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Saturday, August 14th, 2004

    Time Event
    8:08p
    WOW I hate this place
    I HATE IT HERE!!! I remember why I was so happy to leave... I hate it here so much. I miss my Pat... I miss my friends... I miss everything... I am so upset. 13 months... 13 months 13 months... not soon enough. Gray leaves tomorrow and I get to turn another year older all alone.

    I feel so... Opethly emo right now. Is Opethly a word? It is now.

    I'm getting all my pictures developed from things and me rocking out and stuff... ill be sure to scan all the fun ones.

    I'm going to watch a movie on my uber huge tv that I actually did miss.

    I love you guys.

    Current Mood: gloomy
    10:43p
    I think i did this already, but i need to occupy myself until I fall asleep
    What is your name?:Sam
    Are you named after anyone?:yep
    What's your screename?: thinking of changing it... nothing final
    Would you name a child of yours after you?: nope, that would confuse me
    If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:Dan
    If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: nope i like mine
    Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: not lately
    Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: change it.
    Basics
    Your gender::female
    Straight/Gay/Bi::straight
    Single?: nope...I'm uber in love
    If not, do you want to be?: hell no
    Birthdate:: aug. 16th (monday!)
    Your age:: hmmm...take a guess
    Age you act:: I dont know
    Age you wish you were:: not sure
    Your height:: 5'2
    Eye color::blue
    Happy with it?: yes.
    Hair color::brown
    Happy with it?: yup.
    Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: ambidextrous.
    Your living arrangement:: was in boston with pat, now in new york without.
    Your family:: is loving and supportive
    Have any pets?: roo and ba
    Whats your job?: student/ musician
    Piercings?: ears and belly
    Tattoos?: nope
    Obsessions?: berklee, guitars, having fun, metal
    Addictions?: rocking out
    Do you speak another language?: french
    Have a favorite quote?: not really
    Do you have a webpage?: this is the closest i get
    Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
    Do you live in the moment?: usually
    Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: unless theyre square
    Do you have any secrets?: I have a penis.
    Do you hate yourself?: of course not
    Do you like your handwriting?: sure
    Do you have any bad habits?: eating pizza with a knife and fork (but only when its hot)
    What is the compliment you get from most people?: how beautiful i am, that i have a great voice
    If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: things that sucked and took a miraculous turn for the incredibly awesome.
    What's your biggest fear?: i dont know
    Can you sing?: i sure can
    Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
    Are you a loner?: i used to be
    What are your #1 priorities in life?: being successful and happy and healthy and rich
    If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: of course
    Are you a daredevil?: i guess
    Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: not at all
    Are you passive or agressive?: assertive
    Do you have a journal?: quite a few
    What is your greatest strength and weakness?: too tired/sad to think
    If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: nothing
    Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yeah
    Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: not anymore
    Do you think life has been good so far?: lately its been more than good
    What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: good things happen to those who wait?
    What do you like the most about your body?: a lot of things
    And least?: dunno
    Do you think you are good looking?: sure
    Are you confident?: yeah
    What is the fictional character you are most like?: galadriel/eowyn... beautiful and ass kicking

