the idle thoughts of a daydreamer

ale_ @ 2004-09-05T22:03:00

2004-09-06T05:03:22Z

Wednesday- First day of Public school. Ive havent been as nervous as I was in a while. Here is my Schedule:

· Algebra 1 Semester 2
· Chemistry
· US History
· English II
· Lunch
· Spanish 2
· PE II

My first day I didnt really talk to anyone lol. I just sat there and did my work. Ive made a couple Friends. All Adriana's friends & 2 other people. I like that school ends at 2:11. at my old school it was 2:55. after school me and adriana hung out as usual.

Thursday- Went to school, nothing interesting happened. Me and Adriana walked to my mom's work after school. It was a really long walk lol. about 2 or 3 blocks. plus we didnt have any water b/c the machines were broken lol. It took us 30 mins to walk there. Then we did our homework and just sat around waiting for my mom. We left after an hour and a half and my mom took us to Starbucks. Then we just hung out the rest of the day.

Friday- Went to school. Then after me and Adriana went to see Wicker Park. It was ok. The beginning was boring but it got good near the end. There was like no1 there. Only me, her, and a guy dressed as a woman lol. After the movie my mom dropped us off at Blockbuster. I saw ANDY!!!! I havent seen him in so long lol. so we walked around looking for movies & he made fun of us b/c we take forever to decide what to get lol. then after we went to Starbucks again. We didnt really do anything special the rest of the day.

Today- Adriana's mom took us to see Collateral, It was really good. Tom Cruise is a hottie! We ate lunch at Fatburger then they dropped me off at my house. Me and my mom went to Albertsons to buy food and then went back to blockbuster! lol. I saw Andy again! hehe. This time he touched my arm!!! I melted inside! lol. That was the highlight of my day :D Then i came home and cleaned a bit & here I am now!

Tomorrow- Going Shopping for school supplies and Clothes. Im probably gonna hang out w/ Adriana again.

ale_ @ 2004-08-29T12:00:00

2004-08-29T19:01:14Z

Sry it has been so long since I have updated. So here is what has been happening this week...

Tuesday- First day of school. It was really boring, thats it lol

Wednesday- My birthday! yay! I went to school & when I came home Adriana came over. We had pizza & cake. yummm...Then after I opened my presents! yay! I love presents! lol I got:

· A whole bunch of stuff from Victorias Secret
· Clothes from Holliter and A&F
· Lots of money! lol

Then me and Adriana watched TV and walked around outside.

Thursday- I really hate the school that I am at right now, So I decided that I want to go to a public school (I go to a private school right now). So we went down to the school to see if I could get a zone varience and I got it! yay! I start on Wednesday, Im really nervous b/c its been awhile since ive been to a public school but thankfully one of my Best Friends is going to be there w/ me! So i went to school, came home and thats about it.

Friday- LAST DAY OF PRIVATE SCHOOL! it was a really good day. Im so happy to be out of there. I was kinda sad though, just b/c im going to miss a couple people. My class bought a card and everyone signed it, it was really sweet! After school Adriana came over again. She bought me the RYAN CABRERA CD! yay! I was so happy lol. So we listened to that for a little while & then walked to Starbucks & bought magazines. Then she spent the night & we did a whole bunch of stuff.

Saturday- Me and Adriana went to the movies. We saw The Village (Finally) and Without a Paddle. The Village was really bad but Without a Paddle was great. We came home and walked to Albertons again lol. While we were walking back we saw this guy that works there walking behind us so we just ignored him. Then he called out "Hey Green Shirt!" and I was weraing a green shirt so I turned around. Then he said "you are so sexy, can I have your number?" lol I was trying so hard not to laugh I said no of course, he was really ugly lol. Then we came back to my house & here we are now.

Tomorrow- I am going shopping for new clothes for school & I will probably hang out w/ Adriana again. We are joined at the hip now lol.

