Nerg

Turns out I suck at this saving thing...mostly there are just things that have to be done and I have two shittyass jobs.
I neeeeeed a new job.
Perhaps reception
or data entry

Mar should make me a job database as well *nudge nudge*
hehe, only if you get bored enough

God I was fucking tired on saturday. Which I blame for the loss of my groove. It was horrible and I appologise to anyone that had to see the really bad dancing. Its just all I could muster.

I'm really wishing I could do a handstand right now. Seriously, I just be sitting around and then have the intense desire to do a handstand. Its a little odd...

Ben comes back tommorow. He gets to the airport by 8:22. So we(please say your still coming marilyn) have to be there...by then. Which means that Helix and I have to power through getting him job stuff done. I'm just hoping we can get an early start on things, you know...like maybe 11? I know I have my head inhte clouds. But I had hoped that we would get that done and then he could come out to my place and I could make him a decent meal. One way or the other he's getting some of my kick ass swiss steak in him by the end of the week.

I've started writing in my journal again. This is a big freaking deal, incase you don't know me all that well. I stopped...a while ago. Now I have the ability to pour my mind out on paper again it seems to have provided more room for diffrent thoughts. So maybe I can start figuring things out again. Might be nice.

I think I should go...work
seeing as I'm getting paid right now.