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[25 Oct 2004|01:40am] |
hmm
i was supposed to have work today from 7pm-2am
but my manager mike was like "fuck that..i'm tired we're out by 12
so at least i didn't have to stay till 2.
LOTS & LOTS of new cute shit came in.
i want to buy it all.
i'll buy most.
i really like my job now.
i get lots of hours
& the people are pretty nice
i dont dread work...thank god.
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i can't wait for christmas this year.
i love buying presents for the people i love.
klhskdfhkshdf
im fucking tired.
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[17 Oct 2004|01:47pm] |
I've been working a lot.
MTV's tv show MADE is coming to MY american eagle today..
I had to stay later than i was supposed to & do fill ins.
...DONE.
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[12 Oct 2004|02:24pm] |
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I have to start updating more...
I HATE Wachovia bank.
I was supposed to get an ATM card with the visa shit on it like 3 fucking weeks ago
but the dumb ass who set it up sent me a REGULAR ATM card..with NO PIN NUMBER & I couldn't even use it if I had the pin number because the fucker spelt my last name wrong.
Fuck Wachovia.
work isn't that bad any more. My first pay check was.. 78 dollars. haha
next one should be good thought because I worked like 30 hours last week.
I'm not really wokring this week.. wednesday & saturday..haha.
The only thing that I can't stand is the music they play. the same CD over & over.
I hear the same song like 4 times
& the songs are so bad...I suggest you download "i wish" by Skee Lo
just to feel my pain.
This weekend was good. Saturday me & Dan went down to sea side & met up with mike & went to this party..it was good till I was pretty drunk & had to sleep in Dans car.
Sunday..I had work afterwords Dan, Mike & I rented this "horror" movie..blockbuster needs to remove that movie from the Horror section & put it in the "shit you will NEVER understand" section. Mike slept over...
Monday. woke up..made breakfast. went to Melissa's. Dan met up with us..
we really just chilled with her & anthony ALL day.
then we drove mike home. Dan came over & we watched some moives.
I need to shower.
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[28 Sep 2004|12:11am] |
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I just got back from having coffee with kenny.
I'm not tired at all
& the last place I feel like being right now..is here.
nothing is EVER on tv.
fuck IO digital cable.
same movies on over & over..
my computer blows..fucking 15 pop-ups at once.. WTF
I called american eagle today..I'm not working till next week..WTF
k.
Yo, what the fuck is the deal?
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[26 Sep 2004|01:30am] |
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I never update this shit...
maybe I should start.
I hate my job..I get NO hours.
it's boring.
no one goes to the mall during the day on a weekday.
all I do is stand around & make the clothes perfect.
I feel like I should be doing something but there is nothing for me to do.
& I get paid every other week....well, that fucking sucks.
I hope it gets better...I just started, so maybe.
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I went to andrews party tonight with kim & dan..
I felt out of place..since I was the only SOBER one besides kim.
some people are just....fucking crazy & others I would LOVE to just shoot in the face.
I really don't know how I'm feeling right now.
hate it.
just..don't....know.
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[18 Sep 2004|01:34am] |
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I had to go to the mall tonight to return something for my mom.
I asked kenny to come with me so I didn't have to go alone.
after we got coffee..talked...
picked up kim
& went to pank.
that was my night.
tomorrow I have to go out to dinner for my sisters birthday with my nan & pop-pop.
& sunday..I start WORKING...9:30 I have to be there.
finally got a job...
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things could be much better.
& I have no, i mean no idea how things are going to work out.
all I can do is WAIT & see...
& waiting...just kills me.
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[02 Sep 2004|08:13pm] |
my mom got her operation today...
shes doing good...
i get to be her nurse for the next like week.
Orange Juice gives me heartburn
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[01 Sep 2004|01:31am] |
I had an afuckingmazing night.
♥ ♥ ♥
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[30 Aug 2004|06:18pm] |
I went to sleep with a headache
&
woke up with one.
Ps-
Thank you.
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[28 Aug 2004|03:34pm] |
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& who do you think you are IMing me like that?
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[25 Aug 2004|06:02pm] |
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I'm such an asshole.
I'm not going to Brookdale.
FUCK THAT
It's just not my thing...I know "but ya gota do what you gota do even if you don't like it"
yeah well my mom will end up paying for Brookdale & I just wouldn't go to the classes.
I'd rather go to school for something I have an INTEREST in.
so it's between The Natural Motion Institute or Capri Institute Cosmetology
I set away for some brochures..I'll see what one I like better or which one is closer..
estititions make pretty good money.
I don't think I want to cut hair, because you always have to start out in a shit salon cutting old peoples hair all day. But we'll see. My mom knows the ladies who own Urban Attitude for Hair....uuugh I duno..we'll see.
Oh yeah.. I need to get a fucking job.
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[02 Aug 2004|09:53pm] |
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GUESS HOW MANY CIGARETTES I HAD ALL DAY?
ONE.
& that was at like 1:15.
don't get me wrong I'm fucking DYING to have another one & I might before the nights over . . .
BUT I'm gona try not to.
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ummm...
I don't know.
I don't want to get into it.
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[31 Jul 2004|05:39pm] |
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La La La
it's currently 5:40 & I haven't showered! I need to do that.
I picked Don up from the skate park like 2 hours ago..he FINALLY gave me my present he got me when he went to Florida..it's a fucking Chinese fan with rabbits on it.
HOW CUTE! haha no.
I also cleaned my room today & found shit that I've been looking for, for a while.
&! I changed my journal..new layout..nothing special AT ALL but I still did it all my myself.
Jamike is supposed to be coming up here today...I haven't talked to him yet though.
I'm off to get..
SO FRESH, SO CLEAN
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[29 Jul 2004|05:10pm] |
WHAT THE FUCK DID I GET MYSELF INTO?
oh yeah...I'm going down the shore for two weeks on the 7th..I didn't want to go at first, but now I kinda do.
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[22 Jul 2004|04:04pm] |
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everything is all better.
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[19 Jul 2004|02:04am] |
Yesterday I hung out with JAMIKE!
I haven't seen him in a really long time.
we went to a party
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he slept over. I painted his nails while he was asleep.
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we went to sea side.
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I DON'T KNOW.
I DON'T KNOW.
I DON'T KNOW.
jkfjsklaseur!
tonight..I had a blast.
I wish I never woke up this morning.
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[13 Jul 2004|12:22am] |
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I've felt like shit all day long.
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[09 Jul 2004|02:47pm] |
i've been taking these fake nails off for the past hour & a fucking half.
&&& i still have another hand to go.
my fingers hurt from soaking them in nail polish remover all morning.
i need a fucking cigarette!
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oh it was tough? give me a fucking break.
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[02 Jul 2004|06:48pm] |
thats some fucked up shit.
waaaay to be a shady motherfucker.
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amillionhearts_