during a recent lack of better options, even slaves with some force sensitivity are now taken to the Sith Academy to be traine... ok, to be slaughtered by the other students. Only, Hya ended up being unexpectedly tough *and* unexpectedly very very powerful with the Force. The bare-bones story isn't that exciting, but I really liked how he started out with no clue about Sith traditions, and had no friends and no power, and then slowly aquired both knowledge and personal power. Sith in general are really racist: if you're not human or pureblood sith, you are an inferior race and probably just filth. And Hya got really really pissed off with these attitudes (but it's very satisfying to fry these idiots with purple lightning). I liked his voice, too (and also enjoy the voice for the female SI, although it took longer to grow on me).

The companions were a mixed bag: I loved the first one, because he features heavily into your story. The romance I could do as a male SI was meh - it was another young impressionable woman, and while I went through with it, Hya does not consider himself bound to her at all, and expects that she'll grow away in a few years anyway, once she grows up. The romance for a female SI is ... well, more interesting than that, but also nothing huge to write home about. However, in my headcanon, my male SI is sleeping both with the female romance interrest and one other male companion. Because hey, why not? :) (it's not love, it's ... friends with benefits-ish).

Gameplay-wise... it was ok. I was leveling with a constant partner, anyway, so we could mow through stuff. It didn't thrill me, but it was ok.

Overall: highly entertaining because of my personal head-canon. Pretty sure it's still entertaining without that, but maybe not as much as other classes.

Jedi Consular
(played as yet another male Twi'lek, as Sage, which is the healing or ranged caster tree. Uses one lightsaber, but only as a glowy stick to parry stuff, as the main abilities are casted with the other hand. Note: the SI-version of this tree looks much more awesome, as you throw around purple lightning instead of bits of dirt. Yes, really, Jedi just throw dirt).

The JC is a jedi who doesn't solve stuff with a lightsaber to the face, but rather with talking, learning, and diplomacy. As such, it feels quite different from other classes, and a lot of people find it horribly boring. I enjoyed it quite a lot, _because_ it such a change from all the other "oh, a problem, wait, I know! KILL IT!" story-lines *g*. It does take a bit to get going, but it ends up really epic. It does start slow, and it took me a bit to warm up to him, but I grew to like him a lot, and his voice grew on me as well. I'm not sure if I could say the same for the female voice, maybe I'd have to play a female character for some time before I grow to like it. too.

The first companion was ... eh. I totally had no interest at all in him, but after that, there were 3 male companions who I all liked quite a bit, and then one young female who ends up as the JC's padawan and potential romance (and no, I didn't romance her, she came across as about 15). While the Jedi are all about "no attachement", that didn't keep me from deciding that in my head-canon, my JC is friends-with-benefits with all of them. And I could come up with a lot of h/c scenarios between him and the first companion he gets, who happens to be a healer.

Gameplay: easymode. really. You can either be a healer and heal a tank or dps-companion, or you can be a caster and bring a healer with you. Or another dps - even if you don't spec as a healer, you still have some heals and you have a damage-absorbtion bubble. (A lot of people say that they love the gameplay, but hate the class story).

Overall, I'd recommend it, if you don't mind to play a character who liked to solve problems peacefully. ... And like playing light-side. I mean, you _can_ play a dark-side JC, but I think this is the one class where it's least fitting.

Bounty-Hunter
(played as a BT3 female Rattataki as PowerTech, that's the tank or dps tree)

I've read the argument that BH and to a lesser degree Smugglers should just have been a 3rd faction, and yes, for the BH, that'd really make sense. You really have the sense that the BH is off doing his/her own thing, and just happens to stomp around on the planets where other stuff is happening as well.

As with the JK, the story and character took awhile to grow on me, but during the early 30s, I got 2 companions that did a bit to influence character development, and then, at lvl 40, the plot twisted in a way that made me really involved in seeing this through. The female voice is a bit too good in coming across as someone who doesn't give a damn about anything, so she stared out as big and strong and not caring one bit for others, and it took quite a while for something to happen to change that. But mid-30s onwards, her characterization finally started to move, and I felt a lot more personally involved. Sidenote on the male voice: it's not quite my thing.

I really like the character you can romance as a female BH, and 2 other companions that I thought would be meh ended up being a lot more entertaining than I thought. The romance for male BHs is an interesting character... but looks and sounds like she's 17. One drawback: BH has the one companion I actually find repulsive and wish I could just kick off the ship forever. I just try my best to ignore that he exists...

The gameplay of one of the dps trees is ok - essentially, I SET THINGS ON FIRE WHEEEE! BH and Trooper play most mage-like of all the classes, and I'm not a huge fan of mages, but that tree works well enough for me.

Overall, quite an entertaining class, especially if you want a "I don't give a damn" and "I shoot stuff that angers me" character.

Trooper
(played as female Zabrak Commando, which can heal or range dps with HUGE GUNS. The BH-equivalent uses double blasters, btw. And yeah, you heal people by shooting green goo at them)

Trooper did not work for me. I did finish her, but it was a "damn, yes, I _will_ finish this" thing. Objectively, I can see that the story is not bad, however, the trooper is part of the military and it is a military storyline. I ... am not a fan of such stories. Also, I didn't feel a close connection with any of the companions, and wasn't overly fond of the way the class played (as dps) either.

I had hoped/expected that I would end up having to juggle light-sided decisions with my actual orders, as there were hints for that early on, but they didn't go anywhere, and as a light-sided trooper, you follow orders and are a good little soldier, and... well. Like I said, not my thing.

The only entertaining thing was the romance I had with a male officer in my squad (who's a cat boy).

Overall, looking back, I think I would have enjoyed it more if I had played a character who fights against authority and was either neutral or actually dark-side. The story-line had some epic moments, I can see that, I was just not invested enough into my character or the story.



... holy wall of text, batman. *cough* Yes, I suspect I have more SW:TOR posts in me. :)

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flashmobs

Apr. 4th, 2013 | 07:16 am

I love good flashmobs, and these 2 are my recent favorites, and totally awesome!





(it helps that I love the music)

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I do love my iPad, but... well.

Apr. 1st, 2013 | 07:38 pm



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*giggle*

Mar. 26th, 2013 | 07:00 pm

I know not everone likes Dan Savage (the sex columnist), but I just found this video of him talking about the weirdest letter he ever got, and it was certainly entertaining enough to share:



(and, weirdly enough, is also closely related to an old fandom_wank classic, the "his wife? a horse" wank; plus, there's been a recent flare-up where someone who considers himself married to one of the ponies from My Little Pony wrote a letter to a pony-fanartist and asked him to not draw such dirty sexual pictures of the pony that he considers to be his astral finacee.)
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for the mpreg fans

Feb. 24th, 2013 | 11:21 am

I assume this isn't news for mpreg fans, but I thought I'd link it anyway: 2 guys from a Dutch talkshow get hooked up to experience labour pain for 2 hours.



(via this metafilter thread)

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my very favorite response to the news that Razinger is resigning as pope

Feb. 11th, 2013 | 05:14 pm

"Sorry, Benedict. You cannot resign. You must carry your papacy to full term."

(posted by Malor on Metafilter)

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Feb. 6th, 2013 | 05:07 am

I sometimes read romance novels, and there are 2 or 3 blogs I keep my eye on for recommendations.

I was aware that the paranormal romances can get a bit silly with the vampires and angels and demons and whatnot, and all the combinations thereof.

But honestly -- timetravelling Viking Vampire Angels? Working as Navy SEALs?

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please enjoy your daily WTF.

Feb. 2nd, 2013 | 06:42 pm

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