I decided I need to lose some lbs. I'm really unsatisfied with myself THEN again is anyone ever satisfied with themselves? I doubt it but oh well worth a try.
I talked to the ex yesterday. He called me bitching at me again. He's just retarded. So yeah after about 1/2 an hour of that his mom called me apologizing for him saying how she wished we were still together 'cause I'm a wonderful girl n stuff. It's pretty bad when you like your boyfriend’s parents more than him. So yeah he can just kiss my ass. I'm so over him seriously. I have NO feelings for this guy and it strange because we dated for almost a year and I thought I loved this guy n everything till just one day I realized how bad he treated me and blamed stuff on me. Strange how I was blind that whole time. So yeah no feelings for more I have more hate towards him than love.
Yesterday my mom started on me again. Pisses me off. She favors my sister more than me everyone sees it. Even my family sees it. GRR
Yesterday I left the house and went to Terrances. His mom was doing his braids they were looking' pretty dope. TJ was there so we left and just rode around and talked about stuff like his new job n ish.
I wish school would get canceled tomorrow I really don't want to go. My 'rents are working on getting me transferred before I get kicked out of this school lol. I can feel it coming too. I swear to Allah damn these strasburg bitches!!!!!! I might skip tomorrow with a group of people. They're all suppose to be going back to Tasha's house to smoke up. I won't be doing haha I've seen what drugs can do so I'd be very vapid to do them myself.
I've been listening to Atmosphere and Aesop Rock like all day long. "Lives not a bitch, life's a beautiful woman you only call her a bitch 'cause she wouldn't let you get that pussy" how dope is that?
Well That's all for now so o1ne.
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