Sry if I havent been commenting alot Ive been kinda busy so I will try to!

ale_ @ 2004-08-19T15:20:00

2004-08-19T22:20:32Z

Saturday my parents took me to the mall to buy shoes but I couldnt find anything I liked. I can never find anything though. So i wasnt surprised lol. But now I know what shoes I want to, so hopefully when my mom gets on Friday she will take me to buy them. After shopping my parents got mad at me b/c I was having an attitude so i just sat in my room and did stuff on the computer the rest of the day.

Sunday me and my friend Adriana went to the movies. We were gonna see Collateral but when we got there to buy the tickets we saw it was rated R. lol so we obvioulsly couldnt see it. so, we sat around for about 30 mins and waited to see Little Black Book. It was really good. I love Brittany Murphy. After the movie my mom took us to Walgreens and I got my Red Bull for the week. Red Bull is quite expensive if you ask me. $1.99 a can. And when you get 8 cans thats $16.00! lol wow...that is ALOT. hahaha anyways..so we bought all our stuff & then went across the street to the DRIVE-THRU Starbucks! those are the best, They make them professional there lol. Then we went back to my house and just sat around and talked and went outside, crap like that.

I didnt do anything yesterday or today. Ryan Cabrera's CD came out today. I really wanna buy it, but my mom wont take me today...Ill just have to settle w/ the downloaded version lol.

Kelsey is coming over Friday. Im so excited! I havent seen her in forever it seems like! We are gonna go see Andy also! yay! i havent seen him in forever also! lol For those who dont know who Andy is, he is this really hot guy that workds at my Blockbuster. Ive liked him for like 2 months lol. I CANT WAIT! lol. & hopefully we will have time to see a movie, Like Napolean Dynamite! That looks so funny!

My b-day is in 8 days! yay!
School starts in 7 days! BOOOOO!

ale_ @ 2004-08-14T00:10:00

2004-08-14T07:11:31Z

sry no updates lately, I havent been doing anything. As soon as something happens i will update! lol

ale_ @ 2004-08-10T00:46:00

2004-08-10T07:46:59Z

Hey guys! Its been such a long time since I did a REAL update! My computer was broken so we had to take it to Best Buy. I just got it back yesterday, and thats why i havent been commenting or updating!

Well nothing interesting has happenedl. Its been a boring week. Saturday I went to Best Buy w/ my mom and dad to get a new phone which they ended up not liking so they are gonna give it to me b/c mine doesnt work very well anymore, and then they are getting another one. The phone they bought came w/ 2 phones. So i was thinking when I get my new room im gonn put one in the bathroom! lol ive always wanted to have a phone in there. and i dont even have to have a phone cord for it, all you have to do is plug it in! i cant wait! lol

anyways...after that we went to Lowes. I hate going there. Its just liek Home Depot and I hate going there also. We looked at stuff for my room and my parents bathroom. It felt like we were there for hours! we eventually left and I went to walgreens, target, and BLOCKBUSTER w/ my mom. and I saw Andy! (for those who dont know he is a guy that works at blockbuster and I like him) I havent seen him in so long lol. I rented Dirty Dancng:Havana Nights and Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen. Then I came home and did nothing.

during the week I didnt do anything either! just watch my movies and clean. This weekend me and my mom are going shopping for our new rooms! I love doing that lol. Im also gonna go shoes shopping. I hate buying new shoes, i dont know why lol. My parents are going to a party on Saturday so i will be home alone. Maybe ill walk to blockbuster? lol.

Well I dont know what else to say...My dads b-day is today so me and my mom are going to get him a cake later. My b-day is in 20 days! yay! moving on...i dont know what else to say so im gonna go! comments are always appreciated! :D