    Are you perceived wrongly?: not lately
    Do You...
    Smoke?:no
    Do drugs?:no
    Read the newspaper?:yes
    Pray?: no
    Go to church?: no
    Talk to strangers who IM you?: no
    Sleep with stuffed animals?: SVEN!!!
    Take walks in the rain?: not if i dont have to
    Talk to people even though you hate them?: no. I hate them.
    Drive?: occasionally.
    Like to drive fast?: speed limit.
    Would or Have You Ever?
    Liked your voice?:yes
    Hurt yourself?: not purposely.
    Been out of the country?: yeah.
    Eaten something that made other people sick?:weird question
    Been in love?: I am. With Pat...:)
    Done drugs?: no
    Gone skinny dipping?:yep. sooo much fun.
    Had a medical emergency?: broke bones.
    Had surgery?:nope
    Ran away from home?:no
    Played strip poker?:ummmmm no comment
    Gotten beaten up?: no
    Beaten someone up?:no
    Been picked on?:yes
    Been on stage?:yep
    Slept outdoors?:yes
    Thought about suicide?:nope
    Pulled an all nighter?:a few times
    If yes, what is your record?: all night
    Gone one day without food?:no
    Talked on the phone all night?:im not a phone person
    Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: at first.
    Slept all day?: of course
    Killed someone?:nope
    Made out with a stranger?:no
    Had sex with a stranger?: hell no. std's.
    Thought you're going crazy?:sometimes
    Kissed the same sex?: kissed, yes. made out with, no.
    Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no comment
    Been betrayed?:yes
    Had a dream that came true?: yeah.
    Broken the law?: uh oh...Pat and Jake....
    Met a famous person?: sure.
    Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: thats mean.
    Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: nope
    Stolen anything?:nope
    Been on radio/tv?: maybe
    Been in a mosh-pit?: of course
    Had a nervous breakdown?: a few...PMS. it happens.
    Bungee jumped?: i want to
    Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes. those scare me.
    Beliefs
    Belive in life on other planets?:there must be
    Miracles?: his name is Pat
    Astrology?:not really
    Magic?:no.
    God?: nah
    Satan?: nah
    Santa?: no
    Ghosts?: maybe
    Luck?: maybe
    Love at first sight?: dunnno.
    Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: i dont know?
    Witches?: only in macbeth and wizard of oz.
    Easter bunny?: come on, what do bunnies have to do with jesus?
    Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
    Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no. if there was, wouldnt people find random pots of gold every day?
    Do you wish on stars?: nope.
    Deep Theological Questions
    Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: artistically.
    Do you think God has a gender?:no
    Do you believe in organized religion?: of course not
    Where do you think we go when we die?: death.
    Friends
    Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: of course :)
    Who is your best friend?:gray.
    Who's the one person that knows most about you?: gray/pat
    What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: i've had lots of advice
    Your favourite inside joke?: rape. brains. rotting corpse.
    Thing you're picked on most about?: my boobs?
    Who's your longest known friend?: gray
    Newest?: many
    Shyest?: gray
    Funniest?:everyone
    Sweetest?: pat
    Closest?: everyone
    Weirdest?: everyone is weird.
    Smartest?: everyone is smart too!
    Ditziest?: me
    Friends you miss being close to the most?: everyone :(
    Last person you talked to online?: laura
    Who do you talk to most online?: everyone
    Who are you on the phone with most?: parents/boyfriend
    Who do you trust most?: hmmm
    Who listens to your problems?: friends
    Who do you fight most with?: family
    Who's the nicest?: everyone is nice.
    Who's the most outgoing?: i dunno.
    Who's the best singer?: me.
    Who's on your shit-list?: yeah, i have a lot of people on that
    Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yes. he then became my boyfriend
    Who's your second family?: one is enough, thanks.
    Do you always feel understood?: not always
    Who's the loudest friend?: hmmm. i dunno.
    Do you trust others easily?: better than before
    Who's house were you last at?: mine
    Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Pat
    Do your friends know you?: yes
    Friend that lives farthest away:: jake
    Love and All That
    Do you consider love a mistake?: of course not
    What do you find romantic?: :)
    Turn-on?: beingn pat
    Turn-off?: being an asshole
    First kiss?: ew... I don't wanna say.
    If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: I have a boyfriend thinks
    Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: whatever
    Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: ummm...i was never asked out formally...it just happens
    Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no
    Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dont know.
    What is best about the opposite sex?: penises
    What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they leave the toilet seat up.
    What's the last present someone gave you?: money.
    Are you in love?: yes. very much so.
    Do you consider your significant other hot?: hell yes i do
    Who Was the Last Person...
    That haunted you?: a ghost?
    You wanted to kill?: nope
    That you laughed at?: gray
    That laughed at you?: hmm...
    That turned you on?: pat
    You went shopping with?: pat and gray
    That broke your heart?: no
    To disappoint you?: what
    To ask you out?: pat?
    To make you cry?: leaving berklee
    To brighten up your day?: pat
    That you thought about?: p diddy
    You saw a movie with?: gray
    You talked to on the phone?: pat
    You talked to through IM/ICQ?: laura
    You saw?: gray
    You lost?: ?
    Right This Moment...
    Are you going out?: sleeping.
    Will it be with your significant other?: not tonight :(
    Or some random person?: noo?
    What are you wearing right now?: berklee shirt, jeans
    Body part you're touching right now:: um... wow, nothing
    What are you worried about right now?: not getting to sleep
    What book are you reading?: nothing at the moment
    What's on your mousepad?: blue
    Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: i miss berklee and pat
    Are you bored?: of couse
    Are you tired?: a little
    Are you talking to anyone online?:no
    Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no.
    Are you lonely or content?: neither
    Are you listening to music?:nope

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