ale_ @ 2004-06-29T15:38:00

2004-06-29T22:39:09Z

I think Im going to start using this journal again..If i do i will update later

ale_ @ 2004-04-26T17:19:00

2004-04-27T00:21:48Z

HERSELF - My name is Ale. I live in Las Vegas, Nevada. I'm fourteen years old. I have blonde hair and blue eyes. My birthday is 08-25-89. I'm in the 9th grade. I'm single. I straighten my hair everyday. My favorite color is pink. I listen to a bunch of music. My favorite singer at the moment is Britney Spears, Jessica Simpson, Yellowcard, and Justin Timberlake. I am in love with ADAM BRODY and Justin Timberlake!! but mostly Adam. Other actors I like are Orlando Bloom, Ben McKenzie, Ashton Kutcher, and Johnathon Tucker. My favorite foods are french fries and pizza. My favorite drinks are sprite and apple juice. I love to shop. The stores I shop at are Hollister, Abercrombie and Fitch, Charlotte Russe, and Pac Sun.. My favorite shows to watch are The O.C, The Real World, Road Rules, One Tree Hill, I want a famous face, and basically any reality show out there. So if you have anything in common with me, you might want to consider adding me =D

If you want to add me go to my journal and comment on my public entry! hope youll add me!

-ale

ale_ @ 2004-04-25T19:54:00

2004-04-26T02:54:17Z

moved to greatestjournal

ITS KELSEY

2004-01-27T00:14:38Z

HELLO... This is Kelsey i am updating ALE'S journal because she seems ot never update it. saturday we went to paranagat the road trip was very fun sudnay i did nothing i slept and that good stuff! then today i had school... it was very exhilirating! OH YEAH AND FRIDAY I SAW WIN A DATE WITH TAD HAMILTON with Kelsey. It was a very good movie!! And today me ale, alicia, travis, and john walked to the elmentary to get alicias little sister abbey and john and Travis pulled there pant sup really high it was disgusting. then we acted like we were a family and john and ale were the parents me and travis were the kids and alicia and abbey were our cousins it was funny! well that is about all ale probably won't update later becasue she never updates! see ya around! ~Kel-c~

Hey!

2004-01-20T03:34:37Z

Hey ya'll! well today was good. Yesterday I went to kelseys house around 7:00 and we spent the whole night trying to get backstage passes to the Hilary Duff concert. lol we didnt. we went to bed around 12:00 and woke up around 10:00 i think b/c people were coming over to Kelseys furniture so she cleaned her room then we tried to go back to sleep but we kept talking and laughing so we just decided to listen the radio and we decided we were going to try to win tickets to the grammy's but we didnt lol then we ate bannana splits and watched tv. i came home around 5:30 and here I am talking to Kelsey on the phone! lol well im gonna go...oh yea here is another quiz! well enjoy...peace!

My Celebrity Family by popstarprincess
Your Name
Mom	Meg Ryan
Dad	Tom Cruise
Brother	Nick Lachey
Sister	Mandy Moore
Boyfriend	Justin Timberlake

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Who is your Pirates of the Caribbean Lover? by SoExcited612
Name
Sex
Lover	The sex god CAPT Jack Sparrow
Where it will go down	Davy Jones' Locker

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Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	Sleep Apnea Woman
Super Power	Can See Into The Future
Enemy	Martha Stewart
Mode Of Transportation	Shopping Cart
Weapon	Beer Bottle

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Tell Me About Your Sex Life? by electronicoffee
Username
Sexuality
Favorite Postion	you like to take them from behind
Secret Fetish	underwear/strip [you performing]
Age of Lost Virginity	19
Bedroom Talent	you will do almost anything

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HUGS!

2004-01-19T02:00:21Z

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give ale_ more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

i like this quote...

2004-01-19T01:14:33Z

well i thought this quote was really cute so i decided to put it in my journal lol.

i wanna be in love.....just like in the movies...head over hills....cant beath...cant think.....cant do anything but smile and giggle.....i wanna be in love....

this is so funny!

2004-01-18T09:58:31Z

http://www.stud.ntnu.no/home/alexann/

Click here! make sure you turn your volume up!

here you go...

2004-01-18T08:43:10Z

here are a few more quizzes...

Which [Movie Genres] are you?

I love scary movies!

Which [Mona Lisa Smile] characters are you?

What [Cakes] are you?

yummm....

Is the glass half full or half empty?

You are...Get mine, get yours. You are the most
dirty of Christina's songs. Naughty you!

Which Christina Aguilera song are you?
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You're "This I Promise You." Sweet,
loving and beautiful, you're a romantic!

What *NSYNC song are you?
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Raspberry Filled

What Kind of Krispy Kreme Doughnut Are You?
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You are Orange.
You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to
find the bright spot in everything. You are
energetic and people are naturally attracted to
you. However, you are not always sure of what
your purpose or goals are.
Most Compatible With: Fresh Mint

Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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I will be crushed by a giant duck!

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What are you wanted for? by meteoric
Name
Age
Crime	Holding up a donut shop
Reward for capture	$743,280

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what you think about me...

2004-01-18T07:29:10Z

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

I got a new friend... yay for me....

2004-01-17T04:59:23Z

You and your Lj are friends. You and your Lj are
there for each other and you would consider
taking a bullet for one another. This
friendship has the potential to lead into
something more, something romantic. remember-
dont push love away

What is the relationship between you and your Lj?
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22 more days until the hilary duff concert! yay!

2004-01-17T04:53:55Z

Instructions:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3.Put this in your online Journal

01. My first name is seven letters long
02. My most favorite color is black.
03. I like dandelions.
04. I DIS-like my name
05. I think killing yourself is selfish and vain.
06. I don't like most tap water.
07. May is one of my favorite months
08. I hate feet
09. I dont dream.
10. I get frustrated a lot.
11. Really bad grammar irks me
12. My mom is the biggest bitch EVER.
13. I like to think I'm a positive person.
14. I dont act intelligent.
15. I wish I knew how to do my own laundry.
16. I have great friends.
17. I like cheesecake.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I am the youngest of my siblings
20. I love coke slurpees.
21. I HATE dresses... on me
22. I can't wait until college
23. I know that "a lot" is two words, not one
24. I believe that real beauty is less about what you see and more about what you feel
25. I'm right handed.
26. I hate chatrooms
28. I want to make a change
29. I have green eyes.
30. I am a deep sleeper
31. I talk in my sleep.
32. I've been in a car accident.
33. I really don't like me. PERIOD.
34. I suck.
35. I hate the holiday season.
36. Malls are my heaven.
37. It's rare I'm friends with people close to my age.
38. I ...do..stuff
39. I stay home from school on a regular basis.
40. I don't have any tattoos.
41. I like to believe I don't regret anything I've done.
42. I love pizza.
43. I have at least one scar.
44. My cell phone is my baby.
45. My hair has been just about every color (intentional or not)
46. I love the guy who lives across the hall.
47. I need a tan, or atleast for my skin to see sun.
48. I'm a secret keeper.
49. I'm not a terrible friend.
50. I love politics.
51. I don't like when people make me feel inferior to them.
52. I secretly like to dance, but only when I'm by myself.
53. I LOVE to sing!
54. I only REALLY sing when I'm alone, not around others, because I SUCK.
55. I have big feet.
56. I have never had a cavity.
57. I believe trust is like flipping a coin; If you bet wrong, there is no one to blame but yourself.
58. I don't like when people do things forsympathy.
59. I like when my friends write me letters and emails, it makes me feel special.
60. Pain has been and will always be a part of my life.
61. I see no point in trying if I won't ever be good enough.
62. My last name is ten letters long.
63. Ive lived in the same house since I was 6.
64. I don't say things I should to people.
65. I say things I shouldn't to people.
66. I played with barbies as a child.
67. I have a cable modem & DSL (only one is the internet connection).
68. I have a piece of metal stuck through my septum.
69. I heart music.
70. I always have to get the last word in when arguing with someone.
71. I love the thought of someone loving me.
72. I believe that actions speak louder than words.
73. No one really knows me, no matter what they'd like to think.
74. I do have a car.
75. I can only talk on the phone for long periods of time with certain people.
76. I trust too easily and get fucked over quite often.
77. I think too much for my own good.
78. I'm a dork.
79. I think flowers are sweet.
80. I'm not talented enough to ever learn how to play an instrament.
81. I don't think I could ever fluently speak another language.
82. I won't eat anything that comes from watery places.
83. I think I'm a little indecisive...
84. Passions is one of my favorite shows ever.
85. I like open minded people.
86. I'm one of those people who likes a song and has it on repeat for hours.
87. I'd like to live somewhere other than here.
88. Im not a religious person.
89. I'm too trusting sometimes.
90. I DISPISE my nose.
91. I took a shower today.
92. I like the chaos of big cities.
93. I hate people who hurt me.
94. I have to do everything right or else I am scared to do it, I get frustrated when I don't do it right, or I probably won't do it at all.
95. I'm fucking hot and bothered right now!
96. I have a pool.
97. I love stars.
98. Things I don't know/understand scare me.
99. I stutter sometimes.
100. I've got a vagina.

MORE!!!! MWUAHAHAHAHHA

2004-01-16T21:35:46Z

Which [Diamond Shapes] are you?

Which [Seven Dwarfs] are you?

Do you need a boy/girl friend now?

I got htis one from priya's journal...woah! lol

Jessica Rabbit

Who 's Your Inner Sexy Cartoon Chick ?
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Its an addiction...

2004-01-16T05:43:45Z

hey ya'll well i just got back from cheer practice. It was very interesting. I saw Ande! i love her lol. well we were stunting (me, rach, kel, britt, and of course fran) and we did a lib and Fran fell flat on her back. We had her feet though lol. yea so i guess she went to quick-care. i personally thnk they over reacted. but thats just my opinion. well enough about that. Today was actually a great day! besides having finals. It was a half-day. We got out at 12:50! yay! and then i went to Kelseys house. we stopped at quiznos on the way and we both got Italian subs lol. So we went to her house and we eventually started watching Finding Nemo but we got distracted by the comnputer lol. we started looking for tickets to the Hilary Duff and by 4:50 we had tickets to her concert! lol!! Im so excited! Feb 7th at 7:30..that means only 23 more days! I CANT WAIT! lol. and we are going by ourselves...NO PARENTS! that is even better! lol we might go to target and get duff stuff lol and if not then we might look in Charlotte Russe! i cant wait! anyways...that is my great day! well below are a few more quizzes.. I tell you im addicted! lol well enjoy! peace out!

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Who will give you an orgasm? by leslie13
Name
Age
Virgin?
So, who will make you moan?	Your crush!
How?	Saying "Go, go orgasm!"
Will it be good?	OH YEAH.

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What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
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Gender
Sexy Body Part Is	Your Hair
Special Talents Are	Blow Jobs

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HILARY DUFF!

2004-01-15T23:32:35Z

hey everyone! I just want to say that me and Kelsey are going to the hilary Duff concert on Feb 7th! I HOPE WE GET GOOD SEATS! lol well im at her house now so im gonna go PEACE!

Great...Now we can freeze to death...lol priya

2004-01-15T17:19:21Z

Im in Computer Class right now. I just finished my final. It was fairly easy, but i didnt do the last exercise b/c i didnt know how to. and it was worth 33 points so...yea..thats bad lol. anyways.yesterday was pretty uneventful. I had finals. the math one was SOOOOO hard! i dont even want to think about it..lol. next test i have is spanish that should be easy...then History. i need to pass that test or im gonna fail the class. OMG! after school me and priya walked to the park and back. and when we went to the park there was a bee on priyas shoulder, lol it was hilarious. We started screaming and trying to run away. We both nearly pissedd in our panties! lol and when we were walking back i would tell her the bee is on her again just to scare her, and it did. lol. then we walked back to the school. priyas mom was there so she left and i watched the girls b-ball practice for about 15 minutes and my mom came to pick me up. so i went home and went on the comp for a few mins and talked to Lj. when i got off i watched TRL for a bit then after TRL i studied for about 2 hours i fell asleep for about 30 mins lol. then i woke up and went back on the comp. no one was on so i got off. then i took a shower and when i got out my phone rang and i answered it and it was Priya! so i talked to her till about 10:00 i think..yea..then i hit the sack lol. i wasnt really tired so i laid in my bed and listened to the britney spears CD as i usually do lol. then i went to sleep around 10:45. I woke up at 6:45 and did my hair, makeup, blah blah blah...I left my house around 7:35 and now im here. well g2g PECE OUT!

Personality Disorder Test Results

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Schizoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|	22%
Schizotypal	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Antisocial	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Borderline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Narcissistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Dependent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Obsessive-Compulsive	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%

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hey...

2004-01-15T05:03:39Z

hey well today was a boring day nothing really happened...oh yea i had finals..they were really hard, well the math one was at least. sorry this is so short but i gotta take a shower! peace out!

A few funny things i found-

Shimmy, shimmy cocoa pop. Shimmy, shimmy rock. Shimmy,
shimmy cocoa pop. Shimmy, shimmy rock. I met a girlfriend
a triscuit! She said, a triscuit a biscuit! Ice cream,
soda pop, vanilla on the top. Ooh, Shelly's out, walking
down the street, ten times a week. I read it. I said it.
I stole my momma's credit. I'm cool. I'm hot. Sock me in
the stomach three more times.

Remember the five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.

A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
S You are very broad-minded
O You are very open-minded.
N You like to work, but you always want a break

17 Ways to Maintain Your Insanity

2004-01-11T02:31:44Z

16 Ways to Maintain Your Insanity

1. at lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hairdryer at passing cars. see if they slow down.
2. page yourself over the intercom. don't diguise your voice.
3. everytime someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that.
4. put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN".
5. put decaf in the coffee maker for three weeks. once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to expresso.
6. finish all your sentences with "in accordance with the prophecy".
7. don't use any punctuation.
8. as often as possible, skip rather than walk.
9. specify that your drive - through order is "to go".
10. sing along at the opera.
11. go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.
12. put mosquito netting around your work area and play tropical sounds all day.
13. five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you're not in the mood.
14. tell your family and co-workers to address you by your wrestling name, rock hard.
15. when the money comes out of the atm, scream "i won, i won!"
16. when leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot yelling "run for your lives, they're loose!"

Tears show feelings; Words show hurt

2004-01-10T20:36:54Z

hi everyone. I'm really bored and im home alone so I cant go anywhere. I'm watching something called the fake ID club..its on MTV. its about people on tv that are under 21. lol. anyways... well yesterday was boring as usual...nothing really happened..well i dont remember anything happening lol. after school I stayed to watch the JV games. I was going to stay for the varsity games but i couldnt b/c my parents dont know im ineligible! lol so i went home. and i came home and talked to priya online for awhile. and she told me that kira broke her ankle I guess she heard from brittany f. since she called her lol. I hope kira is okay.lol well im gonna go watch the new real world again so peace!

forget him and his face
forget his name and warm embrace
forget everything you once knew
remember he found someone new
forget the way he would make you laugh
forget all the special times you had
forget everything you once were
remember, hes with her
forget the way he was always there
forget the times you once shared
forget the sweet words he used to say
remember that he went away
forget the way he would hold you tight
forget how you thought he was Mr. Right
forget the love that went by so fast
remember that all those memories are in the past
forget that he said he loved you and would leave you never
remember now, that hes gone forever

*aLe

I wish I was Alice...

2003-12-30T23:42:22Z

I wish I was Alice. I wish I could escape from it all. and just follow the rabbit down his hole and tumble in to a carefree world and never have to have these horrible thoughts and pains in my mind. I could crawl through that small door and watch those wonderful carefree birds run around in circles and then be swept away in a bottle. I would visit the madhatter and be mad with him and not care what the world thinks. I could visit the chesire cat and disapear with him, cuz all I want to do is dissapear. I could meet dweedle-dee and tweedle dum and talk nonsense and ignore the world. I could visit the catapiller and spell out letter with him and forget my thoughts. I could sing with the flowers and still be the odd one there.the queen would want to cut off my head and I would return but just that little time would make me happy. oh how I wish I was Alice.........oh how I wish.

I took this from Tyf-e b/c it describes me at times and b/c its really cute!

*aLe